My Feelings Can Wait

Jing Xiu put the talisman bag into the inner pocket of his clothes, put it together with two small Hetian jade safety buckles, one white and one red, and wore it close to his body.

Ji Changsong has been discharged from the hospital safely. After Ji Youyan arrived in Yanzhou, he and Lin Yuebing parted ways and went to his parents' residence in a low-key manner.Zhong Qingyu knew that she was coming back, although he didn't express anything, but seeing how rich the dinner was, Ji Youyan still felt her unspoken joy.

This is the first time a family of three has eaten at the same dinner table again after many years.The indoor temperature is warm, but the atmosphere on the table is cool.

It was silent, only the occasional sound of the collision of bowls and chopsticks.

Ji Youyan felt uncomfortable all over.If it was before, this embarrassing situation would probably last for a whole dinner.But years of experience in entertainment and the desire to ease the relationship made Ji Youyan bow his head and become the one who broke the deadlock.

She picked up a chopstick of fish, praised Zhong Qingyu for its freshness, and asked her what kind of fish it was.Zhong Qingyu was a little surprised, and then answered her gently, and said a few more words about where she bought it, and Ji Youyan asked along, how far away, how to get there, and then, the topic diverged as she wished.

Ji Changsong ate quietly by the side without saying a word.

Zhong Qingyu winked at Ji Youyan, and Ji Youyan understood.She spoke to Ji Changsong in a natural manner: "Dad, Mom said you want to change to a new energy vehicle?"

Ji Changsong paused with his chopsticks and raised his eyelids to look at her.After two seconds of silence, he responded, "Yes."

Ji Yuyan tentatively said: "I have endorsed one model before, so I know a little bit about this market. Dad, what kind do you want, and what is the price? Pure electric or plug-in hybrid?"

She deliberately mentioned the topic of endorsement, and wanted to test Ji Changsong's attitude towards her work now.

Ji Changsong replied to her: "Your mother and I use it for transportation. There is no need to buy a too good one. It needs a hybrid."

Seeing his calm expression, Ji Yuyan breathed a sigh of relief.She talked with Ji Changsong on this topic, and finally talked about the equipment of charging pile facilities in Yanzhou. They disagreed. No one could convince anyone about the convenience and cost-effectiveness of new energy vehicles, and they almost quarreled again. .

Ji Youyan sensed something was wrong, so he quickly stopped, Ji Changsong seemed to be aware of it, and then fell silent.After taking a sip of the soup, he suddenly took the initiative to speak: "What do you need to know about the endorsement?"

Ji Yuyan looked at him in surprise, and he lowered his head to drink the soup again.

A smile gradually climbed to the corners of Ji Yuyan's lips, and she said frankly: "I don't know if others will understand me, I will try my best to understand. On the one hand, it is to understand the reputation and quality of the product, and to avoid the occurrence of inappropriate products due to endorsement Negative news, on the other hand, is also to broaden one’s knowledge.” It’s not an easy task to be well-rounded at a dinner, at least you have to make sure that you can get a few words on any topic that others say , so you have to know a little bit about everything.

Ji Changsong frowned slightly, like a teacher listening to a student's report.It was like this when he was checking Ji Yuyan's homework since he was a child. Ji Yuyan was inexplicably nervous and a little inexplicably nostalgic.

"You should understand." He said in a serious tone: "But you shouldn't be limited to worrying about negative news. You are a typical self-interested mentality. As public figures, the greater your influence and appeal, the more You should know how to exercise these abilities more cautiously and restraint, so as not to mislead others. You should have such awareness.”

Apart from anything else, Ji Changsong has always had a problem with Shanggang going online.But at least those who recognize their industry are public figures, and they are no longer contemptuous actors.

Ji Youyan argued, "I have it."

"I haven't had time to say it yet, why did you say it first." When she was criticized by Ji Changsong in the past, no matter whether she admitted it or not, she always kept silent, and when she was forced to admit her mistake, she simply admitted her mistake.Ji Changsong's resignation gave her the courage to soften her tone for the first time.

Ji Changsong originally wanted to say something, but was stuck by her sudden coquettishness.

When was the last time Ji Youyan acted like a baby to her?Ji Changsong couldn't remember at all, was he three or five years old?It seems that since she started learning the piano, or since she went to school, he is her father and her teacher, the relationship between their father and daughter has become more and more unfamiliar, and Ji Youyan's words in this family have become less and less.

Reaching out without hitting the smiling face, Ji Changsong calmed down: "It's good that you know."

After a pause, he said earnestly: "No matter what you do, you must remember to do what you do, be good at what you do, and respect what you do. I taught you to be in awe since childhood. With this heart, no matter how far you walk or how high you stand, You must keep it in mind. Otherwise, one day you will make a big mistake."

In the past, Ji Youyan was most disgusted by the teachings of the elders and the people who came from the past.But Ji Youyan has learned to think for the good and only listen to what he wants to hear.No matter what, Ji Changsong cares about her, right?

She meekly responded to him and said, "I've always remembered it. It's like the launch conference I just attended before I came back..." She and Ji Changsong talked about work, and Ji Changsong listened and commented from time to time.

Anyway, it looks a little warm.Ji Youyan thought in her heart that when her father's health improved, the matter between her and Jing Xiu could be put on the agenda.If this had to be a tug-of-war like her entry into the entertainment industry, the sooner it started, the sooner it would end.

After dinner, Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu went downstairs for a walk, Ji Youyan went back to the room to rest, and wanted to report the good news to Jing Xiu immediately.

Her voice told Jing Xiu that Ji Changsong was concerned about her work during dinner, and she felt that Ji Changsong seemed not as stubborn and difficult to communicate as before.

Jing Xiu replied to her in seconds: "That's good."

Ji Youyan guessed that Jing Xiu could listen to voice messages, so he should not be working, so he pressed the video call request.

As she expected, Jing Xiu connected.

Jing Xiu's background seemed to be in a simple and heavy interior, Ji Youyan asked strangely: "A Xiu, aren't you in Lingzhou?"

"Well, I'm back to Beicheng."

Ji Youyan was stunned: "Ah? When? Then..." She wanted to say, why didn't they see each other.

Jing Xiu guessed what she meant, and said peacefully: "It doesn't matter when, you should go back to see your uncle. Besides, it's rewarding, isn't it?"

Ji Youyan understands Jing Xiu's thoughtfulness and affection.She cared: "Did you eat?"

"No, there will be a while."

Looking at the wall of awards opposite, Ji Yuyan said slyly: "Ah Xiu, would you like to visit my current room? My parents arranged it almost exactly the same as the room I used to live in."

This is the territory that Ji Youyan has never invited her to enter during their many years of love, of course Jing Xiu wants to see it.

Ji Yuyan turned the camera to the rear camera, and started to say: "This is my bed, you have seen it last time."

Jing Xiu stood by the window, with a slight tenderness in his eyes, "Yes."

"This bed is bigger than the one I used to sleep on, 1.8 meters."

"I see."

"It's too big for me to sleep alone, I only sleep half of it. There is only one pillow on the bed now, next time I come back, I hope to add another pillow." Ji You's words hinted.

Jing Xiu's eyes sparkled, and he asked knowingly, "Is the other half sleeping on the pillow?"

"It's the other half sleeping on the pillow." Ji Youyan said softly.

Jing Xiu didn't respond well or badly, but the curvature of her lips betrayed her joy.She changed the subject and said, "What's on the opposite wall?"

Ji Youyan could tell from her little expression that she understood.She didn't embarrass Jing Xiu, and followed her: "It's a certificate, can you see it clearly?"

She showed Jing Xiu the bookcases and desks, and even carefully opened the drawers and cabinets, "I was surprised when I opened it before and found that there were actually things inside."

"Surprise for what?"

"Surprised, my parents seem to have directly moved all the things in my previous desk and bookcase."

Ji Yuyan introduced: "Look, this is the first game console I owned. When I was about eight or nine years old, I saved up pocket money for a long time and bought it secretly. At that time, I thought about hiding the game console every day. I was so worried that I lost a few pounds in a month. It was also this game console that made me understand that I don’t have the talent to do bad things, so I just calm down and be an obedient boy. I didn’t expect that after many years, something happened. "

Jing Xiu couldn't help laughing.

"The most frightening thing is that they actually helped me bring this here too..." Saying that, Ji Youyan took out an unsealed cigarette case from the drawer.

Jing Xiu smiled slightly, and said in a deep voice, "Do you smoke?"

Ji Youyan laughed, "Ah Xiu, I was still feeling emotional. I don't know what my parents looked like when they found this pack of cigarettes when they moved. I can probably imagine your expression now."

Jing Xiu's face became even more serious.

Ji Youyan's desire to survive was revived, and he explained: "I don't smoke."

"Actually, I only smoked this pack of cigarettes once. I peeked at a novel in high school, and was attracted by the appearance of a smoking woman described in it. I thought it was so charming and wanted to imitate it. But I choked on it. Later, I randomly stuffed it in a drawer and hid it Well, it's been a long time and I've forgotten."

Jing Xiu seemed to think of something, and said quietly: "Your memory is not very good."

Through the screen, she looked at the old objects that Ji Yuyan explained to her, as if she could feel the temperature of Ji Yuyan in his teenage years.

It's like a time travel with Ji Yuyan.

"What is a notebook with a lock?" Jing Xiu asked proactively.Very high stack.

Ji Youyan stroked the top one, "It's the diary I wrote from childhood to adulthood."

Ji Changsong asked her to keep a diary, on the one hand, to exercise her written expression skills, and on the other hand, to let her know how her daily time passed.

"Since childhood?" Jing Xiu asked, "Do you also write at the age of seven or eight?"

Ji Youyan nodded, "Write."

Jing Xiu said softly: "If you have time, you can look back, maybe there will be unexpected gains."

Ji Youyan smiled: "I think so too." Many things, with different experiences, have different feelings in retrospect.Ji Youyan thinks it should be an interesting thing to read his previous diary.

"Can I see your old photos?" Jing Xiu became interested.

Ji Youyan said generously: "Of course." She took out her own photo album, one by one, and showed Jing Xiu from the full moon photos.

A screen away, so close to the world, Ji Youyan opened up about her past, and Jing Xiu focused on those times she had never participated in.She speaks beautifully, she listens attentively, and the years are quiet.

When she turned to the photo of her in the first grade, Jing Xiu suddenly let out a low laugh.

Ji Youyan looked at himself in the photo with delicate features and cute smile, and asked in puzzlement, "Ah Xiu, what are you laughing at?"

Jing Xiu said ambiguously, "It's nothing."

There is obviously something, even if Jing Xiu can just say a reason, but Jing Xiu just doesn't say it.Ji Youyan was still struggling with this problem until he finished flipping through the photo album.

A servant knocked on the door to remind Jing Xiu that he could go downstairs for dinner.Jing Xiu thought that Ji Youyan hadn't found out for so many years after she betrayed her back then, so she left a clue for Ji Youyan.

The answer, she said, was in what I had just said.

Well, sure enough there was something!But Ji Youyan couldn't understand it.

It wasn't until she flew back to Lingzhou two days later, bored on the plane, and wanted to see something, that Fuzhi suddenly had an idea.

As soon as she got off the plane, she called Zhong Qingyu and asked her to send a courier over.

The author has something to say: this is easy to guess, I think the cuties can guess faster than the old season!

Lao Ji: Water knows when a fish cries, but who knows when I cry T﹏T