Loved by old men

There was a moment of silence.

Yin Yu lowered his head and bit the corner of his lips tightly, "Then don't see me."

Last night he really heard Song Linzhi say that he was tired of taking care of himself and hated himself.

So, for so many years, it turned out that he had been brazenly clinging to others and occupying their freedom for more than ten years.

Since the other party doesn't want to see him so much, he won't continue to be cheeky.

Song Linzhi was silent for a long time, "Take care of yourself."

Take care of your ass!

Yin Yu was originally in a calm mood, but when he heard what the other party said, he exploded instantly.

He abruptly withdrew the needle on the back of his hand, turned over and got out of bed and walked up to Song Linzhi barefoot, and lifted the man's collar with his uninjured left hand, "Why are you running?!"

"Did I let you run away?!"

Seeing blood oozing from the pinhole on the back of his hand, Song Linzhi frowned, "Let go."

"Is it your fault that I'm lying here now?! You still want to run?" Yin Yu pulled the man over forcefully, his eyes full of anger.

He's pissed off now.

It was Song Linzhi who said we didn't see each other, and it was Song Linzhi who kissed him!

In these things, he is the victim!

What face does Song Linzhi show him now? !

"Look at my hands, look at my neck, are you responsible for this!" Yin Yu tugged on his collar, revealing the hickey marks left inside yesterday, "What kind of victim are you pretending to be, do I owe you something? !"

One thing after another happened recently, he was already on the verge of collapse, but today's Song Linzhi directly pushed him into the abyss of collapse.

"Do I fucking owe you?!" Yin Yu yelled uncontrollably, his neck was red with anger, and the veins on it were bulging one by one, looking very hideous.

Song Linzhi lowered his eyes, concealed the emotions in his eyes, and asked hoarsely, "Then what do you want me to do?"

Yin Yu was taken aback, he hadn't thought about this question.

Song Linzhi smiled self-deprecatingly, "I am an adult, and you are now too, but I am many years older than you. I need to take responsibility for all my actions and pave the way for the rest of my future life."

But this responsibility is too heavy.

It's not that he can't bear the responsibility, it's just that Yin Yu's attitude makes him unable to bear it.

"Do I have to make a choice?" Yin Yu calmed down and looked at him a little at a loss.

Why do you have to make this choice?

Does it have to be his choice?

Friends and lovers, do you really have to choose one?

Yin Yu didn't understand, so he let go of him, "You must

Is that so? "

Song Linzhi took two steps back to widen the distance, "You are still young and you can play, but I am past the age of youth. Of course, I can also play, but I don't want to play with you."

Yin Yu sat by the side of the hospital bed, turned his head and looked out the window, "Then what do you want me to do?"

"Agree or decline." Song Linzhi was very decisive, he just wanted to force Yin Yu to make a choice.

Yin Yu was dumbfounded.

"I know your answer."

After Song Linzhi finished speaking, he turned around and left without hesitation.

Yin Yu was the only one left in the ward.

The morning sun shines through the clouds and shines directly into the ward.

Listening to the sound of the door opening and closing, Yin Yu curled up his legs and buried his head in his knees.

He is still alone after all.

Love is a kind of bondage to him, he doesn't know how long that relationship can last, and he doesn't know whether he can bear that relationship when it disintegrates.

Just like now, facing Song Linzhi's resolute departure, he couldn't bear it.

Somewhere in my heart seemed to be hollowed out suddenly, and the pain spread from my heart to my whole body bit by bit.

The phone on the bedside table rang, but Yin Yu ignored it.

He waited until the phone automatically hung up before he raised his head and looked out the window.

Today's weather is very bright, but he can't feel any light.

The bell rang again, especially loud in the quiet ward.

Yin Yu hesitated for a moment, and finally took the phone to answer.

"Yin Yu, have you gone back to school?" Qi Le's voice came, "I have something to talk to you about."

"No time to."

Yin Yu refused without hesitation, he doesn't want to see anyone now.

Qi Le on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment, and asked worriedly: "Is something wrong?"

Listen, it's this concerned tone again.

Song Linzhi's resolute expression just now flashed across Yin Yu's mind again, feeling inexplicably irritable, and yelled at the phone: "None of your business, leave me alone!"

Then, he hung up the phone directly.

Qi Le trembled when he yelled at him, the voice on the phone was so loud that Yu Jian who was on the side could hear it.

"It's not your own son, he just owes a beating."

Yu Jian said sarcastic remarks on the side, if Jiang Jiangyi has such a son who treats him like this, don't say anything else, let's beat him first and then make sense!

Qi Le clicked his tongue, "It doesn't hurt to stand and talk, he must be in a mess right now."

Yu Jian rolled her eyes, "What's the mess? Isn't it good that a cheap father like you cares about him?"

I just don't know if it's good or not, that's why it became like this.

Qi Le didn't know how to explain it to him, so he simply pushed him forward, "Are you scolding me for asking me out early in the morning? Put your fart away!"

"Hey, do you still want to eat my fart?"

Yu Jian was not serious at all, and after getting Qi Le rolled his eyes, he said seriously: "The protagonist of your latest movie has changed."

"Fart, obviously I'm not acting anymore." He didn't want it himself. Qi Le looked contemptuous, and suddenly remembered the relationship between Cui Shengan and Yin Yu, and said, "The director is Yin Yu's grandfather, and Yin Yu's mother threatened me." , that's why I didn't act."

Yu Jian was shocked, "Cui Sheng'an has a daughter?!"

"I'm also surprised." Qi Le frowned, "And Yin Shijian said that Yin Yu was not his own."

"Could he lie to you?" Yu Jian thought of the one at home, "Sister, men are big pigs, don't believe it."

His appearance is too shabby, Qi Le distanced himself from him in disgust, and replied: "It's not enough to lie to me, I believe him, but I'm also surprised about one thing."

Yu Jian raised her eyebrows, "Blood relationship?"

Qi Le nodded, "The Yin family has been passed down from generation to generation, and they are all only children. Yin Shijian has no brothers or sisters. Where did he come from to be related to Yin Yu?"

Yu Jian clicked his tongue twice, "Yin Shijian can't do it, but his father can do it."

"This is possible, but Yin Shijian's father passed away very early, and Yin Yu was born abroad. If it was really Yin Shijian's father, then Yin Shijian should know about it, so this possibility is ruled out."

Qi Le is very rational, the Yin family's family tradition does not allow Yin Shijian's father to have affairs such as cheating in marriage and having illegitimate children.

"Then tell me, will Yin Shijian have brothers and sisters? For example, Yin Shijian has twin brothers and sisters. Maybe there was some reason when he was a child and the Yin family never made it public." After thinking about it, Yu Jian only had this possibility.

This possibility is not impossible, but Yin Shijian never told him.

Qi Le pursed her lips, feeling that it was too complicated behind the scenes.

Yu Jian leaned over to him again, and whispered: "Do you think you will be like you? You were only made public by the Qi family when you grew up. Before that, no one knew that you were from that Qi family."

"Think about it, Yin Yu's biological father is unknown now, right? Then Yin Shijian had to have a reason to accept Yin Yu in the first place. It's impossible to accept Yin Yu's mother's word."

What he said is not unreasonable, the problem is that Qi Le doesn't know how to ask this.

Yin Shijian was very strict with his mouth. The question he asked Cui Li last time has not been settled yet, and it is not good for him to break the casserole and ask the end again, otherwise there will be conflicts in their relationship again.

Seeing his sad face, Yu Jian patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, and sighed, "I think, Yin Yu and Yin Shijian look very similar, either Yin Yu's biological father and Yin Shijian are identical twins, or Yin Shijian is Yin Yu's. The biological father, otherwise the paternity test would not be able to show that they are related."

It's not that Qi Le doesn't understand, it's just that why Yin Shijian doesn't want to tell himself?

Thinking of this, he felt inexplicably depressed again.

Meanwhile, Yin Shijian was driving on the highway.

He is now going to a nursing home on the outskirts of the next city.

The sanatorium is not far from the Yin family's old house. The address is very hidden. It was invested by his mother many years ago. Currently there are only two patients in it.

He is the only one in the Yin family who knows about that place.

Yin Shijian didn't go out until Qi Le left at [-]:[-] in the morning, and it was already [-]:[-] in the morning when he arrived at the nursing home. When the security guard saw his car, he immediately opened the protective door.

I haven't been here for many years, and the nursing home is still the same as before.

Yin Shijian parked his car with ease, and a middle-aged woman with an elegant demeanor came up to him.

"Boss Yin, long time no see."

Yin Shijian nodded slightly, "Dean Lin, I want to see him."

Dean Lin led the way ahead.

This nursing home was founded by Mrs. Yin back then. The site selection and environment are first-class. In the early years, it was open to accept foreign patients. Later, after Mrs. Yin passed away, it became the legacy of her grandson Yin Yu. Before that, his son Yin Shijian took care of it for the time being.

After Mrs. Yin's consent, Yin Shijian's first thing was to turn this place into a private sanatorium. He only served two patients unconditionally for more than ten years, and all the expenses were paid by him.

After walking along the long path, Dean Lin stopped at a wooden house, "Boss Yin, Mr. Yin's condition is a bit bad recently, and he still can't wake up."

These situations were mentioned in the weekly report. Yin Shijian was already mentally prepared when he came to meet people, so he nodded to show that he was clear.

Seeing his indifferent face, Dean Lin opened the door for him.

The light in the room was blindingly bright, and there was a bed in the middle, on which lay a scrawny man, whose body was full of tubes from medical equipment.

Even though he was mentally prepared, Yin Shijian was still shocked in his heart.

Dean Lin drew a thin layer of curtains, and the light in the room was a little darker, but still very bright.

After getting used to it, Yin Shijian walked to the hospital bed.

The person lying on the bed was thin and thin, his limbs atrophied due to long-term inactivity.The face that was exactly the same as his was also deformed now, with no flesh on the cheeks, so thin that they were sunken, the hair was shaved, and a needle was still inserted in the head.

If it weren't for the photo on the bedside, Yin Shijian wouldn't believe that this person would be his twin brother.

Dean Lin stood beside him and reported, "A few days ago, Mr. Yin suffered a brief shock, and there is another bad news to tell you that Mr. Yin may not last long."

Yin Shijian was a little dazed, "How much longer?"

"About three months, maybe less than a week." Dean Lin looked at the patient with regret, "Mr. Yin has a strong sense of survival, but all the functions in his body have been..."

Knowing what Dean Lin wanted to say, Yin Shijian waved his hand and interrupted, "I have been here for 17 years, and he has suffered for 17 years. If you want to leave, let him go."

17 years is neither long nor short.

Yin Shijian still remembered that when he first met this person, he had just come out of the intensive care unit, his whole body was covered with gauze, and there was nothing good about him.

At that time, the mother rolled her eyes and passed out. The father didn't know the existence of this son, and all the responsibilities fell on him.

At that time, he was still in college, and his son had just turned his age. Every day, he lived between school and special hospital, and occasionally went home to see his son.

Thinking of those days, Yin Shijian's eyes gradually turned red.

That period was the most painful period in his life, and he thought about leaving it alone, but when he saw his mother kneeling and begging, and seeing his son's shining eyes when he saw him, he couldn't bear it again.

Dean Lin has been with him for more than ten years, and he was still the attending physician back then, so he naturally knew what happened back then, seeing Yin Shijian's rare expression of grief, she couldn't help but sigh.

After staying in the room for a while, Yin Shijian still left.

Walking on the forest path with Dean Lin, the quiet atmosphere soothed his mood.

"Boss Yin, do you want Yin Yu to come over?" Dean Lin asked suddenly.

Yin Shijian was startled, "I have thought about it, but the timing is not right now."

Cui Li just came to the door, he also had a fight with his son last night, even if he wanted to bring it, he couldn't bring it.

What's more, he didn't know if Yin Yu could accept such a father.

Dean Lin pondered for a moment, "Boss Yin, I think it's better to let Yin Yu know."

"Mr. Yin performed a special mission when his son was born. When he was injured, he was still thinking about his son. Now 17 years old, he can hardly hold on now, even if it is just a glance."

Dean Lin knew his patient well, and if that patient hadn't relied on his obsession with his son, he probably wouldn't have survived for so long.

It's not that Yin Shijian doesn't know what she said, it's because he knows the story too well and understands Yin Yu's character too well, so he is worried about his son's reaction.

The two walked while talking, and soon came to the parking place.

Yin Shijian turned around and thanked Dean Lin, "I will communicate with Yin Yu when I go back. If he doesn't come, then I have nothing to do."

Dean Lin understood him, and turned his head to look at another part of the nursing home, "Aren't you going to visit him this time?"

Yin Shijian followed her gaze and saw a long-haired man in a costume standing in the pavilion, babbling and singing opera.

He shook his head, "Next time."

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