[Comprehensive] Escape from shame is useless

In the early morning of the weekend, Yuno yawned and pushed open the door, and glanced at the wall clock on the sofa in the living room.

The hour hand points to 9 o'clock.

Rubbing her eyes, she floated outside Jasmine's door and knocked lazily.

"Jasmine too, wake up, Jasmine too~"

No response.

This familiar situation made Yuno silent for two seconds, and while shouting "I'm in", he turned the lock and pushed the door open.The light green curtains were lifted by the wind and fell back to the side of the bed. The quilt was folded and placed on the head of the bed. The person who was supposed to sleep late on it was nowhere to be seen.

Yuno sighed helplessly, turned around without hesitation, walked through the spacious living room, and walked to the closed door at the other end.Sure enough, when you get here, you can hear the sound of the piano that has been reduced by the mute.

"Jasmine too, did you stay up all night again?"

Pushing open the door, Yuno put one hand on the door frame and asked angrily.

"Good morning Yuno, the weather is so good today, so I woke up at 6 o'clock." She calmly put the piano and bow back into the piano case, and walked towards this side.Under the morning light, her face was rosy, her eyes were clear, except for a few dull hairs that were stubbornly curled up, there was really no sign of having survived the night at all.

Jasmine also slipped under Yuno's arm, and poked her creaking socket like a villain.

"Go wash up, I'll make you hot breakfast. Hehe!"

Yuno was so itchy to chase her for a few steps, and turned to the bathroom halfway.Looking at herself in the mirror with messy hair, and then turning her head to look at Jasmine who was humming and busy in the kitchen, she suddenly felt a weird sense of happiness that she was completely surrounded by little angels.

No, no, no, it's obvious that her goal is to keep the little angel, so how can it be the other way around? !

Speaking of which, after Jasmine was also discharged from the hospital, it seemed that she never stayed overnight.She goes to bed at 10 o'clock on time every day and starts at 6 o'clock. Even if there is no morning training, she still maintains a good morning running habit.I thought she would stay in bed on weekends like before, but never expected that she would get up and practice the piano without going for a morning run? !

"Jasmine too, I know you've been very excited since you played Star Music, but when it's time to rest, you should take a good rest, okay?"

At the dinner table, Yuno persuasively persuaded him while eating.And Jasmine, who had already had breakfast, was also sitting opposite her, she tilted her head and rested her chin, and responded with a smile, although she didn't understand what Yuno was talking about at all.

In her opinion, she has sufficient sleep time of 8 hours a day, guaranteed daily morning jogging when she was in school, and club activities twice a week.On weekends, I didn't blindly practice piano at home, and occasionally went to play with my former friends.For example, I went to the shopping mall with May last week, and I went back to Lihai University last week to watch the tennis team's training...

It's all like this, how to pay attention to rest, she really doesn't understand.

But Yuno must be right to say so, let's just say it's right.

"What are your plans for this afternoon?" After drinking the last sip of soup, Yuno wiped her mouth gracefully.

"Make an appointment with Airi to go to the piano store to buy replacement strings and rosin."

"..." Why didn't you follow the routine?

Yuno paused, and continued to ask, "What about tomorrow?"

"Go to the aquarium with Zheng Jun tomorrow, didn't I tell you?"

Ah, yes, after they made this date plan three days ago, Jasmine also excitedly told her about it, and from that day on, she struggled with the issue of what to wear for two whole days.Please, there's nothing to worry about, anyway, even if she wears a school uniform, the brat will think she's as cute as an angel—what, don't you think?Then why do you want him?Forget it.

"Well, I pay attention to rest, right? So Yuno doesn't have to worry about my body."

Faced with Jasmine's cute smile, Yuno who dug a hole and buried herself in it could only pretend to be strong.

"Well, it's good, keep it up."

She stood up, and when Jasmine also took the bowls and chopsticks back to the kitchen, she threw the paper towel she had just wiped her mouth into the trash can along with the two tickets in her pocket.

After lunch, the joyous Jasmine was also sent out of the house, and Yuno was alone in the empty living room for a long time.What woke her up was a phone call—

"Sister Yuno, are you free now?" On the other end of the phone was another excited girl.

"Hey hey, I went to school to look for him yesterday, and I deliberately asked him to go shopping with me. I bought a rabbit doll for senior sister Jasmine, and I helped senior sister grab the new signed album from BlackStone! Ah By the way, we also helped a lost little sister find her mother! Listen to me..."

The girl's overly energetic voice came through the receiver of the phone exactly, and it was completely different from the weak, restless, and melancholy image at the beginning. It was like a different person, unbelievably cheerful.

She babbled on many things, about how she tricked that guy out of school yesterday, how she made him miss the evening piano lesson, how she lined up for her album, about the night's school adventure story, about Xingkong downloads her bicycle...

Many, many, filled with joy and happiness, just listening to it will make people unconsciously soften their eyebrows and eyes.After the long story was told, there was a long silence on the other side.

When he spoke again, everything returned to the original appearance again.

"Senior sister, it's not just my legs, my hands...can no longer hold a bow. A violinist who can't hold a bow is meaningless at all..."

"Really?" After listening to her countless words, Yuno spoke for the first time, "Don't you still have a mouth?"

"Huh?" What?

"If your hands don't work, use your feet, and if your feet don't work, use your teeth. Whether it's sad, painful, or desperate—" Yuno took a deep breath, looked through the ceiling, and looked at Jasmine who was also lonely a long time ago. But happy smiley.

"You have to keep playing no matter what. This is your destiny as musicians, and it is the proof that you are alive. Isn't it, Kaoru?"

No matter whether it was Gong Yuan or Jasmine, they were all constantly struggling to move forward in the abyss of pain and despair.

"...So this sentence sounds like this." Her laughter was broken and mixed with choking, and she suddenly remembered that when she used it to motivate her accompanist Arima Kosei, he seemed to have said similar words.

"It's too much, it seems that as long as you become a musician, you will be particularly miserable."

"Jasmine has also come out. No matter how much hardship God has given her, she has come out. So it's your turn, Kaoru." Yuno stood up, gripped the phone tightly, and asked very seriously:

"Are you going to give up?"

"I..." But her illness doesn't just need to work hard, as long as she doesn't give up, she can be cured.

"Are you willing to?"

Are you willing to live a life that is painful but still colorful now, willing to enter the long-awaited high school that you can enter in one year, willing to wait for almost ten years to finally approach the longing, willing to let the only ensemble of the two become a slam dunk?

"Of course I can't bear it! I, I don't want to die, Yuno-senpai, I don't want to!"

"Then hold on. I said, I won't let you die, and I will do what I say."

After hanging up the phone, Yuno returned to her room.On the desk, there are several fist-thick books piled up there. Roughly speaking, there are "Pathology", "Medical Psychology", "Neuroanatomy" and so on. Bookmarks of different colors are inserted among the pages like scales .She casually took a book from the top, flipped to the place where she saw it last time, sat down and continued to read.

She didn't go out to play or rest for several months in a row. She didn't go to bed until 5 o'clock after reading a book last night. It was obviously her fault.

Ahh, I really want to go to the movies with Jasmine and eat popcorn together~

At the same time, Nanqin Shop.

"Here, you want PIRASTRO's Wondertonesolo and Corelli's dust bag." The shopkeeper wearing glasses smiled kindly and put the things they wanted on the counter.

Jasmine also took the strings and rosin, and thanked them.

"Master Kuroki uses these two combinations... No wonder the sound of the piano is so gentle."

Ueno came over to take a look, and found that it was completely different from her preferences.She is a penetrating and stable type, and the string rosin is red sun with Andrea's solo.

"In fact, I don't have much feeling for this. It doesn't matter to me what kind of strings and rosin. Zhengjun likes this kind of tone better, so I don't bother to change it." Just like she couldn't figure out the tennis racket string, she actually I'm also not sure about the strings and rosin, after all, I haven't changed it for anything else since I was a child.

"Akashi-sama? Your relationship has always been so good, it's really enviable!"

One always uses the same collocation for the other party's preference, regardless of the trouble it brings to his own performance.The other designed a complicated situation in order to let the other party return to the stage, and even used the power of the family to pave the way for her.For a person like her who knew the inside story from the beginning to the end, the show of love was so beautiful that she really couldn't see it.

uh, wait-

"Well, Airi, can you stop calling 'Master' or something...it's too shameful." It wasn't the first time she said that, but Ueno didn't change his words.This time, she still perfectly ignored Jasmine's proposal.

"I've always used this kind of collocation... so did you play Paganini 24 in the competition?"

"Yeah, it's fun to use this combination of La Paganini, it's like a breakout game!"

Ueno was so shocked that he lost his expression: "Is it because of slipping..."

As a genius in the eyes of ordinary people, she still couldn't reach the realm where Jasmine was, and her three views were completely refreshed.

Ordinary violinists are tortured to the point of neurasthenia in order to practice Paganini's tunes, and they can't wait to put on the rosin that is hardened to the point of explosion, so that the strings and bow hairs are 120% sensitive, and every light rub of the bow and strings feels Can bring out the most vivid sound.But Jasmine also specially used this kind of insensitive collocation, her strength was not enough and she couldn't even make the desired sound at all.In the high-intensity performance of Paganini's repertoire, you have to be distracted to take into account the strength of each bow——

Isn't this a level break game...

While they were still fighting Mario in normal mode, she was already playing Cat Leo in hell mode.Yes, I only gave myself one life!

This is not called playing music, this is simply self-abuse!

She still played this trick in such an important game!More importantly, it is played so delicately and perfectly!There is no sign of slipping at all!

Perhaps it was because Ueno's expression was too unlovely, as dull as Jasmine also realized that there might be something wrong with her words, and immediately tried to remedy it.

"That's all in the past. I can't pull Paganini anytime soon. Bach and Mozart are just right for this combination."

There was no refutation, Master Heimu did not rebut!

That is to say, does she really think it's fun to pull Paganini when the bow slips? !

"Ahaha...well, that's true." Ueno's eyes became even more deadly.

When the two of them were having afternoon tea together, Jasmine's hands suddenly trembled and she broke the spoon in her hand. Only then did Ueno come back to his senses and stop her subconsciously bending down to pick up the pieces.

"Master Heimu, watch out for your hands!"

It wasn't until the waiter came over to tidy up the debris and brought a new spoon that Jasmine realized that when Ueno looked at her hand, his worried expression was too serious, and he hesitated to speak.

"Airi, you don't have to be so cautious."

She really wasn't so entangled, the current situation was much better than expected, at least it was just not stable yet.She can still play, but needs time to recover.

"In fact, I am already very satisfied. I can study at Xingzhuo like this, and I can play in the sun without any scruples. These are things that I didn't even dare to think about before. As for whether my hands will be good, when will they be good? -"

She lowered her head and looked at the calloused hands, just as the words expressed, she smiled without a trace of haze.

"It doesn't matter. You must understand that people like us are happy enough as long as we can play."

"Master Kuroki is indeed a very strong person."

Just because he knew what kind of past she had, Ueno couldn't feel the slightest bit of jealousy.

It would be a lie to say that you are not envious, but you still feel sincerely that it is really great that such a rare talent can exist in Jasmine.

The sound of the piano is like a human being, and her heart is so clear and moving, one cannot but look forward to it, and cannot but love it.

"But I still prefer you when you play Paganini on a slippery violin!"

It's not the calm and mature you who see through everything now, but the you who are so energetic when you challenge the unimaginable fields of ordinary people!

Ueno grabbed Jasmine's hand and said excitedly, "Master Kuroki, we will work hard together, and we will be fine!"

"Airi..."

"I learned a set of hand exercises two days ago. It is used to exercise the muscles of the hands. I heard that it also has the effect of relaxing the nerves. Maybe it will help your hands too. Want to try it?"

Manual?Could it be the one the doctor taught her to practice every night before going to bed?

"Okay, let me try."

Ueno carefully demonstrated every movement, and Jasmine finally confirmed that it was the same kind of manual exercise.Also, there are so many different types of hand exercises that are useful for rehabilitation.But she didn't mean to expose it, but obediently followed Ueno to do it a few times as a review.

Not just talking, Airi is sincerely trying to help her recover.

Although there was nothing new, she really felt the intention.

Thank you, I will work hard!

After finishing their afternoon tea, the two chatted casually for a while before parting.After seeing off Jasmine, Ueno took out his mobile phone and made a call.

"I have already taught her, Kuroki-sama is very happy...why don't you teach it yourself...well, if this is your wish, Tsukimori-senpai."

The author has something to say: I thought I would recover from a cold soon, I coded at 2 o'clock yesterday in a moment of excitement, and today I knelt again orz

Don’t learn from me, people will die if they die ==