His personality is not good

The days passed like stars and moons, and it was June again in a blink of an eye.

More than half of Gu Lizhou's new article has been updated, and the number of collections has just passed the 40 mark. This figure is a small fraction of his last article. No, it doesn't even count as a fraction. If there is no blow at all, it is impossible. But it was within the range he could bear.

After all, Galaxy Century is divided into eight channels: Fantasy, Fantasy, Xianxia, ​​Science Fiction, Horror, and Suspense, among which Suspense is the most unpopular channel.

The 40 favorites are considered the top of the pyramid on this channel. Chang Nan, No.2, has written suspense articles for seven years, and the one with the highest number of clicks is only more than 30 favorites.

Challenging channel hopping or even changing the style of writing is not only a test of the author's strength, but also a great test of the psychological quality of the person.

The label of Wanlizhou has always been fantasy, and changing the style means losing a large number of old readers. Although it will also welcome a group of new readers, the ratio of the two can be imagined.

During Gu Lizhou's writing period, his spirit was often in a state of high tension, and he was always following the plot even in his dreams. People in this state are generally very self-disciplined. The biggest disadvantage is that the quality of sleep is not good, and I am too sleepy during the day, and I miss my boyfriend's calls several times.

The editor often knocks him on Q to tell him not to have too much pressure, but the pressure doesn't mean that if you don't have it, you won't have it.

A media outlet also wrote a report on his new work before.

There are many speculative words in the article, implying that he has fallen into a trough and has a mental illness. Through analysis such as changes in writing style, it is implied that the article was coded by a gunman.

In the comment area, there are also good people who make a big fuss about the "obscene female fans" incident a few years ago.

Asking the gunman to code the words is a complete insult to his personality and a denial of his hard work day and night.

Gu Lizhou had to deal with these messy things patiently while he was writing.

Once, due to a poor mental state, I missed a foreshadowing, which caused a bug in the plot, and the text was changed until it collapsed.

I want to cry without tears.

People's emotions are always unfair, and pain always stays longer than happiness, especially in patients with depression.

In mid-April, the company sent him a publishing contract and a film and television contract, but those good moods were all spoiled by those baseless reports.

The only thing that supports him is the group of readers and editors below. When he sees Zhong Weishi who checks in the comment area from time to time, he feels infinitely motivated.

[Moo pounces on the wind chime]: Don't look at those who are there, this attempt is very successful.

He has always known that Gu Lizhou wanted to challenge the criminal investigation essay, but he was worried that what he wrote would not be satisfactory, and it took a long time. The result of being the first channel is already quite good. The author's hard work can be felt between the lines.

[Wanlizhou]: Don't worry, I've finished it. If I continue to serialize the next part, I'll be a pig.

[Mao pounces on wind chimes]: Hahahahahaha, it's good to finish writing, you can take a good rest.

Zhong Weishi didn't know what his boyfriend had gone through in the past few months, and he finally looked forward to the filming of the production, packed his luggage and hurried home, feeling as if it was New Year's Eve.

This time the filming took several days faster than expected, and the crew finished filming ahead of schedule, but he didn't tell Gu Lizhou that he was going to give him a surprise.

June in the south is the rainy season. Fortunately, it was still stormy when he set off. When he arrived at Yucheng Railway Station, he found that the weather had already passed the rain. in mid-air.

He quickly took out his phone to take a picture.

Although the rainbow does not have seven distinct levels of light as written in the book, it is still stunningly beautiful.

While waiting for the subway, he sent a message to Gu Lizhou.

-What are you doing?

- I just practiced calligraphy, and I am going to squint for a while.

- It's time for lunch. Are you still sleeping?Do you still have lunch?

- I ate breakfast late and I'm not too hungry, so I'll talk about it later.Have you got a meal yet?

-I'm eating now.

-Okay, then you eat more, isn't it almost finished?When are you going home?

- Well, there are three more days.

-Then let me know before you finish, and I will pick you up in S city.

Zhong Weishi replied "Yes" while smiling.

He recalled the year when he first came to Yucheng, also in June, when he got off the train and encountered a downpour, the moment of confusion and helplessness made him feel very disappointed in this strange city.

He will always remember getting out of the car and the first thought that popped into his mind was to go home.

Five years, whether it is long or short, is enough for him to fully adapt to the rhythm of life here.

Yucheng Lanshan Apartment 301 has become what he and Gu Lizhou call "home".

When he came to this city, he didn't even dare to imagine that he was so ordinary... Even people who can't even be called ordinary can have the opportunity to be a leading actor, and he didn't even dare to imagine that he could continue to learn things in class, let alone imagine himself Can find the object, or a man.

As long as you keep running, life will always have infinite possibilities.

Dreams are not for giving up.

When Zhong Weishi returned to the apartment building, it was almost one o'clock. He didn't eat lunch, and he was so hungry that his chest was stuck to his back. When he dragged his suitcase into the apartment building, the old lady who often sold octopus balls at the intersection was about to go out. , and greeted him with a smile when passing by.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, I thought you moved away."

"No, I'm going to film!" Zhong Weishi was full of pride.

Cao Zhiheng was collecting clothes on the balcony, and was startled when he turned his head: "Oh! Long time no see, have you lost weight? Old Gu! Your family..."

Zhong Weishi immediately made a silent gesture, "Hush! He still knows I'm back."

Cao Zhiheng understood and nodded.

Zhong Weishi dug out a big bag of special products from the suitcase and stuffed it for him.

When the door was pushed open, the room was quiet, and the living room and kitchen were empty.

Zhong Weishi put the suitcase aside, changed into his slippers, and tiptoedly pushed open the door of Gu Lizhou's bedroom.

There was no one in the bed.

Out to eat?

Zhong Weishi unloaded his backpack, and was about to go back to his room to pack his things, when he opened the door, he found that the quilt cover and sheets on his bed had been changed.

The person lying on his side in the bed turned his back to the door, with half of the back of his head exposed, as if he was sleeping.

Zhong Weishi raised his mobile phone to take a picture of himself, then walked over lightly, and when he was close to the bed, he jumped over and hugged him, "Miss me!"

Gu Lizhou was so disturbed by the sound of the piano upstairs that he couldn't sleep. He was watching a movie with his headphones plugged in, and he didn't notice that someone entered the door at all. The movement made him tremble with fright, and he screamed like a ghost.

"You're trying to scare me to death!"

His heart was beating violently, and even his voice was trembling. When he met the kid's watery eyes, his temper suddenly disappeared, leaving only surprise.

"You don't have to be scared when you're old."

Gu Lizhou took off his earphones and kissed him on the forehead.

Zhong Weishi chuckled and said nothing, stretched his arms tightly around him, buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, and took a deep breath.

The long-lost light fragrance seemed to have a magical power, which soothed all his nerves.

I haven't seen him for nearly three months. Gu Lizhou seems to be a little more haggard than before. The circles under his eyes are slightly swollen and there are light shadows. He seems to have stayed up late.

"Have you not slept well lately?"

"I can't sleep well without you here." Gu Lizhou said.

Zhong Weishi kissed his brow, and placed another kiss on his lips.

The weather was a little warmer this time, and a quilt was spread on the bed. Through the quilt, Gu Lizhou locked him tightly in his arms like a hairy crab, and kissed him fiercely on the cheek.

The two reunited after a long absence hugged and rolled around on the bed, giggling non-stop, like cats who often lie in the corridor and play around.

After touching, kissing and laughing enough, Gu Lizhou raised his hand and rubbed the back of the child's head.

"Why did you come back all of a sudden? Was it done early?"

"Yes, I have a surprise for you, do you miss me?"

"of course."

"Of course I thought about it or didn't think about it."

"Yes. Shall I prove it to you now?"

"how to prove?"

"Get hard on the spot."

Zhong Weishi laughed loudly, "Pervert."

Gu Lizhou pinched his face into a bun.

Zhong Weishi cut his hair a lot shorter for TV shooting, especially at the temples and behind the ears, where he could feel the warmth of the skin with his fingertips.Fortunately, his bones are exquisite, his forehead and cheekbones are not obtrusive, and after being pushed into an inch cut, he looks full of energy and vitality.

Zhong Weishi lay on top of him, shaking his feet, "Why are you sleeping on my bed?"

"I miss you so much that I can't fall asleep, so I lie down by your side."

I miss you so much I can't sleep.

It was quite embarrassing to read this on WeChat, and even more embarrassing to say it, Zhong Weishi's ears burned first.

He kissed and bit Gu Lizhou's neck, and was finally counterattacked, leaving two rows of clear teeth marks on his neck.

"By the way, I saw a rainbow when I came back." Zhong Weishi turned over and took out his phone, "Have you seen a rainbow?"

"I saw it when I was a child."

"Hey." Zhong Weishi clicked into the photo album and enlarged the photo, "This is the first time I saw it in my life. When I was young, I thought the rainbow had seven colors, but it seems that there are only three colors."

"Do you know how rainbows are formed?"

Zhong Weishi shook his head, "It seems that the teacher said it, but I forgot."

"The rainbow is actually an optical phenomenon. The rain washes away the dust in the air, leaving small water droplets that are not clear to the naked eye. When the sunlight shines on the small water droplets, it will form a reflection."

Gu Lizhou talked about the refraction of light from dispersion, and then from refraction to wavelength and refractive index. Zhong Weishi was confused and dizzy, and finally stuck out his tongue like a hanged ghost.

"So in fact, as long as your back is facing the sun, you can also see a rainbow when a sprinkler passes by." Gu Lizhou concluded.

The back of Zhong Weishi's head rested on his arm, "Really? So simple?"

"You can pay attention next time you see a sprinkler." Gu Lizhou rubbed his stomach, "Are you hungry? I just heard your stomach growl."

"Hungry! I ate two buns in the morning. Things at the train station are too expensive, so I just wanted to come back and eat with you."

Gu Lizhou got up and straightened his clothes, "You've earned a lot of money and you're not willing to spend it?"

"How much money is only tens of thousands of dollars? Besides, I don't know when I will receive the next play. I will transfer half of it to my grandma, and I will save the rest."

"Sure, then you save slowly, and if you save enough, please take care of me."

"Forget about being lazy." Zhong Weishi snorted, "We'll see how you behave then."

"How do you want me to behave?" Gu Lizhou seemed boneless, with his chin resting on his shoulder.

"It's okay to like me so much all the time."

"Don't you like it better?"

Zhong Weishi raised his head and laughed.

From confirming their relationship to now, the two have been very busy, and they didn't have time to make an appointment. Gu Lizhou was still looking up dating tips before leaving the house.

Eating, climbing, watching movies, shopping, game halls, amusement parks...

He bookmarked the webpage and planned to keep it and play slowly.

"How about eating and watching a movie today? There is your favorite Gu Zai." Gu Lizhou said.

"How do you know I like Gu Zai?"

"You posted it in your circle of friends."

"Ah..." Zhong Weishi thought for a while, "That was all a long time ago..."

"Don't you like him now?" Gu Lizhou asked.

Zhong Weishi: "No, I was thinking, how did you turn to the circle of friends from so long ago."

"I didn't know what gift to buy you last year, so I went through it and looked for clues."

This was said lightly, but Zhong Weishi still stared at him for a long time.

Suddenly feel very moved.

He remembered that he had seen a very inspiring yet a little cruel sentence before - you have to love yourself well, because you never know how much another person in this world has silently paid for you behind the scenes.

"How is it?" Gu Lizhou bumped his arm.

"I can do whatever I want, you can arrange it as you like, don't be too accommodating to me." Zhong Weishi said.

"Really follow my arrangement?" Gu Lizhou asked.

Zhong Weishi nodded.

"Then open a room and sleep."

Zhong Weishi chuckled, "That's not a date, it's a hookup."

In the end, I still took the youthful and hazy campus pure love route - eating and watching movies.

When crossing the road and waiting for the red light, Zhong Weishi patted his arm, "Brother, look there is a tower over there."

Gu Lizhou raised his eyes and said "hmm", and continued to search for something delicious near the cinema.

"What do you think that tower is for?" Zhong Weishi asked.

"That's a power tower." Gu Lizhou said.

Zhong Weishi asked again: "Then how does the power tower generate electricity?"

Gu Lizhou breathed a sigh of relief, "How do you ask me to answer this?"

"Don't you know?" Zhong Weishi pouted, Gu Lizhou was like a walking encyclopedia in his eyes, "I thought you knew everything."

Gu Lizhou pointed to a building next to the power generation tower and said, "Did you see that floor? It's actually full of Pikachus, and they're picking up Pikachu, Pika, Pika, [-] volts! Beep, beep——"

Gu Lizhou stretched out his hand to tickle him, Zhong Weishi held his shoulder and laughed, almost kneeling on him.

The oncoming breeze swept away the exhaustion of weathering the wind and rain.

301 is just a place to shelter from the wind and rain. The familiar voice and smell, as well as the person in front of him, endowed the word "home" with a more real meaning.

The little boyfriend hurried back to Yucheng, really hungry, so he ate casually for lunch, but the portion was big.

Fat brother has two crab meat stew, a large pot is placed directly between the two, and the soup is bubbling.

Zhong Weishi couldn't care less about chatting with him anymore, he picked up the chicken wing, stuffed the whole thing into his mouth, and when he pulled it out, there were only two bones.

Gu Lizhou held his forehead and grinned.

It was the first time he witnessed Zhong Weishi eating five bowls of rice and a pot of crab meat in one go, and felt his throat and eyes hurt.

"How many days have you been hungry?"

Zhong Weishi burped when he went out, "I told you that I ate two buns this morning, the size of my fist is not big enough for me to stuff my teeth."

"I didn't think you had such a big appetite when I first met you."

"The human stomach expands and contracts." Zhong Weishi said.

Gu Lizhou didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "It can't be that big, what if you can't control your body shape in the future? You are the one who wants to be a big star."

"What are you worrying about? I'm young, and my metabolism is fast." Zhong Weishi glanced at his lower abdomen, "It doesn't look like you, lying still, your abdominal muscles are about to turn into one?"

Gu Lizhou grabbed his wrist, "Do you want to touch it?"

"Oh, what are you doing! The public..." Zhong Weishi pulled out his arm and swept around.

Fortunately, today is a working day, and there is not much traffic in the shopping mall. There is a grandma with a child in the back, and they should not be found.

Gu Lizhou tilted his head and approached his ear, and said softly: "If you are shy, let's go to the cinema to touch it. Dad has been working out secretly recently. You should feel it."

Zhong Weishi pursed his lips and smiled, squinting at him, "I found that you are a very promiscuous person."

There was still an hour before the movie started. After receiving the movie tickets, Gu Lizhou went to the game hall next door to exchange a handful of game currency: "Do you want to play motorcycle?"

Zhong Weishi nodded: "Okay."

"If you lose, you have to call your husband."

Zhong Weishi recalled Gu Lizhou's rookie skills, triumphantly, "How could I lose to you!"

The two got on the motorcycle together.

His prediction was right, Gu Lizhou did lose, but he didn't expect the old bastard to play tricks.

From one set to two wins, then five sets to three wins, seven sets to four wins...

It was even more outrageous in the end.

"I only said that you should call your husband if you lose, but I didn't say that you should call me if I lost."

Zhong Weishi snorted, "I will never play with you again."

"Just right, anyway, I don't want to play with you anymore."

"........."

Garbage boyfriend, who will fight.