The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

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Jinghong suffered from severe back pain during this period, so he asked for leave early that morning to go to the Chinese medicine clinic for treatment. Xu Qingzhou was going to go with him, but was persuaded by Ruo Jinghong: "I will go for a day as soon as I go, you and Shall I go there together?" No wonder you're not bored to death.

After arguing for a while, the two decided to accompany him there, and come back when Xu Qingzhou starts to be treated.

"Your waist is injured like this. I'm really afraid that you will break halfway. It's broken on the road."

"..."

He is a frequent visitor to the TCM clinic, and the attending physicians seem to be very familiar with him. Xu Qingzhou watched him being pushed into the room with aromatherapy medicine, and the silver needles were inserted into his body. The two waved their hands, and he planned to go back.

There is a convenience store just a few steps around the corner. He usually eats snacks given by others in the dormitory. He wants to pay back and plans to buy some back.

Before entering the door, he saw Yue Chengen who was unloading goods in the back alley. The young man still wore a hat with a gloomy look, working hard without saying a word.

He was thinking whether he was acquainted, or he planned to go up to say hello, but before he took a step, someone over there stepped forward before him. A sharp knife cuts hearts everywhere.

She wanted to help him but was afraid of offending his self-esteem, so she left indifferently in the end.

Back at school, Li Yuanzhi, who came to meet him, saw that his complexion was not good: "What's the matter? Is Jinghong doing well?"

He said almost subconsciously: "Have you seen Xu Shanmu?"

"Shan Mu?" Li Yuanzhi's expression was a little stiff, he turned and pointed to the basketball court: "He just woke up and was swimming with Li on the basketball court. What do you want from him?"

Xu Qingzhou shrugged, but he still cared a little after all: "I think the place where Yue Chengen works is a bit strange, and I want to ask him if there is anything he can do to help."

"Strange?" Li Yuanzhi also had sympathy for Yue Chengen in his heart, so he couldn't help but ask with pity: "What's so strange?"

"The store manager seems to know about the affairs of Yue Chengen's family, and his words are a bit impolite. And..." He said hesitantly: "I read the document recorded last time. In order to protect the family, the news about Yue Chengen should have been Blockade, in theory, not many people should know about it."

Li Yuanzhi nodded: "Then I'll go find He Zhi, you go to Shan Mu, let's discuss together later?"

"it is good."

After Xu Shanmu heard the news, he was still as indifferent as a pear, calm and tight. He leisurely turned a page of the book: "You can just ask why this matter is not right? Ask me what to do?"

"I don't know." Xu Qingzhou yawned and enjoyed the gentle time with the breeze blowing on his face leisurely: "I think you are quite reliable."

Xu Shanmu smiled, closed the book with his backhand, and his eyes fell on the three boys who were scrambling for the basketball in the middle of the field. Zheng Nanguan and Chu Yun were obviously bullying Wanliyou on the same front, and Liyou's athletic ability is not bad, otherwise it would be true It was a fiasco.

"It's probably a relative or something." Xu Shanmu half-guessed: "After all, he still needs a place to live. The person who opened the convenience store should be a member of his family. It is reasonable to calculate that the incident happened a year ago. He was not yet an adult at the time, so he should have been taken away by his relatives, who arranged for him to live in the store. It is reasonable to think so, you see that there are warehouses in places like convenience stores, and he is probably not thinking about his current situation. Going to rent a house is even less likely to go back to that home.”

"It's very reasonable." He yelled again.

Xu Shanmu was infected by Xu Qingzhou and hiccupped: "Did you sleep well?"

"Jinghong's back hurt all night last night. I tossed him with a hot water bottle and painkillers until midnight."

"And slept?"

"No, he seems to have taken too much painkillers before, and he has antibodies, so it doesn't work for him." The young man lowered his head: "Last night, Nan Guan went to sleep in the cloud, and I chatted with Jinghong One night. Send him to the hospital in the morning."

"Where is Yun Street?"

"how do you know?"

"I used to go with him." Xu Shanmu raised his head lazily: "Go back to sleep, we will discuss the result later and tell you that Liyou and I are going out for dinner tonight, and Jinghong will pick us up."

"It's okay. I often stay up late writing songs. I'll pick him up at night. You two still need to practice. Save yourself some effort."

After he finished speaking, Xu Shanmu smiled, it was a kind of smile that was right in his heart after something happened for granted.

"What are you laughing at?" Because the laughter was a bit malicious, he frowned and looked at it.

Xu Shanmu didn't even look at him, but looked down at the bookmarks flipped by his fingertips. It was a gift from Wanliyou's fan meeting, and he took one casually.

"You are a good person." He asked, "Is it because you are a good person in the first place, or is our Jinghong affinity too strong?"

"Have both." Xu Qingzhou shrugged: "I've never seen a boy like Jinghong, who is stupid all day long, and there seems to be no second option in life except dancing. He laughs at everyone, But he understands everything, but his mouth is very stupid."

"He was a very good person." Xu Shanmu put the bookmark back into the book: "Everyone here is very good, otherwise I wouldn't gossip about He Zhi and Yue Chengen."

The two fell into a moment of silence. For some reason, there was an inexplicable sense of oppression between them. Xu Shanmu asked first: "Have you found out? Why were you sent to the branch school?"

He shrugged and smiled bitterly, shook his head honestly, and looked curiously: "How do you know that I'm bothering about this?"

"Even if Jinghong was in pain, he wouldn't tell others. He was so hurt that he passed out in the cafeteria and didn't tell me that he was uncomfortable. He didn't tell me, and naturally he wouldn't tell you. You said he was in the middle of the night It hurts, unless you are still awake in the middle of the night, it is impossible to find that there is something wrong with him."

Xu Shanmu smiled: "Turn off the lights in the middle of the night and don't go to sleep. There is no other thing besides thinking about things."

Xu Qingzhou was about to applaud him: "A genius is a genius." But turning his head, he also asked calmly: "What about you? Have you found the reason why you stay here? Or, what is the reason for you to stay in the branch school? What do you want to get?"

"How can you think clearly about the problems of life without sleeping all night." He also shook his head: "I don't know yet."

The two looked at each other and smiled, and said no more.

Li Yuanzhi led He Zhi over and confirmed what Xu Shanmu said just now. Indeed, the owner of the convenience store was Yue Chengen's uncle, and Yue Chengen needed a place to sleep.

I found that there were people gathered here, and the three over there also ran over with stinky sweat: "What are you talking about?"

Wan Liyou was disliked by Xu Shanmu, so he had to take a step back. When the two saw him take a step back, they also took a step back.

"I'm talking about Yue Cheng'en. The place where he lives is not very good."

Li Yuanzhi thought for a while and said, "I remember that He Zhi and Yun Yun lived in the same dormitory. It seems that you are the only ones living there, right?"

"Ah."

"Anyway, the room is empty, so you just ask Yue Chengen to live in your room." Thinking of that uncle, Li Yuanzhi shook his head: "Since you know it, you can't leave it alone. There is nothing wrong with having a room for him to live in." good."

Chu Yun took the paper towel handed over by Xu Shanmu and wiped off the sweat from the tip of his nose. The sunlight falling like diamonds fell on the young man's shoulders. He smiled brightly: "I don't think there is anything wrong. Anyway, the room is empty. It's also empty."

"If he minds, you can just tell him that the accommodation fee is also charged here, and ask him not to take it to heart." Li Yuanzhi planned, his eyes fell on Xu Shanmu over there intentionally or unintentionally, as if he was waiting For his evaluation, Xu Shanmu smiled elegantly and didn't say much.

"That's good. Anyway, the money collected will be returned to his meal card. He must eat here." Zheng Nanguan also said, "What do you think?"

Everyone thought it was fair, and tried their best to protect Yue Chengen's self-esteem.

"What do you think?" Wan Liyou pushed Xu Shanmu, who had been quiet at the side, and when he asked, everyone's eyes fell, and the most earnest one was He Zhi.

"He's half-pushed and half-assed when he goes on stage, and he comes here to live? What you think...is too simple." He poured cold water on him without hesitation, and continued to hit him without any guilt: "You better hold back your emotions Sympathy, if you push too hard, he may have a rebellious mentality."

An eager retort.

"But he really needs a place to live!" He Zhifei didn't see any gaps in Yue Chengen's body for a year. Now that he finally had a chance to speak, he couldn't help but act too hastily.

Seeing the unnatural redness in He Zhi's eyes, Xu Shanmu knew that no matter how much he said, it would be useless. A paranoid person only wants to hear what he wants to hear.He shrugged helplessly: "If you think this is good, then do it. What we are talking about is just a suggestion."

The atmosphere was a little stiff, Wan Liyou pulled Xu Shanmu's elbow and smiled a little stiffly: "Let's go, accompany me back to the dormitory."

He readily followed.

After returning to the dormitory, Wanliyou said helplessly: "Can you pay attention to the emotions of others? They are all kind."

"I know." He smiled lightly, Ruo Lihua was elegant and dazzling: "I have paid attention to it. Look, I didn't even fight back."

"Counterattack?" Wan Liyou sat next to him, focusing on the word social, teaching the young man in front of him: "We are classmates, not enemies. Do you have to fight so hard with them? Besides, everyone Together just to…”

"Stop." In front of those who like to chatter, he couldn't help shouting: "I know, I know everything you said."

"Then you still say counterattack?"

"It's you who came to ask me, I said I don't know, you said I was perfunctory to you, let me give you opinions, and you said I don't understand your winks, I don't have any vision at all." Xu Shanmu said to Shang Wanli You Na's slightly guilty eyes: "I'm not right in any way, I don't agree with you, I'm not human inside and out. It's alright."

"We..." He was taken aback for a moment, "We will never forgive others."

Xu Shanmu laughed angrily at his unreasonable look, turned around and fell back on the bed, half-closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Wan Liyou knew that this person would not get angry casually, it was just a joke.He drew the curtains so that the sunlight that fell on Xu Shan's evening face could be completely covered.Then sat down beside his bed: "I'm afraid they might misunderstand you."

"Then let them misunderstand, and I don't care." She was still indifferent, not caring about anything.

"Hello." His tone was somewhat helpless.In the end, I still hope that he will not go his own way too much, hurting himself and others.

"Okay." Xu Shanmu also sighed: "I see, I will pay attention to my words in the future, try not to be so mean, and don't make others hate me, okay?"

"I really don't understand you. You pretend to be inaccessible all day long. You are so nice, why do you pretend like that? Aren't you afraid of being struck by lightning?"

"Your parents gave you such a domineering name, aren't you afraid of being struck by lightning?" You opened your eyes and joked with him.

After all, the two people who accompany the most understand each other best, Xu Shanmu stretched out his hand and patted him on the back: "I know what you mean, isn't it because I am afraid that I will be misunderstood by them." scene, you don’t have to worry about me. It’s a habit, I don’t care about it long ago.”

Wan Liyou sighed, frowned and looked at him: "But I care."

"It's impossible for everyone to like me, just like you can't have everyone like you. We're human, so it's impossible to be liked by everyone."

"Some misunderstandings can be avoided, as long as...you don't be so arrogant. Just explain a little bit." He squeezed his elbow, as if to comfort the cat: "It's not difficult to do."

"Then how do you say they are too stupid? If they were smarter, these contradictions could be easily resolved." He folded his arms and raised his eyebrows, the lazy arrogance in his indifference was the most domineering.

"I can't say no to you!" Wan Liyou thought he was no match, turned over and lay down beside him.

"Are you a dog? If you can't say it, you're playing tricks? You..."

Wan Liyou covered his mouth and nose with his hands: "Go to sleep, there will be no good words."

Genius laughed.

Xue Fanyuan was in a bad mood, so he wandered around the streets. The coward he called Tao Wangyan yesterday turned off his phone. It's not that he doesn't understand Tao Wangyan's mood of wanting to escape from this place, but he can't forgive him for using this way. escape.

Turning around, there was a convenience store. As soon as he walked in, he heard the store manager's cursing tone, and he was still holding a guitar string in his hand.With a mocking tone: "Just like him, he still wants to play music."

Xue Fanyuan's relative watched the store manager throw the guitar strings into the trash can, he stood there in a daze, waited until the store manager walked away, and then stepped forward to pick out the small piece of iron wire from the trash can.

Looking up again, I saw Yue Chengen coming out from the back door. For some reason, he seemed guilty for a moment, turned around and ran away.

Yue Chengen heard his uncle's cursing, and also heard the phrase, "He still wants to play music just like him." ’ He heard it all and found out that the hidden guitar string had been thrown away.

Sitting silently in the warehouse for a long time, the oppressive feeling brought by the accumulation of goods, the dust floating in front of my eyes, the endless dampness of the darkness, and the faint musty smell.

He stretched out his hand to remove the piled goods. There was a guitar lying at the end of the dust. There was a lot of dust on the piano box. He opened the box and found that a string on the guitar was broken. tight.

He closed the piano box, took out the whole piano, and piled up the goods.

Then in the silent room, there was only his own heavy panting. Something spread in his heart, but he kept denying it. The flowering dream was crushed by his own hands. It was still impossible after all.

Dreams are too extravagant.

He fell to the ground, hugging the guitar: "Why, it still doesn't work."

After a long time, even the sky turned black, he stood up from the cold concrete floor. His luggage was only a schoolbag. He eagerly stretched out his hand to pick up the bag, carrying the guitar, and walked into the night.

There was his uncle shouting behind him, but he turned a deaf ear to it and ran straight to the corner.

Stopping somewhere, he put down his luggage, took out his mobile phone and called someone.

The call was connected quickly, and the boy over there was slightly reproachful but mostly happy: "Why didn't you come today? We have an exam the day after tomorrow. You can't let me go."

He fell silent, and He Zhi on the other side of the phone also sensed that something was wrong, and he was worried, not daring to speak out, fearing that a gasp would break the atmosphere between the two of them.

"It's nothing." Yue Chengen covered his reddish eyes, and suppressed the choking in his throat: "I'll just tell you, I'll go find you later."

Obviously what he said was to come over, but He Zhi picked up his absurd heart, suppressed the confusion and anxiety in his heart again and again, said to him, come over slowly, and then hung up the phone.

Hanging up the phone, her hands trembling slightly, her eyebrows and eyes full of entanglements.

He gripped his phone tightly and looked at the empty dormitory, walked out of the dormitory extremely uneasy, and finally stopped in front of Xu Shanmu and Wan Liyou's dormitory. Unfortunately, there were only Li Yuanzhi and Huang Chuanhui who were practicing singing in the dormitory. They saw him together With uneasy faces, they took off their headphones one after another: "What's wrong with you?"

He asked, "Where is Shanmu?"

"He and Li You went out to eat, why are you so virtuous?"

"It's nothing." At the critical moment, all he could think of was Xu Shanmu, that person was always right, because Xu Shanmu would deny whatever he thought, so...how did he know that Xu Shanmu was right.

He walked down the stairs uneasily, and finally walked to the school gate, waiting for someone who promised to come and find him.

Under the dim light in another place, under the depression of light and shadow, some people's minds are full of blood stains at home, the sky is full of sirens, and the picture of chaos and collapse.

Finally burst into tears.