12 years after graduation, I want to get married

Bai Jin, are you dead?

At that time, I stood on a stool on the balcony and trimmed the flowers and plants left by my roommate Mr. S. I grabbed the streamer with my left hand and opened the message board at will.

An official obituary in black and white.

Bai Jin's name was at the top of the death list, and I saw it at a glance.

Oh, he's dead, it's a regular thing, Sentinels die every day.

Sergey, who was sitting across from me, silently handed me a handkerchief, but I didn't take it.

He doesn't care about others, seeing that I refused, he silently took back the towel.

I still have spare energy to evaluate Sergey, which shows that I am not in a bad mood.

The 20-year-old Gu Chengyan is secretly looking forward to the captain's promotion and taking him away from Shousui.We will be recognized by the law and sent to the association to approve the combination. I will let him take me back to my hometown to find out whether the starfish-shaped fruit really exists on the satellite; then I will follow him as a military doctor to find out what is his spiritual world. what's going on.

Such expectations were deeply buried in me as time went by, and I began to concentrate on dealing with the graduation issues of the juniors, or fighting guerrilla warfare with Director Li, shuttling between the office and the dormitory to pass the time without distraction.

I have even promised the director that I will graduate this year.

Until Sergey announced his death, once again I was reminded of Bai Jin who died inexplicably.

I mentioned that the principal lady received me nine years ago.The day she made an appointment to meet me was the day after I received the obituary.It seemed that the principal who knew everything pulled down the shutter switch to block the school leaders who were watching from outside the glass. She only did one thing to appease me, and then let me go back. "I begged your forgiveness ten thousand times... The dean thought you were a student with too high a vision, so it turned out to be so... Did the sentinel you liked die on that ship... The school also received News... don't be afraid, I'm not a 'double clean' crowd, this is a position secret, please keep it for me-this way you and I have each other's 'hands', don't you, relax kid... But I think Time will pass, you are not united to him..."

She sat next to me from the center of the harsh light, and took off her huge top hat, revealing a face full of dark spots and scars. The pink new flesh covered the dull and wrinkled skin of the headmaster like vines. "Because I lost the bonded sentinel, I struggle with the consciousness of burial every day, so I...I can't persuade you, but Gu Chengyan, you will not be affected by the desire to bury... When you calm down from this matter... I look forward to the day you graduate. Go, go back." She is such a kind, gentle and elegant lady, who actually comforted me with her secret pain.How do I compare with her, what she lost was a true love, I just lost two hug objects.

After returning to school from the front line, I deliberately failed the last exam, and the seat dropped by 62 places, because the drop was too small compared to the expectation, and I was out of breath from crying, which shocked my roommate; Through the lagging and complicated news, I learned about Baijin's perfect command again and again and the jaw-dropping speed of the [-] ship's expansion and upgrade, so I was also giggling when I was sleeping.

When I left the 62 ship, I only felt regret and embarrassment. I didn't know that I would miss and like him so much after parting.

In the entire universe, I can no longer find a Sentinel who can match my soul.

The streamer in his hand smashed on the floor tiles of the balcony, and several cracks divided up the obituary of the 62 ship.I cut Mr. S's flowers badly.

Since then, I have had problems with my mental body.I have trouble summoning it from higher dimensions.

I had no choice but to follow Director Li's advice and actively participate in meeting after meeting.

"Little Gu, one day you will forget, how can you call it love or liking like that, just hugging twice, you and I can do the same, you and your father haven't hugged before...you It’s just that your mental body is kinder than you think, and you can’t accept the death of all those former comrades-in-arms—you just need to seriously participate in the meeting and wait for time to heal, and everything will be fine.”

I obviously did as I did, and the mental body can indeed maintain its appearance for a short period of time recently. Could it be that I came all the way to Zhixing to hear Baijin's death announcement again?