My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Youyan knew that no matter who heard her plan, she would definitely think that she was good at calculating.It is understandable for Jing Xiu to doubt her.But this line of ridicule came from Jing Xiu's mouth, and Ji Youyan still felt a prickly pain.

She choked her throat and couldn't help asking Jing Xiu: "Is that why you miss me?" She knew that she was not qualified to ask such a question.

Jing Xiu stroked the rim of the cup and asked lightly, "What do you think I should think?"

There was deep hurt and disappointment in Ji Yuyan's eyes, Jing Xiu stared at her, and gradually tightened his five fingers holding the water glass.After two seconds of silence, she spoke again: "I know, you were sincere when you helped me clarify. No matter what I said in advance, I still want to thank you for helping me."

Ji Yuyan's gloomy eyes suddenly lit up.

Jing Xiu turned her eyes away, and said calmly, "But your current calculation is also sincere." Her emotions clamored to make her believe in Ji Yuyan, but her reason shook her confidence.Such a comprehensive plan, if you haven't really calculated it, you can't say it casually, right?

Ji Yuyan's eyes dimmed again.She looked at Jing Xiu's seemingly emotionless expression, clenched the earphone in her palm, and suddenly approached Jing Xiu, and admitted in a low voice: "Yes, my current calculation is also true."

Jing Xiu trembled his hand almost imperceptibly, looking at Ji Yuyan with a look of astonishment that was too late to conceal.She really admitted it, but Jing Xiu was a little at a loss.

Ji Youyan twitched the corners of her lips, and said with a wry smile: "Even if there is no matter of Gu Lingfeng's movie, I would be willing to take the lead for you. But now I have selfishness." She bit her lip, and said openly: "My Selfishness is not Gu Lingfeng's movie, it's you. I want to act in this movie with you. "

Jing Xiu frowned and looked at her, as if a little puzzled and amused.

Ji Youyan stared deeply at Jing Xiu, and said softly: "Ah Xiu, I didn't agree to film "Dawn" with you four years ago, and I regret it until today."

That year, the proposal that same-sex couples could apply for civil union had just passed the preliminary review, and it was waiting for a referendum to decide whether to implement it a year later. The whole society was paying attention to this matter.Opposition voices are high, polls show that up to [-]% of those in favor, the possibility of the proposal being passed is slim.At such a cusp, Jing Xiu decided to play the role of the blind girl in the same-sex film "Dawn" by director Jiang Shupei in favor of Fang, and encouraged Ji Youyan, hoping that she could play another heroine.If Ji Youyan is willing to act, she can lobby Jiang Shupei.

Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan talked about her considerations.On the one hand, Jiang Shupei is a well-known director, well-known at home and abroad, and the script quality of "Dawn" itself is also excellent. She is very optimistic about this film to win awards.The film industry values ​​background, and Ji Youyan has never acted in a movie. If the starting point can be directed by Jiang Shupei, and she will act in the film, even if there is no award in the end, Ji Youyan's film journey has already achieved twice the result with half the effort.

On the other hand, Jing Xiu feels that now is a critical period of canvassing for same-sex rights. As public figures with a certain voice and members of the same-sex group, they should stand up and assume certain social responsibilities to support this group. Do your part.This movie is undoubtedly a good carrier for this group to speak out.

The last point is Jing Xiu's own selfishness.She and Ji Yuyan have been getting together less often and keeping secrets. She hopes to work with Ji Yuyan and spend more time together. She also hopes that this movie will have a good response, so that they can gain a certain amount of love both in and out of the movie. CP fans, pave the way for the second half of the public at an appropriate time after the proposal is passed.

Of course, there are risks.This film may not be able to pass the review in China.

Jing Xiu had great expectations for Ji Youyan's participation, but Ji Youyan hesitated for a long time, but he still hesitated and refused.

She couldn't forget how disappointed Jing Xiu looked at her at that time.Jing Xiu asked her: "Even if we keep hiding like this between us, it doesn't matter to you, does it?"

Maybe it was at that time that Jing Xiu began to be really disappointed in her, and their hearts drifted further and further apart.

Ji Yuyan mentioned "Dawn", and regretted it after speaking, Jing Xiu's eyes were filled with imperceptible water vapor.She lowered her neck, blinked away her fragility, and deliberately stabbed Ji You and said, "Are you regretting missing out on multiple nomination opportunities?"

"Dawn" finally broke through all resistance and was released, and swept all the awards. The newcomer who played with her was a newcomer discovered by Jiang Shupei, and she also won a best newcomer.

Ji Youyan saw through Jing Xiu's sad but pretended indifference, his nose was slightly sour, and he said in a low voice, "You know it's not like this."

"Ah Xiu, I regret that I missed your expectations." The affection in her eyes was like the sea, which almost made Jing Xiu fall.

Jing Xiu didn't dare to look more, her thin lips were pursed into a stubborn line.A few seconds later, she reminded Ji Youyan: "Don't waste your time, Gu Lingfeng has already selected the actor, and it is impossible to change it."

Ji Youyan hesitated for a moment, and explained: "I know, now Gu Lingfeng has chosen Ji Yumi to play another heroine."

"How do you know?" Jing Xiu wondered.She was a little strange just now, how did Ji Youyan know that she was participating.This news, Gu Lingfeng should have not spread it.

Ji Youyan said unnaturally: "I heard what Sister Wei told me."

Jing Xiu is skeptical.

Ji Yuyan continued: "Ji Yumi is now in a relationship with a rich businessman, and it has reached the stage of marriage. The rich businessman hopes that Ji Yumi can retire from the circle after marriage and be a wealthy wife with peace of mind. Ji Yumi agreed. At the latest They should announce their marriage by Christmas."

"Can Wei Yizhen know about such a private matter?" Jing Xiu was alert.

Ji Youyan lowered his head and didn't dare to look directly at Jing Xiu, and replied in a weak tone: "Sister Wei seems to have a good relationship with Ji Yumi's manager, but recently her manager seems to be quite worried, and she's complaining to Sister Wei."

Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan sharply, obviously doubting her words.Ji Yumi's manager doesn't seem like such a big-mouthed person, but if he didn't get the news from Wei Yizhen, where would Ji Yuyan know it?

"Even if Ji Yumi doesn't act, Gu Lingfeng still has many choices. For example... isn't Fang Shan?" Jing Xiu stared at Ji Youyan with complicated eyes, and asked tentatively.

Ji Yuyan's heart beat suddenly.She looked at Jing Xiu in a daze, trying to confirm what she meant by asking this sentence.

"Sister Ji, Teacher Jing, you are all so early." A pleasant female voice broke in suddenly, and it was Lin Yue who followed the dining car into the door.

Both Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu ended the conversation tacitly.Jing Xiu sat down on the sofa with a glass of water in his hand, and calmly responded to Lin Yue, "Yeah."

Lin Yue looked at Jing Xiu who was sitting and Ji Yuyan who was standing, and felt that the atmosphere was weird.She glanced at Ji Yuyan again, and suddenly asked with concern: "Sister Ji, what's wrong with your hand?" The other four fingers of Ji Yuyan's right hand were all bent, but the index finger was straightened, as if deliberately.

Ji Youyan looked down at his hand, only then remembered that there was still a thorn in his hand that hadn't been picked out.She glanced at her fingers, and said back to Lin Yue, "I was pricked by a prickly pear just now, and there is a thorn that I can't pick out. Do we have sewing needles? It should be picked out with a needle."

Jing Xiu frowned calmly, and Lin Yue nervously went up to check: "It seems to be there, Sister Ji, wait a minute, I'll go to your room to look for it."

She ran into Ji Youyan's room like the wind, Ji Youyan laughed, and sat down on the single sofa next to Jing Xiu.

"When did you buy this little potted plant? Did I not notice it a few days ago?" Ji Youyan asked for nothing.

Jing Xiu answered her, "Ning Wei gave it to me the day before yesterday." He said he brought it with him, but the dormitory was too messy to put it away, and he thought it looked like her, so he gave it to her.She looks like a prickly pear?Does that mean she has thorns all over her body?Jing Xiu almost had no black face at that time.

Ji Youyan looked at the prickly pear, then at Jing Xiu, and couldn't help but sigh, "Ning Wei has a good eye."

Jing Xiu glanced at her and said, "What do you mean?"

Ji Youyan blinked her eyes, the desire to survive made her decide to speak cautiously.Just when Lin Yue found the needle, Ji Youyan quickly changed the subject and said, "Yueyue, help me pick it out, I can't pick it with my left hand."

Lin Yue looked flustered: "Sister Ji, I dare not, if I hurt you." The thorn can now see a small black spot, if you want to pick it out, the needle will stick into the flesh, where is she? Dare to start.

Jing Xiu stood up and went back to the room without saying a word.

Feeling disappointed, Ji Youyan continued to intimidate and lure Lin Yue, saying: "I won't blame you, just pick and choose."

Lin Yue pinched the needle and swallowed.

"Disinfect the poison." Jing Xiu came out again and handed the alcohol to Lin Yue.Her face was cold, but Ji Youyan's heart suddenly warmed up.

"Mr. Jing, or you can help Miss Ji choose it. I really don't dare." Lin Yue rolled her eyes and quickly pushed the job out.She pointed the needle at Jing Xiu horizontally, as if expecting Jing Xiu to take it right away.

Jing Xiu pursed her lips, indifferent.

Ji Youyan didn't want to force Jing Xiu, nor did he want to embarrass Lin Yue.She reached out and snatched Lin Yue's needle, sterilized it with alcohol, and pretended to be relaxed: "Yue Yue, your courage is really smaller than the eye of this needle."

She turned sideways, facing the light, pinching the pulp with the thumbnail of her right hand, holding a needle in her left hand, and flicked awkwardly into the flesh next to the thorn in her hand.

Once, again, Ji Youyan frowned slightly, but didn't make any sound.Lin Yue on the side looked more painful than Ji Youyan, inhaling from time to time.

Jing Xiu was disturbed when he heard it.She glared at Lin Yue, took a step forward and pinched the needle in Ji Youyan's finger, and said in a bad tone: "You don't have to let go of this hand."

Ji Youyan stared at Jing Xiu's face in a daze, the corners of her lips gradually raised.She pinched Jing Xiu's fingertips with her slightly cold fingers, and said back to Jing Xiu with bright eyes, "I still want it."

Jing Xiu raised her eyes and glanced at her, then lowered her long eyelashes expressionlessly, and seriously helped her pick a thorn.

Ji Youyan stared at Jing Xiu reluctantly, watching her long eyelashes shine brighter in the morning light, thick and curly, so cute that she softened her heart.

She suddenly ordered Lin Yue: "Yue Yue, go to the restaurant and help me heat up the soup, it may be cold."

Lin Yue let out an "oh", turned around and went to the kitchen in a polite manner.Halfway through the walk, she suddenly felt that something was wrong. There was no soup in the morning.She stopped and turned around, only to hear Ji Youyan smile, and said softly: "I suddenly thought, if only I had a little more thorns just now."

Jing Xiu stopped her movements, frowned and looked at Ji Youyan, as if she wanted to be cruel, but in the end she couldn't bear it.She turned the needle horizontally, trying to let go, and said coolly: "It seems that you don't hurt too much."

Ji Youyan accepted it as soon as it was good, and quickly said coquettishly: "It hurts..."

Jing Xiu was silent for two seconds, but still lowered his head and continued to help her choose.

The author has something to say: Lin Yue didn't see it: No wonder Sister Ji wants to dismiss me.Sister Ji, don't deny it, you are a 0.

Sister Ji became angry from embarrassment: Is your eyes so bad? !I want to deduct your salary!

Teacher Jing said lightly: I will make up for you twice.

... Sister Ji's mentality collapsed.

I think I'm a little sweet today too (〃'V'〃)