12 years after graduation, I want to get married

Bai Jin told me that the man I met outside the elevator today was Ke Yinliang's substitute, and briefly explained the relevant information about the substitute to me.

What he said most was apologizing. While watching "Route Calculation and Parker Analysis", I asked if you didn't swear well, and asked Bai Jin who was sincerely asking for advice.

Bai Jin pinched my face and forbade me to give another example: "Where did you learn it—who scolded you like that...?" His blue eyes narrowed.

"No, no, film and television dramas, novels, online reviews..." I put the bookmarks and closed the book, and pushed him into the bathroom: "Hurry up and take a shower, brother."

Guessing that he should have taken off his clothes and entered the shower room, I opened the toilet door, sat on the bench outside the bathroom and asked Bai Jin if something happened to him and Ke Yinliang.Bai Jin was silent for a moment—maybe the sound of water overwhelmed his whispers.I leaned closer to listen, and suddenly he pushed open the glass door and stretched out his hand to pull me in.

"No! I've taken a shower! Hey, Bai Jin!" I was interrupted by him, and my pajamas were wet; I was in a hurry to go to the bedroom to change, and I planned to ask later——I didn't expect to point the question in this way to myself.

After taking a shower, Bai Jin came into the bedroom with a towel, and lay on my lap, waiting for me to dry his hair.

We have been calling each other by their first names because we don’t like sticky nicknames. We are all men. He called me "Chengyan" or "Yanyan". I just thought it was funny.But as our illegal cohabitation got longer and longer, Bai Jin revealed some habits. As you can see, he enjoys my care.Can I try to call him "Young Master"... Uh, forget it, under Bai Jin's guidance, I quickly thought of something very unhealthy.Just calling him brother in private and pretending to be nonchalant is enough for me.Thanks to him, my parents picked up a cheap eldest son for nothing.

I rubbed the tip of my nose, picked up the towel and sneezed.

"What's wrong?" Bai Jin was concerned about me seriously, his eyes fixed on my pajamas that were translucent because of his wet hair.

"Hmm... I don't know, my nose is a little itchy." After I finished speaking, I took out a piece of paper and sneezed again.

Bai Jin leaned on my thigh and unbuttoned my jacket, from the bottom one to the top, and rubbed my cold navel with the pad of his thumb.Under his attack, my waist and eyes were sore, I dodged twice, and I didn't seriously resist, and was quickly pushed down by him.

The freshly changed sheets and pillows smelled like lemons, which reminded me of the lewd life I had with Bai Jin in bed these days, and my cheeks burned quickly.

Recently, Bai Jin likes to kiss from the fossa of my neck and collarbone. The hickey marks from yesterday have not been completely eliminated, and the hot and humid tongue licking one of them repeatedly made me feel a little uncomfortable.I tug at his half-dried hair in protest.

Bai Jin stopped sucking/sucking, looked at the desire/desire in my eyes quickly faded, grabbed my shoulder, and raised his voice in mid-air: "Gu Chengyan, what is this?"

Sometimes his voice is deep, lazy, hoarse, or even crazy, but it is the first time that his voice is trembling.

I thought something big was wrong.

Right now, I probably don’t know what’s on my collarbone, so I took out an unused mirror from the bottom shelf of the bedside table and took a look:

A dark red spot the size of a pinky fingernail with a tiny bright red blood grain in the center.It's getting serious.

"Ah, what's this. What's wrong with me." It's over, I read it in a fake way, like a stage actor who has been embarrassed for the first time.

The experienced actor director Bai Jin couldn't calm down, he didn't even notice that there was something wrong with my tone, "Gu Chengyan, are you--are you--" He quickly took off all my clothes and checked them all, "Only Is it here? Could it be an allergy?"

"Hmm! It should be an allergy." I was already in a panic this morning, and what I'm most afraid of now is Bai Jin's emotions.

"Is it an allergy?" Bai Jin's half-dry hair lay limply against his forehead, making him weak and hesitant.

I swallowed the timidity of wanting to tell the whole story, hugged my partner who was flustered because he found my body abnormal, and reaffirmed him: "Is it an allergy, the potted golden tree at the door is blooming, you see, I even sneezed—" — Ah Choo!"

I have a clear runny nose.

Bai Jin put on my clothes silently, and said that he was going to ask the doctor for some ointment for allergies.

"I'll be right back!" He gave me a hard look before leaving.

I was sitting on the bed thinking about how to comfort Bai Jin - after all, I am not sure what it is.The treatment instrument showed that I was physically disease-free, and I secretly tested blood and tissue cells in Dr. Qian's laboratory, and all the cells were normal.

In addition to the Pingguanbai forest in my spiritual world, two pieces of it withered and died in the past two days.It's like a very small function whose growth spikes after a long period, scaring the ignorant young mathematician.

It has been 81 days since our union, and yesterday Bai Jin said that he would hold a commemorative dinner for the [-]th day of our union.I said you don't have to wait three or five years——Bai Jin nodded and said yes, but you must never owe the due anniversary.He is no longer as nervous and apprehensive as he was when he was traveling on an unknown planet.Obviously he and I have-

I thought we would have crossed the curse of the Calamity Whale hand in hand.

I was originally sitting on the bed thinking about how to comfort Bai Jin, but my body failed and I fell asleep before he came back.

I vaguely noticed that Bai Jin had been sitting beside my bed since he came back, applying ointment on me, and measuring my vital signs and basic information.

It's not that I'm not afraid of death, but I don't want to make him sad before the facts are confirmed.

……

A hot tear drops on my face, one drop, two drops, the sound of swallowing in my throat, it makes my heart tremble more than the hanging sword of death.

I woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, but I couldn't open my eyes and say a wisecrack at this moment.