My Feelings Can Wait

"What's the matter? Are you looking at the scenery at the door?" The woman's clear voice was like the sound of nature, accompanied by the sound of high heels tapping the ground, rang next to Lin Yue's ears.

Lin Yue was leaning against the door at a loss, hearing the sound as if she had been rescued, she ran to Ji Yuyan's side in small steps, grievance and wailing: "Sister Ji..."

The male assistant also came to his senses, and followed Lin Yue slowly to greet him, and said in surprise, "Sister Ji, why...you came up."

He just called the assistant director to explain the situation. The assistant director said that he came up to communicate. Why didn't Zhou Kangcheng come up, but the victim came up directly.

"It's okay, don't panic." Ji Youyan patted the little assistant on the shoulder to show comfort, and then answered the male assistant calmly: "Director Zhou is going to pick up Teacher Liang and Teacher Su. Director Chen and my manager are talking about something. If I didn’t leave, I volunteered to come up.”

When the male assistant got off the phone, Ji Youyan was sitting with the two directors and had a general idea of ​​everything.

Chen Desheng was afraid of offending Jing Xiu, and he didn't want to offend Ji Youyan, so he just smoothed things over first, saying that there seemed to be some misunderstanding between Jing Xiu and Lin Yue, and Lin Yue couldn't get in for the time being.Ji Youyan knew in her heart that there could be any misunderstanding between Jing Xiu and Lin Yue, and it was only because she used Lin Yue to express her dislike for her.

But in the bottom of Ji Yuyan's heart, he felt a little relieved because of this.

Just now when he heard that Jing Xiu was willing to live with him, Ji Youyan was half surprised and half uneasy.The one who is surprised is naturally the proximity to the water, but the one who is uneasy is... Has Jing Xiu acted too calmly and calmly in front of her appearance?

She wasn't afraid that Jing Xiu hated and blamed her because of the past, but she was afraid that Jing Xiu would really let go of everything and be able to be the most familiar stranger with her naturally.

Fortunately, Jing Xiu told her with actions - she was not very calm either.

Maybe they agree to live together, but they just don't want to cause trouble for the program crew?

Ji Youyan showed a smile on his face, and walked towards the room while pretending to be calm and said: "It's nothing serious, Mr. Jing may just be joking with you, or you haven't realized it because you are sleepy, why do you look like you are facing a big enemy. "

She deliberately didn't ask the director to come up to mediate, and now she deliberately comforts the two of them with a brisk tone, just to make a big deal a small one, so as not to implicate Jing Xiu when there are rumors of playing big names.

The familiarity and disapproval in her tone really relieved Lin Yue's resentment for Jing Xiu's rudeness, and also made the male assistant at the side inexplicably convinced and settled down.Only Ji Youyan knows how her heart is beating like a drum in her chest at the moment.

She led the two assistants who followed her step by step, and finally stood still in front of the thick wooden door.This is the closest distance between her and Jing Xiu in the past few years - a door away.

Ji Youyan clenched his hands in the sleeves of the windbreaker tightly into fists to suppress the unconscious trembling of his fingertips.After a while, she adjusted her best smile and reached out to knock on the door.

"Ah Xiu, it's me, Ji Yuyan." She squeezed out the words from her throat.After the words came out, she realized how hoarse her throat was.

She stood at the door with a smile on her face, anxiously waiting for the response from inside, as if she was waiting for an unknown trial.

Fortunately, the people inside the door seemed to be aware of her suffering, and the door opened just in time as soon as the words fell.

"Sister Ji, long time no see, please come in." This time, what appeared inside the door was not the stunning face that made Ji Yuyan's soul linger in his dreams.

Yao Xiao, Jing Xiu's assistant, answered the door.She wore a pair of black-rimmed glasses and a calm professional smile.She glanced at Lin Yue behind Ji Yuyan, and while greeting Ji Yuyan, she explained to Jing Xiu: "I'm sorry, Sister Ji, Sister Jing was just catching up on jet lag, and she was woken up suddenly, and she was a little angry to get up, and I neglected you Assistant, I hope you don't take it to heart."

Yao Xiao is Jing Xiu's assistant who has been by her side since her debut, and she can't be more clear about the matter between Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu.Once upon a time, Ji Youyan and her had a heart-to-heart friendship.

"Where's the word, Xiaoxiao, although it's been a long time since I've seen her, there's no need to be so unfamiliar." Ji You said warmly and jokingly, but there was a bit of bitterness in his smile.

Yao Xiao smiled, noncommittal.

Ji Youyan understood what was going on, and didn't force it. He just changed the subject, turned his head and joked to Lin Yue who was beside him: "Look at what I just said, you guys are ignorant, it really disturbs people's dreams."

After all, she turned her head and said to Yao Xiao: "We are the ones who are sorry to disturb Teacher Jing's rest." After a pause, she thoughtfully said: "Is Teacher Jing still resting? Is it convenient for us to check in? If it is inconvenient..."

Before she finished speaking, she heard a cold question from inside the door: "Xiaoxiao, who is it?"

For a moment, Ji Yuyan stiffened involuntarily, looked past Yao Xiao, and looked straight into the door.

Yao Xiao backed away a little, turned around and agreed: "Sister Jing, it's Sister Ji and the others who are here. I just prepared refreshments for you in the restaurant, and you were sleepy. It's locked out."

Ji Youyan stared at the room eagerly, his five fingers hidden in the pocket of the windbreaker trembled slightly.Unable to wait for the people in the room to respond, she impatiently followed Yao Xiao's retreating body and took a step forward.

In the next second, her apprehensive gaze finally found the figure she was looking forward to.

The tall woman with long hair and shawl was holding a clear bone china cup, standing at the entrance of the aisle not far away, scanning the coming people calmly.

When she saw Ji Yuyan, she seemed to frowned subtly.

Ji Youyan felt a pain in his heart, and the calmness he had pretended just now collapsed in an instant.

But no matter what, she couldn't bear to look away, and just stared at Jing Xiu's calm eyes with nostalgic and greedy eyes.

Jing Xiu looked at her without saying a word, and there was a ripple in her amber eyes, and soon disappeared without a trace.

"Sister Ji?" Seeing that Ji Youyan hadn't moved for a long time, Lin Yue called out hesitantly.

Hearing the sound, Ji Youyan's throat slid with difficulty, and he got out of his gaffe.She bit her tongue hard, using the pain to calm herself down.Then, she lowered her head and blinked away the tears from the corners of her eyes, adjusted her soft smile, looked up at Jing Xiu, and said with emotion from the bottom of her heart: "Long time no see, Ah Xiu, we... finally meet again."

It was finally a harmonious scene where old acquaintances meet.

"It's really been a long time." Jing Xiu took all Ji Youyan's emotional changes into his eyes, and calmly suppressed his surprise.She rubbed her thumb lightly at the rim of the cup, her smile didn't reach her eyes.

"Come in first." Ji Youyan turned sideways to greet Lin Yue as a master, and then politely said to the male assistant: "Thank you, everything is fine here, please let Director Zhou rest assured."

Jing Xiu gave Yao Xiao a look, and Yao Xiao understood and took Lin Yue to the arranged room of Ji Yuyan.

Ji Youyan politely sent the male assistant away, the forced smile on the corner of his mouth disappeared the moment the door was closed.

She didn't know, until there were only the two of them left in the huge living room, and she couldn't see Jing Xiu with her back turned, Jing Xiu bit her lip and indulged herself to take a deep look at her.

When Ji Yuyan turned around, Jing Xiu sorted out all his emotions, and walked to the coffee table with a cup in his hand.

She gathered the hem of her skirt and sat down, took a sip of hot milk tea, and asked Ji Youyan casually: "Aren't you here to catch up?"

Ji Youyan stared at Jing Xiu, with undisguised melancholy and tenderness in his eyes.She regained a bit of the gentleness that Jing Xiu used to be familiar with, and walked slowly to the single sofa beside Jing Xiu and sat down.

"Would you like to drink something? The afternoon tea that Xiaoxiao just prepared for me." Jing Xiu lifted the glass jug on the side, poured out a cup of hot milk tea with a small piece of cake, and pushed it in front of Ji Yuyan.

Her attitude as if they were really just reuniting old friends made Ji Yuyan even more nervous.

Seemingly gentle, but actually alienated, this is Jing Xiu's defensive attitude towards unfamiliar people.In the past, Ji Youyan only felt lucky that he enjoyed Jing Xiu's gentleness to himself.Never thought that one day, he would face such an inaccessible her.

She stared at Jing Xiu's quiet side face, clenched and loosened her hands on her thighs, and summoned up her courage, "Ah Xiu, I..."

"Jing Xiu." Jing Xiu suddenly turned his head and corrected seriously.

Ji Youyan choked for breath, his open mouth froze into a ridiculous appearance.

Jing Xiu looked at her seriously, the emotions in his eyes were complex and obscure that Ji Yuyan could not distinguish clearly.

After a while, she sneered, as if she was talking to herself: "Forget it, there is something old between us that is worth talking about." After that, she stood up, and said in a flat voice: "It's dusty, and I'm in a hurry. Catch up on sleep, so before I have time to freshen up, I'm excused."

Thousands of words were blocked in Jing Xiu's throat by Jing Xiu's peaceful and indifferent attitude.Even though Ji Youyan was mentally prepared to be thick-skinned, his face turned pale from choking.

She watched Jing Xiu's figure disappear behind the wooden door, looked down at the hot milk tea in front of her and the black forest cake that looked extraordinarily dark, touched her forehead, and looked downcast.

Yao Xiao settled Lin Yue and walked out with the door.As soon as she arrived at the living room, she saw that Ji Youyan was the only one left beside the tea table. Looking at Ji Youyan's expression again, she guessed that Ji Youyan had probably been frozen by the Siberian cold current.

"Sister Ji, you still don't like chocolate so much? It's not bitter, but it's actually quite delicious. Sister Jing likes this one very much." After getting acquainted, Yao Xiao couldn't help warming her up kindly.

It's normal for Ah Xiu to be tired of her scumbag ex now, Ji Yuyan comforted herself.

She took a long breath, looked at Yao Xiao sadly, picked up the knife and fork and said, "Ah..."

She paused for a second, her eyes darkened, and she changed her words: "Didn't Jing Xiu like the taste of matcha before? Don't fool me, she is also afraid of bitterness."

Yao Xiao's complexion darkened, and she pointed out: "You said it was in the past, sister Jing these few years..."

When she got to the point of speaking, she felt that she had overstepped, so she changed the subject and said, "Forget it, it's nothing, I'll go find Sister Jing first."

Ji Youyan heard the sentence "You said it was in the past", and the mood that had just been relieved began to surge again.

Yeah, it's all over now.In fact, I am now so wishful thinking to restore the old good idea, is it a rogue to pester endlessly.

Her eyes became more and more gloomy, and she mechanically cut a small piece of cake, chewing slowly, bite by bite.

However, before the funeral, Jing Xiu cried beside her for a long time, crying until her heart ached as a dead person.Is it just a dream?

The bitterness of the cake seems to spread from the tip of the tongue to the heart...

With the last sip of sweet milk tea, Ji Youyan's nose was still bitter.

The author has something to say: Jing Xiu raised an eyebrow: Is it delicious?

Ji Youyan's dog leg: It's delicious!sweet!

Yao Xiao contemptuously: That's not what you said just now...

Ji Youyan is unpredictable: you don't understand if you are single.

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