My Feelings Can Wait

Perhaps it was because he was too nervous when eating, and he was cold when he went out. Jing Xiu had indigestion, and his stomach hurt so badly that he couldn't sleep.After twelve o'clock, the body became colder and colder, and the pain seemed to be multiplied.

Jing Xiu was so painful that his hands were shaking, he took out the painkiller from the bag, twisted it several times before unscrewing the lid, poured out the medicine and swallowed it with mineral water.

The painkillers took effect slowly, Jing Xiu curled up in the cold blanket, trying to relieve the overwhelming pain in his stomach.With her eyes closed, she was full of emotions. What echoed in her ears were Ji Youyan's soft voice, Ji Changsong's sharp words, and the old monk's hypnotic wooden fish and chanting.

Both mind and body are missing Ji Youyan's warm embrace.How rare it is for them to hug each other intimately again, how could she be willing to let go of Ji Yuyan again.

However, she was a little shaken by what Ji Changsong said.The more she understands Ji Yuyan's family and past, the more she loves Ji Yuyan, and the more she understands why she paid so much attention to her career and why she was so proud and self-respecting.She once hoped that Ji Youyan could be as frank and brave as herself. Wasn't she too selfish and too strong?

Jing Xiu likes Ji Youyan's high-spirited and shining appearance now, but does Ji Youyan's calm and confident confidence come from her smooth career now, or is it because she can really face gains and losses calmly and not be surprised?

Jing Xiu was not sure.

The effect of the medicine finally came up, the pain eased slightly, and Jing Xiu's consciousness gradually became drowsy.In a daze, she kept thinking, for Ji Yuyan, should their relationship be as cautious and low-key as before?

Back in Beicheng the next day, Jingxiu received a message from Ji Yuyan as soon as he got off the plane, "I received a call from my mother early in the morning."

Jing Xiu's heart lifted.

"Strangely talking about things, I thought she was going to say something, but in the end it turned out that I wanted to ask me if I could go back to visit the tomb to worship my ancestors in Qingming? Why do you think this little old lady is so arrogant."

Jing Xiu bit her lower lip lightly, not knowing how to answer for a while.It seems that Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu really don't want Ji Youyan to know what they saw yesterday.Zhong Qingyu called Ji Youyan early in the morning, probably to test whether Ji Youyan knew.

She didn't answer Ji Youyan, Ji Youyan thought she was busy and didn't look at her phone, and continued to leave a message on her own: "It's a pity that my schedule for this year has been finalized, and it's hard to adjust, so I won't go back."

She teased: "I want to set the Qingming schedule for a busy person like my baby one year earlier, okay?"

Jing Xiu stared at the words "my baby", his eyes gradually softened.Seeing that Ji Youyan didn't send any more messages, she asked Ji Youyan, "What do you decide to do?"

Ji Yuyan said in surprise, "Ah Xiu, did you take your lunch break?"

"It's decided to take you to visit the grave together. I haven't visited my grandma's grave for many, many years. Let's go together next year. I want to introduce you to my grandma. She will definitely like you very much."

Jing Xiu read Ji Youyan's diary when she was a child, and knew that Ji Youyan's grandmother was the person who loved her the most and pampered her the most since she was a child.The panda ornament she has kept until now was also made by Ji Youyan's grandmother.

Of course she would like to go with Ji Yoo-yeon.But tomb-sweeping is usually done by the whole family. If Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu saw her, they would have to sweep her out without sweeping the tomb, right?

But seeing Ji Youyan's high spirits, she couldn't bear to pour cold water on her, and returned her expression of "ready to play".

Thinking optimistically, Ji Changsong bypassed Ji Youyan to find a breakthrough from himself. Does it mean that they care about the relationship they just repaired with Ji Youyan, and they don't want to be completely deadlocked like before.Is this an improvement over the previous decision?

Although he comforted himself in this way, Jing Xiu listened to Ji Changsong's questioning in his heart, and his heart was covered with a haze after all.

During the text chat, Ji Youyan couldn't understand Jing Xiu's subtle emotions in time.During the video at night, because she could see each other intuitively, and because Ji Youyan's whole body was tied to Jing Xiu's body, she immediately saw that Jing Xiu's mood was not right.

"Ah Xiu, did something happen to you during rehearsal these two days?" Ji Youyan asked concerned.

"No, why do you ask that?" Jing Xiu asked strangely.

Ji Yuyan tentatively said: "You look different from the previous few days, and you don't seem very happy."

Jing Xiu marveled at Ji Youyan's keenness.She warmly asked: "Are you Monkey King?"

Ji Youyan showed doubts.

Jing Xiu showed a sincere smile: "Fiery eyes."

She didn't want to say it directly, and she didn't want to find excuses to prevaricate Ji Youyan, so she said vaguely, "I've been a little unhappy these two days, but it's not a serious matter."

Ji Youyan got to the bottom of it: "Can't you tell me?"

Jing Xiu fanned her eyelashes lightly, hesitated and didn't answer.

"Is it related to me?" Ji Youyan's heart sank.

"Well, it does matter." Jing Xiu said seriously.Seeing that Ji Yuyan's face became more and more serious, she suddenly burst into a bright smile, and teased: "You are so self-consciously guessing at yourself, have you done something bad recently?"

Ji Youyan was stunned.Immediately, she relaxed, and flicked the camera with her finger, as if she could punish Jing Xiu: "Little liar." Her tone was full of indulgence.

"I almost took it seriously and started to reflect on myself." She thought Jing Xiu was teasing her.

Jing Xiu raised her eyebrows, and said half-truth, "I didn't lie to you, you can really reflect on yourself."

Ji Youyan was bluffed by her, and she didn't know what to do. "I've been working diligently recently, and I've been filming in a down-to-earth manner. I'm very well-behaved. Well, I keep a good distance from all the actors, and there will never be any scandals."

Jing Xiu took advantage of the situation and said, "What about the actress?"

"The actress has also kept up!" Ji Yooyan vowed.After speaking, she suddenly opened her eyes wide, obviously thinking of something.

Is there really a situation?Jing Xiuxiu frowned slightly, and looked at Ji Youyan quietly.

Ji Youyan laughed lowly, biting the bass and said ambiguously: "Ah Xiu, I seem to smell a sour smell, did it come from the screen?"

She tentatively asked with bright eyes: "Did you feel unhappy with the girl match in Yaohua Biography these two days?" The plot between her and one of the female partners in Yaohua Biography reached a small climax in the past two days, and the popularity of CP very high.

Jing Xiu was slightly stunned, turned his face away and denied, "What do I care about the character's CP?"

Well, Jing Xiu admitted that when she was watching clips and browsing Chaochao, she saw some CP fans jumping from cute characters to cute real people, zooming in on the various details of Ji Yuyan’s interaction with each other YY, she felt a slight feeling in her heart discomfort.But they are all in the circle, knowing that this is normal, she will not be so stingy that she even cares about this.

But in Ji Yuyan's eyes, the way she dodges seems to be the case.Ji Youyan thought he had guessed right, and smiled all over his face.

Jing Xiu couldn't hold back his face, and said angrily, "I really don't care."

The more she emphasized this, the less Ji Yuyan believed it.She half teased and half coaxed Jing Xiu, but Jing Xiu couldn't hold it back, her heart softened, and finally she confessed with half shame and half joy.

She didn't take it to heart, thinking that it was over.Unexpectedly, more than ten days later, Jiang Chun made a shocking phone call and brought Jing Xiu Ji Youyan's apology gift—she told Jing Xiu that Ji Youyan actually liked an edited video of the excellent CP.

To be precise, Ji Youyan should have liked several CP videos.She liked a video for each of the major CPs in "The Legend of Yaohua", and then, like a fish in troubled waters, liked a video of her and Jing Xiu's character pulling mothers.

However, a few light likes have caused violent fluctuations in the CP list. All related CP super chats are screaming at the groundhog, "Ah, my fan's CP is real", and excellent CP super chats are even more so. Go straight to the top three like riding a rocket.

The trending searches about Ji Yuyan quickly went up.But Ji Youyan and Wei Yizhen made preparations in advance, coupled with Jiang Chun's control, so the hot searches on the Internet did not deliberately enlarge Jingxiu's existence, but connected and promoted "The Legend of Yaohua" well, giving Ji Youyan and Yaohua Set up an interesting "big trotter" and "love liar" character set.

There is no sense of Jing Xiu's presence on the hot search, but Jing Xiu found his full sense of presence in Ji Yuyan's heart.

She looked at the ecstatic comments of cp fans under the reposted video in the excellent cp super talk, and her heart was filled with unstoppable joy.

"Ahhhhhh yxszd, I'm crazy", "Head, where is my head!", "Pick up my head, I can knock it again!", "Come here, my heart disease and diabetes need to Fat", "Don't move, I'm going to move the Civil Affairs Bureau here for you!", "Can this be recorded in the history of CP, what kind of fairy CP is this, woo woo woo"...

The corners of Jing Xiu's lips raised higher and higher uncontrollably.

She read all the comments before clicking on the video to watch.The video is a story about the reunion of past and present lives, and Jing Xiu's heart skipped a beat.The video has an open ending, and it stopped at the place where Ji Youyan knocked on the door to find Jing Xiu, Jing Xiu opened the door, and the two reunited.It came to an abrupt end, and Jing Xiu couldn't get enough of it.

When she exited, she suddenly found that the name of the up host of the video was very familiar. It was the name of Ruan Ningwei's account she had seen before, and the video was released just today.

Is it a coincidence?

She shared the link with Ruan Ningwei and asked her, "Ning Wei, did you edit the video?"

Ruan Ningwei sent several excited expressions, which fully expressed the mood of her loyal CP fan at the moment.

"No, Sister Ji cut it herself and borrowed my account to send it out."

She worked so hard on the set, and even edited it herself, just for her own half-truths and half-fake jokes.Jing Xiu looked at this line of words, his eyes were soft as if they were about to drip water.

She clicked on Ji Youyan, who was on top of her head, and she seemed to have a thousand words to say in her heart, but in the end, she just asked: "Aren't you afraid?" Although the more open and open it is, the less likely it is to be imagined, but there is a relationship between them Ambiguous, poor control or prone to accidents.

Ji Youyan replied to her almost in the next second: "Are you afraid?"

"I'm not afraid." Jing Xiu typed these three words with trembling fingertips.

Ji Yuyan replied to her, "Then neither do I." She said, "Ah Xiu, I'm not the coward I used to be. Even if I can't give you an aboveboard identity now, I want everyone to know that you are no good to me." Same. You are the only official match in my life."

"Make you happy, that's the most important thing to me."

Her words were like the bright sun poking out of the sky, pushing away the cloud that had shrouded Jing Xiu's heart for several days.

Yan Yan said she was not afraid.Jing Xiu's eyes were red, and finally he really had the confidence to respond to Ji Changsong's question.

"I'm very happy." She typed word by word seriously.

Satisfied, Ji Yuyan asked Jing Xiu, "Have you watched the video?"

"Looked."

Ji Youyan said slyly: "That's just right, you can look at the special edition again." She sent over the password of the network disk account where the video is stored.

And a special edition?Jing Xiu's heart beat inexplicably faster.

The video of the public version of the video is 4 minutes, and the special version is more than ten seconds longer.

Jing Xiu watched from the beginning to the end, and found that the extra ten seconds were all after the ending of the public version, which was a beautiful flow-of-consciousness sex scene.

Jing Xiu was still thinking about where this scene was cut, when he suddenly heard the music fade away, and a few provocative panting and moaning escaped from the speaker, followed by a few trembling "I love you" ".

It was clearly Ji Yuyan's own voice.

Jing Xiu was caught off guard, and his face turned red up to the ears in an instant.

The author has something to say: Teacher Jing decided to put Sister Ji in a closet.

Sister Ji: Woohoo, thanks to my hard work, I want to come out of the closet.

Teacher Jing: Pinru's wardrobe?You still go in.

ps. It reminds me that the cuties in the last chapter were all asking about the printer, the prototype is Gu Gu Chicken.