The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

"I have a cousin who is a star-chaser girl. When I was young, she took me to watch a concert broadcast at her house. I don't remember who that person was. I don't know how many times my cousin's wall has been changed. But... how should I put it, that kind of feeling is very good." The young man couldn't help being happy, and raised his eyes to see the scattered light in admiration: "I really want to be surrounded by stars, so many fluorescent sticks, and so many A lot of applause and cheers... I think it's good. I want to see that scene too, so... I came here."

Xue Fanyuan nodded...

Before I could say something, I heard a call from the dormitory. Huang Chuanhui was lying on the window as if calling to come back...

"I'm going back." Li Yuanzhi was frightened by the people over there, and couldn't help laughing: "Let's go, goodbye."

The back figure gradually disappeared in front of his eyes.

Xue Fanyuan sat cross-legged on the ground.

He began to think about why he came to this place...

He just saw that Nanjun's enrollment started, so he came over to try, and after trying, he succeeded...

At the beginning, I didn't have any feelings for this place, and my love for music was only cultivated here.All the love takes place during this year.

He likes the life here, the feeling of being with his friends, and he also likes to learn new things every day, and at the same time, he also challenges dancing and new feelings. Everything here is very interesting.

He knows that he is a talented person. Although he is not as good as Xu Shanmu and the others, he is also unique...

As long as you do it seriously, you will not lose to anyone.

For him, compared with a peaceful life, this kind of life with ups and downs and challenges is more exciting.

The mind of a teenager is always in the second grade.

He just felt that he wanted to live a different life, and he had always harbored arrogance in his heart, so how could he be willing to live a mediocre life.

It's time for youth again, of course it has to be vigorous, and it's all about dying for the dream.

But now he is confused...

The matter between Tao Wangyan and Yue Chengen was like two daggers that cut straight through his hypocritical smile immersed in dreams.

Can those lazy days really be called living a dream?

He has never worried about his future, but he has seen suffering in these people who are constantly struggling with fate, and understands the difficulty of the word "future", as if being choked by someone's throat.Even the breathing is restrained.

In fact, he is still a child.A child who needs coaxing and dreams, but at this age...he always has to face the sadness that he should grow up, the reality that he should be sensible...

And there are two roads in front of him.

One is an unknown road that needs to be faced maturely.

One is a confusing road where you may not see the end even if you walk on it.

Both paths have their pros and cons.

Where to go...

The boy lay powerlessly on the ground, watching the moonlight falling into an inexplicable depression.

There are footsteps approaching.

Someone sat down next to him. It was Tao Wangyan. His hair was messy and he was out of breath. He was carrying a half-sized bag by his side, as if he had just run back from somewhere.

"You robbed a bank?"

Tao Wangyan ignored his joke, but fell down with him, looking up speechless, the two looked at the same sky, but Xue Fanyuan knew that even if they looked at the same starry sky, what they saw was completely different .

After a long time, the boy's breathing gradually calmed down, and he let out a heavy sigh: "My mother said she was going to divorce my father."

Xue Fanyuan sat up in shock and looked at Tao Wangyan who was lying there in amazement. Because he got up in a hurry, the back of his spine touched the ground, and he was in a cold sweat because of the pain, but he still couldn't help being surprised and said:

"What happened all of a sudden?"

"I don't know, I saw my mother carrying a suitcase when I went back." He pointed to the extra black bag in his hand: "My mother was afraid that my father would seal the bank card and gave me a bag of money. There are also some messy real estate certificates and jewelry, which are said to be left for me..."

"And then? Where's your mother?" He inexplicably thought of those messy family ethics dramas.

"She's gone to the airport." Tao Wangyan frowned knowing what Xue Fanyuan was worried about, and just shook his head lightly: "My uncle came to pick her up and said he was going to wait for her to go back to the old house. My mother is also a bit worried. The way... As long as my mother really wants to leave my father, the two of them will leave even if the fish die and the net is broken."

"Didn't your parents always act..." Feeling that I used the wrong word, I immediately changed it: "Are you getting along very peacefully? Why are you leaving all of a sudden?"

"It's the same thing anyway..." Tao Wangyan wiped his face, forced a smile on his face and said, "Looks like I don't have to go to work anymore, when I saw this bag of money today, I was so stupid Now, I thought my mother was crazy. She is such a weak person, why did she suddenly act like this?" He shook his head slightly: "It was only later that I realized that women are much more terrifying than I thought..."

"How scary?"

"My mother has been using my father's money to do business, and she has made a lot of money. What she gave me is what my father gave her over the years. My mother told me that the reason why she was dragging my father was that It's because she hasn't earned enough money to live in her old age, and now...she said there's no need to pretend to be happy and stupid anymore."

"Oh my God..." Xue Fanyuan didn't think about the war between men and women. Although his parents also do business together, they support each other anyway. Although they have different opinions, they will not tear each other apart.

"From now on, I will be a child of a single-parent family." Tao Wangyan looked at a shooting star passing by very quickly in the sky, and his heart trembled.

"Don't be sad..."

"Actually... I'm not sad, it's just that I don't like it." Tao Wangyan also sat up, the back of his spine was also painful, and the soreness was about to grab his heart. He let out a sigh of relief, his eyes were dry and hot secretly: "I know the two of them are sure, it will definitely be this ending... and they have prepared for it early in the morning. But..." He coughed lightly, and lowered his head in embarrassment: "I didn't think I would feel anything, I guessed it early in the morning. arrive."

Xue Fanyuan pinched his shoulder: "Forget the words."

"It's not sad." He looked up and laughed majesticly: "I still feel very uncomfortable."

He raised his eyes and looked at Xue Fanyuan who was kneeling in front of him, like a confused person looking for an answer: "There is no child who does not want his family to be harmonious, right?"

"Yes."

"Children look forward to family harmony more than parents."

"Yes."

Although I know that sometimes parents can only be together in pain, the only touch can not be repaired cracks, the father is ruthless, the mother is ruthless, use each other, hinder each other... This is a family, but they are calculating each other and doing everything they can. take advantage of each other.Everyone knows it in their hearts, but even though they know everything, the child is still looking forward to the family reunion in the corner, hoping that all the good things in the world will fall on his head, people are so greedy.

"Fan Yuan."

"Ok?"

"Have you decided to leave? Have you stayed?" Tao Wangyan said with a smile: "I think my mother is very decisive. She calculated everything for herself and then left decisively. I can't do this, can you do it?" ?”

Xue Fanyuan sat on the basketball court exhausted, the wind from all sides blew the back of his hands until it was cold, the boy shook his head: "I can't do it either."

Wan Liyou opened the window and saw the lonely teenagers sitting on the basketball court who were relatively speechless. He put his hands on the window and couldn't help frowning. He didn't know how to express that he wanted to help them, but he didn't know what to do. Do it, Xu Shanmu, who has fallen into a deep sleep, can't give him the answer, and the rest of the people are mud bodhisattvas who can't protect themselves when crossing the river...

The window was closed, and he stretched out his hand to kill a female mosquito that was sucking blood on his arm, and lay back on his bed. No, it was as quiet as a big ice cellar. He turned on the bedside lamp and took out the "Moon and Sixpence" from under the pillow that had been put aside for a long time.

He still didn't understand the strange name of the book, he opened it to the place where he read it last time, and then read down.

I think you are like a pilgrim who travels all his life, constantly looking for a temple that cannot exist at all. 】—— "The Moon and Sixpence"

Wanliyou frowned, he was not a pilgrim who was trekking, nor was he looking for a temple that didn't exist.Like Xue Fanyuan, he just wanted to find a direction to move forward on the unknown road and get the guidance of the stars.

You are so good, why do you want to live an ordinary and lonely life?

You have seen such a beautiful starry sky, how could you be willing to just watch a crimson candle.

Seeing this, sour confusion flooded his heart, and the confusion flowed into his heart, causing the unhealed sores on his heart to tear apart in an instant. The pain was so painful that he couldn't lie down, and he frowned and sat up hastily, as if struck by lightning. In thought, the young man looked at Xu Shanmu in astonishment, he seemed to understand why he was uneasy about Xu Shanmu.

That sense of transparency that will disappear at any time, those desolate Xiaoxiao that will turn into bubbles in an instant...

Yes.

How can someone who has seen the galaxy be willing to guard a faltering candle...

Xu Shanmu is a genius, the galaxy he has seen is probably wider than him, and the world he knows must be wider than him, so...why?Would he live in such a quiet and low-key way hiding in a corner?

All of a sudden, he was at a deep loss, not knowing how to ask questions, countless questions rolled into his mind, and all the memories from the past years seemed to hit him like a huge wave... He was caught off guard, and his headache was about to split.

Actually...Xu Shanmu was like his shadow.

Since we met, I have been clinging to him, and later... I don't need him to be clinging, because as long as he needs, Xu Shanmu is always by his side.It was as if... this genius was born for him.As long as he sees Xu Shanmu, all his uneasiness can be turned into smoke and dust.

All his expectations for the future are based on the time spent with Xu Shanmu.

Whether it's sad, ugly, or happy, these years of his great joy and sorrow, his ups and downs are always accompanied by this person, without words or complaints.

Xu Shanmu never begged for anything from him, nor would he want any favor from him.

Before Wanliyou didn't know why Xu Shanmu stayed and why he stayed by his side.Accompanying him so undemandingly, pity everything about him.

In the heavy rain that day, Xu Shanmu said that he stayed by his side because...

The memory came slowly.

He said: "I grew up so big, only you. Only you said that you want me to be happy."

It was raining heavily at that time, but he still saw the desolation in his gray eyes, it was a determination that was carefully hidden but could not be hidden.

Just because of such an insignificant sentence, he just stays with him so wholeheartedly?with?

Give up the glory that should be held in your hands, and become the qualification to be admired by thousands of people?

Just because of such a sentence?

Then... why?

Why is this sentence so important to him?

Wanliyou knows that he can walk out of the abyss of despair, such as cyber violence, ruthless parents, and adults' calculations, and calmly face everything he hates, because of Xu Shanmu's perseverance these years, he knows that All my normal life is based on knowing Xu Shanmu, he is a light in his abyss, he is a family member and an irreplaceable brother to him.

What about Xu Shanmu?How does he feel about all this?

What kind of existence is he to him?

In an instant, he seemed to have discovered some sense of balance in this unequal relationship.

What exactly does Xu Shanmu want from himself?

perhaps……

Some terrifying thoughts in his mind were fleeting, he clenched his hands into fists, walked vigilantly to Xu Shanmu's bedside, opened his bedside table, took out a small bottle of sleeping pills from the corner of the drawer, and carefully opened the medicine , counted the number, and then put it back.

He shook his hands and fell to the ground, letting the wind from the air conditioner cool his neck and wrists.

Like the turbulent wind, his vigilance was turned on in an instant. He prayed that what he imagined was wrong, and begged God to obliterate the future in his mind.

By all means, none of this... can be true.

If Xu Shanmu's entire life is based on Wan Liyou...

And Xu Shanmu has been pursuing a ridiculous freedom...

What does it mean to stay and wander in such a contradictory way on a genius?

Wanliyou knew it, but couldn't admit it.

Early the next morning.

When Xu Qingzhou got up, she found that Ruo Jinghong was no longer on the bed, the quilt was neatly folded, and the clothes and shoes for dancing were gone.

After washing up with Hache, he went to buy breakfast outside the school gate, and then slowly took the breakfast to the small auditorium with melodious music to find someone. In the small auditorium, someone put his legs on the benches on both sides, biting Teeth, sweating and doing stretching, trying to make my body softer.

Seeing this kind of scene for the first time, Xu Qingzhou couldn't help being startled, and stood still for a long time before recovering...

"You're so soft." He stepped forward with something to eat, and looked at his V-shaped legs: "Does it hurt?"

"Yeah." He nodded, still smiling palely.

Standing under the stage in the auditorium, Xu Qingzhou couldn't help feeling distressed when he saw him practicing silently on the stage, turned over on the stage, and sat down in front of the boy.

Ruo Jinghong said with a trembling voice: "You eat first, I'll talk about it later."

"Why did you suddenly practice more?" Xu Qingzhou put the meal aside: "Let's eat together."

"Oh...there will be a big competition next month, and the school called me in the morning and asked me to fix the show quickly." He twisted his body a little, and his face became paler: "I still want to dance after thinking about it." The dance that I didn't stick to before."

"What did you say?"

"Ghosts." Ruo Jinghong said, "It's the general's soul returning to his hometown after his death, and discovering that his hometown has been turned into ruins by the flames of war."

"Your classical dance is quite interesting."

"That's what a small number of people think. Many people think it's boring. It's better to play a game than to watch the dance."

Xu Qingzhou looked at the disappointment and sincerity in his eyes, and asked seriously: "How many years have you been dancing, Jinghong?"

"It's been many years." Ruo Jinghong smiled: "This is the boy's skill. I was sent to dance school when I was very young."

"Besides dancing." Xu Qingzhou asked rather sadly: "Do you have nothing else you like?"

Asked this question to the bewildered young man who was stretching, he seemed to have never considered this question, and finally shook his head: "No, I really like shopping. I have a strong desire to shop."

Xu Qingzhou smiled: "Fairy Jinghong is Fairy Jinghong, there is nothing in front of me except the flowers and the moon, the wind and the snow and the moon."

"Are you hurting me?" The boy narrowed his eyes and puffed his cheeks in anger.

"I'm obviously complimenting you."

"Praise me?" He snorted like a child, "Is there anyone who praises me like this?"

"That's how I boast."

"Jinghong."

"Ok?"

"If one day you don't dance, what do you want to do?" He stretched out his hand to pinch his ankle, seeing how his whole body was tense due to pain, he couldn't help feeling distressed. What Xu Shanmu said was right, Ruo Jinghong Can arouse the concern of all those around you.

"Don't dance?" Stopped by this question, he asked hesitantly, "Why did you suddenly ask me this?"

"It's nothing, I just watched a movie last night..." He reached out to rub Ruo Jinghong's forehead: "I was thinking about what I would do if one day I couldn't sing anymore."

"You can still dance." The boy said naturally, "You dance very well."

"I'm talking about music, if there is such a day..." He looked down at his not-so-bright expression reflected on the smooth floor of the stage, and shook his head slightly: "I should go crazy."

"I will never give up dancing." He patted his slender legs and said, "Even if I break my leg, I will continue to dance."

Xu Qingzhou was amused by his innocence.Pointing to his current appearance, he said, "How long will you maintain this appearance?"

"About an hour."

"Then I'll eat first."

The kid named Fairy immediately wrinkled his snowball-like face into a dough ball: "We agreed to eat it together. You eat it in front of me... This is too much punishment, do you have a conscience?"

Xu Qingzhou laughed