After all the games are over, it is already 10:00 in the evening. After the daily review, you can do whatever you want.

At this time, the team leader of the training camp will also come to remind everyone of relevant matters, especially the first absolutely regular FPP event that this group of people will face soon.

Generally speaking, TPP won the championship, but it does not mean that it can represent too many things, and today's international competitions are basically FPP, and there are fewer players with strong FPP capabilities in China than in Europe and the United States.

After practicing shooting for a while, Yan Shi picked up some food and went back to the dormitory. As soon as he entered the door, he was choked by the smell of smoke, and he frowned instantly.

He fanned the cigarette in front of him with his hand: "Smoking less, this thing is not good for the body."

However, Xue Xia, the protagonist who caused the smell of smoke in the room, turned a deaf ear to it, hiding in her own world and melancholy alone, without saying anything.

At this time, Shu Yang next to him suddenly pulled him out.

Yan Zhi was puzzled: "What's the matter?"

"What else?" Shu Yang spread his hands, curled his lips and said, "Of course it's because he didn't perform well in the solo competition this time, so he shut himself off."

He didn't seem to see Xue Xia's name in the front just now, guessing it should be in the middle or below.

"Then how many is he?" He asked tentatively.

Shu Yang frowned slightly, as if recalling: "I just remembered... it should be in the forties, but I can't remember clearly, so I just glanced at it."

There are four people in the dormitory, the first is undoubtedly the first, the second is Shu Yang, the third is Xue Xia, Liu Wan and Xue Xia are next to each other, but it seems to be a little behind.

"I think... He must be very sad to see you now. And these days are not right, everyone can see it. He is so weird, we don't know what to say to him." Shu Yang sighed, too helpless.

Yan Zhi's face was calm and his eyes were soft: "Victory and defeat are commonplace in military affairs. He really lacks stamina in solo row. Although he can choose points well and find a good route to transfer, his marksmanship is really not strong enough. I suffered a loss in the game, but there is no criticism in other places."

Just as he said, Xue Xia still needs more practice in marksmanship and reaction, but there is no way to do it, not everyone will be called a genius.

After he finished speaking, he was planning to go in. After all, he still had something in his arms, so he couldn't stand outside all the time.

Shu Yang grabbed him: "You go in now?"

Yan Zhi was puzzled: "Then if I don't go in, should I just leave it here and blow the northwest wind?"

"But..." He hesitated to speak, as if he was a little worried: "I'm a little worried, just today, if he gets emotional, he will come to you for surgery."

"Everyone knows that you don't like the smell of too much smoke. He seems to be deliberately provocative, so I suspect that he will make trouble later."

Yan Zhi chuckled: "That's why you don't let me in?"

"At this time, you still have the mind to laugh here, and you don't think about how to do it." His voice was dry, and he was more anxious than himself.

"Don't worry." Yan Zhi narrowed his eyes slightly, and said with a sneer, "According to the agreement, you can't insult your teammates, and you can't fight in the camp. Otherwise, you will be expelled and banned for life. This is a high-tension line, and he dare not touch it."

"But I'm not afraid of [-], just in case. There are some things who can predict..."

"Don't worry, follow me in." Yan Shi glanced at Shu Yang who was slightly shorter than him, gave him a reassuring look, and walked straight into the house.

Probably because he really restrained himself a bit, and when the two of them entered the room again, Xue Xia had already put away the cigarette, and the wide open window made the smell of smoke in the room much weaker.

and so……

Probably Shu Yang misunderstood something... Maybe he didn't mean it at all, but he was just panicked.

If you think about it from his point of view, it may be a completely different feeling. Xue Xia likes to keep secrets in his heart and bear them alone.

After Yanzhi entered, he still acted as if nothing had happened. After putting away his things and washing up, he began to perform a self-review.

Even though he won No.1, he still feels that there are some things in the game that need to be paid attention to, just like there was a round in the solo match today.

In the final round, because there was no cover, he was forced to eat chicken in three consecutive rounds. If he didn't fight at that time, only Liangliang was waiting for him.

But if this was not the case at the time, perhaps there was still some suspense if he wanted to eat chicken in that round. All he had to do was to find out the areas where he needed to improve and improve the practice, so as to overcome some shortcomings.

And during the whole process, the atmosphere in the dormitory was a bit weird, not to mention how Shu Yang and Liu Wan were, let's say that Xue Xia was still uncharacteristically.

He didn't even wash up, so he shrunk directly to the bed, covered his whole body with the quilt, and didn't say a word during the whole process, just like a lonely autistic patient who refuses to communicate with the outside world and shuts himself in his own world .

Suddenly, Liu Wan exclaimed: "Xue Xia, what's wrong with you?!"

This sound directly shook the other two people out of their own world, they were confused at that moment, and then subconsciously wanted to see what Xue Xia was doing.

At this time, Xue Xia's quilt was slightly stirred, and faint voices could be heard coming from inside, it was difficult to tell what he was doing at first.

But if I'm not mistaken...

He should be crying, feeling sad for today's ranking, after all... even though forty or so is not bad, it is definitely not good either.

And someone who cares about grades like him is definitely unacceptable for a while.

Seeing this, Liu Wan turned over and got out of bed. Before putting on her slippers, she walked towards Xue Xia's bed.

He stretched out his hand and shook his quilt slightly, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"

But there was still no response from the inside, just as if he couldn't help it, he listened carefully...he was really crying.

As the oldest boy in the dormitory, he hid silently in his quilt, overwhelmed by sadness and frustration, crying alone.

But now everyone was a little worried about him, Liu Wan hesitated for a moment, then slightly lifted the corner of his quilt.

Then there is silence...

Xue Xia inside the quilt had already been sobbing, completely defeated.

Liu Wan looked at the two people next to him as if asking for help. After all, he had never encountered such a thing before, and Xue Xia had always been the eldest brother among them, and had always been relatively stable, but now...

Several people made eye contact and decided to do something to alleviate the current situation.

Maybe comfort is needed at this time, but let him cry first. After suppressing it for so long, it will be much better if he cries.

When Xue Xia's emotions finally stabilized, they breathed a sigh of relief.

It's just that his eyes are still red, and he can hear his discomfort from his voice.

He smiled wryly at the corner of his mouth: "I was born in an ordinary working-income family in Hunan, and my family situation was just enough to cover my expenses. And because of my poor grades, I was admitted to a poor junior college, but I couldn't bear this kind of life, so I ignored my family. objection, resolutely suspend school.”

"But at that time, no one agreed with me. But I love e-sports, and I have regarded it as a part of my life, so I decided to come here. I know that the golden age of professional players is from 16 to 22 years old , I'm in my 20s now, I'm running out of time, and it's making me more and more anxious."

"I even thought about ways to increase more opportunities for myself, but in the end it was a little unsatisfactory. These days I can clearly see where my shortcomings are, but the more clearly I can see, the more I am more satisfied. I'm impatient."

When I saw what I said next, it was obvious that my voice began to choke again, and those originally bright eyes were full of sadness at this moment, and I could even vaguely see the ashes of my whole body.

"I don't want to compromise with reality. I still pursue this path. My father's scolding and disappointment, my mother's sarcasm and doubts, my sister's admonition, and my brother-in-law's behavior are all in my heart. I know they want me to succeed Life is more flat, but I don't want to be content with the status quo. I'd rather, I'd rather go for it, just to prove myself."

"Now every time I think of their eyes, the kind of eyes that wish I could not exist, I feel lingering fear, it really makes me feel too scared..."

Thinking about it now, maybe many people can feel the same way. This is the portrayal of the vast majority of professional players. Not everyone is lucky, and there are more realistic criticisms in the world.

Yan Zhi lowered his eyes slightly, lamenting how lucky he was, because his mother was so understanding and respected his ideas so much.

And Shu Yang and Liu Wan next to him actually felt the same way, they didn't even know they were clenching their fists.

Before coming here, I was also blocked many times, and suffered endless cold eyes and ridicule. It is said that well-known professional players are full of glory, and they are very popular during their careers. After retiring, they can still get a lot of money by live broadcasting. .

And the typical representative of those people is Yu Yao, who is known as the "Jedi Gunslinger". He is the number one star professional player in China and has ruled the PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds for many years. He is a well-deserved strongman.

But it is said that the water is deep, except for those who floated up, most of them were buried deep under the water, and even spent their entire lives without being able to see the sun.

Let’s just say that there are tens of thousands of professional players every year, but there are not many who really shine in the public eye. Such a ratio even makes people feel chilling.

If you want to stand out from the encirclement and get everyone's attention, it is not only related to your own strong strength, but also related to talent and luck, and sometimes luck can account for a large part.

This is a world where the weak prey on the strong. Without enough strength and luck, they will eventually be eliminated.

Many people will say that e-sports players have no future...

They use those years of youth to earn a lifetime of money, and then many people will post money in it. This is a huge profit industry, and even hundreds of thousands are not considered big money, but all of this is based on the foundation of success. .

Yan Zhi let out a sigh of relief, and began to feel melancholy.

After that, he picked up his phone and sent a message.

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