My Feelings Can Wait

Jing Xiu's mother is somewhat similar to Jing Xiu and even Tao Xingruo, especially when she is not smiling, she is exactly the same, her aura is intimidating.Seeing Ji Yuyan, Jing Xiu's mother paused slightly when she closed the door.

He obviously didn't say anything, but Ji Youyan felt that he had already seen dissatisfaction and suspicion from Jing Xiu's mother's expression.That's right, she was the one who got Jing Xiu into trouble in this matter.

Back then, Jing Xiu's mother's words made her feel ashamed.Today, the shadow still hasn't dissipated.It was almost a conditioned reflex, and the sense of shame made Ji Youyan have the urge to disappear immediately.But, no.She froze in place, reluctant to lift her foot.

She was weak once and regretted once.

Ji Youyan stabilized his mind, looked directly at Jing Xiu's mother, and said calmly, "Auntie, how is Ah Xiu?"

Jing Xiu's mother stared at her for several seconds before she said in confusion, "Xiaoyan, we meet again in this kind of place."

Ji Youyan didn't dare to speak, his face was as helpless as it was two years ago.

But it looks a little braver than before.Jing Shurong turned his eyes and answered Ji Youyan: "I have just arrived, and I am going to ask the attending doctor for details."

Tao Xingruo immediately said warmly: "Auntie, let me take you there."

Jing Shurong nodded.

Ji Youyan was worried, and wanted to go with Jing Shurong to hear what the attending doctor had to say. Tao Xingruo gave Ji Youyan a wink and motioned her to go in and find Jing Xiu directly.

In the huge aisle, Ji Yuyan was the only one left.She turned around and held the doorknob, her hands trembling unconsciously.

During these years, she often dreamed of such a scene: when she pushed open the door, Jing Xiu lay there covered in bruises, looking at her with lifeless eyes, as if she was announcing all the evil deeds she had done to her .Now all of this is like a repeat of the previous nightmare.But every time, in the dream, she still opened the door.Even if, I can only look at Jing Xiu one more time.

Like, at this moment she still turned the doorknob and pushed the door open.

With just one glance, she saw the figure facing her on the hospital bed.The pain and panic from the past came overwhelming in an instant, Ji Yuyan's legs softened all of a sudden, and tears fell down.

Jing Xiu heard the voice, turned his head slowly, and looked at the door.

This time, she didn't inform Ji Youyan, but Ji Youyan came much faster than last time.There were mixed feelings in her heart, but when she saw Ji Youyan's tears clearly, her heart softened.

"Standing as the door god?" She said hoarsely.

It's different, this time, it's real life, not the nightmare that traps her.Ah Xiu is fine, Ah Xiu is still there, Ji Youyan smiled through tears.

She closed the door behind her back, trotted to Jing Xiu's bed, squatted down, and buried her head on Jing Xiu's quilt.

The usual prudent person lost his composure like a child at this moment.

"Ah Xiu, Ah Xiu, Ah Xiu..." She called out in a low voice, crying.

For the rest of her life after the catastrophe, Jing Xiu couldn't hold back the affection in her heart, so it was rare for her to answer her tenderly: "I am here."

Ji Youyan became more at ease, and was willing to raise his head.She sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the gauze on Jing Xiu's head and the retainer around her neck, stretched out her hand, but retracted it worriedly. "Does it hurt? What did the doctor say."

The pain in her eyes was clearly visible.

"It's okay, the stitches will be removed in a few days. It's all skin trauma." Jing Xiu stared at Ji Youyan's forehead, frowned and said, "What's wrong with your forehead?"

"I accidentally hit the glass while walking." Ji Youyan flicked his bangs, trying to cover it up.

"Where else did you hurt? Are you dizzy? Have you had a film? Did the doctor say anything? Next..." She asked like a cannonball.

Jing Xiu made a zipper movement to Ji Youyan's mouth, and Ji Youyan was dumb.

"It's okay, don't worry."

Such a big man, it's rash.Jing Xiu went to touch the phone, called Tao Xingruo, and asked her to call a doctor to check on Ji Yuyan.

"It's a little bit red, just rub it with medicine and you'll be fine, don't make such a fuss." Ji Youyan heard Tao Xingruo's complaints with sharp ears.

"It's okay, no need." She said shyly.

Jing Xiu didn't accept the suggestion and asked her, "Have you eaten yet?"

Ji Youyan was on the plane, his heart was full of Jing Xiu, and he couldn't eat at all.She frankly shook her head.

So, Jing Xiu ordered again: "Tao, bring me another meal."

She treats herself so comprehensively, just as properly as before, Ji Youyan feels sweet and ashamed in her heart.She thought of the grievances she had caused Jing Xiu in the past, and thought of Jing Xiu's mother's distrustful eyes, and she became depressed.

Jing Xiu hung up the phone, sensitively aware of the change in Ji Yuyan's mood, just about to ask something, Ji Yuyan subconsciously covered up: "Ah Xiu, have you eaten yet?"

"Ate."

"Then... do you want to eat oranges?" Ji Youyan went to get the oranges in the fruit basket on the bedside table.

Jing Xiu frowned, but did not answer.

Ji Youyan grabbed the orange, didn't hear Jing Xiu's answer, and looked at Jing Xiu suspiciously.It was only then that Jing Xiu's gentleness became much weaker.

"What are you thinking?" Jing Xiu stared at her and asked.

Ji Youyan trembled his long eyelashes, which was the familiar dodging appearance of Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu felt a dull pain in his head for a moment.But she looked at the genuine tenderness in Ji Yuyan's eyes, and she couldn't bear to say the cold words.

"I have a headache right now, I can't guess, and I don't want to guess what you're thinking, can't you tell me?" Jing Xiu's tone eased.

Ji Youyan gritted his teeth, and tentatively reached for Jing Xiu's hand.Jing Xiu agreed to her actions and let her interlock her fingers.

Ji Yoo-yeon gained courage.She stared at Jing Xiu and said: "Ah Xiu, I was thinking, I have troubled you again."

"I blame myself, feel guilty, and ashamed. Without my antecedents, there would be no consequences for you lying here now. Even before, without me, you wouldn't be unhappy for so long. I can't help but wonder, maybe what you said yesterday was right. Are we really not suitable for being together. " The more she said, the more confident she became.

When she saw Jing Xiu's mother, she remembered all the past, and all the hesitation and lack of self-confidence reappeared like crazy.

But this time, she chose to be honest with Jing Xiu.She was afraid that her wavering would make Jing Xiu shake even more, but she was even more afraid that her dishonesty would disappoint Jing Xiu.

She said that she would learn to confess and communicate.

This answer was beyond Jing Xiu's expectation.Ji Youyan was also shaken, and Jing Xiu said that it was a lie that he didn't waver a little bit.But the next moment, she felt more relieved.

At least, Ji Yuyan said it.If the problem is not spoken out, it will always just lie there.It's a pity that she always needs to be forced, and Ji Youyan only speaks a little.

"You still swore to it last night, but today, are you backing down?" Jing Xiu sighed softly.

Although it was a question, but the tone was not harsh, even with an indistinct gentleness, Ji Youyan's heart fluttered when he heard it.

Ah Xiu, is this encouraging her?

"I didn't." Ji Youyan quickly denied, "I just love you."

She wanted to say something, but there was a knock on the door, "Is it convenient to come in?" It was Tao Xingruo.

Ji Youyan moved his five fingers.

"Come in." Jing Xiu said lightly.There was no intention of taking back my hand.

Ji Youyan smiled happily, sat on the edge of the bed with peace of mind and continued to hold Jing Xiu's hand.

However, not only Tao Xingruo came in, but also Jing Xiu's mother and a female doctor.

Jing Shurong stared at Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan's handshake for two seconds, frowning slightly.provocative?

Ji Youyan was a little flustered, but he still didn't let go.

Jing Xiu looked at his mother calmly, with a hint of pleading.Jing Shurong restrained her aura.

Tao Xingruo eased the atmosphere and said, "I brought the doctor, and the meal will be delivered after a while, so you can come and show the doctor first."

Ji Youyan asked Jing Xiu with his eyes, and Jing Xiu withdrew his hand.

Ji Youyan held up his five fingers, trying to keep Jing Xiu's remaining warmth.She got up reluctantly, nodded to Jing Shurong and Tao Xingruo, and then went out.

When Ji Youyan returned to the ward after taking the medicine, Jing Xiu was the only one left in the ward.

"Let's go eat." Jing Xiu looked at the lunch box on the coffee table and said.

Ji You said that he is as good as others.She smelled the aroma of food and realized that she was actually very hungry.But the consistent good tutoring made her eat slowly.

During the period, she asked Jing Xiu about the details of what happened in the morning, and Jing Xiu answered questions patiently, and the atmosphere was harmonious.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she finished her meal, Jing Xiu ruthlessly chased her away: "It's almost time, you should go back."

Ji Youyan froze for a moment, then said cautiously: "I...can I stay with you?"

"No need." Jing Xiu refused, "Go back and rest. You still have work tomorrow?"

She didn't like Ji Youyan staying in the hospital, and she didn't like Ji Youyan lying alone on a pale and terrifying hospital bed like a sick person.

"I can ask Sister Wei to coordinate." Ji Youyan struggled.

"The program team and I have asked for leave, and we will return to France tomorrow." Jing Xiu informed.

Ji Youyan couldn't be cheeky and said, I'll go to France with you.

She opened her mouth, retreated and said: "Then tonight, let me stay with you all night, okay?"

Before Jing Xiu answered, Ji Youyan's cell phone rang.

The caller is Wei Yizhen.

Ji Youyan could probably guess why Wei Yizhen called, and he was afraid that if he didn't answer the phone, it would add fuel to the fire, so he had to answer it.

As soon as he picked up the phone, Wei Yi's anger burned down the speaker, "Ji Youyan! You are really lawless, aren't you!"

Jing Xiu frowned.

Ji Youyan stood up in embarrassment, and went to answer the phone outside the ward.

Wei Yi was really angry.This brand is an international brand, and no matter how many people worked hard, she couldn't win it. She managed to win it for Ji Youyan, but at the first event, Ji Youyan asked him to leave early?When Ji Youyan became an uncle, she would make others laugh and be her grandson.Worrying one after another, endlessly, Wei Yi's true lungs were about to explode.

Ji Youyan knew he was wrong, and humbly apologized.Wei Yizhen asked her to go to her house to meet her right away, but Ji You said everything he wanted to say, but Wei Yizhen gave in and said that he would come to the hospital to pick her up at five o'clock tomorrow morning.

The news that Jingxiu was hospitalized tomorrow will definitely spread, and it would be too eye-catching to leave the hospital later.

After answering the phone and coming in, before Jing Xiu could speak, Ji Youyan was the first to speak.

"I told Sister Wei that you will pick me up at five o'clock tomorrow morning." There was a posture of cutting first and playing later.

Jing Xiu: "..."

"Then you find a place to sleep by yourself." Jing Xiu was unwilling to compromise.

Ji Yuyan worked hard to arm his face, blushing and playing tricks.She moved a small stool next to the coffee table, sat next to Jing Xiu's bed, lay on the edge of Jing Xiu's bed, and whispered: "Just lend me this little seat."

Jing Xiu: "..."

The two stalemate for a moment, Ji Yuyan lay on his stomach and quietly acted, as if he was really going to sleep.

Ah Xiu's heart softened, she pondered.

Jing Xiu believed it was true, angry and funny, so he let go and said, "Come up and sleep."

Ji Youyan was so happy that he almost revealed his secrets.She originally only wanted to coax Jing Xiu into adding a bed, but she didn't expect Jing Xiu to let her go to bed directly.

The joy of accident!

She rubbed her eyes and "woke up" numbly. After going to the bathroom to wash up, she crawled into Jing Xiu's bed wearing leggings and thermal underwear.

The hospital bed was no bigger than a hotel bed, and the two of them were inevitably stuck together.

But Ji Youyan's eyes were bloodshot from exhaustion, Jing Xiu felt distressed and didn't intend to torment her.She turned off the light and whispered, "Good night."

Afraid of crushing Jing Xiu's injury, Ji Youyan put his hands and feet neatly.She looked at Jing Xiu's profile close at hand, and said contentedly: "Good night."

After a few seconds, in the darkness, Jing Xiu heard Ji Youyan say: "Ah Xiu, I have many shortcomings, and many strange burdens, and I have missed many things. In the eyes of many people, even in my own eyes, I am still the same. Not the one who's right for you."

Some words, it seems that she can speak better only when she can't see each other's faces clearly.

"But I must be the one who wants you to be happy the most. If you are the screw with the most unique texture in the world, then I am willing to polish myself into the nut that best matches you and can hug you tightly."

"The effect of force is mutual." Jing Xiu said abruptly.When the nut is put on the screw again and again to polish itself, the screw is also worn by the nut.

A perfect match is a process of mutual running-in.She also doesn't need Ji Yuyan to accommodate her completely unilaterally.

Ji Youyan was stunned for a moment, then he understood what Jing Xiu meant, and laughed lowly.

Jing Xiu curled the corners of his lips soundlessly in the darkness. "Go to sleep."

"it is good."

I don't know how long it took, and Ji Youyan's even breathing came from my ears.Jing Xiu listened quietly, feeling so relieved.

She reached out and gently stroked Ji Yuyan's bangs.

Ji Yoo-yeon fell asleep soundly.

Jing Xiu stood up, pressed a kiss on the red and swollen forehead, and murmured: "Tomorrow it won't hurt."