My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Youyan came here as a traffic star. She knows better than anyone how important and difficult the anti-crime work is.Jing Xiu herself is not a person who takes this route. She herself and even the team don't pay special attention to the data and comments on the Internet, which is why she was caught off guard when she was hacked before.

But Jingxiu said that she played a card for herself in the anti-mafia group for a day.Ji Youyan had mixed feelings in his heart, including being moved, joyful, and distressed.

"Don't go." Ji Youyan whispered with a nasal voice.

Jing Xiu's eyes dimmed slightly, and he said lightly, "I know, it's actually okay to have one more..."

Ji Yuyan said quickly: "I didn't mean that."

"Ah Xiu, my heart aches." She stroked Jing Xiu's cheek on the screen, and said in a low voice, "Those disgusting filthy words are not worthy of my precious eyes."

The three words "my baby" are tender and natural when Ji Youyan calls them, like a stone she suddenly throws, and as soon as it falls, it messes up Jing Xiu's pool of spring water.

Jing Xiu's eyes fluttered, trying to remain calm, but the corners of his lips still curled up disobediently.

She lowered her head and said softly: "It's not worthy of your eyes either, so don't look at it either."

Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu's feigned calmness but couldn't hide her delicate appearance, all unhappiness disappeared.She became interested in teasing Jing Xiu, and agreed sweetly on purpose: "Okay, I will listen to my baby."

Jing Xiu raised his eyes to look at Ji Youyan, and his throat moved.

"My baby is so nice, baby I..." The tone of voice is completely different from usual sticky.

Before she finished speaking, Jing Xiu interrupted with a little shame: "Speak well."

Ji Youyan laughed hahaha, the first one who laughed out loud today.She slyly said: "Ah Xiu, it's not fair. Only the state officials are allowed to set fires and the common people are not allowed to light lamps?"

Jing Xiu frowned in confusion.

"You call someone baby first, and you are not allowed to call you baby?"

"Other people" have used it, and Jing Xiu showed a disgusted expression.But when she saw that Ji Youyan had the energy to talk and laugh with herself, she had been calm and finally became lighter.

"I just read the comments." Jing Xiu said calmly.

"But there are so many comments, why do you read the word 'baby' in every one?" Ji Youyan said eloquently, "Ah Xiu, did you read the comments with 'baby' on purpose?"

She was joking, but after Jing Xiu finished listening, her long eyelashes fluttered a few times, and she changed the subject with a guilty conscience: "It seems that you are in a better mood, you can go to sleep."

Ji Youyan couldn't help laughing because of Jing Xiu's hidden thoughts.The more she laughed, the hotter Jing Xiu's ears became.She put on a cold face and wanted to regain some ground, but Jing Shurong suddenly knocked on the door and called her.

"My mother is looking for me." Jing Xiu remembered Ji Youyan's embarrassment last time, so he didn't go directly to open the door, but first notified Ji Youyan.

Ji Youyan thought that Jing Xiu was going to hang up the video, she hesitated for two seconds, and asked Jing Xiu: "Okay, then... do you mind if I and my aunt say goodbye before ending?"

Jing Xiu was surprised. In the past, Ji Youyan was rarely willing to contact her parents.In the second half of the relationship, even if the two were in the same room, when she and her mother made video calls, as long as Ji Youyan was not in the camera, he would pretend to be a transparent person if he could, and would never ask for a video greeting.

"Of course." Jing Xiu's tone was calm, with gentle eyebrows and eyes.

She opened the door and explained to Jing Shurong: "Mom, Yanyan and I were videoing, Yanyan was going to sleep, and when I heard you calling me, I didn't hang up on purpose, saying that I would like to wish you a happy new year."

Jing Shurong raised her eyebrows, a little pleased and a little suspicious.So brave now?

Jing Xiu turned the screen to Jing Shurong, Ji Youyan looked at Jing Shurong still a little bit embarrassed, but he mustered up his courage, showing the calm and cute smile that parents like best, and said hello: "Auntie, good evening, No, it’s afternoon in France. Auntie, I’m going home for the New Year, and I’m going to start work in two days. I can’t fly to France to pay New Year’s greetings to you and uncle. So, I can only give you and uncle a New Year’s greeting in the video. Aunt wishes an early New Year."

Impeccable.

Jing Shurong couldn't fault it.Jing Xiu fixed her eyes on her from the side, so Jing Shurong could only smile, and said politely, "It's good that you have received your wishes and wishes. Auntie also wishes you a happy new year."

The two of them exchanged a few polite words before hanging up the video, and Ji Youyan was relieved.Although it was tense, it was actually not as difficult as imagined.As long as she can see Jing Xiu's happy and satisfied appearance just now, she is willing to make every effort.

She believed that Jing Shurong's opinions on her could be resolved slowly with her sincerity towards Jing Xiu.She was willing to prove it to Jing Shurong slowly.

The next day was New Year's Eve, Ji Youyan got up according to the routine at home, and the family had breakfast together.Both Ji Youyan and Ji Changsong were a little embarrassed because of yesterday's quarrel, but neither of them mentioned what happened yesterday.

After breakfast, Zhong Qingyu sent Ji Changsong to write Spring Festival couplets, but Ji Changsong asked Ji Youyan: "Can you still hold the pen?"

Ji Youyan said frankly: "My hand is born."

"Go and write." Ji Changsong ordered.

Ji Youyan did not refuse, and took over the task.

She is no stranger to writing Spring Festival couplets. When she was young, the Spring Festival couplets at the door were written by Ji Changsong. Ji Youyan only needed to be responsible for the blessing characters on the doors of each bedroom.Ji Youyan knows that Ji Changsong likes to point to the Spring Festival couplets every year when the guests visit and praise his daughter's voice for her beautiful handwriting.

Ji Changsong watched Ji Youyan's writing from the sidelines. Ji Youyan was inexplicably nervous, always feeling that Ji Changsong would be picky if he was not careful. "Is it okay? Otherwise, I'll write a new one?"

"That's it." Ji Changsong said in a deep voice: "It's been a long time since I practiced calligraphy, and it should be like this when I write again."

Although it sounded very dissatisfied, Ji Youyan was relieved that he didn't preach harshly.The two went to the door to put up Spring Festival couplets together. The father and daughter glued the Spring Festival couplets facing each other. Zhong Qingyu watched from the side and said with emotion: "Finally, it looks like home."

Both Ji Youyan and Ji Changsong's hearts trembled.

When pasting the Spring Festival couplets, Ji Changsong pressed the couplets with a towel, and said something in his words: "Why is the Chinese New Year regarded as a day for family reunion? Everyone has to go home, and everyone needs a home to return to?"

Ji Yoo said nothing.

"As the old saying goes, the Qi family governs the country and the world. You can imagine how important the family is to a person."

Ji Youyan guessed that Ji Changsong was going to repeat the old tune again, and said helplessly, "Dad, I know what you're going to say. Let me say it again, it's not that I don't want to have a family, but Lu Fang is definitely not the person I want."

"Lu Fang is a good boy, and he knows everything. If you can be handed over to him, your mother and I will let you go..." Again talking to himself, Ji Youyan interrupted with a serious tone: "You and What my mother thinks is more important or what I, the person who wants to spend the rest of my life with each other, thinks? Who is it chosen for?"

Ji Changsong's face became serious, and he blamed: "Did I teach you to be so rude when talking to your elders?"

If you reason with him, he will speak with authority to you.He was always right anyway.Ji Youyan frowned, and silently pasted another Spring Festival couplet.

Ji Changsong also had an expression of forbearance on his face. After a while, he calmed down and said, "You really don't like it, and your mother and I can't force you. But at your age, it's time to put the marriage into the plan."

"Okay, I see, I put it in the plan." Ji Youyan said perfunctorily.

Ji Changsong knew at a glance that she didn't listen to her heart, and pointed out: "A person must have a home after all, no matter how strong a woman is, she always needs a man to help set up the door and shelter from the wind and rain."

Ji Youyan's subordinates stopped and looked sideways at Ji Changsong.She suddenly felt that Ji Changsong might not be completely ignorant of what happened between her and Jing Xiu.

"The current society is no longer the society in your history books that earns a living by physical strength. Women are not so weak, and men are not so strong. There are many forms of modern family formation. Marriage in many Western countries has long been no longer the so-called one man and one man. It's a girl." Ji Youyan tried to calm down.

But the sentence "in your history book" in her words seemed to be ridiculed, and Ji Changsong's ignition point was poked.He said coldly word by word: "But if you live in Chinese society, you have to accept Chinese rules."

"China also launched a vote on civil unions of same-sex couples a few years ago. Isn't its existence enough to justify it?" Ji Youyan retorted.

"Isn't the failure of the vote enough to prove that it is not acceptable to the world?" Ji Changsong retorted.

There was a strong smell of gunpowder between the two again, Zhong Qingyu heard the sound, and reprimanded: "Put up a Spring Festival couplet, what's there to make a fuss about. The ones at the gate are not afraid of being laughed at by others. Everyone, let me say a word." She pulled Ji Youyan and Ji Changsong into the door and closed the door.

The words have been said so far, Ji Youyan simply made the words clear and said: "Actually, you all know it in your heart, don't you?"

Zhong Qingyu shouted: "Yanyan, you don't want to have a good New Year, do you?!"

Can it really not exist without putting it on the surface?Deception.

But she couldn't bear to see the pleading look in her mother's eyes.Who is embarrassing whom?Who is begging whom?

She clenched her fists, took a deep breath and said, "I'm going to post a blessing."

Ji Changsong wanted to say something, but was stopped by Zhong Qingyu.

The family still managed to spend a "peaceful" New Year's Eve with discord in face and heart.After twelve o'clock on New Year's Eve, the sound of firecrackers and fireworks stopped, and everything was silent.

Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu communicated in a video, and when Jing Xiu's father was present, they had a Chinese New Year greeting with the French. Jing Xiu's father was very friendly and warmly invited her to visit France after the New Year greeting.

After the video ended, she thought of Jing Xiu's father's kindness and welcome to her, and then thought of her parents ignoring and denying Jing Xiu's existence just because of her gender.

She couldn't sleep until midnight and decided to write a letter to her parents.

Perhaps like many characters in the script of "Trust in the World", only with the help of words and staggered time and space, can she and her parents communicate peacefully.

If one letter can't be finished, then two letters, three letters... Escaping will never solve the problem, and this is the truth that she has become more and more aware of in this life.

Her Axiu, she can't be wronged like this with her.

The author has something to say: Sister Ji: My baby deserves the love of the whole world!

Ji Changsong: Even if I, Ji Changsong, died of illness, even if I jumped from here, I would not accept Jing Xiu, a woman!