Loved by old men
Chapter 167 But You Can't Accept Me
Yin Shijian drove behind the taxi, and when he saw the taxi in front of him driving in a familiar direction, he immediately lost his composure.
Qi Le naturally knew where Yin Yu was going, but compared to Yin Shijian's restlessness, he was obviously much calmer.
"Brother Jian, I think we can go back." Looking at the road ahead, he said softly, "I know you have always known about Yin Yu and Song Linzhi, but you dare not be sure."
Otherwise, Yin Shijian would not have threatened himself not to intervene in Yin Yu's affairs last time.
Yin Shijian kept silent, his expression was not very good-looking.
The black Maybach turned at the next intersection and returned the same way.
Qi Le sighed, "I'm sorry, I kept it from you."
"You did nothing wrong."
Yin Shijian looked very calm, but the tight hands holding the steering wheel betrayed his true inner thoughts.
Qi Le didn't know how to explain for a moment, and finally chose to remain silent.
When the two of them got home, neither of them spoke again.
After the car was parked and turned off in the garage, Yin Shijian suddenly grabbed a pack of cigarettes from nowhere, sat in the car and started smoking.
There was only one small light in the garage, and the weak light shone on the man's resolute face. The rising smoke added a vicissitudes of life to him, making him look a little weak.
No matter how you say it, he is still his friend and son.
Sure enough, it's still unacceptable, right?Qi Le thought to himself, turning his head to avoid the smoke drifting towards him.
The space in the car is not too big, and the smell of cigarettes in the car makes the throat itchy and smells bad.
He frowned subconsciously, but he didn't get out of the car. Instead, he sat in the car with Yin Shijian, waiting for the other party to finish smoking and talk to him.
The cigarette butts were burned out, and the driver's seat was full of soot.
Yin Shijian first let out a long breath, and the smoke sprayed in the air, and then dispersed quickly.
He raised his hand and pinched the center of his eyebrows, and after a long time, he asked softly, "Qi Le, should I stop them?"
His tone sounded helpless like never before.
Qi Le shook his head, "I don't know."
He had never been a father, let alone raised a son for more than ten years, so he couldn't tell Yin Shijian.
However, there is one thing he can confirm with Yin Shijian.
"I only know that Song Linzhi is sincere. Yin Yu is still not enlightened, but he still relies on him to a certain extent."
After Qi Le finished speaking, the car fell into silence again.
After an unknown amount of time, Yin Shijian suddenly opened the door and got out of the car.
Qi Le followed closely behind him, "Brother Jian, are you okay?" He was very worried about Yin Shijian now.
"fine."
That being said, there is never a right key in the keyhole.
Qi Le grabbed his key and opened the door, "Don't hold on, I know what you're thinking."
Yin Shijian smiled, and patted his head helplessly, "I'm really fine."
After all, he had already noticed that something was wrong, but he didn't think about it before, and now it's a bit of a blow.
Qi Le dragged him into the house, poured him water, and gave him a massage.
He kept muttering: "I don't really think there is anything wrong with it. Yin Yu has his own ideas when he grows up, and Song Linzhi is not a bad person."
How could Yin Shijian not know what the boy said, but he still couldn't accept it.
One is a good friend I have been with for more than ten years, and the other is my son who I have raised for 18 years. Song Linzhi is so much older, is it considered abduction?
Yin Shijian heaved a long sigh. After all, he still thought it was Song Linzhi's fault.
In fact, he also knew that Yin Yu couldn't get rid of the relationship, but he didn't want to admit that there was a reason for his son.
Qi Le stood behind him, pressing his temples with moderate strength with both hands.
"Alas..." He sighed again, raised his hand to grab Qi Le's wrist, "Baby, what should I do?"
It's impossible to beat mandarin ducks with sticks, but it's also impossible to watch them develop.
Yin Shijian had a terrible headache.
Leaning against him, Qi Le fiddled with his hair with both hands, seeing a white hair hidden in his hair, he couldn't help but froze.
"Brother Jian, don't worry." He looked at the white hair that didn't know when it came out, and put his hands around Yin Shijian's neck, "I think the two of them are alright."
Song Linzhi is a bit indecisive, and Yin Yu is irritable and straightforward. In fact, their personalities are quite complementary, and he doesn't think Song Linzhi will treat Yin Yu badly.
It's just that it's hard to say now, because Yin Yu is too slow.
Yin Shijian didn't know this.
In his vision, his son is heterosexual, and he will marry a woman he loves deeply and have children one day in the future, and he will be happy after marriage.
Instead of choosing to go this way, you will suffer from strange eyes and criticism from the world.
It was because he himself was the one who resolutely embarked on this path that he had deep concerns.
He never noticed that his son had such a tendency, let alone thought that Song Linzhi would be the one who would attack his son.
Sure enough, he is still negligent as a father.
Seeing his sad face, Qi Le comforted him, "Brother Jian, Yin Yu has a sense of proportion, so don't put too much pressure on yourself."
Yin Shijian sighed, "I'm worried about him."
Qi Le was stunned, "Are you afraid he won't be able to bear it?"
Everyone has been here, so Qi Le naturally understands what he understands.
"It's okay for me to say, what about Song Lin's parents?"
Yin Shijian knew the two elders of the Song family. If their son and Song Linzhi were exposed, the two elders of the Song family would naturally put the responsibility for Song Linzhi's divorce on their son.
To be honest, he also defends his shortcomings.
He didn't want his son to bear those trumped-up charges.
Qi Le pondered for a moment, "Has Song Linzhi come out?"
His guess was this, if Song Linzhi had been calmer with his family, Yin Yu would not have suffered so much.Just like when he brought Yin Shijian back home, his parents would not look at Yin Shijian with colored glasses, but accepted it calmly.
Yin Shijian shook his head, "I actually never knew his sexual orientation."
Song Linzhi hid it too deeply.
In the more than ten years of their acquaintance, the other party was not close to women, not only was he not close to women, he had never seen the other party in contact with men.He has always been devoted to his work and is a complete workaholic, so he never doubted it.
Because of this, he was more worried about another possibility.
He was afraid that Song Linzhi had plotted against his son for a long time.
Qi Le was a little surprised, "Aren't you friends?"
Generally speaking, if they were both gay, they would be able to detect it. He discovered each other the first time he saw Jane.
"Song Linzhi is too cunning." Qi Le put his arms around Yin Shijian's neck and said dissatisfiedly: "He hides so deeply, so he will definitely not tell the family."
This can be done to close friends, but it can't be said at home.
If Song Linzhi didn't come out to his parents, Yin Yu's path would be even more difficult.
Yin Shijian had a dull pain in his head, shaking his head and becoming more and more irritable.
Qi Le quickly helped him massage his temples, coaxing him loudly.
At the same time, Yin Yu squatted at the door of Song Lin's house, staring at the stars in the sky boredly.
The weather is fine tonight, and the night sky is full of stars, which is very beautiful.
It's just that Yin Yu was not in the mood to appreciate it. He had been kicked out for an hour, and Song Linzhi really left him outside.
If a mosquito is okay, he can still play with it, but the sanitation in the rich area is so good that he didn't hear a single mosquito sound in this summer night, so he could only squat at the door and stare at the night sky in a daze.
What he didn't know was how long he was stared at in a daze.
In the living room, Song Linzhi was sitting on the sofa, staring intently at the closed-circuit TV. There was a surveillance system installed at the door of his house, and Yin Yu's every move did not fall into his eyes.
He saw Yin Yu leaning against the door of his own house, and saw Yin Yu scratching his neck for a while, and his ankles for a while, obviously he was very bored.
In fact, he also thought about opening the door, but as soon as he walked to the door, Yin Yu with an evasive face appeared in his mind, and he withdrew his hand from the doorknob.
He thought about forcing Yin Yu to admit his feelings for him, but every time he saw the helplessness on the other party's face, he couldn't bear it, and he didn't want the other party to become depressed because of him.
The person in the surveillance video stood up and jumped twice. It seemed that his legs were numb. After the jump, he looked back at the mahogany gate, raised his right hand hesitantly, and finally put it down again.
Song Linzhi watched his every move, his eyes gradually softened.
He knew that Yin Yu was struggling.
After taking care of Yin Yu for so long, it's not that he couldn't find out the strengths and weaknesses of the other party, but he didn't think about it before, and then he slowly wanted to understand it when he became emotional.
Yin Yu is very sensitive, he is afraid of scaring the other party.
But Yin Yu is also very fragile, unlike the violent and impulsive appearance on the outside, the other party has been keeping his anxiety in the deepest part of his heart, wearing a mask to disguise himself.
And he, first took off the other party's mask, then cruelly dug out the anxiety, and finally ignored them.
Song Linzhi knew he was cowardly, but he really didn't have the courage to take the risk.
He didn't want Yin Yu to suffer, even if Yin Yu was allowed to grow up now, he didn't want the other party to suffer those discriminations and stares along with him.
But he couldn't hold back his impulse.
He is an adult, a normal adult, so it is impossible for him to be indifferent to the person he likes, especially when the other person finds him crying and red-eyed.
A sigh sounded in the huge living room, Song Linzhi looked at the people on the surveillance camera, and walked to the door anyway.
When the door opened, Yin Yu was leaning against the door.
When the door was suddenly pulled open from inside, he fell backwards, and the back of his head hit someone's leg.
Yin Yu froze for a moment, forgetting to even get up.
Song Linzhi pretended to be indifferent: "What are you still doing here?"
"You said you'd take me in." Yin Yu turned his face away, but still didn't stand up.
Song Lin frowned, "This is not a shelter."
"..." Yin Yu moved his butt forward slowly, and said forcefully, "I won't come into your house."
"This is also my home." Song Linzhi pushed his collar away, "I told you, we don't want to see each other for now."
Yin Yu pursed his lips and looked down at his shoes.
Song Linzhi looked down at the hair on the top of his head, and said indifferently: "You know my thoughts now, so I will explain it to you now."
"Who are you to me, why should I take you in?"
Yin Yu was startled when he heard this.
"It's not a problem if you want to stay. I don't guarantee that I will do anything to you. Just like the kiss just now, it may be more excessive than the kiss."
After a pause, Song Linzhi asked again: "Even so, do you dare to continue pestering me?"
Yin Yu didn't know, so he chose to remain silent and didn't answer.
He has a faint feeling, but he has been unwilling to face it.
He had already noticed it when he smashed Song Linzhi's house for the first time, when Song Linzhi pulled off his pants and kissed him.
But he felt that Song Linzhi shouldn't have that kind of affection for him.
The relationship between them should be like the relationship between elders and juniors, or between friends, not the love he saw in Song Linzhi's eyes...
It's not impossible for him to have love with Song Linzhi.
There are many ways to love, but love is the only thing he dare not face.
The unhealthy family left him with psychological trauma when he was young. He thought that his parents had emotional problems, so after the divorce, his mother didn't even want him, and his father never accepted him. This made him receive very little love. few.
So let alone love, he is even afraid of family affection.
Just like the current Qi Le occasionally shows a little concern for him, his heart is also extremely disturbed.
Because he doesn't know how long this kind of concern can last, and he doesn't know whether the other party will really remain unchanged, let alone accept it rashly.
Who knows what will happen after acceptance?
It doesn't matter if you say he is sincere, or you say he is ruthless.
There are too many uncertain factors in this society, he really dare not give his sincerity in exchange for others' deception or betrayal.
Silence can be silent approval or silent resistance.
Song Linzhi knew that he belonged to the latter.
"If you can't accept it, just leave, or I'll call security."
His tone was very indifferent, and Yin Yu's heart throbbed violently.
The author has something to say
Uncle Song is finally going to force Yin Yu to make a choice! ! !Yin Yu's character needs to be honed to be mellow, so we still have to kill him!
The old father was actually very worried about his son, and he thought that Uncle Song abducted his son because his son liked to pester Uncle Song since he was a child!He didn't think Qi Le (himself) was kidnapping!Because when he fell in love with Qi Le, Qi Le was already an adult, and he also felt that many of Qi Le's ideas were more mature and stable than his son, so there was no such thing as kidnapping Qi Le hhhh
Qi Le naturally knew where Yin Yu was going, but compared to Yin Shijian's restlessness, he was obviously much calmer.
"Brother Jian, I think we can go back." Looking at the road ahead, he said softly, "I know you have always known about Yin Yu and Song Linzhi, but you dare not be sure."
Otherwise, Yin Shijian would not have threatened himself not to intervene in Yin Yu's affairs last time.
Yin Shijian kept silent, his expression was not very good-looking.
The black Maybach turned at the next intersection and returned the same way.
Qi Le sighed, "I'm sorry, I kept it from you."
"You did nothing wrong."
Yin Shijian looked very calm, but the tight hands holding the steering wheel betrayed his true inner thoughts.
Qi Le didn't know how to explain for a moment, and finally chose to remain silent.
When the two of them got home, neither of them spoke again.
After the car was parked and turned off in the garage, Yin Shijian suddenly grabbed a pack of cigarettes from nowhere, sat in the car and started smoking.
There was only one small light in the garage, and the weak light shone on the man's resolute face. The rising smoke added a vicissitudes of life to him, making him look a little weak.
No matter how you say it, he is still his friend and son.
Sure enough, it's still unacceptable, right?Qi Le thought to himself, turning his head to avoid the smoke drifting towards him.
The space in the car is not too big, and the smell of cigarettes in the car makes the throat itchy and smells bad.
He frowned subconsciously, but he didn't get out of the car. Instead, he sat in the car with Yin Shijian, waiting for the other party to finish smoking and talk to him.
The cigarette butts were burned out, and the driver's seat was full of soot.
Yin Shijian first let out a long breath, and the smoke sprayed in the air, and then dispersed quickly.
He raised his hand and pinched the center of his eyebrows, and after a long time, he asked softly, "Qi Le, should I stop them?"
His tone sounded helpless like never before.
Qi Le shook his head, "I don't know."
He had never been a father, let alone raised a son for more than ten years, so he couldn't tell Yin Shijian.
However, there is one thing he can confirm with Yin Shijian.
"I only know that Song Linzhi is sincere. Yin Yu is still not enlightened, but he still relies on him to a certain extent."
After Qi Le finished speaking, the car fell into silence again.
After an unknown amount of time, Yin Shijian suddenly opened the door and got out of the car.
Qi Le followed closely behind him, "Brother Jian, are you okay?" He was very worried about Yin Shijian now.
"fine."
That being said, there is never a right key in the keyhole.
Qi Le grabbed his key and opened the door, "Don't hold on, I know what you're thinking."
Yin Shijian smiled, and patted his head helplessly, "I'm really fine."
After all, he had already noticed that something was wrong, but he didn't think about it before, and now it's a bit of a blow.
Qi Le dragged him into the house, poured him water, and gave him a massage.
He kept muttering: "I don't really think there is anything wrong with it. Yin Yu has his own ideas when he grows up, and Song Linzhi is not a bad person."
How could Yin Shijian not know what the boy said, but he still couldn't accept it.
One is a good friend I have been with for more than ten years, and the other is my son who I have raised for 18 years. Song Linzhi is so much older, is it considered abduction?
Yin Shijian heaved a long sigh. After all, he still thought it was Song Linzhi's fault.
In fact, he also knew that Yin Yu couldn't get rid of the relationship, but he didn't want to admit that there was a reason for his son.
Qi Le stood behind him, pressing his temples with moderate strength with both hands.
"Alas..." He sighed again, raised his hand to grab Qi Le's wrist, "Baby, what should I do?"
It's impossible to beat mandarin ducks with sticks, but it's also impossible to watch them develop.
Yin Shijian had a terrible headache.
Leaning against him, Qi Le fiddled with his hair with both hands, seeing a white hair hidden in his hair, he couldn't help but froze.
"Brother Jian, don't worry." He looked at the white hair that didn't know when it came out, and put his hands around Yin Shijian's neck, "I think the two of them are alright."
Song Linzhi is a bit indecisive, and Yin Yu is irritable and straightforward. In fact, their personalities are quite complementary, and he doesn't think Song Linzhi will treat Yin Yu badly.
It's just that it's hard to say now, because Yin Yu is too slow.
Yin Shijian didn't know this.
In his vision, his son is heterosexual, and he will marry a woman he loves deeply and have children one day in the future, and he will be happy after marriage.
Instead of choosing to go this way, you will suffer from strange eyes and criticism from the world.
It was because he himself was the one who resolutely embarked on this path that he had deep concerns.
He never noticed that his son had such a tendency, let alone thought that Song Linzhi would be the one who would attack his son.
Sure enough, he is still negligent as a father.
Seeing his sad face, Qi Le comforted him, "Brother Jian, Yin Yu has a sense of proportion, so don't put too much pressure on yourself."
Yin Shijian sighed, "I'm worried about him."
Qi Le was stunned, "Are you afraid he won't be able to bear it?"
Everyone has been here, so Qi Le naturally understands what he understands.
"It's okay for me to say, what about Song Lin's parents?"
Yin Shijian knew the two elders of the Song family. If their son and Song Linzhi were exposed, the two elders of the Song family would naturally put the responsibility for Song Linzhi's divorce on their son.
To be honest, he also defends his shortcomings.
He didn't want his son to bear those trumped-up charges.
Qi Le pondered for a moment, "Has Song Linzhi come out?"
His guess was this, if Song Linzhi had been calmer with his family, Yin Yu would not have suffered so much.Just like when he brought Yin Shijian back home, his parents would not look at Yin Shijian with colored glasses, but accepted it calmly.
Yin Shijian shook his head, "I actually never knew his sexual orientation."
Song Linzhi hid it too deeply.
In the more than ten years of their acquaintance, the other party was not close to women, not only was he not close to women, he had never seen the other party in contact with men.He has always been devoted to his work and is a complete workaholic, so he never doubted it.
Because of this, he was more worried about another possibility.
He was afraid that Song Linzhi had plotted against his son for a long time.
Qi Le was a little surprised, "Aren't you friends?"
Generally speaking, if they were both gay, they would be able to detect it. He discovered each other the first time he saw Jane.
"Song Linzhi is too cunning." Qi Le put his arms around Yin Shijian's neck and said dissatisfiedly: "He hides so deeply, so he will definitely not tell the family."
This can be done to close friends, but it can't be said at home.
If Song Linzhi didn't come out to his parents, Yin Yu's path would be even more difficult.
Yin Shijian had a dull pain in his head, shaking his head and becoming more and more irritable.
Qi Le quickly helped him massage his temples, coaxing him loudly.
At the same time, Yin Yu squatted at the door of Song Lin's house, staring at the stars in the sky boredly.
The weather is fine tonight, and the night sky is full of stars, which is very beautiful.
It's just that Yin Yu was not in the mood to appreciate it. He had been kicked out for an hour, and Song Linzhi really left him outside.
If a mosquito is okay, he can still play with it, but the sanitation in the rich area is so good that he didn't hear a single mosquito sound in this summer night, so he could only squat at the door and stare at the night sky in a daze.
What he didn't know was how long he was stared at in a daze.
In the living room, Song Linzhi was sitting on the sofa, staring intently at the closed-circuit TV. There was a surveillance system installed at the door of his house, and Yin Yu's every move did not fall into his eyes.
He saw Yin Yu leaning against the door of his own house, and saw Yin Yu scratching his neck for a while, and his ankles for a while, obviously he was very bored.
In fact, he also thought about opening the door, but as soon as he walked to the door, Yin Yu with an evasive face appeared in his mind, and he withdrew his hand from the doorknob.
He thought about forcing Yin Yu to admit his feelings for him, but every time he saw the helplessness on the other party's face, he couldn't bear it, and he didn't want the other party to become depressed because of him.
The person in the surveillance video stood up and jumped twice. It seemed that his legs were numb. After the jump, he looked back at the mahogany gate, raised his right hand hesitantly, and finally put it down again.
Song Linzhi watched his every move, his eyes gradually softened.
He knew that Yin Yu was struggling.
After taking care of Yin Yu for so long, it's not that he couldn't find out the strengths and weaknesses of the other party, but he didn't think about it before, and then he slowly wanted to understand it when he became emotional.
Yin Yu is very sensitive, he is afraid of scaring the other party.
But Yin Yu is also very fragile, unlike the violent and impulsive appearance on the outside, the other party has been keeping his anxiety in the deepest part of his heart, wearing a mask to disguise himself.
And he, first took off the other party's mask, then cruelly dug out the anxiety, and finally ignored them.
Song Linzhi knew he was cowardly, but he really didn't have the courage to take the risk.
He didn't want Yin Yu to suffer, even if Yin Yu was allowed to grow up now, he didn't want the other party to suffer those discriminations and stares along with him.
But he couldn't hold back his impulse.
He is an adult, a normal adult, so it is impossible for him to be indifferent to the person he likes, especially when the other person finds him crying and red-eyed.
A sigh sounded in the huge living room, Song Linzhi looked at the people on the surveillance camera, and walked to the door anyway.
When the door opened, Yin Yu was leaning against the door.
When the door was suddenly pulled open from inside, he fell backwards, and the back of his head hit someone's leg.
Yin Yu froze for a moment, forgetting to even get up.
Song Linzhi pretended to be indifferent: "What are you still doing here?"
"You said you'd take me in." Yin Yu turned his face away, but still didn't stand up.
Song Lin frowned, "This is not a shelter."
"..." Yin Yu moved his butt forward slowly, and said forcefully, "I won't come into your house."
"This is also my home." Song Linzhi pushed his collar away, "I told you, we don't want to see each other for now."
Yin Yu pursed his lips and looked down at his shoes.
Song Linzhi looked down at the hair on the top of his head, and said indifferently: "You know my thoughts now, so I will explain it to you now."
"Who are you to me, why should I take you in?"
Yin Yu was startled when he heard this.
"It's not a problem if you want to stay. I don't guarantee that I will do anything to you. Just like the kiss just now, it may be more excessive than the kiss."
After a pause, Song Linzhi asked again: "Even so, do you dare to continue pestering me?"
Yin Yu didn't know, so he chose to remain silent and didn't answer.
He has a faint feeling, but he has been unwilling to face it.
He had already noticed it when he smashed Song Linzhi's house for the first time, when Song Linzhi pulled off his pants and kissed him.
But he felt that Song Linzhi shouldn't have that kind of affection for him.
The relationship between them should be like the relationship between elders and juniors, or between friends, not the love he saw in Song Linzhi's eyes...
It's not impossible for him to have love with Song Linzhi.
There are many ways to love, but love is the only thing he dare not face.
The unhealthy family left him with psychological trauma when he was young. He thought that his parents had emotional problems, so after the divorce, his mother didn't even want him, and his father never accepted him. This made him receive very little love. few.
So let alone love, he is even afraid of family affection.
Just like the current Qi Le occasionally shows a little concern for him, his heart is also extremely disturbed.
Because he doesn't know how long this kind of concern can last, and he doesn't know whether the other party will really remain unchanged, let alone accept it rashly.
Who knows what will happen after acceptance?
It doesn't matter if you say he is sincere, or you say he is ruthless.
There are too many uncertain factors in this society, he really dare not give his sincerity in exchange for others' deception or betrayal.
Silence can be silent approval or silent resistance.
Song Linzhi knew that he belonged to the latter.
"If you can't accept it, just leave, or I'll call security."
His tone was very indifferent, and Yin Yu's heart throbbed violently.
The author has something to say
Uncle Song is finally going to force Yin Yu to make a choice! ! !Yin Yu's character needs to be honed to be mellow, so we still have to kill him!
The old father was actually very worried about his son, and he thought that Uncle Song abducted his son because his son liked to pester Uncle Song since he was a child!He didn't think Qi Le (himself) was kidnapping!Because when he fell in love with Qi Le, Qi Le was already an adult, and he also felt that many of Qi Le's ideas were more mature and stable than his son, so there was no such thing as kidnapping Qi Le hhhh
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