My Feelings Can Wait

During breakfast, since Lin Yue and Yao Xiao were both present, Ji Youyan was worried about asking Jing Xiu about ibuprofen directly. If it was really dysmenorrhea, Jing Xiu would be ashamed because of his thin skin, so he thoughtfully didn't ask.

After breakfast, both of them will go to the film and television center to prepare to record the program.This time, Lin Yue didn't have a stomachache, and it wasn't snowing outside. Ji Youyan shyly rubbed the car: "Mr. Jing, can I take a car with you?"

Before Jing Xiu could answer, Lin Yue asked subconsciously: "Sister Ji, what about me?" After asking, she realized that it was too late to regret.

"..." Yao Xiao suppressed a smile.

Ji Youyan mechanically turned his head to look at Lin Yue, and said with a smile, "Yueyue, don't you want to go to the bank first in the morning?"

Lin Yue swallowed her saliva, and nodded like a chicken pecking at rice: "Yes, yes, I have to go to the bank first, and then I will go to find you." She clasped her hands together and begged Jing Xiu: "Mr. Teacher, can I ask you to go along with me?"

Jing Xiu was amused when he saw them singing together.She deliberately wiped her hands slowly with a wet towel, and was so silent that Ji Youyan and Lin Yue were about to retreat, so she got up and said, "Let's go." When she turned around, she glanced at Yao Xiao.

Yao Xiao had eyesight and said, "I'll make a phone call and take an elevator down. Teacher Jing, you go first."

Ji Youyan was overjoyed.She gave Lin Yue's head a bald hand, and whispered, "Go by yourself, be careful." She followed quickly.

In the elevator, Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu stood symmetrically on the left and right, and neither of them spoke.Ji Youyan wondered if he could directly ask Jing Xiu about ibuprofen, but Jing Xiu spoke first.

"Xiaoxiao told me that you asked her mysteriously in the morning when is my menstrual period." Her tone was very calm, as if Ji Youyan asked how much a catty of Chinese cabbage was in the morning.

"Why are you asking this?" She turned her head to look at Ji Yuyan, with a hint of scrutiny.

Ji Youyan was caught off guard, his face was burning red.Why is this Yao Xiao talking about everything?And it's nonsense, why is it mysterious, it's obviously worried, okay?

Ah Xiu's look, is it wrong? !

Ji Youyan scolded Yao Xiao secretly in her heart, and quickly explained in embarrassment: "I saw your ibuprofen next to your bed in the morning, and I was a little worried." After she finished speaking, she simply asked Jing Xiu frankly: "A Xiu, you Did you take painkillers yesterday?"

Jing Xiu was obviously taken aback for a moment, and didn't answer Ji Youyan immediately.

Ji Youyan's heart sank inexplicably.Jing Xiu's reaction certainly didn't look like dysmenorrhea.

"Is it... a headache? Or does it hurt somewhere?" She stared at Jing Xiu and asked tentatively.

Jing Xiu turned away, looked at the gap in the center of the elevator, and said perfunctorily, "Well, I have a headache."

Ji Youyan frowned, and asked suspiciously: "A little bit?" Just a little bit, would Jing Xiu choose to take medicine?

Jing Xiu's red lips moved, and his five fingers in his pockets were clenched into fists.Two seconds later, she calmed down, turned her head and looked at Ji Yuyan, and said lightly: "A little neuralgia. It may be the sequelae of the previous fall. In cold weather, it hurts from time to time."

With reason and evidence, Ji Youyan believed it.Her heart twitched, and the circles of her eyes suddenly turned red.People like Ah Xiu who are afraid of taking medicine would rather take medicine to relieve pain, how painful it must be.

She thought of the pale Jing Xiu she saw in the ward that year, and thought of her forehead, elbow, and scarlet blood oozing wounds everywhere, and her heart felt like a knife was piercing her heart.At that time, what kind of pain should Jing Xiu have endured to call her, and in what kind of pain, she was waiting for herself, and finally she was disappointed and desperate...

Tears welled up in Ji Yuyan's eyes.

Jing Xiu frowned.She sighed in her heart, took a handkerchief from her pocket and handed it to Ji Yuyan, and said softly: "It will freeze when the wind blows."

ah?what ice?

Ji Yuyan was sad, took the handkerchief, realized what Jing Xiu had said, and was suddenly poked into a smile, unable to cry.

"Thank you." She wiped away the tears that could not fall with a handkerchief, and added sullenly, "I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what?" Jing Xiu asked without emotion.As if thinking of something, before Ji Youyan could answer, she told Ji Youyan: "Yanyan..."

"Huh?" Suddenly being called by his nickname, Ji Youyan jumped up with joy, his eyes burning.

"Some things have nothing to do with you. The choices I make are my own problems." The corners of Jing Xiu's lips revealed a slight curve.

Ji Youyan only took Jing Xiu as a comfort to himself, and the fact that he was injured during filming had nothing to do with him.

Looking at Jing Xiu's short-lived smile, she was distracted, and wanted to reach out her hand to help Jing Xiu's hair to express her sincerity.

However, the elevator arrived at the floor shamelessly, and opened with a ding-dong...

"Let's go, go out and wait." Jing Xiu raised his chin towards the lobby, and returned to his calm and normal state.

Ji Youyan withdrew his raised hand silently, brushed his hair, and said awkwardly: "Okay." He walked out while talking.

Jing Xiu walked slowly behind her, with a touch of tenderness in his eyes.She didn't expect Ji Yuyan to really understand what she was talking about.

Before Yao Xiao got off, the car had already arrived. Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu simply sat in the car and waited.After a while, Yao Xiao also came down, and the three of them set off to the film and television center.

When they arrived at the film and television center, Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu went to their respective dressing rooms to make up, and then they were busy familiarizing themselves with the script, reviewing the process, and holding small meetings.We ate lunch early, and the show officially started recording.

In this competition, the flight instructor is the second-generation director Xiao Die.Xiao Die is talented, but in terms of personality, the reputation in the circle is not very good. He is involved in prostitution, gambling and drugs.Ji Youyan had no contact with this person, but he was very impressed.Because when the same-sex civil union bill was proposed, this director held high the banner of opposition and fought several times with director Jiang Shupei, Jing Xiu and other supporting celebrities.

Jing Xiu didn't attend Xiao Die's reception banquet yesterday for some reason.Xiao Die called several wine companions to come in in public, and Ji You said that he was sitting on pins and needles, secretly glad that Jing Xiu didn't come.

When the two met today, Xiao Die smiled ambiguously, but Jing Xiu turned a blind eye.

Due to the decrease in the number of people after the elimination, the program improved the competition system, added impromptu performances, and made up for the duration of the program.

During the impromptu performance session, Gu Zinan, the student led by Ji Youyan and the seed player who has always been expected to win the championship, did not enter the state at all, and his performance was not satisfactory.

Other mentors, including Xiao Die, blamed the reason on the fact that she was temporarily nervous and did not let go.Jing Xiu was sharp as usual, he buckled the pen, and said straight to the point: "Zi Nan, I don't think you are nervous, but lazy."

"From the first issue to the present, frankly speaking, I haven't seen your progress."

Gu Zinan's face turned pale at first, then turned red, and he hesitated to speak.

"Do you feel unconvinced?" Jing Xiu asked gently.

Gu Zinan bit his lip and remained silent.

Jing Xiu sighed and said, "You rely too much on skills. Your performance is really eye-catching at the beginning, but after watching a few episodes, you will find that everything you act is the same. Because, you Acting is done with crafted techniques, not carved craft."

Liang Zhen, Su Lihang, and Ji Youyan originally thought that Jing Xiu's words were too serious, but hearing Jing Xiu's words made them enlightened.They all felt that there was something wrong with Gu Zinan's acting, but they couldn't describe it all at once!

Gu Zinan looked at the dark camera under the stage, and his mind was in a state of confusion.If such comments are broadcast, will her popularity continue to fall?

"But can't this be regarded as my personal acting style?" Gu Zinan steadied his mind and asked awkwardly.

Jing Xiu moved her finger holding the pen, and wanted Ji Youyan to answer the conversation, but considering Ji Youyan's soft heart, he decided not to embarrass her.She threw the hot potato to Liang Zhen and said, "Mr. Liang, what do you think?"

When Liang Zhen was in need of this kind of performance, he answered happily: "What is acting style?" He smiled and said: "I personally think that acting does not need style. You can act like anything, and don't let people play That's it."

Gu Zinan looked at Ji Youyan with pleading eyes. Ji Youyan wanted to comfort Gu Zinan, but he didn't smooth things over.This is a normal comment, and she felt that what Jing Xiu and Liang Zhen said made sense.To be comforted, she could only wait for the show to comfort her.

Xiao Die suddenly sang a different tune: "I think that most actors have their own acting styles, which is why they appear. Some plays seem to be tailor-made for a certain actor. Actors and roles are Two-way choice."

Gu Zinan seemed to have received an amnesty.

Xiao Die smiled and said, "Of course, it's not ruled out that a talented actor like Mr. Jing can act like anything."

There is a bit of flattery in this sentence.Ji Youyan reached out for the microphone to refute, but as soon as his hand touched the microphone, Jing Xiu pressed down on her wrist calmly, stopping her.

She didn't want to involve Ji Yuyan.

But Ji Yuyan moved away gently, and still raised the microphone and said: "Director Xiao, Mr. Jing, and Mr. Liang are all right. But... I think to call a style, you first need to have your own style?"

No one refuted, waiting for her next words.

"Mr. Jing, do you think you are in a class of your own?" Ji Youyan asked.

Jing Xiu stared deeply at Ji Youyan and shook his head.

Ji Youyan asked Liang Zhen and Su Lihang again.Jing Xiu said that she was gone, but the two of them just shook their heads when they had the nerve to say that she did.

So Ji Youyan asked Gu Zinan seriously: "Zinan, do you think you have?"

The instructors all said that they didn't have something, and Gu Zinan didn't dare to say that he had it.She admitted her mistake aggrievedly: "I didn't. I got it. Thank you teachers for your comments and guidance. I will reflect on it."

Ji Youyan calmed down a little, and nodded to her as a sign of encouragement.Then, she turned her head and asked Xiao Die: "So it's not so much that you have your own acting style, it's better to say that you have your own way of acting. There is no good or bad style in style, and there is a difference between high and low in the way. What do you think, Director Xiao?" ?”

Xiao Die touched his chin, his face was a little gloomy.After a while, he said with a half-smile, "Teacher Ji is right, let's discuss it privately when we have a chance."

Ji Youyan pretended not to see his displeasure, and smiled brightly.

After the recording of the show, the night has completely fallen.Chen Desheng informed Jing Xiu that she would not be able to go back to dinner until later, so that she could go to the lounge to take a rest first, and he would have to record a few more scenes later.

Jing Xiu didn't doubt that he had him, so he agreed.Several mentors walked all the way to their respective lounges. Jing Xiu was about to open the door of his own lounge. After a pause for two seconds, he turned back and pushed open the door of Ji Yuyan's lounge.

In the lounge, the lights flickered, and the tall figure caught the eye, Jing Xiu's heart skipped a beat in fright.