12 years after graduation, I want to get married

As a guide, you can only love one person in your life. This is both sad and happy. The sad thing is that we announced that we found true love after a few meetings. The happy thing is that after we are married, we are spontaneously forced to love him (her) deeply, forever. I won't like others anymore.

I think maybe I will never meet a sentinel like Bai Jin again in this life, even if he doesn't mean anything to me, I still have to muster up the courage to tell him my feelings.Even if he remains indifferent... Then I can go back to school without any regrets and find my bonding sentinel at the meet and greet (actually it's not fair to others).

I didn't find Bai Jin on the spaceship.

Did he go out on a mission?I was flustered and regretted why I didn't find him sooner.

"Captain? Dr. Gu, are you still awake? Well...he went to Fang Heng's ground city—hey!"

If I confess my love to Bai Jin, will he be furious and send me to court-martial?Will he tell the Guild of Guilds that I lost Shuangjie?

At that time, I was already dominated by the courage and recklessness of the advance, I wished that the slowly descending elevator would be faster, I regretted my hesitation, I hoped that tomorrow would come a little slower... In short, I didn't think about the consequences at all.

Fang Heng's chain city is very large, and I lost my way among the bustling high-rise buildings.

We are not the heart-to-heart couple who have gone through hardships in the movie. He and I will not be surprised to meet at an unfamiliar intersection.

Last time, the businessman who I couldn't pester to help me find plant seeds recognized me and gave me an apple when the store closed.

I stepped on my own shadow in frustration and returned to the boat.

The blue-green fluorescence shines alone in the dark and deserted corridors, and I am lonely and greedy for the front-line life that is about to come to an end.

Maybe this is my first love that came quietly and quickly disappeared.

Dreamlike bubbles.

My footsteps stopped, and the person with his back against the porthole of my room was the captain.

He leaned against the wall, a dazed look on his face when he saw me.

As soon as I saw him, the "courage" I had accumulated in my constant self-blame for not finding Bai Jin was suddenly shattered.

I walked to the door on one hand, gave him a quick nod, and prepared to enter the room.

"Wait a minute..." Seeing that I was still about to step into the room, Bai Jin stopped me with two steps at a time.

I was definitely given the magic of "suddenly approaching" by him. Like a mermaid in a fairy tale, I stepped on the glass with bloody feet and waited for the love that could not come. He didn't combine with me, so he must be the high prince, Dominating the poor mermaid who secretly loves him.

"..." I won't talk to him anymore.I don't want to bring shame on myself.

"Gu Chengyan." Every time Bai Jin called my name like that, he didn't look like he was doing something good, but this time he didn't scold or criticize for a long time, and my figure swayed slightly in his blue and narrow eyes , he was hesitant about what to do as I was.

"You can, Gu Chengyan, you can..." Bai Jin paused, "You can—"

I thought he was going to say something like "Can you leave the 62 ship as soon as possible", and my heart stopped beating suddenly.

……

"Can you be my bonding guide?"

I was caught off guard and received a joint application from Baijin.

He is not a proud human prince at all, he is an evil wizard under the sea, so I willingly took the poison and became his own voiceless hapless ghost.

I was really disappointed, before I figured out whether Bai Jin was playing a prank, whether the court-martial came to test me because he wanted to collect evidence, or why Bai Jin really liked me... etc., I nodded frantically, "Yeah, um, um , um... I can, I can—”

I'm the most deceitful idiot in the world, and I can't wait to hug him any time he steps closer to me.

I did, hugging him in the dimly lit hallway.

His body became extremely stiff all of a sudden, and I hugged him tightly.

"Gu Chengyan, are you sure?" Bai Jin's voice was a little erratic.

I hugged him on tiptoe, put my chin on his shoulder, and nodded with sore eyes; because I suddenly thought that Bai Jin couldn't see my movements, I sniffed and replied: "Sure....I like you...I like you……"

I seldom cry, but at this moment, my vision is blurred, my eyes are warm and painful, and the only thing I can feel is Baijin's stiff body and dusty breath.

"I, I'll go find you—"

"I will look for you--"

We both spoke at the same time, I was taken aback, and then gave Bai Jin the chance to speak first.

He said that he went to the ground city to deal with the task assigned by the captain, and it was too late to return due to the delay.He thought I was no longer on the spaceship, and no one answered no matter how hard he knocked on the door.

"...Oh." At that time, I didn't quickly think of the reason why Bai Jin was so anxious to find me, otherwise I could seize the opportunity to make fun of him.Sure enough, Bai Jin was still not used to me touching him, so he pushed me away.I originally wanted to hug him again, but thinking that Bai Jin might not be able to accept the rapid development of our relationship for a while, I stood obediently and listened to him with a little disappointment.

Bai Jin's Adam's apple twitched, his beautiful eyes seemed to hide some secret desire/desire under the dim light, invading my fragile line of defense. "You go to me...to confess to me?"

I blushed, stomped my feet on the spot, and dryly argued: "No, no..." I saw his expression return to normal, and I felt a strange reluctance in my heart, so I could only bite the bullet and admit: "Okay, Yeah, so what."

Bai Jin smiled lightly and continuously. This was the third time he smiled at me. His eyes were only for me who was scratching my head in shame: "It's not good. I'm very grateful. Thank you for liking me. Thank you for liking me now. I."

He said "thank you for liking me" and he allowed me to like him.

I thought it was over.

There are a hundred angels blowing the gospel in my head.

If I could still regard the captain as my first love before, I will never fall in love with anyone other than him from now on.

The night was full of ups and downs, twists and turns.

I asked Bai Jin when he fell in love with me.

"It started in the confinement room, and it was confirmed in the baseball field—" he said the next words as if swearing, "I like you... Are you satisfied with this answer?"

I let out a sigh, not without disappointment in my heart: Is it really the leak of my mental power that has affected his usual emotional judgment?But when I heard his confession, I felt that I had fallen into a honeypot full of sugar crystals. It was great, we were sure that we liked each other at the same time.

I asked Bai Jin again why he accused me in front of so many people on the 65 boat.

Bai Jin groaned, he pondered for a moment and recited the poem gently and soothingly: "'I woke up from the surface of the planet. A crutch. Woke him who was sleeping in another world.'"

I wake up from the face of the planet.

a crutch.

Woke up him who was sleeping in another world.

He pushed the ones I love into the abyss.

So I was able to hold her in my arms. [note 1]

I see.I let go of my last doubts and worries and liked him with all my heart.

I followed the love poem he read and recited the whole poem, and then Bai Jin covered my eyes.

I also want to ask him where he got that apple from.I still have a lot of questions.

But there is not much time left tonight, and tomorrow morning I will return to school in a spaceship.

I asked him with excitement and anticipation: "Then when shall we submit the joint application?" I will finish the last course as soon as possible——

Bai Jin pressed his hand on my eyes, he let go of his hand, bent down/body level with my eyes.

He is serious.

I swallowed.Would it be too soon to kiss him now?

"Gu Chengyan, listen to me...the current me is not qualified to submit a joint application with you."

My flying soul stays where it is.

"...?"

I said before that Baijin was the most deceitful sentinel I have ever seen - this is my "afterthought" review 12 years later.

"My father is a main member of the Military Outreach Alliance. He owns five α-level galaxies and seventeen β-level galaxies in the Xianqin star cluster... After my mother married him, he inherited my grandfather's family All property. In addition to the taboo weapon against the star, the staff of wrath, there are..."

In the modern age when people's privacy is extremely precious, I would not have known any news about Baijin's family if it hadn't been through Dr. Fu and Sergey.Bai Jin himself told me almost all of his family's wealth - it can be sold for a lot of money on Xingwang.com.

My head is spinning.I used to only know that his family was well-off, but I didn't know what was going on.

Then, why not?

I'm not demented enough to suspect that Baijin has a fiancée like a well-worn novel—the Sentinel Association and the Guide Association don't recognize evil contracts.

"But my father has not established an heir so far. I... I have a younger brother who is the same age as me." When Bai Jin mentioned this younger brother, he was tainted with a haze that he didn't know. "I'm just the captain at the moment. And my father once declared that there is a high probability that he will hand over all the inheritance rights to him."

Bai Jin told me his privacy and secrets, I just want to hug him again - I vaguely guessed what happened to Bai Jin's spiritual world - in fact, I guessed wrong, this is another story.

"...Gu Chengyan, can you wait for me for ten years?" His voice was stagnant and deep, and his obvious breathing lingered in my ears.

I calmed down a little.This requires me to be an authoritative provocateur, after ten years of delay!The latest record of Shousui's graduation is only five years later.My current seat ranking is No.3, and the professor of the remaining course regards me as a favorite student. Before I set off to the front line, he secretly planned a plan for me to hit No.1.

But Bai Jin never broke his promise.He said that he can become a three-star major general in ten years, and I will trust him more than then, just like in the confinement room.

I am not calm at all.I hugged him and promised him.

……

Until I dragged my luggage and left the 62 ship, Bai Jin and I only hugged twice and said good night to each other at the door.

He had an urgent call at four in the morning and didn't even get to say goodbye to me.

I haven't seen Bai Jin's spiritual body so far, and he hasn't seen my spiritual body either.

At that time, I was so excited because my relationship was settled, I didn't think much about it.

Thinking about it now, maybe it was because when we parted we firmly believed that we would meet in ten years, or maybe it was because we were afraid that time would disturb everything—for the possibility of another line—we each started a family—Both Bai Jin and I didn’t put our energy into it. body released.

The apple in the pocket of the baseball jersey has long since turned to dust.

I have been deferring for 12 years.

[Special episode 1? The whale of disaster]

①

The combination of Bai Jin's parents once shook the top social circle of StarCraft: the father is a sentinel with S-level spiritual power, and the mother is an ordinary woman.

The teenager Bai Jin refused to comment on this.

Today is the [-]th anniversary of the union of the parents, and we have invited relatives and friends of both parties and families with contacts.

The mother gently nestled beside the tall and majestic father. Sometimes when she thought of something interesting, the father would lower his head so that his wife could whisper.They are a strange couple—everyone who has met Bai Jin's parents feels so emotionally.

Bai Jin was overlooking everything on the second floor, holding the novel "Fort Thorn" in his arms.

Two years ago, when he occasionally skipped class and slipped home, he heard his father's "justice" speech outside his parents' room:

He has a younger brother of the same age.This is the "masterpiece" of the father who proposed to his ordinary mother and vowed to have a fearless mental breakdown. He secretly married a female guide just for the stability of the spiritual world-but accidentally had another son.

The mother is the only heir of Menye, one of the only six remaining ancient noble families in the Xianqin constellation. His maternal grandfather and grandmother are a married couple who gave birth to an ordinary person's only daughter (13.6% probability).

Father is like a great god in mythology, who took mother and mother's property for himself just because of a glimpse when he came into the world.

At the age of seven, he was forced to know that the union of his parents is a tragedy that begins and ends quickly because of desire/desire and unrestraint.

"Alice, will you raise that child well? He is our last hope."

Bai Jin stepped back, and through the crack of the door, he saw the look in his father's eyes looking here after he said this - his father let him know on purpose.

He was sick and terrified.

I will never be like my father.

②

Bai Jin's spiritual body has a special defect - he can't resonate with most spiritual bodies.The δ element attached to its mental power is like an inert gas, which is difficult to generate "alternating current".This is the verdict of my grandmother, a guide with S+ level spiritual power.

"Your mental body is exactly the same as that of a 'exile' from your ancestors. Well, this should be a throwback to your ancestors. Like your father and your grandfather, their mental bodies are all razor-toothed sharks, but your spiritual body is It's a calamity whale that became extinct in the Middle Ages."

"Exile?"

"He is a man with the blood of revenge. He was abandoned by his father when he was young, and later he led the army of other countries to slaughter the whole family. He has never loved anyone, and he is a qualified cold-blooded devil... Look, here, even though It has been smeared, but it can still be seen... His spiritual body is a disaster whale, which in itself means that he has no possibility of loving. Heh, such a terrifying man is the ancestor of the family, are you afraid?"

"I know how to love, I love my mother, and you..."

"Hehe, that's not what I meant. Legend has it that the Calamity Whale is the skeleton of the Goddess of Calamity who was knocked down by her elder brother and drowned at the bottom of the sea. It has no companions and cannot reproduce. After the body and mind decay, a new Calamity Whale will be born. People have discovered in the exploration of many epochs that the spiritual body is the core of a person's spiritual world, and its attraction or acceptance to other spiritual bodies varies greatly from individual to individual. Have you heard of a perfectly compatible guide? That is very rare, and it is not even correct to say that it is a precious luxury only available to the top sentinels. But I am not sure that even if you are lucky enough to meet such a person, you will be able to match his (her) spirit. Force resonates. I mean, it's hard to fall in love with a strange guide with the characteristics of a sentinel. But it's not a big problem, once you bond with the other person, you will naturally love him (her)."

③

When Bai Jin was 19 years old, he built a small spaceship.

Soon he learned that a guide with ribbons was coming to 62 boats.This is a good thing, he is not conceited and underestimates the enemy, and one more capable guide doctor can better protect the mental state of the crew.

One day, Dr. Fu, who was examining Baijin's spiritual world, said, "Captain, it seems that Dr. Gu is quite interested in your affairs..."

Out of caution, the young captain warned Dr. Gu in a casual chat the next time he saw him.

Bai Jin knew that the only thing he possessed was the captain of the 62nd ship, which didn't quite match the level of Dr. Fu, not to mention Dr. Gu, who is currently the third seat in Shousui; It is also best to keep alienation without leaving any traces of feelings other than superiors and subordinates.

He has always treated Dr. Gu very carefully, including his dissatisfaction with the hygiene of the toilet.

The only slight mistake was when his soul pointer landed in the medical area.

Bai Jin looked at Dr. Gu who was stuttered by his fright, not only did not reflect on his attitude, words and tone, but also secretly pretended to be a senior and worried about the guide's life.

Only innocent people will respond to the school's call and come to the front line.It's a good thing he grew up to be 20 years old in peace.

Bai Jin watched the haggard Doctor Gu bend down to pick up the oranges, his shirt was rolled up, revealing his slender and beautiful waist.

The young and energetic Mr. Captain's gaze rested on Dr. Gu's waist for two seconds.

So he cautiously retreated to the outside room and waited quietly.

So sorry.

4

For the first reading session, Bai Jin did not expect that the book Dr. Fu chose was "Fort Thorn".

He had read the book as a child and re-read it years later, re-emerging the festering guts of his respectful and admired parents.He was hardly reading a novel, but reviewing his father's hypocrisy and bestiality.

Therefore, in the face of Dr. Gu, who was obviously perfunctory and recited literary reviews, Bai Jin felt a little dissatisfied: he didn't even read the book seriously, so he could easily pass it, and praised "" love".

Bai Jin looked at Dr. Gu who was flipping through the pages, and decided to adopt his own point of view—rather than conform to the reading experience of these two doctors and other reviewers.

He spoke in an orderly manner, with self-contained logic, Dr. Fu even exaggeratedly praised Bai Jin's speech.

...However, the 19-year-old Bai Jin was full of spirit and innocence.He felt that he was a poor trapped beast who was speaking, forever imprisoned by the meaningful glance cast by his father through the crack of the door; rather than exchanging his post-reading impressions with the two doctors, it was better to say that he had a strong sense of substitution—— He thinks he's one of those servants who die because of the love affairs of the hero and heroine—hence a whole lot of over-interpretation.

Realizing sadly that he was just a boastful clown, Bai Jin bypassed Dr. Fu who was still praising him, and looked at Dr. Gu.

Dr. Gu was a little overwhelmed... This is a high-quality medical resource on the 62nd ship.Bai Jin quickly eliminated negative emotions, adjusted his attitude, and tried his best to make the reading exchange meeting develop in a normal direction.

The exchange meeting around "Fort Thorn" came to an end soon.

However, the castle of thorns in Baijin's heart will always exist.The glimpse of his father established his vision and principles for future marriage: he would be a qualified servant, follow the rules recognized by the world to combine with a guide, and do his best to protect the other party.Even he finally wants to avenge the protagonist who disturbed the world and drive out the devil.

As for love... Bai Jin didn't imagine the scene where he was crazy about love/desire and sex/desire—anyway, his sentinel gene would play a role after the combination.

⑤

Bai Jin officially noticed that Gu Chengyan was not "Doctor Gu who can over-heal five sentinels" when the chief mate had a nervous breakdown.

He and the chief officer were discussing a secret matter that could affect the entire crew of the 62nd ship, and the chief officer who suddenly lost his mind confused the prospect.

Bai Jin had his own plans, and he was unwilling to give up the opportunity. In contrast, caring about the doctor's safety became an object of temptation.

Later, he regretted it countless times, but after all, Bai Jin, who was extremely calm at the time, came outside Dr. Gu's room.

In order not to wake up Dr. Fu next door, Bai Jin tapped his finger on the porthole—this can be said to be one of the settings of the captain who has a desire for revenge.Like most people with mature thoughts and far-reaching plans, he will behave differently when dealing with different people; more advanced social skills are to set different details for different people, so as to gain the subconscious trust of the other party.

For example, Bai Jin doesn't dislike reading, but he can be divided into two attitudes in front of the crew and in front of the two guides.

Another example is knocking on the porthole. The rational and efficient captain took into account the "little heart" of Guide Gu who is always nervous, so he laboriously and time-consumingly adopted the original knocking method.These are social details customized for Dr. Gu alone.

He knocked on the door calmly until Dr. Gu came out.If Dr. Gu was his crew member, Bai Jin would have kicked open the door/door and picked him up.

At that time, Bai Jin's leadership personality occupied a high ground, so he didn't notice that Dr. Gu, who was running slowly and staggeringly, was barefoot.

……

Bai Jin took advantage of Dr. Gu's desire to heal, and he himself never defended it.This is exactly the method taught to them by the combat professor of the Sentinel Academy, using all available people and things within the scope of their own guarantees--the rare guide is no exception when necessary.

However, when the first officer broke free from the shackles and attacked Dr. Gu——

Bai Jin panicked for a moment.

However, he finally fulfilled his promise to protect Dr. Gu's safety, including clenching the other's arm tightly when he felt that the opposite guide was not breathing in the dark.

Bai Jin, who was wearing isolation gloves, couldn't feel Dr. Gu's arm carefully. His grip was so strong that it would be bad if he broke Dr. Gu's hand.

So he carefully recalled the thickness of Dr. Gu's arm in his mind.

Bai Jin suddenly realized that the person sitting across from him who was trying to treat the first mate was a luxury that should be well protected when he was carefully grasping the size of his fingers - he remembered the inappropriate and incorrect analogy of his grandmother.

Even though he was too fragile compared to the crazy Sentinel, he still believed in his promise and took risks in this dark and cramped space.

Gu Chengyan's only "special request" is toilet hygiene, but he always treats it perfunctorily out of a need to balance the relationship between the crew.

……Wait a moment.

Bai Jin heard Gu Chengyan's breathing again in the dark, and he breathed a sigh of relief.

Only then did he continue to capture the thoughts that almost disappeared: why did he deal with Gu Chengyan's protest in a perfunctory manner?That's just toilet hygiene, and it doesn't matter if the careless crew members are asked to correct their habits.

Could it be that he was secretly looking forward to seeing Dr. Gu again in the command room before...?

Bai Jin was taken aback by his own thoughts.

In the darkness and oppressive silence, he could only perceive the approximate position by the other's arm and breath.Before that, he hadn't even carefully looked at Dr. Gu's appearance, figure, etc. - the night he found the soul pointer was an accident.

"……All right."

When Dr. Gu's hoarse voice sounded, Bai Jin's heart was shaken for a moment.

He had just denied himself the possibility of injustice in the toilet incident, and fell into another self-made trap:

Gu Chengyan is a simple fool, he will tremble because of his deterrence, and will also fall into the trap because of his schemes, this person is too easy to trust others.Bai Jin compared his heart with his heart, and he had to completely believe in the verbal promise of a person he didn't know well—he would never be able to do it—but he just heard Dr. Gu say "I'll try it", and he believed it faster than anyone else, and he would control everything that he had. Is the development of events fully entrusted to...?

In fact, no matter whether Bai Jin's thoughts are consistent with the facts or not, the idea itself means that his brain has crossed the line of restraint and is actively looking for a special connection with Dr. Gu.

He is a successful captain; he did not trust Dr. Gu easily—he knew Dr. Gu’s ability—

Even if the above factual logic is true, it cannot change Bai Jin's "self-doubt" that is beyond his control:

In the confinement room, he wondered for a moment whether he had abused his power and trusted a strange guide without defense.

The darkness and urgency can cause people to hallucinate, this is a very normal behavior, and it will calm down after sleeping.

Bai Jin thought so.He didn't delay too long, and silently sent Dr. Gu out of the confinement room.

The exhausted Dr. Gu slid along the wall.

From Baijin's perspective, Dr. Gu is leaning against the wall and panting palely, there are bruise marks on his arms because of his clenched hands, and then two bare white feet——in the dim fluorescent light It looks too bright and clean, with blue blood vessels exposed.

The hazy light blurred Dr. Gu's figure, and the stretching walls and empty aisles on both sides showed how small he was.

Sitting down in front of him like a small animal—making the captain mistakenly think that he is also a member of the "big" category, he can overlook its insignificance, appreciate its shape, and love its existence.

Bai Jin's heart skipped a beat.

At the same time, Dr. Gu's spiritual power leaked out.

The well-trained sentinel Bai Jin immediately established a mental barrier to prevent his mental power from escaping further.

His trick is not self-defeating or something that hurts the enemy one hundred and self-defeating eighty, because the grandmother's judgment said, "...It's hard for you to fall in love with a strange guide with the characteristics of a sentinel".

In fact, I have the mentality of giving it a try.

however.

Sure enough... Bai Jin laughed at himself from the bottom of his heart.

He didn't feel any "alternating current", and the condensed mental power released by Gu Chengyan had nothing to do with him.

but--

Bai Jin watched himself mistakenly use reason to satisfy madness——

But why did he pretend to be affected so cunningly and imprison Gu Chengyan between his arms?

"You..." He pretended to be puzzled and looked at the other party, secretly observing the blush and peeling lips on Dr. Gu's pale face.

Bai Jin was almost obsessed with this insidious performance with desire.

Fortunately, he remembered his father's speech:

"At that time, I came out of the school meeting and was angry because I didn't have a suitable guide. They were not the character and appearance I wanted. Then, I met Ellie on the street, and she was pushed into the pool. The coldest day on the planet. I fell in love with Ellie who stood up and shivered from the icy water. She was an elf dressed in moonlight, sneezing with a wet red nose and accusing the perpetrators with cute angry eyes. She quoted scriptures, Trying to bring the other party to their knees with legal and essay-style speeches. Ah, I think, my wife has found it. I have no interest in the guides who should have inspired my protective desire, but I suddenly thought, I just want to protect her. "

This speech was repeated proudly by my father at various banquets all the year round, and my mother would still smile gently and kiss my father's face.People who don't know the truth praise their love with all kinds of thoughts-after all, only when the sentinel is combined with the guide can he love someone forever.

Bai Jin read Dr. Gu's name twice, he calmed himself down in this way, and sealed his horrible and disgusting desires.

Dr. Gu was a guide he was incapable of liking.He doesn't deserve him.

Gu Chengyan.

Gu Chengyan.

So he further intimidated the guide, "...I order you never to cross the line. Above." Bai Jin mocked his hypocrisy in his heart: he obviously crossed the line impulsively because of his desire/desire, but he used his identity as the captain to accuse the innocent people.Dr. Fu told him, "Doctor Gu seems to see you, Captain, often." Bai Jin didn't take it seriously before, and he understood that Dr. Fu had some hostility towards Gu Chengyan (that's why he made irresponsible guesses in front of him), but this For a moment, he even became an ally with Dr. Fu.

Sure enough, his father's blood was flowing in his body, and he was also a fanatic who tried to get involved with the innocent "goddess" out of lust.

Doctor Gu looked at him, chasing his eyes.

The fragile yet tenacious Dr. Gu stepped on his heart with ripples, and Bai Jin glanced indulgently for the last time.

Then put on the old social mask.

Just thinking of his father is enough to make Bai Jin calm down quickly.

He wasn't perfect tonight though.If he was the captain in the past, he should have taken reasonable care of Dr. Gu's injured legs and hands due to his unreasonable demands, but Bai Jin chose to ignore it in a panic and hurried into the confinement room.

This is where it all started.

Fortunately, Dr. Gu didn't notice anything unusual, he didn't know that he had a crush on him.

At most, Gu Chengyan would only think that the captain is very strict.

⑥

About sharing "The Dog Under the Stairs".

Bai Jin carefully observed the state of the chief mate who was no longer crazy, and he dared not relax for the sake of the rest of the crew and his own scheme.

It wasn't until the first officer regained some consciousness that he summoned the crew to fetch Dr. Fu.

"Aren't you going to call Dr. Gu?"

Bai Jin emphasized his order, restraining the curiosity of the crew members who still wanted to ask questions.

Only now did he have time to share a stream-of-consciousness novel "The Dog Under the Staircase" on the 62 boat network. The protagonist was forced to get involved in the conspiracy of his boss, and eventually became a homeless singer and couldn't go home.

He wanted to use this to comfort Dr. Gu: You were only forced to get involved in my incident, and I am extremely sorry for hurting you innocently.

⑦

Bai Jin found that he couldn't stop caring about Dr. Gu after a nap.

This is not liking, not even a favorable opinion; with such an untenable excuse, he carefully read the simple information files sent by the Guidance Association and Shousui, and consulted the information published by Dr. Gu according to the map. papers, and even discovered the galaxy where the Junior Guidance Academy he had attended was located.

If Bai Jin is given enough time, maybe he can figure out where Dr. Gu's hometown is.

Because he would do such things every day after work, and as the captain, he always blamed himself for not fulfilling the duties of the captain and his predecessors that night, Bai Jin tried his best to avoid meeting and talking with Dr. Gu.

The most important thing is that Bai Jin is unwilling to copy his father's mistakes, he must restrain the animal/sexual and evil side in his blood.

He snuffed out the thought of crossing the line when it occurred to him.

He finally transferred the investigation of Dr. Gu's behavior to the captain's social use, hoping to better mobilize the enthusiasm of Dr. Gu Chengyan's work, and never waste his enthusiasm for supporting the front line.

⑧

The first mate who had returned from recovery invited Bai Jin to dinner.

Bai Jin agreed.He thought it was just him and the first officer, dressed extra casually.

However, Dr. Gu also came.

He thought it was funny how I was dressed.Bai Jin couldn't help feeling annoyed at his decision.

As Dr. Gu and the first mate toasted, he calmed down and found with satisfaction that he had not crossed the line, he just paid extra attention to Gu Chengyan out of guilt.In the future, I won't pay attention to Dr. Gu's affairs again. He has too much information, which is not correct.

If he hadn't accompanied Gu Chengyan to play baseball——

Bai Jin was sitting on a bench next to the baseball field. This is the place with the best view in the auditorium, and it is also equipped with zoom-in viewing equipment.

With the mentality of ensuring the safety of the medical personnel on the 62nd ship, Bai Jin watched Doctor Gu appear after changing clothes.

He fits well in a baseball uniform.Bai Jin was not stingy with his compliments to his subordinates.

The blue and white baseball uniform wraps Gu Chengyan's slender legs, and as he opens his hands upwards and takes a deep breath, he outlines the slender back and the slightly concave waist where it connects with the buttocks.

The baseball suit suits him well.Bai Jin continued to admire his subordinates' athletic demeanor.

Dr. Gu suddenly ran towards him, he thought something happened.Nothing unexpected happened.

But looking at the back of Gu Chengyan's selection of contestants, Bai Jin still couldn't hold back his mouth, obviously he didn't need to speak.

"I don't like it too much. My father likes it very much. My arm is not soft, and I can't use my wrist here when I throw the ball." He stroked his right hand, and then stretched out his finger to show Bai Jin.

Bai Jin watched Dr. Gu unsuspectingly showing his arms, fingers, waist, abdomen, legs, and ankles to a sentinel... He was like a scheming tourist, acquiescing to the ignorant tour guide to donate his body parts, and afterward Pretend to be seduced and demand compensation.

He is so cute.Sadly, Bai Jin could not restrain himself from following Dr. Gu's unconscious "seduction". He recalled his father in his mind, but always replaced it with Gu Chengyan's face when his father glanced at him.He couldn't think normally.

During the time at Xingling Baseball Stadium, at least during this time, Bai Jin let his feelings go.

He had an apple hidden in his pocket—a few days ago, he collected Baijin’s information and found that Dr. Gu might like plant seeds—the examples in the papers always mentioned all kinds of weird plants—he originally wanted to come to the ground He will see if there is any plant that can be used as a gift to give to Dr. Gu as an apology, and by the way he agrees to have a meal with the chief mate—the overly enthusiastic businessman gave him an apple.

Bai Jin bought an expensive plant (stored at the merchant) with "a lot of money", but now he dare not give it to Dr. Gu, he doesn't want to let the cute, cute, super cute guide get into the mud - he finally lost his resistance , intoxicated by Gu Chengyan's expression and posture when he spoke.

"Captain, do you know that I have always wanted to go back to my hometown to help farm the land after graduation, check the temperature, humidity and fertility among the fruit trees in peasant overalls and a khaki sun hat, and rush down the hillside with a basket of ripe fruits in the evening put-um"

Bai Jin blocked Gu Chengyan's attack with the apple in his pocket.

He turned away, his ears were red and his throat was dry.

Just now he wanted to lean forward and kiss him.

so close.

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Bai Jin felt that he was walking on the borderline between morality and desire, and according to his identity, he would never be able to combine with Gu Chengyan.He and Dr. Gu, who is about to graduate at the age of 20, are people on two parallel lines.