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Chapter 81 Emotional needs and rites of passage

Song Ye and Qu Liaoyuan brought back small souvenirs from Xi’an as gifts for their parents as usual. This time Qu Liaoyuan also bought a few commemorative bookmarks with Tang Sancai or terracotta warriors and horses and tassels hanging from Shanbo, and wanted to give them to friends. Give Wen Cong and Jingjing one each, as well as a few classmates who have a good relationship in the school. In addition to friends in the same dormitory and class, there are also classmates who were in Class [-] in the first year of senior high school last year.

When he was buying bookmarks in Xi'an, he counted on his fingers for a long time, how many bookmarks he needed, and Song Ye didn't know who he was going to give away.After returning home, Qu Liaoyuan put all the bookmarks on the table and distributed them one by one. Only then did Song Ye know that he also prepared one for Yao Wang.

"What are you doing for that guy? Just like him, does he know how to read?" Song Ye took the bookmark for Yao Wang and said, "I won't give it to him, I'll take this one."

Qu Liaoyuan wondered why he was making old mistakes again, and discussed with him: "How much is this little bookmark? He bought me fried yogurt several times in summer, and I want to buy him snacks and drinks from the supermarket. You forced me to give you money. You told me not to be stingy, that I wouldn’t even give a bookmark to someone else?”

Song Ye still doesn't understand that his intuition is radar, and sometimes he feels that he is too suspicious of Yao Wang. Hearing what Qu Liaoyuan said, he didn't want to appear petty, so he put the bookmark back on the table, pointing to another picture is easier Yes, very naively said: "Then give him the ugliest one."

Qu Liaoyuan smiled and said, "Okay, okay."

"What are you laughing at?" Song Ye pinched the back of his neck and said in a threatening tone, "You still dare to laugh at brother?"

"No, no," Qu Liaoyuan said with a wider smile, "Xiao Ye, you were so cute when you were young, even cuter than the cutest girl."

Song Ye: "..."

Qu Liaoyuan praised him sincerely, but the way of boasting was peculiar and depressing.

"How cute is the cutest girl?" Song Ye asked while thinking, is it like that egg waffle girl, Li Tiantian from the third year of high school?Qu Liaoyuan always seemed to like girls with big eyes and small round faces more.

Qu Liaoyuan said: "Anyway, I'm not as cute as you. But you're not always cute, and you weren't cute when you were teaching me."

Song Ye grabbed the back of his neck with a tiger's mouth, forced him to turn his head, approached him, kissed him forcefully for a moment, and then asked: "What about this, is it cute?"

Qu Liaoyuan flushed with anger and blood from being kissed, and said, "It's not bad...it's more handsome this way."

"More handsome?" Song Ye picked up the words to find trouble, and said, "Is brother just more, more, handsome?"

"The most handsome, the most handsome," Qu Liaoyuan said without principle, "Brother, you are the most handsome and cutest. Kiss me again like just now, come on."

I don't know if it's because of his habit all the time, Qu Liaoyuan is always willing to be passive when it comes to intimacy, and he really likes the feeling of being dominated. Song Ye sometimes does some very domineering things to him, such as He'll also get easily excited by a forced kiss or other aggressive intimacy.

Of course Song Ye liked his reaction very much.

After kissing for a while, something happened again.Qu Liaoyuan has grown up rapidly in the past few months, in several senses.In the past, he just concentrated on kissing without any reaction, but now he just gets up after kissing.

"I want... want to pee." He mumbled something in Song Ye's kiss.

Song Ye said: "Why do you still say that? Didn't my brother tell you what it should be called? Forgot?"

"Anyway, that's what it means." Qu Liaoyuan felt that the word was too adult, and didn't like to say that, so he called Song Ye impatiently, "Brother, brother, help me."

In addition to the agreed reasons, he also prefers Song Ye to come, because it is much more comfortable than coming by himself.

Song Ye knew what he was planning, so he couldn't help smiling, and asked, "How do you want my brother to help you? You only have one time left."

In Xi'an, Qu Liaoyuan used up another opportunity to masturbate. He went twice out of the three times, only once.

Qu Liaoyuan looked at Song Ye's lips, and the meaning was very clear.

Song Ye said: "It is possible."

Qu Liaoyuan had a premonition that he was going to say "but", and guessed the content of "but" based on his experience, before he could say it, he rushed to say: "I don't know, I will help you with my hands."

"I can learn it if I don't know it," Song Ye said, "Didn't I say I wanted to learn it? If I let you look at me, you wouldn't even want to look at me."

When he said he wanted to learn, he was half-hearted and really wanted to learn. Song Ye really let him learn, and he retreated again. Seeing Song Ye, everyone hurriedly closed their eyes or turned their faces away, as if there was something cruel and terrible screen.

——Here Qu Liaoyuan wants to say: It doesn’t seem cruel and scary, it’s really cruel!horrible!big! ! !

So far, Song Ye has done it for him twice, and he hasn't even tried it for Song Ye.

Now, Song Ye did it for him for the third time.

"It's called getting something for nothing, sitting back and enjoying what you get." Going to wash his mouth, Song Ye condemned him, "Do you think it's fair? It means that my brother loves you too much. If it's someone else, I won't play with you long ago."

After sitting in the sleeper car for ten hours, Qu Liaoyuan fell asleep now after having a good time, half-closed his eyes, and said boldly: "I was wrong, it's not fair, I love you too. But I just don't know how to do it now."

"What about after that?" Song Ye said maliciously, "Can you return it to brother in the future?"

"Yes." Qu Liaoyuan felt that one day he would be able to break through the visual and psychological barriers, and he would be able to do this for Song Ye at that time, so he promised, "If you are worried, just remember how many times, in the future I will definitely Give it back to you."

Song Ye had a triumphant smirk on his face, and said, "Okay, I will remember it firmly."

Qu Liaoyuan was extremely sleepy, and he forgot to check again before falling asleep: "Is this not counted? Is there another one?"

"Yes, not counting, there is one more time." Song Ye gave him an affirmative answer, and he happily fell asleep at ease.

At this point, the two of them simply pretended to be confused together, played around with words, agreed three times, and said nothing else.

But it was during the holidays that Song Ye was a little bit presumptuous.

Once school starts, learning should still be the main focus in school, and excessive situations should be avoided as much as possible.

He really likes the way Qu Liaoyuan is confused in the desire he created, but he doesn't want Qu Liaoyuan to indulge in it all day long and only want to fall in love. This is not good for Qu Liaoyuan or Song Ye himself.

At this stage, they have more important learning tasks and already clear goals for the college entrance examination. If they fail to do these things well, their future love will inevitably be affected.

Song Ye is doomed to not be able to enjoy the boyish puppy love without any scruples, his eyes can only be long and far.Most of the other boys and girls who fall in love with each other just walk this part of life together, reaping and experiencing a youthful journey with both sweetness and sourness. No matter what the ending is, it is also a harmless little beauty of youth.

But Song Ye is not, he wants to go to the finish line with Qu Liaoyuan, he has to.

On the evening of the [-]th day of the first lunar month, the students of No. [-] Middle School returned to school and started school.

Qu Liaoyuan gave the bookmarks to his friends. His former classmates, Kang Ming, Jiang Bo and others all had them. On the contrary, the current class only gave out two, one for Hao Yan and the other for him. There is a boy named Li Chao in the same dormitory, who is his upper bunk, and usually has quite a lot of contact with him.

The overall atmosphere of a class of students is that they are obsessed with studying every day, and they don't chat between classes. Everyone spends very little time and energy on interpersonal communication.Now that I have been in the same class for a semester, except for the class opening meeting and the occasional assignment of class tasks, Qu Liaoyuan and most of the classmates in the class rarely have the opportunity to interact and establish friendship. When buying souvenirs in Xi'an, they still think of friends from the first year of high school. them.

A small bookmark, the price is limited, and the printing is quite exquisite. Qu Liaoyuan brought it back from a long distance, and it is more commemorative. Every friend who received it liked it very much. Among them, Jiang Bo was so moved that he did not expect Qu Liaoyuan. When going out to play, he still thinks about bringing him souvenirs, wishing he could drag Qu Liaoyuan to worship him on the spot.

The last one left, which Song Ye said was "the ugliest", Qu Liaoyuan took it to Yao Wang in class 7 of the second year of high school. At first, he thought that Yao Wang might still be disgusted with it, so he decided to say something more polite than polite, but in the end Yao Wang was even more exaggerated than Jiang Bo. Holding the bookmark, he looked like he couldn't believe it, and asked him several times: "Give it to me? You gave it to me? Did you bring it back specifically for me?"

"It's not a special one, it's not heavy, and it doesn't take up much space, so I just bought it as a small souvenir for you," Qu Liaoyuan said, "Don't think it's bad."

Yao Wang: "..."

Qu Liaoyuan said: "Class is about to start, I'm going back."

"Wait." Yao Wang stopped him and said, "I want to give you a gift in return. What do you want?"

Qu Liaoyuan waved his hands with a smile, and said, "No, no, this is just a broken bookmark, it's not even a gift, you can keep it for fun. I'm leaving."

He hurried back to class and ran away.

The second semester of the second year of high school officially started classes. The progress of each subject in the experimental class last semester was already more than half of the second volume of the second year of high school. This time, within a week after the start of school, all subjects had completed all the courses of the second year of high school, and began to study the contents of the third year.

The parallel class is at the normal pace and has just started studying the second volume of the second year of high school.

All the students in the experimental class were thrown into the crazy and dull study again. For the class with normal progress, this kind of atmosphere can't be experienced until the third year of senior high school.

It's no wonder that it's been half a year, Qu Liaoyuan hasn't made any good friends in his new class.Once in this kind of environment, students tend to become sensitive and a little neurotic. Their emotions sometimes go up and down. They may laugh out loud in the self-study class because they have overcome a physics problem, or they may be confused because they always confuse the usage of different words. Breaking down and crying in class, in short, there is no suitable space for making friends and socializing.

Qu Liaoyuan was still only with Song Ye every day, running in the morning, studying, eating, returning to the dormitory, taking a shower, and sleeping.Occasionally play basketball with Kang Ming, and also chat with Hao Yan.Hao Yan has a kind of tolerance unique to girls. She is a good listener and it is very comfortable to chat with her.

Of course Song Ye would also be jealous, a little bit jealous of Kang Ming, and a little bit jealous of Hao Yan.

But Kang Ming is a straight man. After failing to have a crush on Hao Yan, he recently fell in love with a girl from the liberal arts class.Hao Yan also made it very clear that she only regarded Qu Liaoyuan as a classmate and friend, and she didn't mean that at all.

Song Ye was also a little jealous, and let it go.And he has a very clear understanding: Qu Liaoyuan's emotional needs are very strong, and he cannot fully satisfy them himself.

At home, Qu Liaoyuan often asks for love and care from his parents unabashedly. When he goes out, he likes to strike up a conversation with people and make friends.

And Song Ye has already advanced from a friend to a boyfriend, from a friendship provider to a love provider. Of course, Qu Liaoyuan can satisfy all his needs for interpersonal relationships, but the reverse is not possible. He cannot replace many people. The position in Qu Liaoyuan's life, let alone Qu Dajiang and Gao Xiuyue, is Kang Ming who can play basketball with Qu Liaoyuan, and Hao Yan who can listen to Qu Liaoyuan's small complaints. These two mere passers-by A and B, he is not can be replaced.This made him very depressed, and he had no choice but to persuade himself to get used to it, to accept it, and to become more open-minded.

In the busy study, time flies, and it will soon be April.

Their birthdays are coming up soon.

Qu Liaoyuan made a handmade greeting card for Song Ye in advance. It was a DIY card material package recommended by Hao Yan. The main materials were hard card and non-woven fabric. Stick sticks to the card and that's it.

First of all, he had no pocket money because he wanted to buy a material package, so he asked Song Ye to apply, and said, "I want to prepare a birthday present for you, give me five yuan."

Song Ye: "..."

Because the two of them are together every day, Qu Liaoyuan has no place to hide and do it secretly. After finishing his homework in extracurricular activities, he does DIY crafts in front of Song Ye, and cuts the initial letter S of Song Ye. Well, the cloth is almost used up, Song Ye couldn't stand it anymore, so he took it and cut it himself.

Finally, in the early morning of Song Ye's day, Song Ye was "surprised" to find a birthday gift in the drawer, which was a handmade birthday card that was rounded off by himself. He originally thought that it would be fine to write nice sentences in it, As a result, Qu Liaoyuan wrote a sentence on the card:

[I wish Song Ye a happy birthday by your brother]

Song Ye: ...Your sister!

During the day, Qu Dajiang came to school and gave Song Ye a birthday cake and a birthday present. The gift the couple prepared for Song Ye was a thousand yuan netbook.Song Ye accepted it, thanked it earnestly, and said that he liked it very much.But in fact, the configuration of this thing is much worse than that of a normal laptop, and the resolution is also low. It cannot be used as a toy to play games, and there is no internet in the school.But Qu Dajiang and Gao Xiuyue didn't understand it, and I'm afraid they heard other people who don't understand say that this is suitable for students, or they were deceived by the salesperson in the computer building.

He didn't take it to the classroom, but was sent back to the dormitory and locked in a cabinet.Qu Liaoyuan only saw it at noon. He opened it up and played some cards. He didn't understand it either. Like his parents, he thought it was a laptop and liked it.Later, they ate the birthday cake, and while there was no one in the dormitory, Song Ye gave him a creamy kiss.Just kisses, nothing else.

Song Ye was strongly disappointed with his coming-of-age ceremony, there was no ceremony, and the gift was not what he wanted, but he still pretended to like it, and he couldn't do anything excessive to Qu Liaoyuan just because he was an adult himself.Qu Liaoyuan didn't say anything, so he sent a broken card.

This disappointment lasted until the evening. The two of them were immersed in their homework in the classroom, and an old English song he liked very much, "Yesterday Reappeared", rang out on the campus radio outside.

"Song Ye, classmate of Class 1 ([-]), high school, today is your birthday, this song was given to you by your younger brother Qu Liaoyuan, I wish you a happy birthday, he still has a few words to say to you... "

Song Ye's heart skipped a beat, and he turned to look at Qu Liaoyuan.

Qu Liaoyuan lowered his head, almost lying on the table.As if very embarrassed.

On the radio outside.

"Song Ye, my brother, you are always shining in my eyes, I will always love you, and we will always be together."

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