My Feelings Can Wait

After Jing Xiu participated in the brand launch event and dinner, he returned to the hotel near eleven o'clock.After taking a shower and drying my hair, it was almost twelve o'clock.She was obviously very sleepy, but she sat on the bed and didn't fall asleep, watching the clock on her mobile phone tick by.

Finally, 23 jumps to 00.Then, within a few seconds, there were continuous pop-up reminders of WeChat and messages on her mobile phone.Jing Xiu pursed her lips and clicked on the message.Father, mother, Tao Xingruo, Song Wenyan, close friends who knew her birthday on the lunar calendar, and colleagues from work all sent birthday wishes on time.

She didn't want to reply, and opened one by one, with a little anxiety that she didn't realize.

In the end, her eyes dimmed.

There is no news of Ji Yoo-yeon.Jing Xiu rubbed the center of his eyebrows, mocking himself.

After replying to the message of blessing, she turned off the lights and went to sleep without any expectation.She thought that Ji Yuyan probably forgot.After all, this kind of thing has never happened before.

So she was woken up by Jiang Chun in the middle of the night. When she first heard about it, she even suspected that she was in a dream.

At such an ambiguous moment, does Ji Youyan dare to post on Weibo to celebrate her birthday?Jing Xiu frowned slightly.

For a long time, she was unspeakable in Ji Youyan's Weibo.He was obviously the closest person in the competition, but after the competition, Ji Youyan posted a summary on Weibo, and Jiugongge posted a lot of photos with others, but he dared not post a photo of them, let alone stepping on her birthday. Let's send her blessings publicly.

Jing Xiu pinched her fingertips to make sure she wasn't dreaming, her throat suddenly tightened.

She brushed back her long hair on her forehead unconsciously, and replied to Jiang Chun, "Okay, Sister Jiang, then I'll take a look first."

Jiang Chun hesitated to speak.She was a little anxious, and wanted to ask Jing Xiu if he wanted to take the heat off immediately, and if necessary, start pressing it before it got out of hand, and by tomorrow morning, things would hardly cause a big wave.

But in the end, she replied to Jing Xiu tactfully: "Okay." She has cooperated with Jing Xiu for so many years, and although Jing Xiu just said such a plain sentence, she can still hear her secret expectation and joy from it.

Jing Xiu hung up the phone, connected to the Internet and opened Weibo.In the stillness of the night, her heart was beating loudly and joyfully.

She clicked on the page she found on Weibo, and without clicking "More Hot Searches", she saw her and Ji Yuyan's names hanging together impressively.

"Ji Youyan expresses his love for Jing Xiu at zero point", Jing Xiu looked at this line of words, and unconsciously closed his five fingers.

She didn't click on the trending search, and directly entered the three words "Ji Youyan" in the search box to enter Ji Youyan's Weibo homepage.

The first Weibo on Ji Yuyan's homepage is the one that Jiang Chun told her about - Ji Yuyan's video posted at zero o'clock.

There are only a few simple words attached to the video, "Sing me to you." There are already over [-] comments on Weibo.

Jing Xiu stared at the video that started playing automatically without blinking.She watched Ji Yuyan smile shyly at the camera, then lowered her long eyelashes, and swipe the strings.She wore a similar long dress that she once laughed at, which was very popular and seductive. There was an intoxicating affection between her eyebrows and eyes.

Jing Xiu's throat slipped.She opened the video, and Ji Youyan's lazy and deep voice lingered in her ears in harmony with her heartbeat.

The breeze was blowing Ji Youyan's long hair, and Jing Xiu's heartstrings were trembling in Ji Youyan's shallow singing and crooning.

Looking at Ji Youyan in the video, she felt in a daze that the person in front of her seemed to overlap with the girl who sang for her for the first time in the room full of brilliance.The changed Ji Youyan's more mature demeanor, what remains the same is his own heartbeat.

She likes Ji Yoo-yeon's charm when she sings, and also likes Ji Yoo-yeon's sexiness when she speaks French.

When they were vacationing in France and laying side by side on the lawn in front of the manor basking in the sun, each of them listened to this song with one earphone.When the singing was over, Ji Yuyan took off her earphones, put them against her ears, and whispered in French with a smirk: "I want to melt into your bubble too." The warm breath poured into her sensitive ears By the side, the provocative voice invaded her heart.Jing Xiu turned his head to look at her steadily, and after a few seconds, he leaned forward to kiss her.

Ji Youyan deliberately dodged to tease her, but finally gave in with a smile under Jing Xiu's wet eyes.With lips and teeth intertwined, Ji Youyan murmured, "Next time, I'll call you in French, okay?"

Jing Xiu's eyes became hot, and he kissed her neck along his chin, and replied in French in a hoarse voice: "Just now..."

The fans cried and complained that they couldn't understand the song, but Jing Xiu felt that every word Ji Youyan said was like stepping on the accent of her heartbeat.

In the ambiguous night, Jing Xiu played this video over and over again, his eyes like water.

The sudden ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted Jing Xiu's indulgence.It was Jiang Chun who waited for three to ten minutes and didn't see Jing Xiu calling back, so he couldn't wait to call again.

"Xiuxiu, have you seen it? Do you need to suppress the trending search?" Jiang Chun asked.

Jing Xiu said back to her lightly: "No need."

"But the current situation, if we don't suppress it and let it develop freely, I'm afraid it will be bad tomorrow. Xiuxiu, are you being too conniving?" Jiang Chun was a little anxious.

Jing Xiu got up and got out of bed to take the tablet and earphones, and calmly replied to Jiang Chun: "It's okay, finally..." Her eyes softened a little, "Yanyan will take care of the aftermath."

Jiang Chun said worriedly: "But it won't do us any good." With Jing Xiu's current coffee position and style of work over the years, such scandals with Ji Youyan have been spreading, and the disadvantages far outweigh the advantages.To put it plainly, for some brand endorsements that require a high-end line, if there are too many scandals like Jingxiu, it is very likely that she will lose her qualifications for candidacy.

"I'm worried that if we make a lot of noise, we won't be able to clean it up. In the future, Teacher Ji's name will be bound to you in the public's mind." Many years later, it is estimated that this paragraph of theirs will be circulated in the world. It's not really a compound.

Jing Xiu stood in front of the chair holding the earphones, the light made her shadow long, slender and thin.

"Sister Jiang, besides her, who else can I be tied to?" She looked down at the bracelet on her wrist and asked softly.

Jiang Chun froze for a moment, speechless.

She watched the journey of Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan with her own eyes, watching Jing Xiu gradually lose her true smile from a confident and bright girl in her twenties under Ji Yuyan's cowardice.Everyone said that Jing Xiu looked cold, but she kept marveling at her affection.If Jing Xiu is willing, those who pursue her can line up from Paris to Beicheng, but Jing Xiu hangs on Ji Yuyan's crooked neck tree like this.

Jiang Chun and Jing Xiu have worked together for eight years. In addition to the friendship of cooperation, there is also some friendship in it.She was afraid that Jing Xiu would get hurt again, so she had to remind her: "Xiu Xiu, I don't intend to interfere with you, but I have to tell you."

"I'm a little worried. They have tied you up since that time when you clarified the incident for me. After the red carpet before, the publicity side told me that Wei Yizhen personally issued a report on the scandal. I saw what you meant, so I opened my eyes." I turned a blind eye and let it pass. But now that I think about it, could this be a hype that Teacher Ji and Wei Yizhen have deliberately planned long ago?" After all, Ji Youyan's hype history made her have to doubt it.

Although Ji Youyan was so arrogant and proud that it made teeth itch, he desperately wanted to get rid of his relationship with Jing Xiu, and he was even more unwilling to use any of Jing Xiu's connections and resources.But that was in the past after all, this circle is a big dye vat, who knows that Ji Youyan will not have the same character as before a few years later.

Jing Xiu sat back on the bed, and Ji Youyan's sincerity when he explained to her that day, "My selfishness is not Gu Lingfeng's movie, it's you." and what she begged to her two days ago, "Give me some more time, let you get to know me again."She clicked on Ji Yuyan's video again with her tablet, stroked Ji Yuyan's cheek with her fingertips, lowered her long eyelashes and said, "No. This is just her birthday present to me."

Is it the change she wants to prove to herself?

"Sister Jiang, I believe her." The voice was soft and firm.

She has said what should be said, since Jing Xiu is obsessed with not regretting, what can she do?Jiang Chun compromised.

Just as she was about to end the call, Jing Xiu told her again: "Sister Jiang, help me control the direction of the wind, and don't let the fans attack your words."

Jiang Chun sadly agreed, "I'll try my best." Maybe it's the dark night that makes people emotional, but Jiang Chun rarely crossed the line and asked Jing Xiu, "Xiu Xiu..."

"does it worth?"

Jing Xiu paused with her fingertips, bitterness appeared between her brows.Not only Jiang Chun asked her this question, but she also asked herself many times.

She sighed softly, and replied to Jiang Chun: "I don't know."

I don't know if it's worth it, I just know it's not worth it.

She is not willing.This is enough.

After hanging up the phone, she took the notebook under the desk lamp.

The notebook was taken away by Ji Youyan when she asked her to sign it on the plane last time. Ji Youyan said that she didn't have to return it, but she really didn't return it.There are some notes written in a mess in the notebook, other than that, it is full of my own figure, which should be sketched by Ji Youyan in his spare time.

Jing Xiu flipped through the pages one by one, and finally stayed on the page where a straight character was written and then crossed out.Next to her ear was Ji Yuyan's voice that made her heart soften and move her heart. Jing Xiu opened the cap of the pen, and ticked off the letter that was crossed out because she thought Ji Yuyan had forgotten her birthday.

After a pause of two seconds, she couldn't restrain herself, and added two more "positive".

After dawn, Ji Youyan grabbed his phone and checked Weibo as soon as he woke up.Uneasy, she went to the hot search interface, and the purpose of entering was the explosive entry "Ji Youyan's zero-point confession to Jingxiu".She jumped up immediately, elated.

Ah Xiu must have seen it, and acquiesced.

She brushed her forehead hair, pressed the phone to her heart, and smiled.

I don't know if Ah Xiu is awake, she wanted to send her a message of blessing, but after thinking about it, she held back.She wanted to wait for Jing Xiu to come back and personally send this blessing, and wanted to know the evidence of whether she liked the gift or not from the corners of Jing Xiu's brows and eyes that she saw with her own eyes.

She seized the time to eat breakfast, answered Wei Yizhen's phone call, agreed to the plan she clarified in the evening, and then began to make cakes with tenderness.After finally the cake was ready, she put it into the exquisite box that Lin Yue brought for her and put it in the refrigerator. After that, she hurried to find the hair stylist and make-up artist.

Even though there was no announcement today, she still asked Sister Kai and the others to help her carefully set up her clothes, put on makeup, and do her hairstyle. At the end of the day, she sprayed on perfume in a sultry way, leaving enough time for her to It diverges into the base tone that Jingxiu likes.

She was full of anticipation, and waited in the living room for half an hour, an hour, an hour and a half... Seeing that it was already afternoon and Jing Xiu hadn't been seen yet, Ji Youyan couldn't hold back.

She sent a text message to Yao Xiao and asked Yao Xiao, "Mr. Jing, is the plane delayed?"

In less than a minute, Yao Xiao replied to her with a little apology.

"Mr. Ji, I'm sorry, I haven't had time to tell you that Mr. Jing has changed his sign."

"She won't be returning to Lingzhou today."

Not coming back... Ji Youyan murmured unconsciously.Her face became depressed for a moment, as if all the anger had been sucked away.

It turned out that this is the disappointment Ah Xiu had tasted when he waited for her to return with the cake.

Bitter to the heart.

The author has something to say: Sister Ji:? ? ?You just crooked the neck tree!Am I straight?

Jiang Chun: Well, with so many rumored boyfriends, you are straight.

Jing Xiu frowned.

Sister Ji's rescue: No, I was wrong, I bent it, I bent it into a paper clip.

Jiang Chun is indifferent: That's not a tree with a crooked neck.

Sister Ji is dry: ...