My Feelings Can Wait

Maybe it's because Jing Xiu's voice is too peaceful, or maybe it's because her appearance full of fireworks is too moving, Ji Youyan was in a trance for a while.

It was as if they had never experienced such a long separation, and now it was just like before, after she returned from traveling, Jing Xiu washed her hands and made soup for her as usual.

The warmth in the past made her yearn for a promotion, and Jing Xiu's care for her a few times today also made her courage gradually rise.Ji Youyan licked his lips, his heart beating like a drum.

She walked towards Jing Xiu with small steps, so nervous that she even forgot to breathe.She wanted to gently hug Jing Xiu from behind, which made her heart ache.

Suddenly, Jing Xiu turned to look at Ji Youyan.

Ji Yuyan froze for a moment, and subconsciously squeezed out a pure smile.

There was a funny flash in Jing Xiu's eyes, but Ji Yuyan didn't catch it.

"Take it as a reward for the cake you gave me in the morning." She explained without emotion.

Ji Youyan flashed her long eyelashes twice, and the arrogant joy slowly dissipated from her eyes.Is it just a return gift?

"Do you want to eat?" Jing Xiu turned his head and didn't look at her, and his five fingers holding the spatula were a little bit hard.

Ji Youyan suppressed his disappointment and comforted himself.It is already a great surprise that Jing Xiu is willing to cook for her, how can she always be so greedy?

"Eat." She replied with a lighter tone, "I wonder if it's too cold, it's easy to consume energy, and I seem to have digested all the food on the plane? When I just took a shower, I heard my stomach growling. gone."

Jing Xiu's red lips parted slightly, as if she wanted to say something but held back.She sped up her movements a little, deftly took the steak out of the pan, poured the sauce over it, covered it with a layer of aluminum foil and let it sit.

"Do you want more spaghetti?" She asked Ji Youyan.

Ji Youyan was very satisfied: "No need."

Jing Xiu was not polite to her either. He put the pot in the sink and took off his apron when she said no need.

"Then eat like this." She washed her hands, turned and went out.

Is this gone?

Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu's leaving figure in astonishment, and his smile collapsed.The temperature in the restaurant seemed to be taken away with Jing Xiu's departure.Ji Youyan let out a sigh of relief, his whole body shivering from the cold.

She consciously brought the steak to the table, lifted the aluminum foil, and the aroma of the steak filled her nostrils.Obviously should be satisfied, but the bitterness that shouldn't be there still emerges disobediently.

Ji Youyan cheered up, picked up the knife and fork and started eating steak.

The steak tastes mellow and juicy at the entrance, and the taste is tender and sweet after biting, leaving a fragrance on the lips and teeth.Ji Youyan twitched his index finger in an instant, unintentionally hurting spring and autumn.

Amidst the light clinking of knives and forks, Ji Youyan heard the sound of wheels rolling across the floor gradually approaching.She turned her head to look at the door strangely, and saw Jing Xiu going back and forth, pushing an electric heater in.

Ji Youyan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized in the next second.

She stood up, couldn't hold back her rising tone, and said softly, "Ah Xiu, I'm not cold, I'm too much trouble for you." As she spoke, she helpfully pushed the electric heater to the socket and connected it to the power supply.

"I'm cold." Jing Xiu said indifferently.She pulled away the chair beside Ji Yuyan and sat down calmly.

Ji Youyan's hand that turned on the electric heater suddenly trembled, a little embarrassed.

She suppressed the shame of being passionate, returned to the dining table, and changed the subject: "Mr. Tao has gone back? Is Ning Wei okay? With her tonight?"

Jing Xiu replied one by one: "I didn't go back. Ning Wei is fine. I will be with Tao tonight and go back tomorrow."

Ji Youyan frowned when she heard her call Tao Xingruo "Tao".She suppressed her doubts, and focused on the main point first: "Ning Wei will follow you back tomorrow?"

"Well, she retired."

"Aren't you all right? Why are you still retiring?" Ji Youyan stopped cutting the steak.

Jing Xiu said calmly: "One is that her current condition is not suitable for the competition, and the other is that Tao asked her to participate in this competition mainly to find out the reason why she could not enter the play. Now that she has found out, the result of the competition is not important. "

"Find the reason?" Ji Youyan frowned.

"Well. The specific reason is Ning Wei's privacy, so it's not convenient for me to say more."

Ji Youyan didn't mean to poach people's privacy.She breathed a sigh of relief, lowered her head and cut the steak and said, "It's fine as long as it's okay." She seemed to have thought of something, and said with emotion, "It's a blessing in disguise."

But thinking about it carefully, Ji Youyan is still a little angry: "Lu Min is really unmannered. I was very optimistic about him before and thought he had a lot to do. If he has this temper, heh..."

Jing Xiu got up and went to the refrigerator to get milk, and poured a glass into the glass.

"Lu Min did it on purpose." She said softly while taking a basin to catch hot water.

Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu, waiting for her next words.

Jing Xiu put the glass into a basin to warm the milk, and explained: "Tao and Lu Min made a deal. After being eliminated, Tao will sign him into the company, and he will help Tao stimulate Ning Wei, so that Tao and I will be in a mess when Ning Wei is upset. It's time to ask her heart knot."

"..." Ji Youyan didn't know how to evaluate their method of putting death to death for a while.Although the result was good,...for Ruan Ningwei, it was too cruel.

But this is also Ruan Ningwei and Tao Xingruo's own business, Ji Youyan declined to comment.She let go of her worries about Ruan Ningwei, and her thoughts involuntarily turned to Jing Xiu's close mouthful of "Tao".

Heartbeat speeds up unconsciously.

She stared at Jing Xiu with burning eyes, squeezed the knife and fork tightly in her hand and asked, "Ah Xiu, are you... familiar with Mr. Tao?"

Jing Xiu glanced at her, turned around and took out the glass, and replaced the basin with hot water.The water was rushing, but Jing Xiu's heart slowly calmed down.

She put the glass into the basin again, and deep tooth marks were bitten on the inside of her lower lip.She turned around and said affirmatively to Ji Youyan: "Yes. Tao Xingruo is my cousin."

Her thin lips were pursed into a line, and she stared at Ji Youyan for a moment, trying to take all of Ji Youyan's reactions into her eyes.

Ji Youyan's throat tightened, and he asked difficultly: "So... Mr. Tao signed me, does it have anything to do with you?"

Seeing her seeming unacceptable, Jing Xiu felt bitter in his heart.She brought the hot milk to Ji Yuyan, and asked her desperately, "What if I say there is?"

Ji Yuyan stared blankly at the milk pushed by Jing Xiu, then looked up at Jing Xiu, and opened his mouth as if to say something.

She wanted to ask Jing Xiu, why did she have to help someone like her with all her heart and soul, and even wanted to ask Jing Xiu, was it because of her in the last life that Tao Xingruo was able to help her in a timely manner?

But she didn't dare to ask, and she didn't have the face to ask.Shame and distress choked her throat.

She couldn't forget how dark Jiang Chun's face was and how contemptuous his eyes were when she saw it at Wang Junchan's door.

Back then, Wang Junchan was signaled by high-level officials to lure her into accepting the unspoken rules several times but failed, and she completely tore face off with her.Wang Junchan poked every word on her bleeding wound, and she taunted her: "Why are you so noble in the entertainment industry? It is Jing Xiu who protects you so well that makes you have the illusion that you are really climbing the ladder with your strength." Is it right? There are many powerful people in this circle, and those who know the current affairs may not be able to stand out, what do you think you rely on?"

"Will you wake up? If you want to get to where you are now, without Jing Xiu, you will definitely have someone else. Sleeping with her is sleeping, and sleeping with others is also sleeping. What can't you let go of?"

"I don't have that kind of relationship with her." Ji Youyan gritted his molars tightly, and his voice seemed to be squeezed out of his throat.

"Huh? So what? She has nothing to do with you now, you should recognize the reality and find a good relationship again. I'm for your own good, do you understand?" Wang Junchan raised her hand and tried to move the room The card and bank card were put into her hand.

"I don't understand." Ji Youyan clenched his fists. "It doesn't matter, I'll come out later, can't I?"

Why is Jing Xiu powerful and powerful? When she and Jing Xiu are together, they can only become power grabbers.Why can they look at her in such a light?

"I was never with her to cling to her power."

"Oh, you said it so loudly, what were you clinging to before?" Wang Junchan asked sharply.

Ji Youyan's eyes were about to burst, but he was speechless.She never knew that Jing Xiu had been silently taking care of herself behind her back.She always thought that she relied on herself.If it all depends on Jing Xiu, then what's the point of her self-righteous hard work all the way?

no.Her head was buzzing.

For the sake of her career, she has lost even Jing Xiu, she has nothing left.Because of Jing Xiu's care, can all her efforts be obliterated?

"No! No!" She suddenly couldn't control her emotions and roared angrily.There seemed to be a villain in her mind, who kept persuading her, don't get angry, don't be impatient, don't be like this.But she still couldn't hold back anymore, her words and deeds were out of her control.

"Without Jing Xiu, I can still stand upright, just a little slower, just a little slower..." She is not a vampire, nor is she a flattering villain. She has never coveted Jing Xiu's resources.Her relationship with Jing Xiu has never involved interests.

She can rely on her own ability to stand upright and stand shoulder to shoulder with Jing Xiu.

She can.

She didn't know whether she was convincing Wang Junchan or herself.She was afraid that she would show more ugliness, so she wanted to escape from this suffocating place without saying this.

But when she opened the door, she saw Jiang Chun leaning against the wall facing the door, frowning at herself.

Ji Youyan's temples twitched.

Wang Junchan appeared behind her like a ghost, as if she didn't know that Jiang Chun was outside the door, and repeated emphatically: "You don't believe that you can't live without Jing Xiu, even without Jing Xiu, you, Ji Yuyan, can live well. no?"

Ji Youyan muttered, as if his throat was strangled, unable to make a sound.

Jiang Chun looked at her, his face sinking like water.After a while, she sneered contemptuously, turned around and left with her bag in hand.

After a long time, Ji Youyan knew what Jiang Chun was sneering at.It's not worth it when she laughs at Jingxiu; when she laughs, Jingxiu actually likes a white-eyed wolf like her; when she laughs, Jingxiu is heartbroken, and she still wants to help her after breaking up.

——Help her, a person who doesn't know how to be grateful, can't see or even appreciate Jing Xiu's contribution.

She didn't know if Jing Xiu knew about it, but she only knew that Jing Xiu really didn't care about her from now on.

From then on, she really understood how whimsical it was in this circle to have no background, no contacts, and refuse to sacrifice anything if she wanted a chance.

She was still disobedient, and the higher-ups felt that she didn't know how to praise her, and wanted to see how long she could last, so they hid her.

If Tao Xing was Jing Xiu's cousin and was entrusted by Jing Xiu to sign himself, then everything in the previous life would make sense.Why did Tao Xingruo help her terminate the contract regardless of the huge amount of money, and why did he always treat her badly after signing the contract with her.

How could Tao Xingruo like a scumbag like herself who hurt her cousin.

Her complexion was too ugly, and she had been dazed for too long, so that Jing Xiu's expression gradually sank following her silence.

The warmed milk should be cold again, right?

Jing Xiu's eyes fell on the cup, and his heart became cold.

"You don't have to think too much. She signed you and has nothing to do with me." She said calmly.

"She opened the entertainment company for Ning Wei, but she also wants to grow and develop, so she has to have good artists under her banner. At that time, she asked me to recommend candidates. I thought that you and Dingfeng were about to expire, so I recommended it. You. She recognized your ability, so she chose you."

"That's all." Jing Xiu pulled the corners of his lips, hiding all the pain.