12 years after graduation, I want to get married

Now I have lost consciousness in my lower body, and my consciousness is gradually disappearing. Although I am extremely thirsty, fortunately, my sore and chaotic stomach has survived the most hungry time, and only occasional gastric acid aggravates the burning sensation in my throat.

The injection the doctor gave me paralyzed my tongue, and what little saliva I had flowed down my jaw until it dried up.

Seeing nothing, I wasted my life in the boundless silence and fear, stepping on the beat of my heart towards death.

I don't know how long it took, but I heard the voices of many people.

So noisy, so many people.

And then back to absolute silence.

I rest my head on the post behind me for comfort.

There was the sound of cloth rubbing, and I felt a heat source approaching my face.

Who is going to transfer me again... I think I have almost accepted the arrangement of fate——

!

Well--

He He……

My sluggish brain turned quickly, and I was two beats slower to react:

He is kissing me.

This person carefully kissed the corner of my mouth, taking advantage of my danger.

I leaned back weakly, my wrists should be torn apart from the ridiculous struggles before.

I feel sad: I'm being tortured in a place I don't even know, I'm being kissed by a stranger, he's kissing so carefully, giving me the illusion that I'm being cherished, and I don't feel it because of it nausea.I am not sad because of the loss of my "Shuangjie", I am sad that I seem to have no shame, as if I have become dependent on this possibly dirty, barbaric, and ugly stranger.

I knew this early on, and I would never care about Bai Jin's life or death. No matter how I think about it, he must be completely dead, so dead that there are no ashes left.

I hate dead Bai Jin, who caused me trouble when I was alive, and made me toss and turn all night; after death, he still tempted me to betray the guide's genes that yearn for stability, and let me suffer humiliation here.

I hate him, blame him, want to suck his flesh and chew his bones.Not only was he unable to go back to my hometown with me, but he also made me lose the chance to see my parents forever.

Hate him, hate him, miss him, hate him, like him, hate him, hate him, miss him so much, hate him...

I trembled and shed tears, and the man stopped moving.

I no longer feel that there is anyone in this world I can rely on.

Even this person who makes me want to bite his soul into pieces, he stays away from me.

The pirates succeeded in making me afraid of loneliness, and the cage cut off my courage.

My tongue was still numb, I just felt the tears flow down my chin, and I was so sad.

Tears also left me... I was so weak that I couldn't even bear this, and my eyes were sore and stinging.

I've been tormented to the point of insanity, emotional ups and downs because of a little incident, lying on the ground like a loveless animal longing for someone to touch me.

However, when the man came closer and started kissing me again, I felt disgusting blisters from my stomach, my throat constricted, as if there were countless fluffs and hairs in my esophagus, and my lips were chasing his lightly tasted lips.

What will he do to me?

Finally... this group found a buyer for me.

My human pride abandoned me.I cannot assert my dignity as an individual.

I hate Bai Jin to death.

I want to see him.I want to see him alive.I want to be with him no matter what, regardless of everyone, I want to escape to the end of the universe with him.

I want to see him.

I like him.

I dislike him.

"Don't cry."

I must be dying, I must have degenerated into myself, to hear that stranger's voice as Bai Jin.

"Gu Chengyan." He whispered next to my ear, and the hot and humid breath penetrated into my ear. As soon as I thought of this dirty, ugly weirdo, I felt sick and wanted to attack his spiritual world with mental power and make him kneel on the ground Screaming, causing him to bleed to death from exhaustion.

Much stronger than I was, he grabbed my arm and almost overwhelmingly defeated my last resistance.

I must have looked ridiculous. The rope on my wrist was untied, but I no longer had the strength to escape.

I couldn't even slap this guy who was holding me and kissing me.

He kissed more carefully than before.

I feel a warm touch on my dry, chapped lips.

He is licking my lips.

I really--

Something that had been blocking my eyes was removed.

In its place is a hand.

He was blocking the light for me with his hands, letting me slowly adapt to the light.

My eyelashes flapped restlessly, rubbing against his palm.

I really hate Bai Jin.

I opened my eyes and saw a strange man.

All I had was strength to pounce on him and bite his jaw.