Transmigrated as a Rich and Vicious Widow

Lu Zheng was a little puzzled, wondering why he would suddenly mention moving out, he asked in a stiff tone, and Chang Qing also replied lightly: "If I move out, maybe I will have something I want to do."

Lu Zheng's anger came and went quickly, and at this time, he became a little more inexplicably frustrated, and he said, "...All right, whatever you want."

Chang Qing lowered his eyes, and really began to think about what he wanted to do.

After much deliberation, there was only one answer, and he had nothing to do.

He thought to himself, maybe, he really came here to eat and wait to die.

Chang Qing doesn't have any big ambitions, he can even support himself well, his material needs are not high, and his emotional needs are relatively strong.

Originally, he didn't put all his attention on Lu Hua, but at first... it was Lu Xuan.

Now it's Lu Hua again.

Chang Qing feels that he is actually a person with some flaws. He has great demands on emotional relationships, just like fish cannot live without water, and there is a sense of panic that he will suffocate to death if he leaves.

This is also related to his childhood experience, but when he grows up, he understands that even if it is a couple relationship, it is impossible to be inseparable. Everyone is independent and has their own self, and there is no way to rely on it wholeheartedly. others, or be dependent on.

Chang Qing is very kind to everyone, because he always tries to establish some emotional connection, but whether it is friends or lovers, without exception, they all reject his exaggerated emotional density.

This is some kind of defect of Chang Qing, he has learned to cover up this defect now, at least on the surface, others can't see his expectation and desire for a certain emotional direction, and he can also pull away cleanly. , will not be too dependent.

Now he understands very well that he will feel suffocated without these emotional connections, and others will also feel suffocated by his bottomless contact and space encroachment.

All he can do is ask for it within reason.

In fact, he didn't have a bottom line to treat Lu Hua well. Lu Hua's dependence on him was enough to make him feel happy from the bottom of his heart and feel at ease about it.

To some extent, he was even grateful to Lu Hua.

You can't say this to Lu Zheng, it's his secret.

He was almost completely devoted to Lu Xuan before. If nothing happened at that time, how would a gentle and tolerant man like Lu Xuan react to his flaws?

Chang Qing has thought about it many times and made many assumptions. The more assumptions, the more perfect the conclusion.

Lu Xuan will tolerate his flaws.

This conclusion made him indescribably sad.

He lived 25 years in his previous life, and he was also alone, which can already explain the problem.

Now that he knows the result, he doesn't want to fall in love anymore, it's too uncomfortable.

He really knows how to be lonely.

Chang Qing didn't want to think about these sad things anymore, he sighed, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he had drunk all of the large glass of cocktail in his hand.

Lu was stunned to see him shaking his wine glass, and asked, "Do you want more?"

Chang Qing hesitated for a moment, "Let's have another drink."

Lu Zheng picked up the wine he hadn't had a few sips of in his hand, poured it into Chang Qing's glass, and ordered a glass of whiskey himself.

Chang Qing continued to drink.

Lu Zheng said, "Are you serious about moving out?"

Chang Qing paused, "I'll just say it casually."

Lu Zheng fell silent.

Chang Qing glanced at him, and suddenly asked, "Aren't you in love at this age?"

Lu Zheng glanced at him, and said with a little impatience, "Why, do you want to introduce me?"

He knew that some people always had that kind of vigorous matchmaking desire.

Chang Qing smiled, "I asked if you have one, and you just answer if you want to introduce it to you."

Lu Zheng asked back: "Otherwise?"

Chang Qing said: "You probably haven't talked about it, and you don't look like someone who has been in a relationship. If I see a good one in the future, I will introduce it to you."

When he said this, he was half propped on the table, and the two of them got a little closer. As soon as Lu Zheng raised his face, he felt his soft breath falling on his face, with a little sweet wine aroma.

Under the colorful lights, Lu Zheng's gaze fell into Chang Qing's eyes, and Chang Qing's warm eyes with softness now showed a kind of glittering brilliance, with an indescribable taste .

Some strange emotions began to emanate along with the surge of adrenaline, which made Lu Zheng's heart, which had always been peaceful, feel like being stabbed.

He leaned back unobtrusively, leaning against the sofa, and waved to the passing waiter in a natural posture, "Have another glass of whiskey."

"Okay." The waiter responded and brought Lu Zheng a glass of whiskey.

His move was very natural, full of his Lu Zheng style, Chang Qing didn't notice something was wrong, he smiled, and said softly: "Don't get drunk, this place is some distance from the hotel, I can't lift you .”

Lu Zheng snorted coldly and said, "I drink very well. If you want to get drunk, you will be drunk. No matter how low the alcohol content of this cocktail is, it is higher than ordinary wine. Just manage yourself."

Chang Qing also got a little excited and said, "What do you know? You weren't even born when I drank Erguotou Laobaigan."

Lu Zheng sarcastically said: "You think I've never drunk Erguotou? It's just a little bit of alcohol, even the glass of whiskey in my hand can't compare to it."

Chang Qing became a bit competitive, "Give me how much alcohol the whiskey has."

Chang Qing snatched the wine glass from Lu Zhen's hand, hesitated for a moment, and took a sip with his head down.

Lu Zheng leaned on the table in his spare time, staring at his face, "How is it? Are you drunk?"

Chang Qing paused, raised his neck, and drank the whole cup down.

"That's all." He put down the wine glass, half-closed his eyes, and made a gesture of tasting. After a while, he probably finished digesting, and then said lightly.

Lu stared at it for a while, "...you can drink quite well."

Lu Zheng only drank a cup, and his whole body became hot, and he was easy to get on his face. Even without a mirror, he knew that his face should be red.

It's not pretty, and it's hard to hangover, so Lu Zheng rarely let himself drink, but his alcohol capacity is actually not bad, and their old Lu family's ancestors passed down a thousand cups without getting drunk.

Lu Zheng was too lazy to argue with Chang Qing about this. If the two of them got involved, the result might not be as good as drinking.

He finished speaking unhurriedly, but saw that Chang Qing sat down and drank that glass of cocktail in his hands, and the eyes that occasionally glanced at him were a little watery, giving him a hazy feeling.

Lu was stunned for a moment, stretched out his hand and shook Chang Qing's eyes, and his tone became bad, "Isn't it? You fucking...you fucking drink well? Erguotou? Lao Baigan? Pour down a glass of whiskey?"

Chang Qing grabbed his hand, Lu Zheng was slightly startled, before he had time to withdraw his hand, he saw Chang Qing grabbing his fingers and breaking them hard towards the back of his hand.

Lu Zheng quickly stretched out his other hand and squeezed his fingers tightly, "Why are you crazy?"

Chang Qing was probably really drunk, he turned a deaf ear to Lu Zheng's words, and behaved obediently when his fingers were pinched, just squinted his eyes and looked at him, as if seeing Lu Zheng for the first time.

"Fuck, are you really drunk?!" Lu Zhen almost laughed angrily. At the beginning, he said that he could not drink well, but now what can he do?

"Forget it, go back." Lu Zheng pulled Chang Qing up, called the waiter to clean up, and then dragged him out.

Drunk Chang Qing is different from ordinary drunk people, as if immersed in his own world, he has nothing to say and is very quiet.

This kind of quietness almost brought a heavy silence, which made Lu Zheng feel a little uncomfortable.

When they went out of the bar, Lu Zhen began to scold him, knowing that he probably couldn't hear him, but his mouth became addicted, so he wanted to scold him, "You are so interesting, you can't drink if you can't drink, what can you do, you can drink better than me Make you proud? Make you happy? Is there any comparison? You are so self-motivated, why can't you answer me when I ask you what you want to do?"

Lu Zhen's tone of voice was a bit heavy, and Chang Qing reacted a little, "Stupid."

"..." Lu Zheng raised his eyebrows in surprise, and quickly recovered his expressionless face, "What did you say?"

Chang Qing looked up at him, "I said you're an idiot."

Lu laughed angrily, "You're an idiot!"

He reacted again, with a little probing and examining in his eyes: "Are you pretending to be drunk?"

Chang Qing lowered his head and started humming softly.

It was a song that Lu Zheng had never heard before. The rhythm was beautiful and cheerful, as if it reflected the mood of the master.

Looking at it from Lu Zheng's angle, he could only see Chang Qing's hairy head. He looked away wordlessly and said, "Okay, I'll settle the score with you when you wake up tomorrow."

He tugged at Chang Qing's sleeve, but did not touch Chang Qing's skin. He kept a distance from him all the time and never crossed it. It is still the same until now.

But in this atmosphere, Lu Zheng felt a strange feeling, which reached its peak when he saw a couple kissing under the street lamp.

Finally, there is a sense of transparency.

When he was with Chang Qing, he had the illusion of being a bit of a dog and a man for no reason.

Lu Zhen became irritable again, let go of Chang Qing, walked in front of Chang Qing, and said to Chang Qing without looking back: "You can walk by yourself, follow up."

However, within a few steps, he didn't hear Chang Qing's footsteps, and couldn't help but look back, only to see him standing facing the street lamp, with his head pressed against the lamp post, motionless.

Lu Zheng was speechless. After Chang Qing was drunk, it was as if he had been cast with a halo of reducing wisdom. What he did could not be explained by common sense.

But after thinking about it again, it is good enough not to cry or make trouble when drunk, why would he care so much about a drunk person?

Thinking of this, Lu Zheng let out a breath, tried to calm down the restlessness in his heart, and walked up to Chang Qing, "What are you doing?"

As Lu Zheng asked, his gaze inadvertently fell on the back of Chang Qing's neck.

What Lu Hua said actually made sense. Chang Qing looked good everywhere. He was a bit smaller and more delicate than normal men. The same was true for the neck that was displayed in front of Lu Zheng at this time.

The slender, shattered black hair lightly swept over her fair and delicate neck. Lu Zheng also saw a small red mole on the protruding neck bone. Following Chang Qing's nod And sliding away, inexplicably a bit flirtatious.

Lu Zheng stared at it for a long time, but he didn't notice that Chang Qing lowered his body, and then the earth-shattering sound of vomiting pulled Lu Zheng's attention from these inexplicable places to the reality.

"Where are you vomiting?" Lu Zheng almost jumped up.

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