My Feelings Can Wait

The sound of Xiu's footsteps on the exterior of the restaurant can already be heard clearly, clicking, clicking, as if stepping on Ji Yuyan's heartbeat.Ji Youyan looked at the cake with only half a piece left on the table, wanting to cry without tears.

But Jing Xiu is still back, at such a late night.

After Ji Yuyan was depressed for a few seconds, he couldn't restrain his elation.She couldn't help it, she walked out of the dining room quickly, and intercepted the dusty scene in the living room where the lights were not turned on.

As soon as they met each other, both of them stopped in tacit understanding and looked at each other silently.

When Jing Xiu entered the door, seeing the light leaking from the dining room, he guessed that Ji Yuyan was not asleep yet.She sighed from the bottom of her heart, for Ji Youyan's expectation, and also for her soft heart.

After all, she reluctantly bought a new ticket, and after a hasty dinner with Tao Xingruo, she took the last flight back.

Ji Youyan has already taken a shower, and is only wearing a nightgown at the moment, with a nightgown casually draped over it.Her hair is naturally loose, which is the complete opposite of the elaborate dress at noon.Looking at Jing Xiu with exquisite makeup, her heart was flooded with regret.She should have waited until midnight.

Jing Xiu only noticed the thinness of her clothes.

"Ah Xiu, happy birthday." Ji Youyan's dry voice broke the silence.

She stood in the light and shadow leaking from the dining room, her face was half clear and half hazy.What is clear is the tenderness in her eyes, what is hazy is the darkness that Jing Xiu cannot see clearly.Just like her person, bright and contradictory.Jing Xiu slid her throat, and said back to her without emotion: "Well, thank you."

Ji Youyan couldn't distinguish her expression, her heartbeat became more and more rapid.She bit her lip and told subconsciously: "I made you a cake." After she finished speaking, she regretted it, what did she say when the cake was gone!

Jing Xiu moved his five fingers imperceptibly, and heat flowed through his heart.Just as she was about to speak, Ji Yuyan confessed in a low voice: "But I thought you would come back tomorrow, so I shared it with everyone."

"..."

Jing Xiu looked at her, annoyed and funny for a moment.So is it to blame her for coming back so late?

Ji Youyan took two steps closer to her, trying to see Jing Xiu's expression clearly.She nervously rescued: "There is still a small piece, do you want to eat it?" After saying this, thinking of the remaining piece of cake, she felt that she might have lost her mind, and she blushed so much that she wanted to find a hole to drill down.

"No, thank you anyway." Jing Xiu said back to her lightly.She could see Ji Yuyan's embarrassment, she calmed down a little, and said softly: "It's late, why haven't you slept yet?"

"I want to wait until zero o'clock." Ji Youyan said vaguely.After midnight, she can completely give up and completely believe that Jing Xiu will not come back today.She even let herself immerse herself in the more and more painful emotions as she got closer and closer to zero.

How can she sleep?The sadness that Jing Xiu has experienced before should be punished for her to feel more.

Jing Xiu frowned, did he wait for her to come back after midnight?Then divide the cake?But seeing Ji Youyan's sincere expression, Jing Xiu softened his heart, "It's almost midnight, let's go to bed early."

After finishing speaking, she walked towards her room.However, Ji Yuyan reached out and grabbed her wrist unexpectedly.

The moment the warmth blended together, both Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu's hearts trembled suddenly.

Jing Xiu turned to stare at Ji Youyan, and Ji Youyan let go of his hand awkwardly.There seemed to be stars twinkling in her eyes, and she asked expectantly and anxiously: "Song...do you like it?"

Jing Xiu unconsciously moved his foot.After a while, she looked away and said, "Isn't it cold with the window open?"

Ji Youyan was stunned, subconsciously looking at the window of the living room.It's closed.Suddenly, she was so blessed that she realized that what Jing Xiu was talking about was the window in her video.

I didn't say I don't like it, but I also care about whether she is cold or not, that's what I like!Ji Yuyan's eyes brightened even more.

She raised the corner of her lips and said, "It's cold."

"But I thought it was for you to see, so it's not cold." She took another step towards Jing Xiu and said in a low voice.

Jing Xiu's heart trembled, and reason made her take half a step back unnaturally.

Ji Yoo-yeon noticed it.She didn't have the courage to take another half step, so she consciously changed the subject and said, "Wait a moment." After that, she walked quickly towards the coffee table, her expression not daring to show the sadness in front of Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu's nails dug into the palm of his hand.

Soon, Ji Yuyan came back, holding three beautifully packaged small boxes in his arms.

"Birthday present for you." She handed out the box and said softly.

Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan firmly.

Ji Yuyan smiled slightly: "The top one is this year's birthday present, and the bottom two..." Her voice lowered: "It is the birthday present prepared the year before last and last year."

She didn't dare to look at Jing Xiu's expression, and her eyes fell on the box in her hand: "I thought they would never be sent out again." Maybe not.

The gift that she didn't dare to give after breaking up in her previous life was indeed not discovered after her death.They were hidden in the treasure box under the bed by himself, and since then, they have never seen the light of day.

Jing Xiu's brows and eyes finally had a softness that could not be concealed.She restrained herself for a few seconds, approached Ji Youyan, stretched out her delicate hands, and lowered her eyes to help Ji Youyan turn out the untied collar of her nightgown.

"There is no underfloor heating in Lingzhou, next time I will bring thicker ones."

Ji Yuyan froze for a moment.

She raised her head, Jing Xiu's gentle face was close at hand, she could even feel Jing Xiu's warm breath gently brushing against her neck.

The heart is like a deer hitting.

Maybe it was the dark night that gave her courage, Ji Youyan licked her lips, let go of a hand holding the box, ready to move.

Just when she was about to put her arms around Jing Xiu's waist, Jing Xiu turned up her collar and stepped back suddenly.

She didn't look at Ji Youyan's expression any more, reached out and hugged the three boxes, and said calmly, "Thank you, I'm interested." Then, she turned around and walked to the bedroom.

Ji Youyan watched her go, and touched his collar with his empty hand, feeling as if in a dream.She looked at Jing Xiu's slender back, and the urge to hug her was so surging that her heart ached.

But in the end, she still stood cautiously where she was, and said softly, "Good night."

They used to be so close, and Jing Xiu also deliberately and slowly tied the belt of her nightgown, teasing her so that she fell back to the bed while holding her again.She thought that if Jing Xiu was willing to hug her herself, she would not turn around and leave so simply.

She dare not.

She was not sure if she could bear the blow of Jing Xiu breaking away from her embrace, and she was not sure if Jing Xiu would feel that she was not sincere enough to correct her mistakes and acted frivolously.

She comforted herself and proceeded step by step. Since Jing Xiu was willing to give her time to prove herself again, she should also give Jing Xiu time to think and let go.

She went back to the restaurant and ate the rest of the cake with a smile on her face.This time, taste buds seem to grow in my heart, and every bite is sweet to my heart.

In Jing Xiu's bedroom separated by a wall, Jing Xiu forgot the exhaustion all over his body, ignored the need to take a bath and rest, with long eyelashes drooping, and gently opened the box.

The gift from the year before last was in-ear headphones that Ji Youyan customized for her.The appearance of the earphones is generous and exquisite, with a silver-gray metallic luster, and two pandas with different body shapes are delicately engraved on the back of the ear shells, and the bright red point between the eyebrows is still the same.In addition to distinguishing left and right English on the wiring, her English name is also written in handsome BP fonts at the bottom part close to the plug.

She once complained to Ji Yuyan that she didn't know if her auricles were too small, and the earphones on the market felt painful after wearing them for a long time.Ji Youyan kissed her ear and promised to help her customize one.Later, Ji Youyan got busy, and no one mentioned this matter again.

After many years, Jing Xiu touched the earphone with mixed feelings.Obviously, she hadn't really measured her auricles, but the earphones fit her auricles perfectly.

It seemed that when she asked Ji Youyan how to make the size of the gift she gave her just right, Ji Youyan rubbed the tip of her nose and said softly: "Where is the size on your body? It's me. unknown."

Jing Xiu's eyes are like water.She then opened last year's box.

Last year's gift was a small MP3.Jing Xiu connected the earphones to the MP3 and turned on the MP3.

There are 365 files displayed in the directory, and the storage time is last year.

She turned on an audio at random, and Ji Youyan's melodious and magnetic voice traveled along the wire to her ears, reaching directly to her heart.

"Hello, Jing Xiuxiu, good evening, Yanyan is here to exclusively broadcast beautiful texts for you before going to bed..." She read two beautiful texts for her, one in Chinese, one in French, and finally, a tender good night, okay Dream.

Jing Xiu stood in front of the table, and in the silence, tears ran down her cheeks and dripped onto the MP3 screen.What kind of mood did Ji Youyan use to record these 365 audios for her after the breakup?

In the melodious light music after "good night", the audio automatically skips to the next one.Jing Xiu was so upset that she suddenly pulled out her earphones, and rushed out the door.

But he opened the door enthusiastically, and it was dark all around - Ji Yuyan had already gone back to his room to sleep.

Jing Xiu walked in the dark, step by step, and finally, looking at Ji Yuyan's closed door, stopped.

The closed door became thicker and stronger in the darkness, just like the door of Ji Yuyan's heart that was once closed to her.

In the past, she couldn't knock on Ji Yuyan's door; now, how much is Ji Yuyan's door open to her?She seemed to think of something, and her heart slowly calmed down again.

After standing there for an unknown amount of time, she turned around and returned to her bedroom without a sound.

She didn't dare to open Ji Youyan's third gift again, and put it in the drawer beside the bed with great care.There is also a small box in the drawer.In the box are all the small things that Ji Youyan gave her during the six years of dating, as well as the manuscripts she threw into the trash can.

She also put the earphones and MP3 in, and sat absent-mindedly.

The phone rang. It was Tao Xingruo who sent her a WeChat message, asking if she arrived at the hotel safely.Jing Xiu replied to her, "It's already here."

After a few seconds of silence, she asked Tao Xingruo again: "Are you really going to do that to Ning Wei tomorrow?"

Tao Xingruo answered her calmly: "Yes, if you can't break it, you can't stand it."

Jing Xiu silently read these words in his heart.

After a long time, regardless of how late it was, she clicked on Gu Lingfeng's profile picture and sent Gu Lingfeng a message.

The author has something to say: Mr. Ji knew nothing and slept soundly.