My Feelings Can Wait

After breaking up in the previous life, Jing Xiu blocked Ji Youyan, and that WeChat account was also abandoned shortly after.Since then, Ji Youyan completely lost the last contact with Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu only glanced at Ji Youyan's mobile phone interface, and saw through Ji Youyan's intentions.She remained calm and said in a flat tone: "Yes. I will ask Xiaoxiao to forward it to you later. It just so happens that you have already added friends?"

Ji Yuyan's face was instantly depressed, he took back his phone, and changed his words again: "No, it's really worthless."

She rubbed the darkened phone, pulled out a generous smile, and persuaded Jing Xiu: "If you really don't like to owe me favors, you can reciprocate, and you can give me something next time." In other words, she blushed a little, and she is probably No. 1 for being so cheeky to ask Jing Xiu for a gift.

Jing Xiu gave a barely audible laugh, unexpectedly easy to talk: "Okay."

Before Ji Youyan was happy, Jing Xiu continued: "Then I will ask Xiaoxiao to bring you afternoon tea in the next few days. How about cake and espresso?"

"Wake up." She said coolly.

Just listening to it, Ji Youyan felt the tip of his tongue tingle, and reflexively refused: "Ah? No need."

Jing Xiu suppressed her lips that were about to rise, and seemed to be very negotiable, and agreed: "Okay, it's okay, then you can tell Xiaoxiao what you want." Before Ji Youyan could respond, she finalized the matter, and then asked: "Any thing else?"

Ji Yuyan shook his head in a daze.

"Thank you then, go to rest, good night." After finishing speaking, she closed the door lightly.

Ji Youyan looked at the door, was stunned for a moment before realizing it, and laughed dumbfoundedly.Although it seemed that she was being teased again, and the chance to ask for WeChat was dismissed casually, but she was almost sure that Jing Xiu really did it on purpose for giving her the particularly bitter Black Forest cake.

Jing Xiu is being petty to her.This discovery made Ji Youyan's heart, which had been sinking at the bottom of the valley, almost flew up.

She stroked the cold door, said "good night" softly, and went back to the room contentedly.

She leaned on the bed and took out the e-book to read, but she was always restless.After switching one book and another, she finally compromised with herself.

Close the e-book and change to the tablet, and log in to WeChat.Ji Youyan opened the video link that Ruan Ningwei sent her with trembling fingertips.

The playback volume of the video was larger than she expected, and there were so many bullet screens at the beginning that she couldn't see the screen clearly.She turned off the barrage and watched it quietly by herself.

With the flow of the picture, the past that has been separated for many years is clearly replaying before her eyes.

It was when she and Jing Xiu met for the first time, they didn’t know each other across the crowd; it was the awkwardness of their first conversation in the dormitory; Concentrating on correcting Jing Xiu's out-of-tune, it was Jing Xiu who tirelessly taught her dance moves; it was Jing Xiu who saved herself from the edge of elimination again and again with hundreds of people coming in and out together day and night.

Their eyes were red, and they also smiled happily. Facing the camera, they were unabashedly sincere and intimate.

Ji Youyan began to breathe heavily. Near the end of the video, Jing Xiu reached out to her on the elimination stage, and she paused at the scene where she rushed to hug Jing Xiu, her eyes moist.

She clicked on the barrage, and the screen was filled with dazzling red "囍".

Ji Yuyan's emotions finally completely lost control, and tears fell down the screen drop by drop along his cheeks.She raised her hand to wipe her tears, and clenched her teeth tightly, refusing to let out a sound.

After breaking up in the last life, she tortured herself countless times in her heart, why did she end up in such a hard and unhappy end after she was so good and happy at the beginning.After dying once and living again, she discovered the answer even more.

It's all her work, and her fault.

Tomorrow there is a recording to meet someone, so she doesn't have the capital to cry bitterly today.So after Ji Youyan went into the glass room and applied a cold towel to his eyes, he didn't have the courage to click on the other video links Ruan Ningwei sent her. Instead, he clicked on a novel she sent as a bedtime story.

Before Ruan Ningwei entered the circle, she was the goddess of the Chinese Department of a key school. Ji Youyan glanced through two chapters and affirmed her writing skills from the bottom of her heart.

Straightforward, yet captivating.

Chapter 3 of the novel describes the beginning of their two-month training at that time—the three-day military training mixed with sutuo.In the midsummer season of July and August, the program team was worried that everyone would get tanned, so the venue was chosen indoors in a humane manner.Although there is no air conditioner, the training comfort has been improved by more than half without the sun.As a person who has received military training all the way, three days is nothing to Ji Youyan, and it is nothing to most people.

But Jing Xiu, who was always pampered, still fainted from heatstroke.

It was the hottest time at noon, and all the staff were practicing standing posture and correcting their bodies in the gym.Standing behind Jing Xiu, Ji Youyan saw that something was wrong with Jing Xiu and was on the verge of falling, so he stepped forward quickly with his hands and eyes, just in time to hug the fallen Jing Xiu.

Ruan Ningwei described that it was the first time Jing Xiu was tempted by Ji Youyan.

The corners of Ji Youyan's lips raised unconsciously, and he denied it in his heart: That's not the case.

Although, it seems to be related.

Later, when she was getting tired of it, she asked Jing Xiu when she found out that she was attracted to her.Jing Xiu rested his pillow on her arm, telling her to guess.

She jokingly asked if it was love at first sight, Jing Xiu lightly bit her shoulder and scolded her: "You think it's pretty."

So she continued to guess whether it was time to catch her by herself.She pretended to be exaggerated: "Did I appear like a great hero at the time, appearing in your twirling world, saving your world that was about to fall, and instantly made your heart flutter.

Jing Xiu burst out laughing, and said bluntly: "Stop boasting, I was so dizzy at the time, I didn't even think about it."

Ji Youyan thought about it, yes, it was so uncomfortable, why would he still think about these romances.

But Jing Xiu said again: "However, it's not completely unrelated."

Jing Xiu said that when she woke up after heat stroke, when she saw herself scribbling and drawing under the small desk lamp in the darkness of the room, she suddenly became obsessed with ghosts.

It may be that the distressed mind is too fragile, or it may be that Ji Youyan's concentration is too charming, or it may be that the breeze and moon were so beautiful at that time.

Ji Yuyan was a little unbelievable: "At that time, you tried me again to see if I knew French. You found out that I lied to you before. I thought it was a point deduction."

At that time, she found that Jing Xiu was awake, and she was concerned about whether she should drink water, but Jing Xiu asked her why she didn't go to training.After all, at this stage, giving up training is tantamount to giving up the camera.

Ji Youyan handed her the water and joked that he wanted to be lazy.

Jing Xiu guessed her intention, thanked her, and then asked her what she was doing just now.After learning that Ji Yuyan was writing a song, she curiously asked if she could listen to it.

Ji Youyan sang to her for a while with the guitar in his arms, when Jing Xiu suddenly asked her: "Is this a folk song?"

After she instinctively answered her "well," she realized belatedly: Jing Xiu just asked in French.

Sure enough, the girl on the opposite side bent her lips slyly, raised her eyebrows and asked her, "Didn't you say you don't know French?" After Jingxiu went to the dormitory next door in the middle of the night and came back from speaking French, she inexplicably asked her, "You don't know French?" Can you speak French?", she denied at the time.

So the moment Jing Xiu exposed the lie, Ji Youyan felt flustered in his heart. He just felt that it was over, and he was found out that he had lied within a few days of meeting.A proud girl like Jing Xiu probably couldn't tolerate a little sand in her eyes.

But unexpectedly, when Jing Xiu heard the word "point deduction", she smiled, kissed her, and said softly, "It's a bonus item."

Ji Yuyan asked her why again, but Jing Xiu refused to say it again, and only said sweetly: "I will tell you when I have a chance later."

The alarm clock on the mobile phone rang at the right time, reminding Ji Youyan that it is time to take the time to sleep for health and beauty.There is still work tomorrow, so there is no room for error.Ji Yuyan closed the page rationally, lay down and rested.

Before falling asleep, the phrase "later" that Jing Xiu said repeatedly echoed in her mind.

In the future... She can wait until after this, right?

The second day is a busy schedule.

Ji Youyan and Jing Xiu got up early in the morning, and after a hasty breakfast, they hurriedly rehearsed the opening show again in the hotel practice room.Afterwards, the entire program team was transferred to Lingzhou International Film and Television Center for rehearsal before the official recording in the afternoon.

According to the procedure, Ji Youyan and Yang Anran followed Liang Zhen in the rehearsal, and Jing Xiu made his grand finale appearance after Su Lihang.After the rehearsal, Ji Youyan deliberately stayed to watch Jingxiu's rehearsal.

Compared with the actions in the movie "Ba Ye", the scene between Jingxiu and Zhou Cheng in the opening show is naturally much simplified and less interesting to watch, but Jingxiu's movements are as smooth as clouds and flowing water, and the momentum and acting skills are even more supportive. The whole scene is exciting.

While Ji Youyan was admiring, he was worried about Jing Xiu's body.

Lin Yue said that Sister Kai urged her to go back to get her hair done, Ji Youyan got up and walked to the lounge.Passing by Jing Xiu and Zhou Cheng who were drinking water off the stage after communicating with the director, she deliberately stopped in her tracks, and praised Heyi: "You two teachers are so hardworking, they are so wonderful. I can't bear to blink even after watching the rehearsal."

While speaking, she looked closely at Jing Xiu and Yao Xiao's demeanor.Jing Xiu looked calm, and Yao Xiao also looked relaxed.

Zhou Cheng said humbly: "Mr. Ji, you are flattering me. I just cooperated. The main reason is that Mr. Jing performed well." After finishing speaking, he looked at Jing Xiu, thinking that Jing Xiu would cooperate and say something.

Unexpectedly, Jing Xiu only replied to him with a lack of interest: "Teacher Zhou is modest."

Ji Youyan didn't care about the cold reception.She confirmed that Jing Xiu was not pushing herself, and said goodbye: "The two teachers are too modest. Then I will go to the backstage first."

On the way back to the lounge, Lin Yue quietly looked at Ji Youyan, seeing that she was being neglected by Jing Xiu again, she smiled instead of anger, and swallowed the words again.

I'm afraid Sister Ji is not a shaking M, is she?

Back in the lounge, Ji Youyan let Sister Kai toss her hair, while reading the script that the contestant submitted yesterday, taking notes in her heart.After lunch, I put on my makeup and didn't have time to rest, so I was dragged by the director to have a tutor meeting.After matching the game process, without stopping for a moment, the official recording began.

The beginning is the tutor show, the actors come on stage from the backstage channel one by one, and the tutors and assistants are waiting for instructions beside the channel.Liang Zhen and another actress received instructions to go on stage, while the rest of the instructors and actors leaned indifferently in the corner, reviewing the script with each other.

Five minutes later, Liang Zhen finished his performance, there was a round of applause from the front desk, and the stage manager instructed Ji Youyan and Yang Anran to get ready to go on stage.

Lin Yue took the warm jacket that Ji Yuyan took off, followed Ji Yuyan's footsteps on the stage, and went up to the diagonally opposite platform.Here you can see the performance at the front desk, but you won't be in the mirror.

The lights at the front desk dimmed, indicating that the performance was about to start, and everything seemed to be quiet in an instant.

Lin Yue felt as if someone was walking behind her, approaching her, and she saw the shadow under her feet shaking and changing out of the corner of her eye.

She subconsciously wanted to turn around and take a look, but just as she turned her head, she found that Jing Xiu had also climbed onto the platform at some point.

The next moment, the lights at the front desk came on, followed by a ringing bell, and then, Ji Youyan's calm and cheerful voice sounded: "Okay, I see, thank you, Sister Qin, I will work hard."

Lin Yue was so surprised and confused that she didn't even bother to watch Ji Youyan's performance, so she couldn't help but glance at Jing Xiu beside her from the corner of her eye.

Jing Xiu held the script in one hand, stood upright, and watched the performance on the stage motionlessly.Very focused.

The lights on the stage are like daylight, and under its reflection, everything seems to be invisible.

Lin Yue discovered for the first time that Jing Xiu could also have such a gentle expression.

The author has something to say: Jing Xiu laughed: Don't think I don't know about the hookup between you and Xiaoxiao.

On routines and anti-routines.

Sister Ji holds a grudge: Are all the ones found by scanning the code in the comments devils? ?_?｀