The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

Pushing open the door, Zheng Nanguan had already gone out, the air conditioner was turned on, except for the sound of the air conditioner working, there was only the sound of the two of them breathing in the room.

Xu Shanmu said that Ruo Jinghong didn't know about it...

But when they met Huang Ci just now, Ruo Jinghong clearly mentioned this matter.

He knows, he knows, the malice of these people, the rejection of these people, the posts on the Internet...

But he didn't choose to hurt others, but chose to take a step back and ignore it to protect himself, he would not ask for help, Xu Shanmu didn't want to tell him, so he pretended not to know.

He is not weak, he knows how to retreat, and he also knows how to give up.

It was the first time he had seen such cloud-like kindness.

Jinghong's kindness and tenacity are like a sharp knife, which can pierce the darkness in front of him at any time, and can also pierce the gloomy darkness of others, allowing light to enter the hearts of others.

But having said that, he can pierce the darkness, and he can also pierce the self-deceiving masks of others and the hypocrisy of the tranquility of the world.

As bright and charming as him, the red is in a row.

The most difficult thing for Qian Fan to keep is not her appearance, but her pure heart.

Xu Qingzhou found that there was a book beside Ruo Jinghong's pillow, which should belong to Xu Shanmu, and there were so many books in Xu Shanmu's place that it was almost abnormal.

Keigo Higashino "Maliciousness"

He had read this book before. Keigo Higashino's book was a must-read bedtime story in high school, and he remembered this book.

Turn over...

A red line was engraved on the book with extra force, as if engraved on someone's heart, a sore that would never heal.

What frightened him was not violence itself, but the negative energy emitted by those who hated him. He had never imagined that there would be such maliciousness in this world. ] - "Maliciousness"

He picked up the book, went back to Xu Shanmu's place, and exchanged another one for Ruo Jinghong, this book was not suitable for him to read.After filling the gap next to his pillow, he turned back to the guitar and started his own task.There is a brochure for the contest under his dictionary, as long as he wins this time, he should be able to go back to our school.

He wants to win, he wants to go back, and he wants to become the ace that everyone admires.

When Wanliyou came back from playing basketball, he found that Xu Shanmu was still in the same state as when he left in the morning, facing the computer screen full of data, wondering what he was researching.

He put the basketball on the shelf. He pulled the chair and sat down next to Xu Shanmu. The heat from his body hit him like waves, and even raised the temperature in the room by several degrees.

"Are you a fire dragon?" He couldn't help complaining: "Why are you so hot, don't get so close to me, go take a shower!"

"I'll rest for a while." In the end, he obediently turned around and took out his clothes, ready to go to the bathroom.

"As soon as you came back, the whole room became dry." He sighed, saved the contents of the computer, closed the computer, and asked casually, "What do you eat for lunch?" Yet?"

"No, shall we go out to eat? Or go to the cafeteria?"

"I want to eat barbecue."

"Come on, let's go to the east side of the city to eat barbecue after I take a shower. You call to book a box."

"It's really annoying to go out with you. You have to hide and hide when you do everything, just like being a thief."

"Who made me a child star?" The boy stood up and threw the mobile phone on the table into the man's arms: "As an apology, I'll treat you."

"Then I have nothing to say."

"Stick you to death."

The screensaver is a magazine photo taken by the boy not long ago. The boy who is as prosperous as a peach blossom is surrounded by white pears. It looks awkward no matter how you look at it.

People who are obviously bright and beautiful must put on a bland appearance.

"Looking at the photo of my young master, I'm so fascinated by it? Do you want me to get you an autographed photo?"

"You can pull it down. This photographer has good skills."

"..." He said half angrily, "That's my young master, I look good."

Walking on the street, Xu Shanmu was fascinated by the real estate agents on the street.

"Do you want to buy a house?" Wan Liyou's brows and eyes were hidden in the shadow of the hat, his mouth and nose were hidden in the mask, and he spoke in a low voice: "I'm asking you something."

Xu Shanmu smiled: "Generally, people of our age can think of renting a house, but your old man thinks of buying a house. Sure enough, economic differences create differences in thinking."

"Didn't you say you have money? You won't be able to use it up in your next life."

"Yes." He nodded vaguely and waved his hands perfunctorily: "I'm rich, why don't the two of us buy in the same community?"

"It doesn't need to be so troublesome." Wan Liyou knew that he was joking, so he simply continued: "You and Jinghong can just move to my place after graduation."

"Sending someone under the fence, don't I want to see your face every day, I refuse."

"Just you?" He smiled absurdly: "It's just you who still look at my face. I'm thankful that I don't look at your face."

After finishing speaking, Xu Shanmu retorted along the lines of the words: "That's right, for your and my happy life, it's better for me to take Jinghong out to live."

"How can Jinghong be with you? I can't do it?" Wan Liyou sadly lowered his head and pinched his shoulder in disbelief: "Too partial."

"If you were as kind and lovely as Jinghong, I would also favor you like this."

"..." He was helpless: "You really raised Jinghong as your son?"

"If I really have such a son, I guess I would worry to death every day... His family is really big-hearted."

"The family only cares about the child's grades, not the child's mood."

Thinking of some things from the past, Wan Liyou shook his head helplessly, and when a red light passed, the two of them crossed the road.He was silent all the time, and he didn't say a word until he was led to his seat in the store.

After eating the first bite of meat, Xu Shanmu finally raised his head and looked at the person in front of him with a smile that was not a smile: "You don't want to go back, do you?"

"what?"

"Headmaster, you don't want to go back." Xu Shanmu stared at him, and the moment he raised his eyes, he turned his gaze to pick up the teapot beside him and wash the tableware.

"I see that your interest in playing basketball is far higher than practicing recently. You used to yell about your own strength in front of me, but now you don't even quarrel."

"Isn't the midterm exam just over, let me relax."

"Excuse me, you can see that Yuanzhi won't be lazy." Xu Shanmu put down the teapot, the water in the cup was very hot, and his hands were red from the residual temperature of the teacup after washing.He said: "You can't be too greedy for the good life now, school is only a part, you have to go back to your stardom in the future."

Wan Liyou's expression was not good-looking, Xu Shanmu knew that he had hit the point, and simply pointed it out: "Or do you mean you don't want to go back anymore?"

"Why do you think so?" Wan Liyou looked at him with interest while resting his chin. He has no secrets in front of him. As long as Xu Shanmu wants to know, he can't hide anything from him. Wan Liyou is more serious than the truth. Concerned about how the young man in front of him came to his current answer.

"You start looking at shops, you start buying houses, you start to relax and train, and your nerves are not as tense as before. Everything can be seen that you like your life now and don't plan to leave." He said it for granted, the details Can best show a person's state.

Wan Liyou smiled, like the spring breeze of peaches and plums, clean and clear as the shadow of apricot blossoms in the sky: "Maybe I'm just choosing another path, as you said, if you don't know your own future, then I can't know mine. The future, then I will arrange a few more paths for my future, which is not a bad thing."

"It's the right way to retreat." He exposed his hypocrisy mercilessly, and told him to face the reality forcefully.

"Whether it's a retreat or a road, I'm really tired. Thinking of facing all kinds of entertainment circles, questions from my parents, comments on the Internet..." Wan Liyou was stunned, with a bitter look on his face. Frightened: "I feel physically and mentally exhausted, very tired."

He lowered his brows and smiled slightly: "It's really good now. Every day I have a rush, as long as I turn my head, there is someone by my side. There is no suspicion and rejection, and there is no hypocritical kindness or money entanglement. I am finally not a tool for making money. I am not a doll wearing a haute couture suit standing on the red carpet and being judged by others, I am a human being." A gentle look, calmness and tolerance that he had never seen appeared on Wan Liyou's face: "I, I really like the current life. So..."

"This kind of life won't last forever." Xu Shanmu also smiled, his usual gentle expression at this moment is as gentle as a water lily: "It doesn't matter if you like it, but life will not stand still. You stop, others Won't."

"..." He concluded: "Shanmu."

"Do you know that the people in the branch school have one thing in common? Why are the people in the branch school gathered together? Why can everyone get along so well?"

Wanliyou had never thought about it, he looked over hesitantly: "Why?"

"Because we are all excellent and defective products." He smiled: "It may be a bit mysterious to say this, but...the reason why you were assigned to a branch school is because your time stopped. Liyou, your time will always stop at the time of the child star." Stage, you have to stop. It is not the same as Wang Yan's escape, it is your choice to stop."

"I……"

"Wangyan is changing, even Yue Chengen will start a new life, but you stay where you are complacently, saying that you like your current life." He was not sarcastic, but just stated the facts lightly: "The last time I saw that I was reading a post you So excited, boy, do you think that Jinghong and I will never leave after coming to the branch school to accompany you?"

"Shan Mu!" He was exposed, and looked angrily at the person in front of him who kept telling the hypocrisy in his heart.

"Liyou." He called his name in a soft voice. It is impossible for a genius to read people's hearts. He knew the reason why Wan Liyou chose to stay, but he couldn't guess the source of all he did: "Can you Tell me, what are you upset about?"

Seeing him staying in the same place alone, deceiving himself and others with an inch of peace, as a friend, he couldn't be worried, and as a confidant, he couldn't be irritable, but he couldn't guess it, and every assumption and inference couldn't see through the source of people's hearts.

"Is it your parents' interference, or fans' expectations of you, cyber violence, other people's eyes? Your own preferences? Or the limitations of your own talent, or me and Jinghong affecting you, you always have to tell me, what are you doing? Why do you choose to stand still," he said.

Someone opened the door and came in to deliver the food, and asked if they needed help with the roasting. Xu Shanmu politely refused, saying that he could come by himself. When the service staff left, he went to see Wanliyou who was opposite, but the boy remained silent. He sighed softly, stopped talking, lowered his head and began to roast the meat carefully.

The smell of the charcoal fire is not bad... White smoke rises between the two, giving the illusion of suffocation, and gradually they can't even see each other's faces clearly.

"What if I said, I have all of these?" Wan Liyou exhaled, pursed his lips and smiled, meeting Xu Shanmu's shrewd eyes, he smiled helplessly, already in a state of infatuation, and spoke Ru sighed: "What you just said... all of them?"

A straw cannot overwhelm a camel, but a camel that is exhausted, covered with scars and loaded with heavy loads can no longer bear the weight of that straw.

"Since you appeared, my life has undergone tremendous changes. At first I was afraid of this change, but then I gradually got used to this change, and change has become a habit of my life." He said painfully Close your eyes: "You are right, my time has stopped. But I don't know what to do?"

The boy's eyes were bloodshot, and his mentality on the verge of collapse struck again. Xu Shanmu saw this expression on his face again after three years. The fear of Wanliyou beat his nerves like a river, and his fingertips Trembling slightly, the heartstrings are playing like cracks.Time keeps moving forward, but Wanliyou's heart has been stuck in the fear and anxiety of many years ago, and he has never been asked for many years.He once gave the boy a hand when he fell into the abyss, so he met him, but Xu Shanmu never thought that for three years, this person has been stuck in the past, never breaking free from the cage he set.

Wan Liyou said: "I want to live in a safe range, but as soon as I take a step, I will be beaten back to my original shape. I don't know what to do?! Didn't you know early on? You know what kind of person I am .Aren’t you a genius? Why can’t you save me?”

"..." Xu Shanmu stared at him... In his despairing eyes, he recalled the scene when they first met.

At that time, they were just high school students. Xu Shanmu finished the comprehensive essay in half an hour for the monthly exam that year, looked at the people around him boredly, and finally handed in the papers ahead of schedule.

He used to take a nap on the shady ground on the roof. The roof is usually locked, but he is a powerful person, so he directly picked the lock to get in.

Not long after someone approached, he opened his eyes vigilantly to look, and found that it was a big star known to everyone in the school. The big star was very busy on weekdays and hardly came to school. Except for showing up for the exam, he could hardly see anyone. This was the first time Xu Shanmu saw this person.

The man didn't see him who was hiding in the shade to enjoy the cool, and went straight to the edge.

Because it was from the back, Xu Shanmu didn't pay much attention to that person's expression.It was only when he saw that his shoelaces were loose and he had no intention of tying them, did he realize that he was abnormal.Seeing that the big star was getting closer and closer to the fence, and even started to get up to climb over the fence, he lazily said, "If you die by jumping off the building, your death will be miserable. You are so handsome, it's better not to die like this."

The voice behind him was too lazy, showing a bit of unprincipled arrogance, even the words he said were annoying, Wan Liyou turned around, and saw the boy in white clothes hiding in the shade, the boy's elegant smile was full of refreshing tenderness : "What? Is there anything unhappy about the big star?"

"Should be taking the exam now." The big star frowned vigilantly: "Why are you here?"

Xu Shanmu over there asked instead, "I'm a student, as long as I'm in school, it's normal."

"You are Xu Shanmu." Wan Liyou had heard of this person's name before. He didn't come to the school very often, but he also remembered the names of some well-known people in the school.

Xu Shanmu... a genius who entered the school with full marks.

"It's a great honor to be remembered by Wan Liyou, who manages so many things every day." He still looked lazy, got up from there, walked to Wan Liyou's side, lay on the fence and looked at the scene of the Youyou tall building, A sense of terror struck instantly.

"Jumping off a building and dying will be very tragic." His smile was transparent in the sunlight, with a hint of jokes, free and fearless, Wan Liyou couldn't see half of the popularity of the young man in front of him, he was like a desolation made of light. The avatar will dissipate with the wind in an instant, Xu Shanmu continued: "The bones will all be broken, have you ever seen a puppet? If you jumped off a building, you would look like that."

"Your way of persuading people is really special." Looking at the boy's shadow on the ground, Wan Liyou was sure that the person in front of him was not his illusion.

Under the blue sky are all kinds of buildings, the buildings block the sun, and where the sun can't shine, I don't know what kind of monsters will be born.

"It's almost time for dinner." Xu Shanmu sniffed the smell of food in the air: "Today is scrambled eggs with tomatoes, pork ribs with potatoes, and salt and pepper chicken." He turned to leave, but when he saw that the big star behind him didn't respond, he folded again. Come back and pull his arm, lead him away from the cold and lonely place, return to the teaching building, and drop the lock behind him.

"You opened this door?"

"Ah."

"Can you pick a lock?"

"It won't happen from now on." He pushed the boy downstairs, before the bell rang, more than [-]% of the school's people were still in the examination room, and the rest were waiting downstairs for dinner.

On the corridor, Xu Shanmu asked, "Where's your manager? Where's your assistant?"

"I came to the school to take an exam today, but they are not here." He answered honestly.

"Oh, then you can have dinner with me." He took out the meal card from his pocket: "To express my apology, I will treat you."

"apology?"

"If I hadn't opened the roof door, you wouldn't have come in. So, I'm sorry."

"You are really interesting." Wanliyou looked at him, stretched out his hand to grab his elbow, and touched his stomach again: "I'm hungry, do you have enough money in your card? I haven't eaten for several days .”

"enough!"

After that day, the big star disappeared from Xu Shanmu's world, and reappeared in the teaching office. Xu Shanmu leisurely carried his schoolbag and walked towards the teaching office with a hache. The director saw him like this It's not surprising that he looks idle for a long time.

Wan Liyou sat on the sofa with a couple, Wan Liyou sat in the middle, and the couple sat on both sides, like door gods guarding the family property.

He laughed uncontrollably and sat down on the sofa.

The intention of coming here was very clear, the director asked him to be a tutor for Wan Liyou, and resume the three-year high school curriculum in one year.

The parents over there seemed to be afraid that he would not agree, and only said that they would give him a generous reward.

"We know you are an orphan, as long as you help Li swim..." Let the rest of the words go in and out of the right ear.

Xu Shanmu didn't have the leisure and elegance to talk about money with these people, he turned his head to look at Wanliyou, the young man over there was like a withered peach blossom, with sorrow and desolation between his brows and eyes, as if oily. The lights are dry, and the sorrow is innocent.

"Do you want me to be a teacher?" He looked at Wan Liyou and asked with a smile, "You tell me yourself."

"Hmm." He nodded.

"That's good!" He followed his example and nodded.

With a smile, they found a ray of warmth in each other's body that they could hold.