[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

I still remember how I felt the first time I rode a roller coaster.

Holding the handle in front of him tightly, as the car climbed steadily, his heart rose to his throat.After the highest point, there is a burst of stimulating experience that cannot be described in words——

The scenery flashing by in the horizon, the pleasure of swooping down like flying, and the suffocating oppression when you are about to fall.

During the 360° large rotation, the weightlessness at the moment when the body is turned upside down is like a bird hovering in the sky, free from the constraints of gravity, with a light and comfortable feeling.

So she used to think that weightlessness was a very precious and wonderful experience.

Only today did I realize that she was wrong.

Very wrong.

It was a fall so fast that she had no time to react.

The heartbeat stopped suddenly, the world turned upside down, the sky became everything she could see, and everything was silent at the moment of stagnation.

When she recovered from that short and long moment, her body was shaking slightly with the wind, and the legs that used to support her body were hanging helplessly, and she couldn't find any fulcrum that she could rest assured.Only the constant pain coming from her left hand reminded her of a fact——

Before she fell, someone grabbed her.

Jasmine also raised her head and saw that hand.In my memory, the man's hand has always been as white and slender as a pianist's. When he stretches it out, his movements are elegant and beautiful, and when he holds it, he is gentle and soft.But at this moment, the knuckles turned white with blue veins, and the force with which she was clasping her wrist was not gentle at all, and the pain made her even want to break free.

"... Li Ye, Jasmine Ye!"

His voice finally reached Jasmine's ears over many barriers, and the whistling wind hit her eardrums at the same time. It seemed that someone was shouting, but it was inaudible from afar.After a few seconds, the brain paralyzed by weightlessness finally resumed its functioning.

"Zheng... Jun?"

"Give me the other hand too!" He gritted his teeth and stretched out his left hand that was originally stuck on the protective wall.

Jasmine also raised her hand obediently, but was surprised to find that she was still holding her mobile phone in that hand.

"Forget about the phone, throw it away and give me your hand!"

Akashi once again gave the order concisely, but this time, Jasmine also hesitated.

"But, but..." This was a birthday present her father bought for her last year.

"Throw it away!" He didn't have the strength to persuade slowly, even if his physical fitness was far superior to his peers, it was still very difficult for him to hold Jasmine through a 30cm concrete wall with one hand.

"Ahem, although you all forgot that I still exist, I'm really here all the time."

The voice of a third party suddenly appeared on the rooftop, no, it appeared right in front of Akashi.

But there was clearly nothing in front of him.

Once he focused on searching, a vague shadow slowly appeared in the field of vision, as if the curtain of camouflage paint had been lifted, the black-haired man in sportswear and scarf stood in front of him, embarrassed Smile at him.

Then he easily picked up Jasmine's collar with one hand.

It was really easy, even with only two fingers, even if he pretended to shout "hey hey hey hey", he couldn't hide the abnormality.And Jasmine also obediently let him carry it, and winked at Akashi innocently, like a cat who has done something wrong and was picked up by its owner to teach her a lesson.

Although full of doubts, Akashi maintained a high degree of restraint and cooperation, and did not ask this guy who was as elusive as Kuroko any questions.She just waited for him to step towards the rooftop, and followed his steps to back up until he let go of his hand and put Jasmine back into her arms.

Feeling the girl's warmth and shallow breathing close at hand, Akashi was finally completely relieved.

It's finally safe.

"You are the Mr. Yato that Jasmine also mentioned."

Black hair, sportswear, scarf, a voice very similar to his, and this ability to crush the void.

God...?

The hands supporting Jasmine's back pressed inward a little longer, and thanked her calmly.

"Thank you for your helping hand."

Yato's thick nerves couldn't get the delicate atmosphere at all. He waved his hands pretentiously and said, "Oh, you're welcome. I promised Kuroki to be responsible for picking her up if she jumped. For believers My wish, I will do what I say."

Yes, he had a good discussion with Jasmine. If Pappoulis didn't show up by 10 o'clock, she would actually perform a free fall, and she could even play a feigned death to continue to induce the other party to show up.With him as a god, this plan would have been foolproof.Who knew that the original script was executed well, because Yuno and Akashi disrupted the situation, and everyone, including Jasmine, forgot about him who had a weak sense of existence.

So he and Xueyin sat on the top of the roof, eating popcorn (Jasmine also bought it) and watching an eight o'clock dog-blood drama, which was also mixed with jealousy and pushing and giving in, which was really enjoyable.In fact, according to the development of this kind of plot, he had expected that you danced and I danced too. Everyone danced to really dance this sour and refreshing scene of dying for love.

Well, it seems that I have watched too many dog-blooded dramas, and it is time to wash my brain.

"I see. I understand the general situation."

With only one sentence from Yato, Akashi basically completed the speculation of the cause and effect of the whole incident.He took out a 5 yuan coin from his trouser pocket and threw it backhanded.

"Jasmine also caused you trouble."

Yato stretched out his hand reflexively to catch it, and then suddenly realized that he couldn't accept other people's money. This was Jasmine's wish, and other people couldn't do it for him!However, the money was in his arms, and he didn't want to spit it out at all.

"We will take care of the next thing, thank you for your hard work."

Wow, this person, he almost said the words "you are useless, kneel down"!What's your attitude, Yato-sama just saved the two of you, okay?Originally, I wanted to talk about the theory, but who knew that this heterochromia patient would not even look at him anymore, just pretending that he didn't exist!

"Hey Kuroki—oh!" Open your eyes wide to see, your poor god is being ignored by the guy next to you!You can't find a man like this!Let me tell you that I don't agree with this marriage!

After a series of words failed to come out, his dear Xueyin, an artifact with elbows turned outwards, covered his mouth, muttering something like "you will be kicked by a horse if you prevent others from falling in love". Drag him down the stairwell.

"It hurts! My back hurts so much! What are you doing, Xueyin?! Let me tell you this time, I will definitely..."

Lord Shenming's slightly noisy complaints went away, and the empty rooftop became quiet again.

Akashi lowered his head, and could only see the top of Jasmine's fluffy hair, even with the restraint of the headband, it was still blown up and down in all directions by the wind.

"Jasmine too, don't you have anything to say?"

The body in her arms froze immediately, she trembled helplessly, then raised her eyes slowly and cautiously, and said pitifully: "I, my legs are weak, I can't stand up anymore, can I sit down and talk?"

"..." You have been silent for such a long time to prepare your lines, so you just tell me this in the first sentence?

Feeling that the hand supporting her was slightly loosened, Jasmine slid down very smoothly, bent her legs, and sat on the ground.This down-to-earth feeling is so blissful. If the floor is not so cold, she would like to perform a kiss on the ground right now.

It's a pity that the time to immerse yourself in a sense of security is always so short.

When Akashi squatted down in front of her, staring at her with a serious expression, Jasmine also thought from the bottom of her heart.

But having said that, Masamune-kun is graceful no matter what he does, is it because he always straightens his back?This most image-destroying squatting posture would obviously look vulgar if one was not careful, but he bent his knees naturally and without pretentiousness, without any sense of disobedience or loss of his outstanding temperament.

It's completely different from Kise who often collapses other than the face.

Sure enough, a man still depends on his temperament.

"Are you ready to reflect on yourself?" Akashi asked in a deep voice after Jasmine's eyes refocused and their eyes fell on his face.

"……what?"

"What are you thinking again?" That's right, although he could understand when Jasmine's mind wandered and when she returned to her mind, but after so many years, he still couldn't grasp the thinking circuit of her wandering off into the sky from time to time.

"I'm thinking that even Zhengjun's squatting posture looks good, how did he do it?"

Facts have proved that this kind of calmness that remains unchanged before the collapse of Mount Tai, like experience, will grow with the passage of time.Now Akashi can no longer change his face towards Jasmine's sudden straightness, and can even follow her logic to ask back.

"Understood, so what?"

"Uh," she thought for a long time before tilting her head, "satisfy my curiosity?"

"What will happen if you are not satisfied?"

"Well, then I will always be curious..."

"That's it." He nodded in understanding.

Jasmine also waited for a long time, but did not wait for the next article.In the end, it was so itchy that he shook his little finger and asked:

"So how did you do it? Won't you tell me?"

"Ah, I was just asking." Not going to give you an answer.

"Eh?" Jasmine also froze.

The frozen smile on her face was so funny, Akashi softened the lines of her face, raised the corners of her mouth and let out a chuckle.

Jasmine, who had just reacted, was ready to complain, but the laughter that was so soft that it was almost inaudible reached her ears, softly sprinkled a handful of sugar on her heart, and directly hit her brain.His eyes were slightly bent, and the golden red eyes reflected a soft halo in the sunlight, just like the gentle boy in his memory.

Her heartbeat missed a beat, and Jasmine nervously shifted her gaze away from him, and the words she originally wanted to complain became harmless after she uttered them.

"Why are you... like this..."

On the contrary, because of her soft tone and protracted ending, she brought out a bit of indulgent sweetness, more like a coquettish who wanted to refuse and welcome.

It will only make people want to bully her even more.

And Akashi, who had gone around such a big circle and wanted to return the topic to the core idea of ​​"reflection", found that he had unknowingly deviated from the main point of this conversation.But even if he found out, he didn't have the will to pull it back at all. He wanted to let go of this direction that he couldn't grasp like never before, just like the turbulent thoughts that were about to burst out of his body that he couldn't control at all now.

Her words were like a pot of hot oil poured on the fire, quickly detonating his suppressed emotions.

I want to bully her, I want to see her show a more shameful expression, I want her to look at him pitifully while crying, I want to control everything about her.

"Then what do you want?"

As soon as Akashi pulled her arm, Jasmine fell headfirst into his arms.One hand was placed on her back, and slowly slid down as she raised her upper body, her strong fingertips undisguisedly stroked her spine inch by inch, and then moved to the other side, clasping her The slimmest hollows of the body.

Jasmine also straightened her back comfortably following his movements, raised her head, and the groan that escaped her mouth accidentally made her face, which was already deeply ashamed, blush even more thoroughly, her eyes were moist, and it seemed that the next second she would To shed tears.

His eyes fell on her face, and he moved it carefully, as if he wanted to firmly remember every slight change of her expression, so serious and focused.After carefully drawing all the compositions, he stopped by her lips.

"Jasmine, tell me, what do you want me to do?"

The deep voice wrapped her around again, and the chest cavity and eardrum completed a terrible resonance, which directly knocked away her remaining thinking ability.

"I—uh!"

Just opened his mouth, before he could say anything, Akashi lowered his head and sealed it with a kiss.

From the beginning, he didn't intend to ask for her opinion, everything was just a ploy to make her open her lips.

Things happened so fast, Jasmine was also a little at a loss.It's just that the moment the lips and teeth meet, the feeling of distress that has been pressing down on the chest quickly subsides, as if there is an outlet for catharsis.The heart was beating violently, and the terrible shock exploded in her mind, magnified countless times, and she even felt that the people around her must be able to hear it.

How to do?

Familiar breath, familiar people, strange and turbulent enthusiasm, as intense as if it would tear her apart in the next second.The hand clasped around her waist became tighter and tighter, and the hand holding her neck inserted deeply into her hair, as if wanting to rub her into his flesh and blood.

How to do?

Her confused mind was in a muddle, and she couldn't give her any instructions except that she was about to be steamed, but her body started automatically.The hands that had been on his chest were lifted up and crossed behind his neck, completing the standard hugging posture.The thighs kneeling on the ground overcame the temptation of gravity, stood up on their own initiative, and sent themselves to the most appropriate height.

After feeling his breath enveloping her in all directions, Jasmine also closed her eyes to respond to his enthusiasm.

What she wants, Zhengjun will always know one step earlier than her.

Yes, I just want you.

In the stairwell leading to the roof, in a dark place where sunlight cannot reach, Yuno stood silently with her back against the wall.

The light from the phone screen illuminated her face, but it couldn't melt the darker shadows in her eyes.

If Akashi dared to make a move, she would kick him away.

If Jasmine showed any signs of struggling, she would kick him away.

But Jasmine not only did not resist, but also responded.

I have always had such a premonition in my heart, and this day finally came.

Obviously, she could stop it if she just walked out, just like she did in the ward that day, but this time she couldn't take that step.

I don't want to keep lying to myself anymore.

The person Jasmine also wanted the most has always been Akashi Seijuro.

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