Go to my home and do your homework

The teacher came in and started the class. Qu Liaoyuan didn't say a word, didn't respond to Song Ye's "exposing", which meant that he was a little jealous.

He is a little jealous of Zhang Yu, not only because Zhang Yuyue did better in the exam than him, but also from other aspects, Zhang Yu is a girl with neutral beauty. Although many boys ridiculed her as a tomboy, in fact, those When the boys discuss secretly behind their backs, they must also admit that she is one of the most beautiful girls in this year, with a good personality, warm and generous, and very dedicated. The league secretary of the class is a very good high school girl.

Qu Liaoyuan couldn't tell if his jealousy was because he was jealous of Zhang Yu's excellence, or because he was jealous that Song Ye would be silently liked by outstanding girls.

Everyone has reached this age, and some students who went to school late have passed their birthdays, and now there are almost no classmates who are still in love, whether it is obvious or dark, deep or shallow, there should be someone in my heart, How come no good people like him?It can be seen that Song Ye is still much better than him.

In the final analysis, he still feels that he is far inferior to Song Ye, and he actually follows this logic.

"Jealousness is a very unhealthy mentality." At lunch, after deep thinking, he made a self-criticism to Song Ye. "Being a man should be more open-minded."

After the two fell in love, every time they ate, they chose to sit next to each other in the corner of the cafeteria. The students eating around them were very noisy, and they were not afraid of being overheard when they wanted to say something.

Song Ye, who is used to being jealous, said, "Who are you mocking?"

Qu Liaoyuan said: "I'm talking about myself. With jealousy, people are no longer like me. I used to see my classmates doing well in the exam, and I felt that other people are really good. I have to work hard. In the morning, I saw that Zhang Yu was so good in the exam. , I started to feel depressed, can a person be like this? I think it’s not good, and I will change it in the future.”

Song Ye laughed and said, "Don't change it, brother likes you to be jealous, just eat more."

"I don't," Qu Liaoyuan said, "I don't want to learn from you. I have been careful since I was a child. I am not talking about you. You are good everywhere, but this is not enough. Mental health is as important as physical health. You should change it."

Song Ye was dissatisfied: "Why are you still teaching me how to be a man?"

Qu Liaoyuan said: "This is what you said too, and whoever says it right should listen to it."

"Then you eat the carrots on your plate first," Song Ye said, "You are picky eaters every day, you don't eat this or that, that's right? Do you still want to grow taller?"

"..." Qu Liaoyuan, weeping lasagna tears, admitted defeat while eating carrots, "Brother, I was wrong, can you not mention your height?"

During the summer vacation, he drank imminent milk, which helped him grow half a centimeter, and then he was stuck at 1.7 meters five, unable to move.

Another year of National Day holiday is coming soon.

Gao Xiuyue was assigned to be on duty, with four days off and three days off.Originally, stocks could not be traded during holidays, and Qu Dajiang didn’t have to worry about going to the trading hall, but he had a comrade-in-arms’s second wedding, who lived in another province, and he warmly invited him to go. The train ticket was delivered by courier, so he had no choice but to go. It would take more than eight hours to go there one way, and it would take several days to go back and forth.

So Song Ye and Qu Liaoyuan had no choice but to take on the task of helping the cashier in the store.

Even though it was a holiday, they still had to get up at six o'clock in the morning, ride a battery car to the supermarket in the city, and they had to open before 07:30. Once the holiday was off, the business was obviously better than usual. The daily turnover was more than 4000, and it remained open until nearly ten in the evening. Close the door at [-]:[-], finish the inventory, replenish the shelves, and then they will ride the battery car back.

When Gao Xiuyue was on vacation for three days, she said the night before that she would take over from the two of them tomorrow and let them come back and study hard at home.

Qu Liaoyuan didn't want to go to the store for a long time. The high school students didn't get enough sleep every day, so they finally had a holiday. At least they had to sleep in to be worthy of the holiday. But when they heard that their mother wanted to go alone, they worried: "Mom, I'm afraid you won't be able to do it by yourself. , let Ono study at home, I will accompany you, there is no bus when I come back at night, I can take you back by bike, or you are a woman, although she is half-old, but the gangster who is black and white can't see clearly , in case you are robbed halfway..."

Before she finished speaking, Gao Xiuyue gave her a slap in the head: "Can you say something nice?!"

"What's wrong?" Qu Liaoyuan said stubbornly, "It will be different with me here, I can protect you!"

Gao Xiuyue had nothing to do with him again, and said, "It's just you, how capable are you to protect me? If something really happens, I have to protect you."

"Aunt Gao, it's not safe for you to ride a tram alone at night." Song Ye echoed Qu Liaoyuan, saying, "We both study at home for half a day in the morning, and we will change you in the afternoon, so that you can come back by bus earlier and close the door to order goods. Settle the bill, we both know it."

This is a suitable method, Gao Xiuyue agreed.

After returning to the room, Song Ye said to Qu Liaoyuan: "Don't use the term "mature lady" to call Aunt Gao in the future. At her age, she is afraid that people will say she is old."

Qu Liaoyuan thought for a while about Gao Xiuyue's appearance of exploding as soon as she said it, nodded and said, "Understood, then I will praise her more for being young and beautiful in the future."

He found the hurdling vest and shorts that he used as pajamas, and was about to take a shower. He stood in front of the bed and took off his T-shirt. When he raised his arms, the outline of his back muscles looked very beautiful, with the delicate and delicate feeling of a teenager's bones, and also a little green sexy.

"Aunt Gao is always good-looking, and she is not old." Song Ye sat on the side of his bed and looked at him, saying, "You look a lot like Aunt Gao."

Qu Liaoyuan turned his head, smiled at him, and said, "Did you praise me for being good-looking?"

Song Ye said: "You look amazing."

Qu Liaoyuan felt that he was joking again, and said, "It looks good as long as it looks good, what's dead? Talk nonsense."

"You're so pretty," Song Ye said with a smile, holding his heart, "When my brother saw you, he thought death was worth it."

Qu Liaoyuan said with a shocked expression, "Damn it, how can you say that? I can't."

Song Ye said: "Come here."

"What's the matter? I'm going to take a shower." Qu Liaoyuan said, still shirtless, walked two steps in front of Song Ye, thinking that Song Ye wanted to kiss again.

Song Ye parted his knees, hooked his waist with one hand, hugged him to his body, and kissed him on the chest.

Qu Liaoyuan didn't expect him to be like this, and immediately shuddered, the two of them just kissed and hugged each other every day, and the parts of the body covered by the cloth had limited direct contact.

"I'm getting goosebumps!" He stretched out his arms in front of Song Ye's eyes and said, "Look!"

"..." Song Ye raised his face and asked him, "Don't you like it?"

Qu Liaoyuan: "..."

He went to take a shower.Song Ye was still sitting there with his knees apart, feeling a little annoyed and unwilling.

The kiss just now was not premeditated, it was an accident driven by instinct, and it was really just a kiss at first.But at the time of the kiss, Song Ye suddenly had expectations, this is an intimate contact other than kissing and hugging.

What was Qu Liaoyuan's reaction?Goosebumps all over his body, and he still told Song Ye in surprise, which seemed to mean "Look, I can't accept this".

It has been half a year since the two of them started puppylove, and Song Ye has never clearly felt Qu Liaoyuan's sexual orientation. Sometimes he feels that he is also a natural homosexual, and sometimes he feels that he may not like homosexuals at all.

According to Freud's theory of sexual stages, everyone's sexual needs start from the oral stage in childhood, and after going through several psychological stages, they will eventually reach a latent stage, which will determine a person's sexual needs to a certain extent. sexual orientation.

In the process of growing up, people begin to develop gender awareness, but after they have gender awareness, their initial needs are limited by physical development and have nothing to do with reproduction, but the rapid cuddling between the same sex. Boys only play with boys. Girls also tend to just hang out with girls.

In human nature, there will first be a need for socializing with the same sex, but not much interest in communicating with the opposite sex. This is about the so-called incubation period.During this incubation period, some people’s need to interact with the same sex has been met, and then they will begin to turn to the need to interact with the opposite sex in the middle and late adolescence period, while some people have not been satisfied in the same-sex social interaction and still stay at this need The stage of intercourse with the same sex|.At the same time, everyone's physiology has matured at the same time, and they have begun to have reproductive needs, so the former is heterosexual, and the latter is homosexual.

Song Ye was convinced that he was the latter, even before the incubation period came, he already had a need for Qu Liaoyuan.

When he had nothing to do with sex, he had already developed a stable and long-term relationship with Qu Liaoyuan, and he had to be the only person around Qu Liaoyuan—only in this way could he feel that all the desires in life had something to do with it. possibility of being satisfied.

But Qu Liaoyuan may just be developing slowly, and the incubation period has not completely passed.If Freud’s theory is true, Qu Liaoyuan’s contacts with the same sex are too frequent. From elementary school to the present, if a sign falls on the campus and hits three boys, at least one of them is Qu Liaoyuan’s “friend.” ".After the incubation period passes, he may be more interested in girls. He may not be gay, that's why there is always no response to kisses. Another girl might kiss him earlier...

Song Ye exhaled and forcibly stopped all fantasies.He couldn't think about it anymore, and thinking about it would produce a lot of dark thoughts.

As Qu Liaoyuan said, this is not healthy.

Song Ye knew early on that he was not mentally healthy, and even the extent of his mental unhealthiness was far beyond Qu Liaoyuan's imagination.

The wooden door of the room was pushed open, Qu Liaoyuan came in with wet hair, wearing only a pair of shorts, with an indescribable expression on his face.

"Did you finish washing so soon?" Song Ye said with a very normal expression and tone, "Take a bath and fool around every day, is it because you are afraid that someone will eat you if you wash too clean?"

Qu Liaoyuan closed the door and locked it, and rushed over a few steps, holding the side of the elastic band of the shorts, Song Ye noticed that the drawstring of the shorts was not tied.

"Xiaoye, look." Qu Liaoyuan was a little excited, but also a little embarrassed, with a very complicated expression, he pulled his shorts and showed Song Ye.

Song Ye was caught off guard by this accident, and said, "You...what's going on?"

"I didn't touch it! It's like this!" Qu Liaoyuan always kept in mind that he was a patient who was not allowed to masturbate before the circumcision operation, and hurriedly cleared his innocence, saying, "It was all kissed by you just now." !"

Song Ye thought, kissed?Has the incubation period passed?Freud's theory says... shut up and shut up.

In fact, Qu Liaoyuan doesn't have the problem of overlong foreskin, it looks good.

"Brother," Qu Liaoyuan blushed a little, and asked, "What should I do?"

Song Ye calmed down and asked calmly, "What do you want to do?"

"I want...you teach me," Qu Liaoyuan worried, "but what if I really can't grow up?"

After weighing the pros and cons for a short time, Mr. Song made a decisive decision and said, "Actually, once or twice, the impact is not big."