[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

"Pfft——" Yuno laughed outright shamelessly.

You stare at me, keep staring at me, even if you stare out your eyes, I will never forget the scene just now.

She didn't notice the undercurrent here at all, seeing that her request was not met, Jasmine didn't give up either, instead she puffed up her cheeks and solemnly reiterated: "I want a hug!"

Akashi couldn't continue to ignore her now, and turned to look at Yuno wonderingly.

What's wrong with her?

how could I know?

Aren't you always by her side?

You've known me longer than I do, and it's not like you don't know.

The two quietly exchanged eye contact for two seconds, and finally he moved to the edge of the bed and sat down helplessly, and was then thrown into his arms by Jasmine.

"Ah, it's so cool." Satisfied, he rubbed his lips a few more times, and he didn't know what he was talking about.

Akashi, who couldn't move at all, didn't continue to play the big-eyed and small-eyed game with Yuno this time, he calmly - at least on the surface - pulled up the quilt and wrapped it around his body Man, make sure she doesn't catch a cold.Then he picked up the thermometer on the bedside table and put it into Jasmine's ear to measure the temperature——

39°.

It burned harder than when Yuno told him just now.

No wonder he felt cold on his body, and could feel the scalding heat on her body through a layer of pajamas.Is it really okay to burn like this?

"Did the doctor really say that no other treatment is needed?"

Yuno glanced at him in surprise, and replied after a while: "I just took the antipyretic medicine, and it doesn't take effect so quickly."

He seemed to want to say something, but the restless guy in his arms made a new moth.Jasmine was also rubbing happily, but the bag on her head happened to hit Akashi's collarbone, and she hugged her head in pain and cried.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooth

One second he was still holding on to the bear, and the next second he moved his love and quickly switched to the bear's embrace.

"Ha woo~"

Akashi:  …

"You haven't eaten lunch yet, I cooked porridge."

They both had eaten before he came.By the way, she still didn't buy ice cream. When she got downstairs, her overheated mind calmed down, and she bought a few pears instead.

Calculating the time, Akashi probably hadn't had time to eat, he must have rushed over right after receiving the call.Even if you don't like him, you still have to have the basic way of hospitality, not to mention that he is also worried about Jasmine--

Wait, worry?

Thinking about it carefully, whether it was his unnecessary sudden visit or the question about antipyretics just now, these are situations that would never occur under normal circumstances, and they cannot be compared with calmness and composure.

Are you ignoring facts you should have noticed because you were so worried?

he?How can this be?

This person is Akashi Seijuro, the Akashi Seijuro who is always at ease, calm and restrained no matter what happens, and has never shown any wavering in front of outsiders.Even during the time when her mother died, he was only a little depressed emotionally, and he still didn't show the slightest flaw in his dealings with others.In front of him like this, it seems that even sympathy is a kind of contempt.

Don't need the care of others, don't need the help of others, don't even need the support of others.

He needs nothing, because he can do everything by himself.

As long as others follow him, look up to him, and follow him, they will naturally make the best choice.

He is like a precision-running cold machine, precise and perfect, without any flaws.

It's not her prejudice against Akashi.

Didn't he say it himself?The so-called feelings are nothing but irrelevant burdens.

She just needs to keep moving forward and throw away other things.

—He said it himself.

But what is going on with this person in front of her now?

"Is Masaru going to leave?" Mingming just pushed him away with disdain, and when she found out that Akashi was going to get up, Jasmine was also unhappy again.

"Don't go, just go to lunch."

"No, you are lying to Jasmine, saying that you must leave after dinner!"

"It's really just eating."

Jasmine also looked back and forth between Akashi and Yuno several times, and finally made a decision——

She threw herself on Akashi again and hugged him tightly.

"Then eat here!"

Facts have proved that once a person who has never acted coquettishly or self-willed really starts to mess around, there is no bottom line at all.

What can Akashi do?He couldn't push her away, what if he cried again and showed him?He is also very desperate.

"My wife, please excuse me."

He compromised.

You actually compromised? !

Although the current little angel's lethality has increased dramatically, she herself can only compromise, but you are the one who speaks harshly to me and doesn't care Akashi Seijuro!Think about the settings you set for yourself!

Yuno's heart is very complicated at the moment, so complicated that she doesn't even know how to complain.

Jasmine, who was originally relieved to play with the bear because Akashi didn't leave, also saw that he was starting to drink porridge, and came over to beg for food, unwilling to be lonely.Then Yuno watched helplessly as the two played a scene of feeding each other in front of her, eating enough dog food.

Hemp egg!

"My wife, did you prepare these?"

Following Akashi's line of sight, he found that he was referring to the brochures of major music colleges on the bedside table.

"It was sent by her fans yesterday."

"Fans?" This was an unexpected answer, and Akashi, who had just asked casually, immediately re-examined the stack of things.

"The letter is at the bottom, you can read it yourself if you want." She picked up her school uniform jacket and began to put it on.And she couldn't drive Akashi away, she could only choose to keep out of sight.

"I went to school."

"Is Yunano leaving?" Jasmine also asked.

"Well, it's fine for Akashi to stay here with you."

This sentence is actually a little cautious. Although the chance is slim, if the little angel said that she wanted to accompany her instead of Akashi, wouldn't she be able to justifiably drive Akashi away?

Unfortunately, the reality is always like this——

"Can you not go?"

Huh?Could it be that there is a play?

"Jasmine also wants to take a nap together."

Before Yuno could waver, she added the second half of the sentence——

"Three together."

"...It's nothing." If she wants to take a nap with Akashi, let's kill her!

Giving someone a warning look that you know, Yuno picked up her schoolbag and left.

After a while, Akashi, who was browsing the pitch information page, suddenly spoke and asked:

"Do you want to go to pitch?"

The same problem, the only difference lies in Jasmine's current state.He also couldn't explain why he asked her again when she was unconscious, but after seeing that pile of information, he always wanted to confirm it again.

Jasmine also put down the bear, raised her eyes to look at him, and said without the slightest hesitation: "Yes, I want to go."

"Compared to going to Luoshan with me?"

"Want to go to pitch."

I don't know if it's because of the fever and confusion, but the interference of the PTSD condition has been ruled out, and there is no extra energy to think about the rest of the messy people and things, the most authentic voice in her heart replied.

Although when she recovers, there may be a different answer.

The desire in my heart conflicts with what I want to stick to, but in the end, my consciousness always betrays myself and favors others.

It doesn't matter what your own wishes are, but the wishes of others are more important.The result of constantly hypnotizing myself like this is to hurt myself again and again, and I will never be able to get out of that whirlpool.

There may be people in this world who need to live with sinful karma, but Jasmine doesn't either.Some people may need to endure the condemnation of conscience day and night, but neither does Jasmine.

She will be happy because of the kitten on the roadside, feel happy because of a lollipop, and be satisfied because of a hug from others.She never expects anything extravagantly, she just wants the people around her to be happy from the bottom of her heart.

Such a beautiful girl, he didn't want her to continue to be bound by that curse.

If she couldn't do it on her own, he would do it for her.If she insisted on ignoring her own voice, he would force her to hear it.If she felt pain because of going against the wishes of others, or even fell ill directly due to excessive psychological pressure like today——

He will not stop, will not compromise.

Compared with the happiness and happiness of a lifetime, the temporary suffering and pain are the tests that must be experienced.

But every time he sees her uncomfortable appearance and her crying face, he will also be reluctant and feel distressed.Even if his will is beyond ordinary people, he sometimes falters when faced with the pain of important people.Thinking of simply being like my wife, pampering her blindly, isolating her from all the suffering in the world, creating a dreamy and beautiful world, and letting her live like that for the rest of her life.

But no matter how crystal clear and beautiful the glass cover is, it cannot conceal the essence of the cage.

Jasmine is also like that, how could he have the heart to break her wings and make her live in a false world all her life?

She should walk in the sun, stand on the stage, go wherever she wants.

She deserves the best in this world.

"Well, I know."

I've always known that no matter what pain you've been through, you've never changed that.

You are still the one who lives in the music world, the one who can play brilliant movements, and the one who made me fall in love at first sight.

"No matter what happens in the future, I will never apologize."

Jasmine also lay on the bear, tilting her head at Akashi wonderingly: "Why did Masaru apologize? Did you do something bad?"

"How come?" He smiled and patted her head, "I only do the right thing at all times."

Because I have always been the person who knows you best in this world.

So, I was absolutely right.

The author has something to say: If you get confused, you will become frank.

Everyone felt that they were the best choice for Jasmine.