my botanist

Yang Rui failed to spend the weekend in Lianshi as planned.

Although both Ran Xingsu and Shao Xi really cared about her, it would be very jealous if the two were singled out, and when they were together, they would show affection and love, and there would be no grass in the five miles around.

So I ate a meal, slept a night, and took the high-speed train back the next morning, not wanting to stay any longer.

When she was drowsy with her bag on the high-speed rail, she began to reflect on herself.

Are Shaoxi and Ran Xingsu really on show?

Ran Xingsu is not a human being, but Ran Xingsu really exists.

But Shao Xi's close actions, gentle eyes, and intimate names are completely unconscious.

The two of them didn't need to show it deliberately at all, and ran out overflowing with sweet love, which was probably the reason why Yang Rui really couldn't stay any longer.

A perfectly compatible, happy love is undoubtedly a treasure that can never be found in life.

Shaoxi and Ran Xingsu had it, but she... didn't.

Ha ha.

Yang Rui sneered twice.

All she has is the desire of an adult, and the desolate reality of being cruelly abandoned after the desire.

The train got into the cave, the window suddenly darkened, and his face was clearly reflected on the glass.

Yang Rui was so shocked by the sudden mirror that his skin got goosebumps, what a resentful woman's face it was.

She, Yang Rui, is rational and calm, tenacious, talented, and has a big heart. She shouldn't have such a face.

So she suddenly turned the phone out of the bag, deleted and blocked all of Lin Xiaoqian's contact information.

Once the weekend is over, it's another busy working day.

Lin Xiaoqian is not very energetic, but of course, there are not many energetic people in the subway during the rush hour on Monday.

She pulled her hair down, covered her face left and right, and put on headphones.

The lead singer of Radiohead sang weakly in the earphones, making people feel that they will be severely depressed in the next second.

After arriving at the station, Lin Xiaoqian squeezed away from the crowd, wanting to quickly leave the crowded and boring atmosphere.

She was thin and thin, and she was almost ejected from the subway. When she landed, she staggered, and a hand suddenly stretched out from her side, grabbing her arm.

"Be careful." Someone whispered in her ear.

Lin Xiaoqian raised her head and looked into a pair of beautiful eyes with dark pupils and dense and long eyelashes.

Lin Xiaoqian stood up straight and pulled out her hand: "I'm fine, thank you."

Pretty Eyes bent down and picked up the pink rabbit pendant on the ground: "Your cutie fell."

Lin Xiaoqian touched the backpack, it was indeed hers.

She took it and thanked again: "Thank you."

Pretty Eyes walked towards the exit with her: "Do you work near here? Tianmao International?"

This is the most famous office building nearby, Lin Xiaoqian smiled, thinking that this person is really good at striking up a conversation.

She took off her earphones and looked over. This time she saw the whole picture clearly. The sweet-looking girl with short, fluffy hair cut looked very youthful.

There are three pierced ears in a row on the right ear, with tiny rainbow-colored earrings. Lin Xiaoqian raised her eyebrows and said, "Yes, Tianmao International."

"Coincidentally, me too." Beautiful eyes reached out to her, "My name is Zhang Tian, ​​and I just came here to work not long ago. If you don't mind, can you recommend me a delicious takeaway nearby?"

In this way, WeChat was added very smoothly. The two of them entered the building together, and entered the elevator together. There were many people in the morning rush hour. Zhang Tian half-protected Lin Xiaoqian in his arms. She was taller, looking down and smiling at her. moving.

Lin Xiaoqian looked up at her and stared at her for a long time, the sigh in her heart was long enough to blow across five streets.

Zhang Tian blushed a little from her stare, and when he got out of the elevator, he pretended to caress her back inadvertently.

Lin Xiaoqian really sighed this time.

During the lunch break, Zhang Tian really sent her a message, and Lin Xiaoqian only recommended the shop.

When he was about to get off work in the afternoon, Zhang Tian sent out an invitation to have dinner with her, but Lin Xiaoqian made an excuse to say that she had something to do.

Returning home during the evening rush hour, Lin Xiaoqian flung herself on the sofa without turning on the light, thinking quietly in the dark.

Zhang Tian is her favorite type.

She likes many types, such as Yang Rui, Zhang Tian, ​​and even Ran Xingsu.

There are various tastes, because she thinks that as long as there are no major problems, women of any personality are beautiful.

In the past, such a judgment was made based on her abundant feelings.

She has a very, very strong interest in communicating with people, communicating deeply with people, communicating extremely deeply with people.

But now, making such a judgment is based on her experience over the years.

She is not young, and has seen many people. She feels that she knows herself.

But now, everything is wrong.

Even people in her area of ​​interest, she can't be interested anymore.

The teasing in the elevator, in the past, at least she had to be polite.

But there was nothing, Lin Xiaoqian felt that even if she showed a video to watch this meeting, the following must be done.

Gee.

Lin Xiaoqian changed her posture, but didn't really practice it.

She is not in the nature of watching movies at all, and it seems that the situation is really bad.

For the next few days, Zhang Tian persevered in hooking up with her.

Lin Xiaoqian responded indifferently, like a pure girl, the straight one, always shocked her.

Soon the next weekend came, Lin Xiaoqian was a little sad when she thought of the bad atmosphere when Yang Rui left last time.

It's been a week, so it's time to calm down.

Even if the problem is still there, at least it can ease the mood.

Lin Xiaoqian clutched her phone, thought for a while, and decided to call directly.

A conversation that can hear voices is always more sincere.

But the call never made it.

Lin Xiaoqian lowered her head in disbelief and flipped through WeChat, and then she was completely sure that Yang Rui blocked her.

Just like that, suddenly, decisively, without turning around at all, without any communication after calming down, she was blocked.

EXOME? ? ?

Lin Xiaoqian felt that she was a black man with a string of question marks at the moment, and felt a sense of shock that her three views had collapsed.

As for?

Yes, it was her fault for not having a good bed, but as for? ? ?

Is there really no other friendship between them besides rolling together? ? ?

Massage|The stick has been used for a long time and still has feelings, what does Yang Rui think of her! ! !

Lin Xiaoqian threw the phone out.

It was thrown quite hard, and it hit the carpet with a loud clang.

She suddenly jumped off the sofa to pick it up. The carpet in her house was very ordinary, neither long hair nor soft. The screen was already cracked like a spider web before she fell with such force.

Lin Xiaoqian was attacked by heartache, the pain in her left chest was so painful that she almost suffocated in an instant.

After hugging her chest for a while, she finally regained her strength. Lin Xiaoqian rubbed the corners of her eyes and exhaled.

What a big deal, this phone has been used for two years, what's so distressing, it's time to change it.

So I took my wallet and went out immediately. I didn't have time to think about repairing my phone for a second, so I went to the nearest store and bought a new one.

The information that should be guided is guided, and the information that should not be guided is ignored.

Lin Xiaoqian was flicking her new phone when a message from Zhang Tian came, asking her if she was free on the weekend.

Lin Xiaoqian texted her back: I'm going to the hospital.

Zhang Tian called quickly: "What's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?"

Lin Xiaoqian sneered: "Sex | Indifference."

Zhang Tian was speechless for a while.

Lin Xiaoqian was not rejecting Zhang Tian, ​​she was speaking from her heart.

She was going to the hospital, trusting in science, to see what was wrong with her.

It doesn't matter whether Yang Rui sleeps with her or not, she, Lin Xiaoqian, can't lose her sex|life at a young age.

In the end, Zhang Tian was not frightened, and she actively offered to accompany her to the hospital.

Going to the hospital is like going to the cinema, a person always looks very bleak, so Lin Xiaoqian accepted her hospitality.

The two made an appointment, and arrived at the entrance of the hospital early in the morning on Saturday. Zhang Tian was dressed neatly, and arrived 10 minutes early to figure out the structure of the hospital, which was a great bonus.

There are always many people in the hospital. The two of them registered to see the doctor to pay for the blood draw, and most of the time they waited in line.

Let's talk about some things, although Lin Xiaoqian lacks interest, but fortunately Zhang Tian has a good personality and can always find topics to talk about.

After tossing around, it was already lunch time.

"The results of the hormone test won't come out until four o'clock in the afternoon." Zhang Tian flipped through the medical records, "Only after the results can we see a doctor. Should we wait for the results, or come back tomorrow?"

"Let's wait for the result." Lin Xiaoqian didn't want to toss back and forth, "Let's go to the shopping mall opposite to have lunch, watch a movie, and then go shopping. The time is almost up."

"Okay." Zhang Tian was very happy.

After playing for a long time, they were still in a good mood. When the two got the results, they went to the doctor. The answer given by the doctor was shocking.

"Brain tumor?" Lin Xiaoqian's eyes widened, "I don't feel anything, just a brain tumor?"

The doctor said: "It's just a suspicion. You see, your prolactin is 20 times higher than normal. Combined with some of the symptoms you mentioned before, it may be a pituitary microadenoma. The diagnosis requires an MRI of the brain."

"How long can I live?" Lin Xiaoqian felt her body shaking.

The doctor smiled and patted her hand: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's not serious, it can be controlled by taking medicine, and it won't be life-threatening."

After coming out of the hospital, Lin Xiaoqian couldn't be happier.

Her physical fitness has always been very good, and the most serious illness she has suffered since she was a child is fever. She didn't come here in a flurry of physical examinations, and now she suddenly has a brain tumor.

She couldn't accept it, she felt that the world was really impermanent.

In the conversation with the doctor in the consulting room, Lin Xiaoqian didn't tell Zhang Tian, ​​only that there was indeed something wrong and she needed to be checked again.

Considering her emotions, Zhang Tian didn't dare to ask more questions, saying that he would send her home and wanted to accompany her for the next inspection.

"No need." Lin Xiaoqian rejected her kindness, with a kind of sincerity that speaks kindly even when dying, "I'm not in the mood to fall in love right now, my body doesn't have the urge to make|love, we won't have any results. "

Zhang Tian didn't expect her to be so direct, his lips moved, and only two words came out: "No..."

"It's nothing wrong." Lin Xiaoqian smiled, "You have a crush on me, and I'm not blind. I'll tell you the answer now, so I won't waste your time."

"If you are sick, let's treat it well." Zhang Tian grabbed her hand with a serious expression, "Now that medicine is so advanced, don't be afraid."

"I'm not afraid, it's just a little unexpected." Lin Xiaoqian said.

"I don't have to ask you to give an answer, we can get along again and try to be friends." Zhang Tian was relieved.

Lin Xiaoqian tilted her head and stared at the pretty girl in front of her, but her mind was thinking of another face.

Thinking of that face, she said indifferently, "I won't pester you." At that time, she felt pain and confusion. Looking back now, Yang Rui at that time was probably the same as her, pain and confusion.

In the bottom of her heart, Lin Xiaoqian still didn't believe it, they really just let it go.

Especially since she has found the reason for her lack of interest, she is sick, her hormone levels are very abnormal, which is affecting her libido.

What's more, she has suffered from a disease that sounds so serious and terrible. She started to think about her past life, and she started to count the time in the future. In her head, Yang Rui was still in her mind.

She really likes Yang Rui.

It is beyond the adult's pursuit of beauty, beyond the liking of the new and dislike of the old, beyond the self-protection of adults not actively falling into the love trap.

If you put it a little more hypocritically, romantically, and emotionally, she is in love with Yang Rui.

On the seventh day after she lost Yang Rui, during the days when she and Yang Rui were entangled with each other, and when she saw Yang Rui for the first time.

That silly, yet very cute, old lady.

"Don't try again." Lin Xiaoqian's mood suddenly rose a little bit, "I have someone I like, and I just want to call her now."

Zhang Tian's hand slipped down.

When the person left in frustration, Lin Xiaoqian pouted and sighed, "But they blocked me."

"I'm sick, what the fuck." The more he muttered, the more aggrieved he became.

"Hey, Jingjing, tell Yang Rui something for me." She called Ran Xingsu, "Just say I'm going to die, let her figure it out!"