The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

Chapter 28 That person said, what is he envious of?

Perhaps the distance is too close, and the time spent playing together is too long, He Zhi often forgets that Yue Chengen is the proud son of heaven who is looked up to by everyone.

They walked together, but no one said anything bad, but...

"I'm so envious, I can have such a good relationship with him." This is what girls often whisper in his ear, and he helps introduce girls to Yue Chengen every day to confess to Yue Chengen, I don't know how many times...

"Half of the girls in the whole school like Yue Chengen." This is what the boys often read around him, and why sometimes they will help the boys to tell Yue Chengen to stay away from the girl they like. a little.

He brought them one by one, and finally felt a little bored, even looking at Yue Chengen became more bored.

"You seem to be annoying me recently?"

"No."

Some people are very sensitive, just stay away from him a little bit, and he can feel that something is wrong in this relationship.

Seeing that he didn't want to say anything, the young man simply sat down beside him, just blindly hid in a dark corner and strummed the guitar.

He Zhi turned his head to stare at him, and sang along with the tune he played.

The two of them sang the song "Xi Guang" countless times, but they still couldn't find the perfect way to express it.

A voice as clear as ice-breaking spring water sang in the corner, Yue Chengen slowed down the rhythm, and slowly went to the end of He Zhi.

One song finished.

"We're still too young." Yue Cheng'en said, "The turning point in this song is complicated and emotional. We haven't experienced it before, so we can't sing it."

"Then how did you write it?"

"You wrote the lyrics."

"But you changed it. I didn't write it so sad." He Zhi cleared his throat: "I haven't asked you yet, how did you get the lyrics?"

"I heard you playing the piano in the music classroom that day, so I went over to have a look. You left before I got close, and when I went in, I found a draft you wrote on the chair." Yue Chengen plucked the strings, His eyebrows were gentle and affectionate, most of them were soft, and with a sound of ding, the string of the zither suddenly snapped. The string was old, and it was normal to break. Yue Chengen didn't care about it, but still said sadly: "But... it's really enviable."

"Envy?" He Zhi sneered in his heart, would such a proud son of heaven ever envy others?

"That's right." Yue Chengen didn't look back at that moment, nor did he chuckle as usual, but just looked down at the guitar in his hand, touched the strings and said bitterly: "I envy you, I envy you for singing well. He said, "Even if I practice all my life, my voice is not as clear as yours. It's really a blessing."

"Blessed by nature? Me?" He Zhi just thought it was ironic, and was about to get up and leave in the next moment, but Yue Chengen was one step ahead of him, and left without looking back with his guitar on his back.

He envied him, and he also envied him.

He Zhi stared at his back, it was a bird flying alone, a wild goose with nowhere to go.

in case……

If a person needs to make a wish in this life, and that wish will definitely come true...

He Zhi clenched the school uniform tightly in his hand, stared at the proud son of heaven who disappeared in the brilliant setting sun, hid in a dark corner, and made a despicable wish.

Destroy him.

He is no longer the proud son of heaven, let his happy family disappear, let him fall from the clouds and fall into the mortal world, let him be ordinary, let him become an ordinary person thoroughly!

The large clouds were blown by the wind, covering everything that was originally there, making the corners that were deeply buried in the heart, full of coquettishness.

Jealousy is a gorgeous flower, watered and grown by the viciousness of reality, and it will never die.

He didn't care whether He Zhi's wish came true or not.

It's just that when that person was really destroyed, he was stunned.

He lost his soul under the cloudy sky, and walked to the door of that person's house in astonishment. Yue Chengen was not a very reasonable person, and always led him to play at home regardless of his thoughts.Or just break into his house openly, occupy his room, and drag him to chat and chat.

He knocked on the door, only to get averted looks from his neighbors in response.

Yue Chengen was ruined.

That wish was granted.

Are you happy?Are you happy?

No.

No!

Back at school, he quietly waited for Yue Chengen to appear, but everyone seemed to have forgotten him.

The girls quickly changed their favorites, and the boys secretly rejoiced that Yue Chengen disappeared. Everyone knew that his mother was killed and his father was missing.He is no longer the proud son of heaven that everyone envies, but a dying bird that everyone can step on when he falls into the quagmire.

I regret.

He looked at the guitar that Yue Chengen left at his home, and he regretted it. Can that wish be taken back?This was just his dream, a dream that he would definitely wake up from, but the sound of broken strings startled the reality, and countless terrifying darkness engulfed him.

Fingernails clip the first string.

Yue Chengen is not the proud son of heaven, he is just more cheerful and smiles at everything, so he looks like the sun.Because he is always standing in the sun, he smiles warmer than anyone else. It is not the temperature of Yue Chengen's smile, but his envy for him, so he demonizes his good points.

The gloomy weather ended and the first raindrops finally fell from the sky.

Yue Chengen is not arrogant or arrogant, but some people are born knowing what they want, and will reject other people's cheap kindness.What Yue Chengen wanted, he desperately went for it.

The windows were wet from the rain, and there were traces of winding wounds like wounds.

Yue Chengen's singing was not as good as his own, and the revised lyrics were only based on his own foundation... It was icing on the cake, but it was not his own.

Yue Chengen was just Yue Chengen, the person who grabbed his collar and made him unable to breathe was not Yue Chengen...

It's my own demon.

He knew early in the morning that he just didn't want to admit his incompetence and the gap between himself and that person, so he blindly blamed Yue Chengen, complained secretly, and vented all his dissatisfaction with reality on him.

This is the truth.

It's disgusting enough.

Why, you are so disgusting.

panicked,

wept bitterly,

It was raining heavily outside the window, even if he cried and cried out in grief, nothing would change.

The price for the wish to be realized is a lifetime of guilt.

The inside of the dormitory was still pitch black, and occasionally a flash of lightning flashed outside the window. He calmly watched the dormitory brighten for a moment, then dim for a moment.

Seeing Yue Chengen again, he thought countless times in his heart, it would be fine if he hadn't made that wish at that time, it would be fine if all of this hadn't happened.Yue Chengen is still the proud son of heaven who shines on everyone, he is the one beside him who is illuminated by him and enjoys the warmth brought by Yue Chengen.

He is still everyone's sun.

In fact, that's... not bad.

There was a cry in my heart, roaring in my ears.

come back!

The thunder that was about to split the earth exploded in his ears, He Zhi looked at the boy who was sleeping peacefully over there.

come back! !

Become the sun again, become a ostrich flying high in the sun, and soar to the place you should reach.

come back, come back!come back! !

You are the proud son of heaven and have nothing to do with your parents. You are supposed to stand high in the clouds and be admired by everyone.

Please, Cheng En, come back.

A thunder that wanted to shatter the air and shatter the glass woke up the sleeping person.

Yue Chengen was confused and only saw He Zhigu sitting between lightning and thunder, he got up: "It rained heavily. You were woken up too?"

He Yi was taken aback, then smiled gently: "Yes."

"Go to sleep. It's just a thunderstorm." Yue Chengen said, "Tomorrow will be a fine day."

"Will there be sun tomorrow?"

"There will be. The weather forecast says clear skies."

He Zhi seemed to be comforted, the string in his heart was loosened a little, and the mournful sound that had been ringing in his ears gradually disappeared.

He closed his eyes, looking forward to tomorrow's sunny day.

Tao Wangyan got up with dim eyes, walked to the bathroom with the toiletries, and saw Xu Shanmu sitting on the roof basking in the sun when he looked up. The sudden rain last night washed away all the dust in the branch school, leaving only one layer Quiet, just as he was about to take a step, Zheng Nanguan, who came behind him holding toiletries, greeted him with a hache: "You woke up so early."

"It's early for you too." Tao Wangyan moved his neck and began to squeeze the toothpaste, looked at his chicken nest head in the mirror, and laughed unconsciously.

"Huh?" Zheng Nanguan also smiled: "What are you laughing at?"

"It's going to be a holiday in a while. Are you going to go home? Or stay at school?"

"My parents went abroad to do research, so I can only stay in school." He rinsed his mouth: "My dad sent me a new game console, I'll get it later, and play together at night?"

"Want to play ball for a while?"

"beat."

There was the sound of the door opening again, and Yue Chengen also appeared holding the toiletries in his arms: "Playing ball?"

"Well, come to fight?"

"war."

Huang Chuanhui also appeared with sleepy eyes: "Add me, our team, penalty kick every day, 21, I'm getting tired of it."

"Why don't we play tennis today?" Li Yuanzhi appeared in front of everyone with a clear expression, "I remember there are badminton rackets in Liyou. You can also play badminton."

"Hey? Where are Qingzhou and Jinghong?"

"Jinghong went to dance practice before dawn." Zheng Nanguan said, "Qingzhou ran away after chasing his son. The two of them should be in the auditorium now."

"Why hasn't he woke up yet?" Li Yuanzhi counted the number of people and asked, "I remember he went to bed early last night."

"He's still moaning on the bed." Chu Yun also appeared with his belongings in his hands, just as Zheng Nanguan had finished washing, he took over that position: "I just came out and saw that he still looked half-dead."

"Come on, this king is here to wake him up." Tao Wangyan looked serious about doing something big, but he was actually a prankster.

"Early morning."

"Stop him for me."

"what happened!!"

It wasn't until He Zhi's roar echoed in the dormitory and corridors that Xu Shanmu looked at the sky and smiled.

The breeze is gentle, and the flowers are red and cold.

Well, today, the sun is shining.

Tranquility and leisure do not belong to Wanliyou, so he sneaked a call to Xu Shanmu and told him to take medicine on time and not to worry about it.

After talking a lot of nonsense, I hung up the phone reluctantly.

"Are you the fuck?" Xue Fanyuan sat beside him and said, "You might as well bring him here, and save the phone calls."

"Shanmu doesn't follow me to the workplace."

"Ah?" Xue Fanyuan was a little surprised: "You two are like conjoined twins, it's impossible."

Wan Liyou folded his arms and shrugged, a little helplessly said: "Except for the last time he forgot his words, he made an exception to come here once, the rest of the time, he won't even ask me what I'm doing."

"Wow." Xue Fanyuan drank the water, gloating: "So ruthless."

Wan Liyou smiled and didn't say much.

"How did you and Shan Mu know each other?" Xue Fanyuan asked: "You are a big star, although he is a genius, the entertainment circle and the academic circle are still different after all."

"He and I are in the same high school." Wan Liyou explained: "I went to school to take a mock test that day, and I happened to meet him when I walked to the rooftop."

"And you were attracted to him?"

"Almost." It was obviously a dishonest answer, but it didn't make Wan Liyou refute, but Xue Fanyuan was surprised: "Why? What did he do to attract you?"

"He... looks very idle." Wan Liyou said an unexpected reason.

"Idle?" Xue Fanyuan was stunned: "What do you mean?"

"You know the cranes, right?" Wan Liyou said metaphorically: "In that school, everyone walked so fast that I couldn't even see their faces clearly, and they were so noisy that everyone wanted to stick to your ear. While talking. I obviously don’t know them, but I have to put on an inexplicable appearance that I have known them for a long time. But Xu Shanmu is very loose. In a hurry, blinded by a leaf, he is very meek, unhurried. Like a crane watching people at leisure."

Wan Liyou laughed: "I have seen too many beautiful people in the entertainment industry since I was a child. I have seen people of all types and personalities. I thought I had already seen countless people, but only after seeing him did I realize that .Oh, so there are people like this in this world. There are still people like this alive.”

"You're friends with him because he's funny?"

"I think he makes people feel at ease." Wan Liyou said: "As long as I stay by his side, I feel at ease. He doesn't plot against me, doesn't use me, and doesn't look at me like a monster just because I am a star. He is arrogant, The arrogance that overflows from the bottom of my heart is so arrogant that I don’t pay attention to other people’s eyes.” He crossed his knees and said, “He is a very strange person. I was assigned to a branch school because I was absent from class, and he immediately handed in the transfer letter and accompanied me. Come with me."

"Compared to you." Xue Fanyuan smiled and said, "He is more like a monster."

Wanliyou could not refute.

"If I were a genius, I would definitely not be able to live like him." Xue Fanyuan looked at himself in the mirror firmly, with countless sadness written on his eyebrows and eyes: "I, I definitely can't live like him. "

"Still can't let go of your starry sky?" Wan Liyou buttoned the ripped marks on his trousers: "Can't let go of your current life?"

"No." Xue Fanyuan shook his head, there were only the two of them in the huge practice room, and the rest of the people organized to eat, and only the two of them stayed here.

The sound seemed to echo.

Wan Liyou followed the sound and looked, only to see Xue Fanyuan raised his head to hide the disappointment in his eyes: "I...I want to live a little differently. I want to be a special person."

The young man's eyes were filled with spotlights, which were as crystal clear as broken diamonds.

"Then someone told me that there are many people in the world who can't live according to their own will, so I thought, I just live a little bit according to myself, it will be considered as a special life." He lowered his head again, desperately looking for Answer: "However, I can really live according to my own mind, so what is my mind? What kind of life do I want to live? Astronomy and the stage are just things that are displayed in front of me. I did it this time. Choose, will I regret it? Will I just live a normal life? Or... After I make this choice this time, what should I do when I face another choice in the future?"

"Fan Yuan?" Sensing something wrong with the young man, Wan Liyou stretched out his hand to pull his elbow: "Are you tired?"

"Tired?" He shook his head and reached out to wipe away the blush from the corner of his eyes: "No."

Wan Liyou looked at his younger brother, reached out and rubbed the young man's forehead, and pushed his shoulder: "Shan Mu told me before that youth is worth remembering no matter how you spend it. At first, I thought he was helping me, but then I thought He was right. Youth is different from all the years in life."

Xue Fanyuan remembered that at a certain time, that person also said this sentence to himself, but he had other intentions at the time and didn't take it too seriously.

Wan Liyou said: "You may not be troubled by the things you are confused about in a year, half a year, or three months later. People will metabolize themselves, not to mention the immediate problems? After going on stage tomorrow, you may not I'll think about it again. It's useless for me to tell you any reason. People live a lifetime, and they still have to experience it by themselves."

Wanliyou suddenly understood why Xu Shanmu said that this matter is easy to solve...

because……

Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing out loud.

The original self once wanted to give up everything and hide in that small house and never show up again, but Xu Shanmu told him that you are a good boy and you deserve the best love in the world.

You deserve to be loved.

He asked himself to go to the stage to make sure, to see the starry sky in the world, to see the spotlights and dancing figures, as well as those cheers resounding in the dark and the glow sticks that were always on.

Yes, the stage is his favorite place.

The stage is not his safe haven, but it is the place he misses the most, where there is wind, sunshine, and the most beautiful scenery in the world.He had seen such a scene, so he was reluctant to leave.

"Fan Yuan."

"Ok?"

"Don't cry on stage tomorrow."

"How is it possible?" He raised his eyebrows with pride

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