My Feelings Can Wait

In this circle, as long as he can write two lines of lyrics and hum two lines of music that no one else has heard, the agency will dare to boast that he is a talented original singer.As for singing skills, quality, and completion, that's another matter entirely.Therefore, when Wei Yizhen took over Ji Youyan, he knew about her debut experience, and only thought that she was the same as most of the artists who came from talent shows in this circle, and she couldn't sing, so she turned to the TV.As for the creative player label that Ji Youyan once put on, Wei Yizhen only thought it was a regular package.

Unexpectedly, Ji Youyan really has two brushes.Wei Yizhen remembered again that she was born in Jinghua University.In this circle, everyone has no knowledge or skills and would like to create a human design, but Ji Youyan is so low-key that it is a pity.

Bo Xue didn't comment on Ji Youyan's performance in playing the piano. She was still thinking, so Gu Lingfeng took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, and asked Ji Youyan while taking the cigarettes: "Can you smoke?"

Ji Youyan nodded slightly.Wei Yizhen was stunned again.

She saw Ji Yuyan standing up, brushing her hair, and the aura around her suddenly seemed to be different again.

She stood up, raised her hands and raised her feet, but she couldn't find the flying spirit she had when she was playing the piano just now.There was a curve on the corner of her lips, as if she was smiling, but her eyes were cold.She walked up to Gu Lingfeng, lowered her head and held the cigarette butt between Gu Lingfeng's fingers with her red lips, slowly raised her head, biting the cigarette, looking at Gu Lingfeng with watery eyes, a charming smile with a little playfulness.

Wei Yizhen had read the script, and suddenly felt that the depraved and nurtured melancholy in the later stage had become a concrete image, perfectly appearing in front of her eyes.

Obviously it was the face he was used to seeing on weekdays, but when his expression changed, Wei Yizhen felt that Ji Yuyan's entire facial features seemed to be different.Even for the role she won this year, Wei Yizhen listened to the evaluation of the insiders, and Ji Youyan's acting skills did not seem to have reached the level of today's ease.Overperformed?

She quietly looked at the expressions of the producer and investor, both of them were very calm, Wei Yi really couldn't see anything.

Gu Lingfeng was also expressionless.He clicked on the lighter and lit Ji Yuyan's cigarette.

Ji Youyan leaned over, lit the cigarette calmly, and exhaled a puff of white smoke.The smoke obscured her facial features, making the smile on her lips very faint and ethereal.

She stood where she was, smoking a cigarette.Wei Yi really couldn't take his eyes off.

A few seconds later, she turned around, swayed to the window, bent one leg, and sat on the window sill.The other leg, dangling in the air, swayed slightly.Her skilful posture when smoking and the childish movement of swinging her legs are contradictory and strangely harmonious.

She tilted her head and looked out the window, the smoke was flickering between her fingers, and the fog was curling around her lips.Ji Youyan's whole body is bathed in the warm winter sun, which is obviously a warm and bright picture.

However, Wei Yizhen felt that everything he could see was melancholy and hopeless.

Gu Lingfeng's eyes finally showed surprise.He could even imagine in his mind how breathtakingly beautiful this picture should be in the real shooting scene and under his lens.

Gu Lingfeng asked Ji Youyan to try two more back scenes. After that, he prepared tea and snacks for Ji Youyan and Wei Yizhen, and decided to cooperate on the spot.

Not only was it decided that Ji Yuyan would play the role of Shen Yu, but Bo Xue, as the film's music director, recognized Ji Yuyan's musical talent and formally invited Ji Yuyan to be in charge of creating the original episode of Shen Yu in the movie.

When Ji Youyan and Wei Yizhen left, Bo Xue happened to be leaving too, and the three of them walked and talked along the way.When they walked to the car parked not far away from them, Ji Youyan stood politely not far away and watched them off, planning to wait for Bo Xue to get in the car and leave before getting in the car by himself.

About to leave, Bo Xue put her hand on the door of her driver's seat, and suddenly thought of something, she turned to Ji Youyan and said, "Youyan."

Ji Youyan tilted his head in response, and stepped forward quickly.

Bo Xue said casually: "It's nothing, I just thought of something and wanted to tell you."

"Teacher, tell me." Ji Youyan said respectfully.

"Although Jing Xiu asked Lao Gu not to mention it to you, she recommended you. However, after a long time, it is inevitable that I will accidentally mention it."

Ji Youyan was a little embarrassed, Bo Xue patted her on the shoulder, and said briskly: "Don't be nervous, take it easy."

Ji Yuyan bit his lip in embarrassment.

"In order to avoid misunderstanding, let me clarify with you first. Although she recommended you, if you are not suitable, Lao Gu and I will definitely not choose you. The reason why Lao Gu and I chose you is because you yourself Convinced us with ability."

"Don't waste your talent, just work hard."

There are not many opportunities for her music to be affirmed by such a powerful senior.Ji Youyan had mixed feelings for a moment, and his nose was sore.Joy, but also mixed with inexplicable grievances.

"Thank you teacher, I will." She said sincerely.

Bo Xue smiled slightly, "Okay, let's go, pay attention to safety on the road."

After Bo Xue left, the audition was officially over.Ji Youyan relaxed, and suddenly the world spun and shook his body.

Wei Yizhen hurried forward two steps and supported her, "What's going on?"

"It's okay, I... just feel a little dizzy." Ji Youyan said weakly.

Wei Yizhen went to touch Ji Youyan's forehead, but he didn't know if it was because her hands were too cold, but felt the temperature was hot. "Are you burning again?" Wei Yizhen asked nervously.

"It's okay, maybe I was too nervous just now, I'll just get in the car and rest." Ji Youyan insisted.

"Nervous? I didn't notice it at all just now." Wei Yizhen helped her into the car.

Ji Youyan was too hypocritical, and tried to laugh at himself: "If you can't pretend, how can you be an actor?"

Wei Yizhen: "..."

After getting in the car, Wei Yizhen wanted to take her to the hospital, but Ji Youyan said no. "I think it's more useful than anything else to let me go back and get a good night's sleep." Besides, I just had the water hooked up in the morning, and now I can't hang up again when I go to the hospital.

Seeing her tired look, Wei Yizhen felt that it made sense.She handed the hot water cup to Ji Yuyan, started the car and took her back to the hotel to rest.

Ji Youyan drank two sips of water, breathed a sigh of relief, and couldn't wait to send Jing Xiu a WeChat message.

After two lives, her joy can finally be shared with the person she most wants to tell.Just thinking about it, Ji Youyan felt that he had already gained double the joy.

She took out her phone and was editing when she heard Wei Yizhen ask her: "It's almost twelve o'clock, do you want to order something outside and deliver it to the hotel? Or just eat something in the hotel?"

It's almost twelve o'clock... It's still four or five o'clock in the morning at Ah Xiu's side.Ji Yuyan stopped his fingertips in time.

It's so dangerous, I almost quarreled with her.

"Just go back to the hotel and have some porridge. I don't have much appetite now." Ji Youyan looked at the clock on the screen, and the seconds seemed like years.

During the peak period, Wei Yi was really blocked.She stopped the car and chatted with Ji Youyan: "Did I underestimate you?"

"Ok?"

"I haven't heard you talk about music creation."

Ji Youyan was slightly stunned, and said lightly: "Before today, it was nothing worth mentioning."

Wei Yi was really dumb.

Actually, yes and no.Ji Youyan is not nice to meet people.Wei Yizhen sighed, and half-jokingly said, "You've wasted too much time. You can rely on your talent, why should you rely on your face?" It's a pity to follow Wang Junchan's route.

"I'll take it as Sister Wei, you're praising me. Fortunately, I still have face to rely on, otherwise I might have been a street performer back then." Ji Youyan joked.

When talking about music before, Ji Youyan was full of unwillingness.But now, she has been able to face it peacefully.

Maybe it's because the mentality and expectations are different.Now, she is very content to get an affirmation and an opportunity.

Wei Yizhen sneered.She tentatively asked: "So, what do you think about music now?" This involves future route planning.

Frankly speaking, Wei Yi really thinks it's too late, and doesn't suggest that Ji Youyan turn to music when his acting career is booming.

Fortunately, Ji Yuyan was sober, she replied: "Sister Wei, acting is life, music is a dream."

Ji Youyan felt that he had become a reality, he had regrets, but he was somewhat relieved.

"I just want to make music happily, and I don't want to add too many utilitarian things to it. I don't need it to settle down, and I can make it better." I gave up it, and I lost the sense of urgency to make a living. Instead, I seem to have regained my original intention , I regained my confidence and calmness in music.

This idea coincides with that of Wei Yizhen.

It is a good thing to have talent, as long as there is no distinction between primary and secondary, Wei Yizhen still supports her multi-habit development. "Okay, when we go back, we can talk in detail when we have time."

"If you like, I can help you pay attention to resources in this area."

Ji Youyan smiled and said, "Okay, thank you, Sister Wei first."

The car moved, Wei Yizhen started the car and continued to move forward.Ji Youyan closed his eyes, feeling in a trance that he could feel the forward movement of the car.

very nice.It seems that everything is going in a good direction.Ji Youyan closed his eyes hard, blinking away the tears.

When he arrived at the hotel, Ji Yuyan immediately went to take a shower and brushed his teeth, washing away the smell of cigarettes.Wei Yizhen ordered porridge for her and took her body temperature—it was 38 degrees, still a little hot.Ji Youyan said that he would be fine after taking some medicine, and Wei Yizhen couldn't say much.She watched Ji Yuyan for more than an hour, and seeing that her fever had subsided to 37 degrees, she also went back to her room to catch up on sleep.

After Wei Yizhen left, Ji Youyan fell asleep peacefully.This time, Ji Youyan fell into a particularly drowsy sleep.When she woke up, the sky outside the window was completely dark.

Ji Youyan was stunned for a moment, his first reaction was, what time is it now?What time is it in Paris? !

She grabbed her phone and looked at it. It was past six o'clock in the evening, and she felt amnesty immediately.She sat up abruptly, clicked on WeChat, and immediately sent a message to Jing Xiu: "A Xiu, good afternoon. [cute]"

Jing Xiu didn't respond, and Ji Youyan guessed that she might not have seen the news.Her throat was so dry that she had to get out of bed and pour herself a glass of water to moisten her throat.She leaned against the bay window, and inadvertently glanced downstairs, the Christmas trees all over the street.She just remembered that today is Christmas.

"Merry Christmas. Does it still hurt after removing the stitches on your head?" His throat felt better, Ji Youyan put down his water glass and continued typing, "I went to Director Gu for an audition today, and Director Gu confirmed that I will be playing Depression. Besides, Bo Xuebo Sensei, it was also decided that I would be in charge of the gloomy original episode."

"Teacher Bo told me that you recommended me, Ah Xiu, this time I won't say thank you, but that I will work hard and live up to your expectations."

She was still typing, and the status of "typing" finally appeared on the dialog box.

Ji Yuyan stopped moving.Before Jing Xiu could send her words, the corners of her lips were already raised.

"Merry Christmas." Jing Xiu said back to her, "My head is fine."

The state of typing is still going on, and Ji Youyan waits affectionately.

"Congratulations, I look forward to the next cooperation." Jing Xiu said very officially.

As if she had realized this herself, after a few seconds, she moved again.After dawdling for a long time, she added: "Ms. Bo has a high vision and can let you take charge of the episode, which shows that she is very optimistic about you. There is no pressure, there is still a long time, you just prepare carefully and act as you expect .”

Although I can't feel Jing Xiu's tone in words, this is the longest message Jing Xiu has ever sent her after Jing Xiu added WeChat.Looking at her rare talkativeness, Ji Youyan could already feel Jing Xiu's happiness.

She was sweet in her heart, and replied "Okay.", "[Bixinxin's animated emoticon]".

Jing Xiu didn't respond again.

Ji Youyan stared at the dialog box, hesitant to speak.She actually wanted to tell Jing Xiu that she had a fever today and finished the work while sick.But after thinking about it, I feel that I am so hypocritical, did I make Jing Xiu worry for nothing?

Like a childish ghost for attention.

But when she looked at the bustling streets downstairs and her deserted room, she suddenly became depressed.

Headache, chest tightness, seems to be really uncomfortable all of a sudden.

Ji Youyan stroked Jing Xiu's head, endured and endured, the desire for the care of his sweetheart finally overwhelmed his reason.

She compromised and persuaded herself to post a circle of friends, and it would be enough to post for half an hour.If Ah Xiu sees it, take it as a Christmas gift she willfully begs for herself, okay?If Ah Xiu doesn't respond, it means she didn't see it, and it's normal.

She found out the medicine prescribed by the hospital, put it on the table and took a picture, and then took a picture of her bruised and swollen back of the hand next to the eye of the needle because of the water drip.

The text is a simple unhappy face emoji.

Then, she chose, and only Jing Xiu could see it, and sent it out.

The first second it was sent, Ji Yuyan regretted it - it's too shameful!

She secretly spat at herself, hypocritical and contrived, but...she couldn't bear to delete it.

Every minute and every second, it became more uncomfortable.Because, now not only have a headache and chest tightness, but also very nervous.Ji Youyan was worried for a while, patted his forehead, and decided to delete it.

As soon as she grabbed the phone, the screen of the phone suddenly lit up.

It's Jing Xiu's video call request!

Ji Yuyan froze her movements, and then, she bent her eyebrows and bit her lower lip lightly, with genuine shame and joy.

It seems that in an instant, the waist is not sore and the legs are not painful!

The author has something to say: Teacher Ji, a scheming girl who combines talent and beauty.

Sister Ji: Ah Xiu is my medicine.The magic hand rejuvenates, the medicine cures the disease, and it is easy to go up to the fifth floor in one breath!