After being hacked by the whole network, I became the actor

When talking about the past, Chu Yifei had a calm expression on his face and a calm tone.

The 15-year-old little Chu Yifei was frightened by Xu Guyan. Fortunately, Xu Guyan just put his mouth on Chu Yifei's lips and did not make any other movements.Even so, this is too much for an innocent boy.

A few days after little Chu Yifei realized what he wanted, he had contact with Xu Guyan that was too intimate for him. His heart was beating violently, as if ten thousand deer were bumping into each other one after another. On the south wall.

There was a touch of sweetness on Xu Guyan's lips, and the sweetness of honey still remained. Between his breaths, gusts of alcohol rushed into Chu Yifei's nostrils, making Chu Yifei almost drunk up.

I don't know how long he maintained this position, Chu Yifei carefully broke away from Xu Guyan's arms, squatted beside the sofa and quietly watched Xu Guyan's sleeping face.

Xu Guyan's work and rest have been chaotic during this time, his eyes are slightly black, and his skin is also dull. Only his facial features are as handsome as before.Chu Yifei watched and couldn't help laughing foolishly, touching his lips while laughing.

He might like me too.Chu Yifei thought for no reason, tapped on Xu Guyan's tall nose, and then thought, even if he doesn't like me, he treats me so well, it is impossible for him to be willing to leave me... At that time, he will also be willing to leave me. You can pursue him slowly.

Thinking of those sweet scenes he had seen on TV, Chu Yifei blushed with shame, and buried his warm face into Xu Guyan's shoulder.

At that time, Chu Yifei was still too young. He didn't know the vicissitudes of the world, let alone the capriciousness of human beings.

Thinking of his distraught when he was abandoned when he was a teenager, Chu Yifei thought he had seen it, but now that he suddenly mentioned it, his heart still throbbed in pain.

When Xu Guyan was listening to Chu Yifei's narration, his expression slowly sank.

The two did not speak for a long time.Chu Yifei felt a faint sense of tiredness in his heart, and even the strength to speak was washed away.

Xu Guyan really wanted to say something to break the silence, but he couldn't open his mouth. He was the one who went abroad without a word, he was the one who didn't return to the country for seven years, and he was the one who unilaterally refused to contact...

The two of them had tacitly not mentioned the past before, and even if they did, it would not involve the most deadly part. This is the first time they have faced the past.

Xu Guyan said suddenly: "At that time, I was scared." He was talking about the time when Chu Yifei confessed.

Chu Yifei raised his eyes and looked at Xu Guyan.

Xu Guyan was less than 22 years old at that time, and his life in the past few decades had polished him to maturity, making him not like a stunned young man in his early twenties. Full of exhaustion.

Everything he did was largely for Chu Yifei. He held Chu Yifei close to his heart and cared for him, and he didn't want Chu Yifei to feel sad at all.

Xu Guyan wanted to give Chu Yifei the best, the best living conditions, the best material foundation, the best school, the best environment... He raised Chu Yifei like a precious son.

One day, Chu Yifei, who was as innocent as an angel in his eyes, suddenly confessed to him, and Xu Guyan didn't say that he was so frightened that he was scared to death, but it was not much worse.

He didn't reply in person, and ran out of the house laughing, wandering outside for a few hours before reaching Sun Jin's house.

As a psychiatrist, Sun Jin was also an elder whom Xu Guyan thanked and respected very much. Xu Guyan gritted his teeth and told him everything.Sun Jin analyzed to him the various factors that formed Chu Yifei's psychology, and the possible consequences of his future coping methods.

Chu Yifei may just have an emotional illusion because he grew up with him and he treated him so well.When Sun Jin said this conjecture, he was relieved, but also inexplicably disappointed.

Xu Guyan was going to downplay Chu Yifei's confession, stay away from him during this time, and let him calm down... But when something like that happened, Xu Guyan had to leave the country in a hurry, leaving Chu Yifei behind. where he grew up.

Thinking about it now, Xu Guyan sees bitterness in his heart, he regrets that he should not go abroad easily, even if he wants to keep a distance from Chu Yifei, he should not leave Chu Yifei behind without saying a word.

In these years, Chu Yifei appeared in his dreams day and night, mostly crying, and when he was not crying, he looked at him resentfully and questioned him silently.

Chu Yifei's parents also entered his dream for a long time. In the dream, they broke Xu Guyan's leg and asked him why he wanted to bring Chu Yifei to bad. In the dream, Xu Guyan knelt down without saying a word. Beaten, unable to speak a word.

"I regret it very much." Xu Guyan had a heavy pendant hanging in his heart, and it fell heavily. He didn't make any excuses for himself, but just apologized, "I'm sorry, Feifei."

Chu Yifei blinked his eyes.

Xu Guyan continued: "I shouldn't have gone abroad."

He has obtained a status abroad that cannot be obtained at home, but if time can be traced back, he will never choose to go abroad again, choose to leave Chu Yifei, or use such a tragic way.

Chu Yifei looked at him for a long time, and a smile suddenly appeared on his face: "With your words, I am very happy."

It's not that Chu Yifei didn't complain, he could forgive Xu Guyan so easily only because he was more afraid of losing him.

Seeing Chu Yifei's smile, the bitterness in Xu Guyan's heart spread to the base of his tongue, and he tasted regret and sourness.Chu Yifei's smile made his heart hurt more than the tears and resentment in his dream.

For the umpteenth time, Xu Guyan resented himself, why he went abroad, and why he chose to escape because he was afraid to face Chu Yifei.

Chu Yifei really let go now, from the moment Xu Guyan expressed his regret, the resentment that was still in his heart disappeared.

The two came happily and returned home in a low mood.

After several days, Xu Guyan didn't slow down, and Chu Yifei also got a reply from Su Yun'an. As expected, he didn't even pass the first test.

Xu Guyan didn't want to see Chu Yifei depressed, so he directly asked his work team to contact Su Yun'an's work team to discuss with him about capital investment.

"Don't interfere with the director's filming work, don't cut the role's scenes, and include post-production publicity?" This account is too cost-effective. Su Yun'an has rarely seen such a casual and generous investor in the industry for so many years.

"Yes, we don't care about anything, the only requirement is that we decide on the male lead." Zhou Heng said to Su Yun'an with the speaker on.

Xu Guyan sat aside, listening to their conversation.

Su Yun'an thought about it for a while, and unlike Kong Yucheng, who was extremely strict in selecting actors, Su Yun'an's movies belonged to the category that as long as the actors themselves can still watch it, as long as they put money, they can add people to his crew.

Everyone in the circle knows Su Yun'an's unspoken rule: for director Su's movie, Cypriots can only put one in, the highest bidder gets it, and director Su decides the role.

In Su Yun'an's previous films, those who brought funds into the group were either glamorous vases, or passersby who didn't have many roles. These characters added by Su Yun'an himself based on the actors' personalities did not violate harmony. , and even have one or two relatively good performances.

It's rare for someone to spend hundreds of millions of dollars to buy his leading actor.

"Who is that person?" Su Yun'an asked as if discussing with the people around him.

Zhou Heng gestured to Xu Guyan with his eyes, and after receiving an affirmative answer, he replied: "Our male lead candidate is named Chu Yifei. I auditioned for your movie a few days ago, and my acting skills and appearance are very outstanding."

"Chu Yifei? He can't." Of course Su Yun'an remembered Chu Yifei, an actor who impressed him deeply during the audition, and refused without mercy.

Zhou Heng was very surprised: "Why? Chu Yifei looks good, and his acting skills are also very good..."

Su Yun'an smiled on the phone number: "He doesn't match the temperament of the male lead, he is not suitable for the role of the male lead. However, if you are willing to let me customize a role for him, I can consider it."

Seeing Xu Guyan shaking his head, Zhou Heng said to the other end of the phone: "If the price is not satisfactory, we can increase the money..."

Su Yun'an's voice calmed down, and he said bluntly: "My movie is just a low-budget comedy, and it doesn't need too much money. If it's not suitable, it's not suitable. No matter how much money you give, there's nothing you can do about it."

In the end, Su Yun'an didn't let go after several times of grinding, Zhou Heng could only hang up the phone angrily, and complained to Xu Guyan: "Director Su is really, he made a small-budget comedy to make money during the Spring Festival, and he even chose actors ... What kind of temperament is not suitable, what kind of temperament can we Chu Yifei not perform? His acting skills are so good!"

Ever since he found out about the relationship between Chu Yifei and Xu Guyan, Zhou Heng, who was protecting his weaknesses, had long regarded Chu Yifei as a chick under his wings, and boasted with his eyes closed.

Xu Guyan's temples were sore and swollen. Recently, his career in China has been slowly getting on the right track. Too many things made him dizzy: "Okay, I'll think of a way."

"Still thinking of a way?" Zhou Heng squinted at him, "Su Yun'an has rejected you so much, how else can you think of a way?"

Xu Guyan leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed, he let out a long breath and didn't speak.

At this time, Chu Yifei walked in. After seeing Zhou Heng, he subconsciously smiled and greeted him: "Brother Zhou."

Zhou Hengcai contacted Su Yun'an behind his back, felt guilty for some reason, touched his nose and smiled: "Yifei, are you here to bring Lao Xu's lunch again?"

A small smile appeared on the corner of Chu Yifei's mouth: "Well, he's been too busy recently, and the food doesn't taste good. I brought you a portion today, and you can eat it too."

Zhou Heng was taken aback for a moment, a little flattered: "I still have my share?"

Two days ago, after knowing that Xu Guyan was too busy to have time to eat, Chu Yifei began to deliver lunch to Xu Guyan at noon every day. Zhou Heng bumped into it once or twice, and the lunch boxes made by Chu Yifei were fragrant, beautiful and delicious , Zhou Heng was so jealous when he saw it, he stabbed Xu Guyan sourly several times.

Today, I actually have my own share... Zhou Hengle took the lunch box with joy, seeing the rich food in the lunch box, he felt comfortable all over his body.

Seeing Zhou Heng's happy expression, Xu Guyan suddenly squinted his eyes, turned his head out of sight and out of mind, and said to Chu Yifei, "Feifei, do you still want to act in Su Yun'an's movie?"

Chu Yifei was taken aback for a moment: "I think, but..." He has already been brushed off, hasn't he?