My Feelings Can Wait

"I want to start over with you", these words rang in Jing Xiu's ears, like a firework, exploding in her heart.First there was the astonishing loud noise, then the colorful splendor, and finally, there was only the loneliness and the smell of gunpowder after the blooming.

Jing Xiu stared at Ji Youyan, her heart was astringent, she felt as if she was very happy, but also sad.

If you come to this variety show, if you say you don't have the heart to meet Ji Yoo-yeon again and restore the old friendship, you are deceiving yourself and others.That year she proposed to break up in the ward disheartened, Ji Youyan choked her throat, without a word of convincing, she really walked away without looking back.So, in France, she endured from giving up to looking forward to, and from looking forward to giving up.

Can a simple sentence of "I regret it, I want to start over with you" heal those pains that are tormenting each other?Reunited after a broken mirror, most of them just repeat the same mistakes.

Jing Xiu's heart gradually cooled down.

She moved her thin lips, and her voice was slightly hoarse: "Are you all changing so fast?"

She said coldly: "A week ago you said we could be friends, but a week later, you think we can be lovers again?"

Sensing Jing Xiu's emotional change, Ji Youyan argued, "I didn't. Ah Xiu, I never wanted to be friends with you. A week ago, strangers and friends, I had no other choice."

"So you have other choices now?" Jing Xiu looked at her with a little mockery in her eyes: "Who gave you the confidence? Ji Yuyan, what do you think I am? Why do you think I will wait for you where I am?" ?”

Ji Yuyan choked his throat, and said bitterly: "It's not you waiting for me, it's me, stalking and shameless."

When Jing Xiu heard her use such embarrassing words to describe herself, her heart trembled, and the fingertips grasping the back of the chair gradually turned white.

"I don't want to." She refused coldly.After a pause, she changed the subject and said, "I don't need you to clarify for me, let your agent suppress all the unpublished drafts."

It was rejected.Ji Youyan bit her lip, her eyes dimmed.But soon she comforted herself that she didn't expect Jing Xiu to agree, she just wanted to show Jing Xiu her heart and tell Jing Xiu that she wanted to chase her.

Jing Xiu's attitude is not a flat refusal, but a very good result.

Ji Youyan cheered up, suppressed the disappointment of his failure in confessing just now, and said back to Jingxiu: "Then if it's not me helping you, but you helping me?"

Jing Xiu frowned at her.

Ji Youyan said calmly: "I've already made a big fuss, and now it's rumored on the Internet that Duan Yunxi tied up my popularity by unscrupulous means, and my fans are already flattening his Weibo. If I don't help you clarify, don't bring the two Duan Yunxi won't sit still if a Weibo with unknown meaning points to your incident. Teacher Jing, I'm already on the verge of riding a tiger."

Jing Xiu said indifferently: "This is your own business, I told you not to interfere."

Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu sadly, but Jing Xiu was indifferent.

After a while, Ji Youyan smiled bitterly and said, "I know what you mean."

Jing Xiu clenched her five fingers, took a deep breath, suddenly pushed the chair, and left with a shake of her sleeves.

The chair was rotatable, and with inertia, it slammed into the conference table hard, making a loud noise.Ji Youyan looked at the chair in a daze, did she really make Jing Xiu so angry?

Jing Xiu is so resolute, is she... Really pretending to be affectionate again?

But she didn't worry too much, the phone on the table vibrated, and the caller ID was Wei Yizhen.

Wei Yizhen sent her the latest news and told her: "Jiang Chun called me just now and said that Teacher Jing agreed with your plan. Specifically, I will go to Jiang Chun for an interview now."

Ji Youyan smiled instantly.She knew that Jing Xiu couldn't just leave him alone.

She reminded Wei Yizhen, "Then sister Wei, help me to salvage the comment I posted on the small account in the morning. When the media's suspicions are almost fermented, I will use the large account to clarify on Weibo. As for The remarks on the two Weibos are only aimed at Teacher Jing’s incident, so please help me to respond, Sister Wei.”

Wei Yizhen let out a feeble snort as an answer.After a pause, she asked Ji Youyan in a proactive manner: "What's your attitude towards the scandal with Jing Xiu now?" This is related to the scale she will hold in negotiations with Jiang Chun in the future.

Ji Youyan narrowed her eyes, and said lightly, "As long as Jing Xiu is willing, I am willing too." After a pause, she thoughtfully asked Wei Yizhen again: "By the way, Sister Wei, now you can help me with the plan for the second half of next year. When the schedule is free, don’t pick up anything first.”

Wei Yizhen wondered: "Why? Do you have any arrangements?"

Ji Youyan confessed: "I'm going to fight for Gu Lingfeng's "Sunflower in the Night". The start time should be in the second half of next year, and the specifics are still uncertain."

"Is that what you said when you had dinner with Gu Lingfeng? Are you sure? How did I hear that the roles have been decided?" Wei Yizhen doubted.This is undoubtedly a good resource. If Ji Youyan's first movie can be directed by Gu Lingfeng, then her subsequent transformation will definitely be much smoother.But this is undoubtedly a hard-to-eat cake, Gu Lingfeng may not be able to see Ji Youyan, let alone I heard that everyone has made an appointment.

Ji Yuyan touched the place on the chair that Jing Xiu touched just now, and said softly: "I'm not sure, but I will try my best to fight for it. Whether it can be done or not, there will be news at the end of the year at the latest. Sister Wei, please help me to make space first." Let's go for a while."

Wei Yi was really thinking about what other connections she might have, and said politely: "Okay, it's okay to be free, but don't make any big news for me."

Ji Youyan laughed, and promised her: "Don't worry, where are you going?"

Not long after hanging up the phone, Ji Youyan saw that the comment "I didn't brush my teeth, my mouth is so stinky" that she commented on Weibo with a trumpet in the morning was dug out by "someone with a heart". The number is righteous and broke the news", "Ji Youyan's trumpet supports Jing Xiu".Afterwards, the direction of the media, which had been clinging to Duan Yunxi before, also changed, and began to associate her big-name "I want to open it" and her trumpet "I'm still angry" with Jing Xiu's incident.Duan Yunxi also started to clean up for himself.

There were also some people who started to help check their seats with vigilance.According to the timeline, Ji Yoo-yeon's trumpet "she and I made a joke" and the statement issued by the show crew "Jing Xiu's shutting the co-living actress out of the door is just a joke between the two of them" are perfect match.This microblog was posted before the incident, so it can be seen that it is not a public relations statement, but a fact.The argument that Jing Xiu bullied the actresses in the same group is untenable.

Jing Xiu's fans organized and began to fight back, reprimanding the whistleblower for his ulterior motives, demanding an apology from the whistleblower, and giving Jing Xiu justice.

An hour later, the publicity team estimated that the form was almost ready, and notified Ji Youyan to log in to the big account and post on Weibo.

Ji Yuyan found out the warm baby photos taken last night, and posted today's third Weibo: The beauty of last night is not freezing, thanks to Teacher Jing for his generous sponsorship. @景琇.Attached are photos of scald cream, warm baby photos, and last night's red carpet photos that are consistent with the trumpet.

In just one sentence, there is a lot of information.

The first information the public can get is that Ji Youyan has claimed the trumpet.After thinking about it again, the relationship between Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu seems to be pretty good, and Jing Xiu even gave her a baby warmer and burn ointment.Then came, so everyone guessed that the second deletion of Weibo and trumpet comments were all because of Jing Xiu's anger?

The media moved quickly, and with the efforts of Wei Yizhen, Jiang Chun, and Duan Yunxi's team, the trending searches for "Ji Youyan's support for Jing Xiu" and "Duan Yunxi's backer [laughs and tears]" began to go up.

After Ji Youyan posted his blog, Liang Zhen and Su Lihang, who had been reluctant to say anything, pretended to be dead.Their Weibo is filled with all kinds of jokes from people who eat melons.

Not long after, Su Lihang posted: I heard that Mr. Jing is very strict?The attached picture is a screenshot of the first episode of the show——Jing Xiu was emotionally moved by the performance on stage, and looked a little hurt.Su Lihang intentionally cut it a bit crappy and cute, and wrote four large characters "I'm wronged."

Liang Zhen also posted a blog afterwards, and the post was very simple, directly reposting the clarification statement from the official blog of the program group.Although Ji Youyan felt that he looked a bit reluctant, but at least he helped to refute the rumors.

Several parties cooperated, but in one afternoon, the whole situation turned around. The skeptical people who ate melons stood in line with Jing Xiu, and the big Vs in the industry also began to endorse Jing Xiu, angrily denouncing untrue revelations, and related hot searches all turned into "" Su Lihang expression package", "Liang Zhen refute rumors", "Ji Youyan Jingxiu" and other entries.

Sun Ting did not get in touch with me, and the representative's spokesperson seemed to have no knowledge and refused to admit his account.Jiang Chun contacted the people above, and learned that the people behind Sun Ting were playing games with Jing Xiu recently. Sun Ting probably just forgot the new and old grudges that Jing Xiu didn't give her face. Things come to knock the mountain and shake the tiger.I don't know if there will be a follow-up, but judging from today's situation, Jing Xiu's turmoil can be regarded as temporarily suppressed.

In the evening, Jing Xiu was the host and held a banquet to thank everyone for their cooperation and help in this turmoil.At the banquet, Jing Xiu rarely took the initiative to offer a small drink to everyone at the table as a token of gratitude.

Su Lihang had a rare opportunity to embarrass Jing Xiu, and teased Jing Xiu: "Mr. Jing, should you give a more respect to Mr. Ji? Mr. Ji sacrificed himself for others today, and you are doing your best for Mr. Jing." Familiar in the circle The way of hype, after a little thought, you can understand that Ji Youyan's trumpet is clearly a self-exposure, and it is a hot search for Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu cast a glance at Ji Youyan, Ji Youyan was distressed that Jing Xiu had already drank a lot, and hurriedly said, "Mr. Su, if you want to bully Mr. Jing, just say so, how can you use my name?"

She gestured and joked, "Be careful, I'll stab you first."

Su Lihang shook his body in accordance with Ji Youyan's movements, and burst out laughing for a while.

After laughing, Liang Zhen suddenly said indifferently: "I didn't expect Teacher Ji and Teacher Jing to have such a good relationship in private." There was a bit of ambiguity in his eyes.

He entered the circle earlier than Su Lihang, and he had heard about the rumors of Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan in the circle before.But seeing the relationship between Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu before, he thought it was just a false rumor after the cp was fired back then.Now it seems that it seems a bit real.

As soon as he asked the question, the eyes of everyone at the table became a little different.Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan have talked about being in love, and everyone has heard of it before.People at the table who don't know are curious, and those who know are embarrassed.

Jing Xiu frowned, Chen Desheng observed his words, and immediately wanted to change the subject, but Ji Yuyan casually continued: "Doesn't it seem that Teacher Jing and I have a bad relationship?"

Liang Zhen said lightly, "That's not true."

Ji Youyan sneered, and flaunted generously: "Mr. Liang, you may not know that when Teacher Jing and I didn't make our debut, our CP was the hottest CP on the show. If the relationship is not good, how can we become popular? "

She spoke so frankly that Liang Zhen felt that there was nothing between her and Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu cast her eyes on Ji Youyan calmly, surprised that she can be so calm now.Ji Youyan caught Jing Xiu's gaze, and suddenly turned his head and smiled at her with a bent eyebrow.

Jing Xiu turned his eyes away as if nothing had happened, but the condensation between his brows dissipated a lot.

Ji Youyan felt a little happy in his heart.

On the way back to the hotel, Ruan Ningwei sent Ji Yuyan a WeChat message, concerned: "Sister Ji, I have seen all the things about Teacher Jing on the Internet. Several of our students are fighting for Teacher Jing. I want to ask what we can do to help Teacher Jing. Did you do it?"

Ji Yuyan was relieved, and said back to Ruan Ningwei: "It's all right, don't worry."

She said easy-goingly: "After the interview, I asked about my impression of my mentor, so I just need to praise Teacher Jing a few more words."

Ruan Ningwei felt relieved, and agreed, "Okay."

A few seconds later, "The other party is typing" shows that there has been no news for a long time.Ji Youyan thought about how embarrassing Ruan Ningwei was going to write, and almost lost her patience. Ruan Ningwei finally had the courage to send the message: "Sister Ji, you are very brave today, our excellent CP's super words are all fake corpses."

"Excellent" is the former CP name of her and Jing Xiu.Ji Yuyan laughed, and teased Ruan Ningwei: "Didn't you say you were cute before? Are you still so concerned now?"

Ruan Ningwei said embarrassingly: "I was resurrected by you, Sister Ji, too. I'm a little excited now, and I'm ready to write."

Ji Youyan laughed out loud, this guy.She didn't drink much at night, now looking at the word "heroic" that Ruan Ningwei said, and thinking about what happened today, she feels inexplicably drunk.She felt hot, bit her lips, let go of her reserve and said, "I authorize you to write, but there are two conditions, okay?"

Ruan Ningwei asked curiously, "What's the condition?"

Ji Youyan said slyly: "One condition is that you have to add an inner monologue for me."

"Yes." Ruan Ningwei said without thinking.Authorized by the master to write fanfiction, and also added an exclusive monologue, this is the pinnacle of a CP fan's career.

Ji Youyan rubbed his fingertips, and continued: "Another condition is that, after you finish writing, you must send it to Teacher Jing."

Ruan Ningwei: "..."

Two seconds later, Ruan Ningwei began to withdraw the messages frantically, one, two...all the messages she sent were withdrawn.

"Sister Ji, just pretend you haven't seen me tonight, good night." Run away.

Ji Youyan was angry and funny: "..."

Coward!

She quit the conversation with Ruan Ningwei, opened Weibo, and clicked on the "excellent CP" super chat that Ruan Ningwei said.In Chaohua, the screen is full of groundhogs screaming.

She swiped for a while with interest, then quit to read her Weibo comments.On her Weibo, crowds of Jing Xiu fans came to thank her.

Thank you for supporting Jingxiu, thank you for speaking for Jingxiu, I am glad that Jingxiu has such a good friend, and wish their friendship will last forever...

It is completely different from the screen full of insults and malice sent to her by fans of Prospect Xiu for many years.

The recognition she had worked so hard for for a long time seemed to finally get a little bit today.However, she didn't seem to be as happy as she thought before.

Without the "1" of Jingxiu, what's the use of having more "0"s behind it?

Ji Youyan lost interest, leaning against the car window, watching the night scene flowing backwards outside the window, feeling lonely.

If only time could go backwards so quickly.

She still opened the dialog box with Ruan Ningwei, and wrote down the sentence she hoped Ruan Ningwei would convey for her:

I used to be most afraid of other people's sharp eyes, but now, I hope that someone can see through the shadows.

In this way, you can give me a little joy.

The author has something to say: Sister Ji: Are all of you cuties who told Ah Xiu not to promise me devils?Take revenge! o(╥﹏╥)o