My Feelings Can Wait

Inside the royal blue velvet gift box, it was neatly divided into several small spaces.The first thing Ji Youyan saw was its main body—a snow-white lacquered microphone.

The microphone is so new that it looks like it will glow, and the workmanship is extraordinary visible to the naked eye.The exterior design is full of sense, a line of English characters is printed on the metal cover of the sound head, I don’t know if it’s an illusion, but Ji Youyan feels that the design of the switch is like a vague word “言”. There is also a shining diamond inlaid in the "mouth" of the word "yan".

"It's so beautiful..." Lin Yue exclaimed.

Ji Youyan looked sideways at Jing Xiu, wanting to say something.

Jing Xiu said unhappily, "Aren't you going to sing?"

"A custom-made microphone based on your voice."

Ji Youyan's heart suddenly gushed out boundless sweetness and touch, which spread to the nasal cavity and turned into sourness.

An exclusive microphone, this is probably the dream of every singer, and it is also a luxury that Ji Yuyan never dared to dream of.

In the first year of her debut, she took over many small commercial performances, moving from one crude stage to another.She didn't complain, she treated each stage equally and did her best.But the organizer always failed her intentions.The rough equipment and the poor quality of the microphone often make her embarrassing and suffer a lot of grievances.When the microphone broke down more than once, she had the idea of ​​wanting to have a microphone that only belonged to her and would not cause problems.

But the cost of the exclusive microphone made Ji Youyan daunted.When she wants, life is stretched; when she can afford it, she no longer belongs to the stage.

"Yes, I'm going to sing." Ji Youyan said with a nasal voice, distressed, "But Ah Xiu, when did you prepare?"

She told Jing Xiu the day before yesterday that she was going to sing. No matter how powerful Jing Xiu was, it was impossible for her to complete a customized microphone in such a short period of time.

"A few years ago." Jing Xiu said softly.While speaking, she glanced nonchalantly at Lin Yue and Yao Xiao who were still standing aside.

Yao Xiao didn't dare to read the gossip anymore, so she pulled Lin Yue and said, "Yue Yue, let's go order dinner." The two trotted into the restaurant.

"A few years ago?" Ji Youyan ignored them and asked Jing Xiu to get to the bottom of it.

Jing Xiu let go a little.

She smiled faintly, looked directly at Ji Yuyan and said, "The year you decided not to sing. The Christmas present I didn't send."

In December, Christmas, and October, Ji Youyan told her that she was going to switch to film and television—at that time, the production of this microphone had just started.

That year, they went to a mentor's concert in "Idol Creation Project" in July, and they also went to several other contestants, so it was rare for Ji Yoo-yeon to sit side by side with her openly.

Jing Xiu is actually not very interested in the teacher's singing on stage, her mind drifts to Ji Yuyan beside her from time to time.

Several times, she found that Ji Yuyan's eyes on the stage were not right.Look thoughtful.

She caught a moment and asked Ji Youyan: "What are you thinking? I just saw that you were in a daze."

Ji Youyan recovered, smiled and said, "I'm looking at Mr. Zhao's microphone." After a pause, she explained: "I heard that Mr. Zhao's microphone was specially made for him, and I was just thinking about it. Is there any difference in his voice from when he taught us before?"

Her tone was casual, but the longing in her eyes that she deliberately wanted to suppress was still sensitively captured by Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu wrote it down calmly.After returning, she began to prepare seriously.Contact professionals, select manufacturers, design appearance, select materials...all of which are done by herself after busy work.

She thought that singing was Ji Yuyan's lifelong career, and the microphone was Ji Yuyan's closest partner.She wants to personally choose the most suitable partner for Ji Yuyan, and give her the strongest support and the longest company.

She was looking forward to being able to surprise Ji Yuyan.

However, before that time, Ji Yoo-yeon told her, "I won't sing in the future."

Jing Xiu was astonished, puzzled, regretful, and tried to explain and encourage her, but in the end, she chose to respect and support all her decisions.

She didn't want to put any pressure on Ji Yuyan, and she was afraid that this microphone would cause any misunderstanding to Ji Yuyan.Therefore, this microphone is useless.

Jing Xiu insisted on finishing it, and then sealed it up, just like her master sealed her dream.

Ji Youyan saw through the pity and sadness in Jing Xiu's eyes, and his heart seemed to be tied by something.

For the first time, she clearly understood that when she gave up her dream, she was not the only one who was sad.

Jing Xiu, is it true that she has been in pain with her all the time, and looking at herself in more pain than her, walking further and further away, but there is nothing she can do...

"The bottom of the box has been pressed for several years, and there is no time to overhaul it. Can you see if it works?" Jing Xiu changed the subject.She sighed in her heart, her heart became softer and softer, and she felt less and less uncomfortable seeing Ji Youyan.

Ji Youyan said shyly, "It's definitely possible."

This microphone is worth a lot just by looking at the well-known German manufacturer's name circled at the bottom of the metal cover.This manufacturer is well-known for its quality control of finished microphones, not to mention such carefully crafted custom microphones.

Ji Yuyan felt the weight in his hand was heavy.She wanted to say that this gift was too expensive.However, no matter how precious it is, it is nothing more than Jing Xiu's heart.

She opened her mouth, but she was not polite in the end.She sincerely promised: "A Xiu, I will definitely cherish it. It is with me, it..."

Before she finished speaking, Jing Xiu frowned and said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Ji Youyan silenced himself, seeing Jing Xiu's shameful and concerned expression, biting his lip and secretly delighted.She stretched out her hand and carefully grasped the microphone, and what she got was a cold and delicate touch.

Much like Ah Xiu's heart.It looks cold, but under the ice, it is so delicate.

"Then I'll try it?"

"Ah."

Ji Youyan took out the microphone equipment one by one, and carefully assembled and adjusted them.

Jing Xiu tilted his head and watched her quietly.

After the adjustment was completed, Ji Youyan stood facing Jing Xiu and raised the microphone.

She licked her lips, before she could speak, she frowned first: "Jing Xiu..."

This was the first sentence she said with this microphone, calling the name of the most important person in her life.

The sound is clear and clean, ear-catching and moving.Still very... grand.

In the restaurant, both Yao Xiao and Lin Yue quietly stretched their ears to listen.

"jet'aime."

Soon, they heard a soft and tender confession from the living room into the dining room.

It's Ji Yoo-yeon's voice!

Lin Yue was about to jump up, and a hundred exclamation words flashed in her heart.She doesn't understand much French, but she can understand the pronunciation of the word "I love you" after watching too many idol dramas.What she had always suspected about Ji Yuyan and Jing Xiu's situation was indeed true!

She couldn't sit still anymore, and quietly walked a few steps towards the door, trying to hear it more clearly.Yao Xiao raised her eyebrows, held back for a few seconds, and then moved a few steps towards the door.

So, they heard Jing Xiu's answer.

"Are you afraid that others won't hear you?" Jing Xiu's voice was always cold.But in the tone, it is obviously soft.

Ji Youyan couldn't hear it.

She stared at Jing Xiu with her snow-white neck drooping, her eyes rippling.Like stepping on cotton candy, sweet and soft, she approached Jing Xiu step by step.

This time, she didn't ask Jing Xiu, but bent down, wrapped her hands around Jing Xiu's neck, and directly hugged Jing Xiu tightly in her arms.

Jing Xiu stiffened his back and slowed down his breathing.

"I'm afraid you won't hear me." Ji Youyan said softly.

Jing Xiu felt Ji Youyan's warm breath blowing against his sensitive ears, and his heartbeat gradually accelerated.

But two seconds later, she calmed down a little, and replied to Ji Yuyan: "I heard it."

Ji Youyan's eyes showed anticipation.

Jing Xiu was in her arms, calmly said: "I heard the doorbell."

Ji Youyan: "???!"

Well, in fact, she heard it too, but, is this the point!Why do people always spoil her good things.

"Hello, food delivery service..." the delivery man outside the door asked politely.

"Go and open the door." Jing Xiu broke away from her and reminded.

Ji Yuyan's face turned dark.

Yao Xiao and Lin Yue were in the restaurant, holding back their stomachaches from laughing.

Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan's heart as he went to open the door, and behind Ji Youyan's invisible back, he also raised the corners of his lips sincerely.

Yan Yan became more and more cheerful and confident, more and more like herself when she first fell in love.

But, can it really go on forever?Could it really not be another empty joy?

Smiling and smiling, Jing Xiu's loving eyes were tainted with a little melancholy and apprehension.

*

Two days before New Year's Day, Ji Youyan set off to fly to Lancheng to prepare for the New Year's Eve party on the 31st.During the intense preparations, Ji Youyan also took the time to send Jing Xiu a few backstage photos from time to time, sharing what he saw and heard.Jing Xiu replied to her one after another.

On the 31st, Jing Xiu finished work and flew to Lancheng.Because there are too many acquaintances in the background, in order to avoid unnecessary troubles for Ji Yuyan, Jing Xiu did not go to visit the class, and entered the venue in a low-key manner wearing a mask when the time came.

Unexpectedly, she was already packed tightly, and when passing by the seat behind the VIP in the infield, sharp-eyed fans still recognized her.

"Ah, ah, Jing... Isn't Jing Xiuxiu! Teacher Jing, isn't it?" A hand suddenly stretched out and grabbed Jing Xiu's clothes, tremblingly shouted.

Jing Xiu was taken aback.

The female fan also seemed to have realized her impoliteness, she quickly let go, and said pleasantly, "I'm sorry, I'm so excited..."

Jing Xiu nodded to her expressionlessly, ready to leave.

"Teacher Jing, do you still remember me?" the female fan whispered, "Did you come to see Teacher Ji?"

Jing Xiu heard the words, and then carefully looked at the fans' faces.She thought about it for a while, and had a vague impression, as if she was the fan who often sent them to and from get off work when she and Ji Yuyan were competing.If I guessed right, it should be a cp fan in essence.It seems that they gave her and Ji Yuyan couple T-shirts.

She looked at the support card in her hand, and Ji Youyan couldn't help but relax a little.

It's quite affectionate.

The small area around seems to be Ji Yuyan's fans, and some of them seem to be quite familiar.Jing Xiu took off her mask and said, "I remember you." She looked at the fans who stretched their necks and said warmly, "Happy New Year."

Being remembered by an idol for so many years, and wishing her "Happy New Year" face to face, the female fan was so happy that she almost fainted, and the other fans who were watching were also excited, wanting to scream and not dare to scream.

Jing Xiu thought of the years back then, and his whole person softened a lot.She looked at Ji Youyan's support bracelet on the female fan's legs, and on a whim, she said slyly: "It's pretty, can you give me one?"

Give!Why not!I have to give even if I go bankrupt!The fans cheered and rushed to give Jing Xiu the ring.

Ahhh!Excellent is real!Everyone seems to have a groundhog born in their hearts.

Jing Xiu took away a few wristbands and even a cheering stick, and walked to her seat with a smile on her face.

The insignificant tenderness she can give is her thanks for their constant company with Ji Yuyan in these years.

Accompany her through the trough and up to the peak.

Jing Xiu put the Yinghuan bracelet on his wrist.

Next to the bracelet is a panda bracelet that Ji Youyan gave her.

The author has something to say: Excellent girl, rush to the duck!

Sister Ji is distressed: How can I kiss Ah Xiu?

Enthusiastic people: dear, I suggest you sleep directly here.

In the comments, many cuties have guessed it, witty!

Hahaha, I saw a cutie saying that Sister Ji has been a little too comfortable recently.

Author: emmmmm

Sister Ji is dry: what hatred, what resentment!woo woo woo