After being hacked by the whole network, I became the actor

The production team of "Sparrow Boy" was in a hurry, and finally it was officially completed before the new year.

After a simple wrap-up banquet, Chu Yifei returned home in a hurry.Xu Guyan asked Chu Yifei to rest at home for two days, and Chu Yifei let go of his tense heartstrings.

Xu Guyan also roughly arranged the work and asked the employees in the company to take their annual leave a few days earlier.

Chu Yifei was half-reclining on the sofa, watching the comments of "Strange Records of Jianghu" boredly, and it was meaningless after reading a few.

"Aren't you happy when others praise you?" Xu Guyan stuffed a small piece of apple into Chu Yifei's mouth, "The box office and word of mouth are good, even if the Spring Festival movie is released, there will be some follow-ups to "Strange Records of Jianghu" strength."

The box office of "Strange Records of Jianghu" has already exceeded one billion, and the current growth rate has slowed down a lot.

This year's Lunar New Year film competition is quite fierce. There are two major directors who choose to release in the Lunar New Year file. One is a blockbuster with special effects starring famous veteran stars, and the other is a much-anticipated commercial literary film. will affect the box office.

Chu Yifei chewed the apple in his mouth and swallowed it: "The current box office has exceeded Director Gu's expectation."

Director Gu sent Chu Yifei a big red envelope when the box office broke [-] billion, but at that time Chu Yifei was busy filming and didn't read WeChat very much, so the big red envelope was automatically returned in the end.

Gu Yuyin had no choice but to call specifically to tell Chu Yifei the good news.

Chu Yifei put down his phone and looked out the window. The snow had piled up thickly, and the sky and the earth seemed to be completely white. He said, "It's so cold."

The air conditioner in the room was on, and the floor heating was so warm that the soles of the feet felt hot.Xu Guyan looked out the window: "It's very cold."

Chu Yifei patted his side, and when Xu Guyan sat down, he leaned on Xu Guyan's body.Xu Guyan kissed on top of Chu Yifei's head.

The two hugged quietly for a while, and Chu Yifei suddenly said, "Should we pay homage to our parents?"

Xu Guyan was stunned, he hadn't paid homage to his parents for a long time.Before going abroad, he hurriedly visited the cemetery, but he never went there again for seven years.

After returning to China, he and Chu Yifei fell into an ambiguous relationship, and even had no face to face each other's parents.

"Okay." Xu Guyan suppressed the momentary uneasiness and said.

Both Xu's parents and Chu's parents were buried in the same cemetery, with a tombstone side by side, neatly arranged together.This cemetery is located in the suburbs, the cemetery is very large, the environment is quiet and beautiful, and the price is also very good.

When going out, Xu Guyan wrapped Chu Yifei into a ball of clothes, three layers inside and three layers outside, airtight, with a thick scarf around his neck, and cashmere leather gloves on his hands, The trousers were tucked into the boots, there was a certain woolen hat on the head, and even a pure cotton mask was covering the mouth, so that the whole body was airtight, and no trace of skin was exposed.

Due to the cold and slippery weather, Xu Guyan didn't dare to ride the motorcycle too fast, and slowly swayed to the cemetery.

Parking the car in the shed, Xu Guyan buried his head and followed Chu Yifei, absent-minded.At this moment, they were completely opposite to their usual state. Xu Guyan, who had been chattering before, fell silent, while Chu Yifei, who was quiet before, talked more.

"This place is actually very beautiful." Chu Yifei said, "I come here several times a year to talk to them, afraid that they will be lonely..."

Chu Yifei would come here to visit them every year during Qingming Festival, Mid-Autumn Festival, Double Ninth Festival, and Chinese New Year. At the beginning, he would be silent, not knowing what to say, and then he would talk about his own life.

He didn't know if there was a soul in this world, or if there was reincarnation, he just simply pinned his grief on this small tombstone.

After registering at the gate, the two walked for a long time to the place where their parents were buried. Xu Guyan didn't know what to say, and just listened to Chu Yifei's rambling.

"Father, mother, uncle, aunt, I'm here to see you again." Chu Yifei took off his mask, his fair face was flushed red from the cold, and he greeted Shen Mian with a smile, "I Life is good, I have now entered the entertainment industry and become an actor, I have acted in many movies, and many, many people have liked the movies I acted in..."

"...Brother Gugu has also returned to China. We are living a good life. You don't have to worry. You can live well down there." Chu Yifei finally said, "Let Brother Gugu talk to you for a while."

Xu Guyan lowered his head, as if he didn't hear it.Chu Yifei gave him a little push, and he reacted abruptly.

"Talk to your uncle and aunt for a while." Chu Yifei said sensiblely, "I'll ask the administrator for a clean handkerchief to wipe the dust off the tombstone."

Xu Guyan watched Chu Yi Feiyuan walk away, lowered his head, looked at the tombstone in front of him, his eyes sore.

"Dad, Mom..." Some drops of water dripped on the ground, Xu Guyan's voice was choked up, and he could hardly speak, "I'm back, I... I succeeded."

After Xu Guyan finished speaking, he was silent for a long time, then suddenly took a step back and knelt down in front of the tombstone of Chu Yifei's parents: "Uncle, aunt, I'm sorry."

Xu Guyan still clearly remembers that after his parents passed away early, there was no one else in his family and he had nowhere to go. It would be best if the Chu family's parents took him in and let him live with Chu Yifei .

Xu Guyan restrained his mischievous temperament at that time, and studied hard seriously. He swore that he would never

If you secretly bully Chu Yifei, you must take good care of him. When you grow up and earn money, you must also take good care of the Chu family's parents.

At that time, he thought, Chu Yifei has a soft personality and loves to cry. If others treat him a little better, he will give all his candies to them. He will definitely not have a big future in the future, and he may not be able to support his father. Mother.

But it doesn't matter, Xu Guyan believes that he can stand out. He is the best student in the class, the best-looking, and the most capable. He will definitely earn a lot of money, not only to support the parents of the Chu family. , even Chu Yifei can be raised together.

He was not mistaken, he did earn a lot of money and raised Chu Yifei.

It's just... Xu Guyan looked at the tombstone in front of him with tears in his eyes. He was a 30-year-old man with tears streaming down his face.

"I'm sorry... I shouldn't be with Feifei, I..." Xu Guyan apologized sincerely, "It's my fault, I'm too selfish, for my own selfish desire..."

"But I love him." Xu Guyan kowtowed heavily, his forehead hit the stone slab, and made a muffled sound, "I'm sorry for the Chu family, I'm sorry for you, but I really can't let go. Wait for me After death... I will go to hell to pay for my sins, and while I am alive, I will be good to Feifei."

"I will be good to him." Xu Guyan repeated like a clumsy and stubborn child, and kowtowed heavily, "Dad, mom, uncle, aunt, after I go to find you, you can interrupt My leg. Fly him, he's innocent, he's just too young."

Xu Guyan repeated a lot of words over and over again, nothing more than swearing to the sky, until his emotions gradually calmed down, he stood up, wiped his wet calf pants, and wiped off the water marks on his forehead.

Chu Yifei waited for a long time, until the tears in Xu Guyan's eyes were all shed, and then went out: "Here."

He handed Xu Guyan a clean handkerchief, and wiped his mother's tombstone by himself, pretending not to notice the blue and red swelling on Xu Guyan's forehead.

Xu Guyan also slowly wiped the tombstone, with firm eyes, secretly said in his heart: Dad, Mom, Feifei was only happy in the few years when he was a child, and he has been living hard since then, I can't let go again, let him Living a difficult life alone... Life in this world is too bitter, I hope he can be sweeter, sweeter than me.

When Chu's parents died in a car accident, he was 17 years old and was studying.At that time, a relative from the Chu family's hometown got married, and the whole Chu family went to the wedding. Xu Guyan felt that it would be embarrassing for him to go, so he rejected the invitation of the Chu family's parents.

When receiving the news, Xu Guyan was in Chinese class, and the teacher on the stage was shaking his head and reading an ancient poem: "Xie Gong's residence is still here..."

At this moment, Xu Guyan's head teacher pushed the door open and called out Xu Guyan.

Xu Guyan will never forget the memory before that, from the poems he wrote, to the intoxicated expression of the Chinese teacher shaking his head with a piece of chalk in his hand, and the memory after that moment, Xu Guyan can't even think about it stand up.

The memory was covered by a black cloth, Xu Guyan didn't even know how he got to the scene of the car accident, and he only found out later that it was the head teacher who drove him there.

On the expressway, three cars were loaded together, a large truck and two small cars were pressed against the green belt. Through the broken window, Xu Guyan saw Father Chu, who was covered in blood on the driver's seat. The distorted and deformed mother Chu on the seat.

And under Mother Chu's body, she is protecting the little Chu Yifei who has not yet grown up.

Little Chu Yifei was sitting on the seat behind the co-pilot, and the place where his head was hit the hardest was the driver's seat where Chu's father was. Chu's mother seemed to rush over in time to protect little Chu Yifei. He didn't seem to be affected. The injury was too big, but because the seat and the car door were caught, it was difficult to take him out without damaging Mother Chu's body.

Xu Guyan could only watch helplessly, Chu Yifei opened his eyes, his biological mother's blood flowed down his hair.

After that, Chu Yifei got a very serious ptsd and fell into autistic situation.The family situation of the Chu family was not bad. After knowing the death of the parents of the Chu family, all kinds of relatives came to find them. They kicked out Xu Guyan, a nominal outsider, and occupied the Chu family.

What's even more tragic is that follow-up investigations found that Father Chu was drunk and drove into a large truck, which then crashed into another car, which caused the car accident that killed four and injured two. Fortunately, the driver of the big truck finally took control of the steering wheel, and only one car was involved.

The follow-up compensation of the two families made those blood-sucking relatives go away, leaving only little Chu Yifei who couldn't stand any more excitement.

Xu Guyan insisted, dropped out of school, sold the Chu family's house and his own house, and compensated the other two.He himself began to take Chu Yifei to work, trying to learn the knowledge of psychology by himself, and wanted to cure Chu Yifei.

After realizing that self-study was useless, he had the cheek to find a well-known psychologist in the city, knelt down in front of him and couldn't get up, and begged him to help Chu Yifei.

From then on, Xu Guyan became an adult, and he had to smooth out his edges and corners. He was busy with his life and worked day and night to buy medicine for Chu Yifei.

Little Chu Yifei is immersed in his own world, becoming a child of the stars, unable to perceive the outside world, the only reaction to the outside world is to scream, it seems that screaming is the only language to express his emotions.

He will never speak again.