My Feelings Can Wait

"Yanyan...don't be afraid..." Ji Youyan woke up from Jing Xiu's gentle soothing voice.She opened her tearful eyes, and for a moment she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.

Jing Xiu's concerned face came into her eyes, and the heart-piercing pain swept over in an instant, Ji Youyan reflexively hugged Jing Xiu's neck, his movements were urgent and panicked, as if he was afraid that he would reach out to hug her. It's just a vain illusion.

Jing Xiu hurriedly lowered his body cooperatively, and carefully supported her shoulders, lest she move too hard to the injured area.

"It's just a dream, I'm already awake." She only heard Ji Yuyan calling her name and "no", guessing that Ji Yuyan must be having a nightmare. "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Ji Youyan's breathing became heavier, tears wet Jing Xiu's neck, "Now this is not a dream, right?" Her arms around Jing Xiu's neck became stronger and stronger.

Jing Xiu was a little uncomfortable being bound, and said softly to her heart: "Well, this is not a dream. If you hug me tightly, I can feel the pain."

Ji Youyan realized the meaning of Jing Xiu's words, immediately let go of his hand, and sat up with his arms propped up. "Ah Xiu, did I hurt you?" There were still tears in her eyes, shining brightly in the dark.

Jing Xiu shook her head, and helped her pick up a pillow and put it on her back to protect her shoulders.Sitting sideways, she wiped Ji Youyan's tears with her fingertips, and said softly, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Ji Youyan thought of the scene of the last woman falling down in the dream, and there was steam in his eyes again.

She pulled down Jing Xiu's slender hand, and looked carefully from the fingertips to the wrist, as if to make sure that there was no bleeding wound on her hand, and there was no such horrible bright red.

Jing Xiu didn't know why, so she let her look at it.

"I dreamed of a woman, I couldn't see what she looked like, but I seemed to know that it was you in the dream." She clenched Jing Xiu's hand tightly and said in a low voice.

"Yeah." Jing Xiu listened intently.

"I saw you on a mountain. It seems to be either a mountain or a very dark place. You keep walking all by yourself." She couldn't remember the specific scene in the dream at all. She wanted to think carefully, but her head felt dull pain.

Jing Xiu put his whole body and mind on her, seeing that her expression was not right, he said nervously: "If you feel uncomfortable, don't recall it any more."

Ji Yuyan shook her head, and came back slowly: "No, it's just that I can't remember something." She thought for a while, and continued: "I saw that there seemed to be a wound on your hand, so if there is blood, go along with it." Seeing your hand dripping down, dripping all the way, I can't stop it. In my dream, I seem to be calling you all the time, trying to make you stop, but I can't call you, and I can't catch up with you , I can only watch you go until you become powerless...and fall down..."

At the end, her voice trembled a little, with lingering fear in her heart.

Jing Xiu's gentle expression instantly became obscure as her words fell, like astonishment, shock, and a sense of scrutiny.

It's the complexity that Ji Yuyan can't see through.

"Ah Xiu? What's wrong?" Ji Youyan had a strange feeling in his heart.

Why does Yanyan know this?

Jing Xiu stared at Ji Youyan's blankness that didn't seem to be fake, calmly suppressed his surprise, and said slowly: "No, I just imagined the picture."

She paused, and asked Ji Youyan tentatively: "Is there anything else in the dream?"

Ji Youyan shook his head and said, "No more, I woke up from fright."

Jing Xiu heaved a sigh of relief, got out of bed as if nothing had happened and poured her a cup of hot water, and said gently: "Drink some water to calm down the shock, you should be mentally recovered from the shock." She stood under the moonlight and smiled, "I It's okay, you're okay, I'm okay."

Holding the water glass, Ji Youyan looked at Jing Xiu's beautiful smile, but the sense of gain and loss came to his heart again.

"Ah Xiu." After drinking the water, she handed the glass back to Jing Xiu, "Auntie told me something today."

"Ok?"

"Auntie told me that since last year, you sometimes have severe pain for no reason at night." She stared at Jing Xiu without blinking.

Jing Xiu paused for a moment when he lifted the quilt, and then sat back on the bed without answering.

"The discomfort in Lingzhou was a severe pain attack, not dysmenorrhea, right?" Ji Youyan looked serious.

Jing Xiu sorted out his emotions, looked at her sideways and replied: "I had pain before. But the dysmenorrhea was dysmenorrhea. Don't listen to my mother, it's okay." Compared with last year's frequency, this year's frequency Much lower.

Ji Youyan pursed her lips and said nothing, with obvious disbelief in her eyes.

"Those who have had a physical examination are all normal." Jing Xiu said calmly.

"It's impossible to have pain for no reason." Such an unknown reason made Ji Yuyan feel like an untimely bomb was tied to Jing Xiu's body.How could she not be worried?

Jing Xiu was silent for two seconds, and suddenly responded, "There is a reason."

Ji Yuyan was stunned.There is a reason why Jing Shurong doesn't know?

Jing Xiu lowered her eyes and said seriously, "It's a psychological reason." She whispered, "Yanyan, do you know autonomic disorders?"

Ji Youyan answered "Yes" awkwardly, her chest was blocked and she said, "But, will this cause severe pain?" In her last life, she lived with her own psychological problems for many years, and she also had a little autonomic disorder.I have inexplicable physical discomfort, but I have never had symptoms of severe pain.

"There will be."

Ji Youyan was dubious, but Jing Xiu looked serious, and Ji Youyan wavered.Ah Xiu has no reason to lie to her, does he?

Besides, if it was an autonomic disorder, it would be understandable why Jing Xiu didn't tell Jing Shurong the reason - she was the one who caused Jing Xiu's emotional problems back then.

Ji Youyan's eyes turned red all of a sudden, Jing Xiu guessed what she was thinking, and covered her mouth before she apologized: "It's my own poor mental quality."

Ji Youyan obviously didn't listen, and his eyes were full of guilt.

Jing Xiu bit her lip, moved her hand to compromise and said: "Yanyan, even if it has something to do with you, it's a thing of the past. Since you are by my side, I have hardly felt any pain." This is half-truth.She faintly felt that Ji Youyan's presence by her side was of great help in relieving the pain.

"Unless you leave me one day."

Ji Youyan sniffed, and said firmly: "Unless I..." Before she finished speaking, Jing Xiu frowned and interrupted: "Don't talk nonsense."

Her nervous look warmed Ji Yuyan's heart.Ji Youyan changed his words: "There will be no such day."

Jing Xiu smiled lightly and said, "So don't worry about this problem for me anymore."

Seeing Jing Xiu's confident appearance, Ji Youyan's doubts were mostly dispelled.Jing Xiu took advantage of the situation and flattened Ji Youyan's pillow, and ended the topic: "It's only past four o'clock, can you sleep with me for a while?"

Ji Youyan was worried about affecting Jing Xiu's rest, so he completely suppressed his worries and lay down obediently.

Jing Xiu lay face to face with her, put his hands on Ji Yuyan's waist, opened his eyes after Ji Yuyan fell asleep again, stared at Ji Yuyan for a long time, eyes full of affection.

She has wondered whether Ji Yuyan is the same as her many times, but now it seems that Ji Yuyan is not.That's good, she doesn't need Ji Yuyan's extra guilt or emotion.So if possible, she hopes Ji Yoo-yeon will never know.

Jing Xiu bent her lips in relief, and approached Ji Yuyan's neck, closing her eyes to feel sleepy.

On the second day, Jing Xiu deliberately staggered the time with Jing Shurong and went to the theater earlier.After ten o'clock, Jing Shurong personally went to the hospital to pick up Ji Youyan and leave the hospital.Ji Youyan posted on Weibo as planned, and the attached picture is a back photo of Jing Shurong helping her pack her luggage and a selfie of herself with her arms hanging.

The text reads: "@景琇, Auntie insists on letting me check in with my bag, can I?"

As soon as Weibo was posted, it caused a thousand waves.

Ji Yuyan's fans are not focused on the content, they are all "[Big Cry] [Big Cry] I love my sister", "[Big Cry] Yanyan take care of yourself", "Baby get better soon", " Sister is such a kind and silly girl"...Of course there were disharmonious voices, "It's a bit selfish to say it, if I can, I really don't want you to be lying here... Forget it, I don't judge if you are willing to be so stupid. It's just Those who have harassed my sister, please come out and apologize, okay?"

Ji Youyan frowned, and silently deleted this comment.

She called Wei Yizhen and gave her full control over the review and subsequent fermentation, and especially told Wei Yizhen to try not to let any bad comments about Jingxiu be topped.Holding Jing Shurong's hand, she graciously boarded the car under the guns and short guns of all the reporters at the hospital gate, and went to Jing Xiurong's home.

Although he was a little uneasy about whether such a bold treatment could achieve satisfactory results, such a sense of integrity still made Ji Yuyan feel an unprecedented sense of joy.

On the way, she received a message from Ruan Ningwei, saying that she would visit her with Tao Xingruo in two days.At the same time, Ruan Ningwei sent her many screenshots of Weibo chats.

Ji Youyan recognized two of the IDs, and guessed that this group was Jing Xiu's "poisonous" group.

"I'm autistic.", "[Bao fist]", "Don't be sad, everyone, go and check your friendship for a long time.", "Forget it, my sister is really happy"...

"Sister Ji is happy to be discharged from the hospital." Ruan Ningwei said with a smirk.

Ji Yuyan laughed lowly.She watched the Xiuqiu helplessly agree with her remarks, and felt that she had reaped double the happiness.

Jing Shurong glanced at her when she heard the sound, Ji Youyan noticed it, and immediately restrained himself a little.Although Jing Shurong's approval was considered, she still felt a little restrained staying alone with Jing Shurong.Jing Xiu still had two days to perform, and she was ready to perform well in front of Jing Shurong.

But unexpectedly, after Jing Shurong sent her home, he cut some fruit for her and chatted for a while, saying that he was going to prepare her lunch before turning around and going out the door.

"Auntie? Are you... going shopping?" Ji Youyan asked strangely.

Jing Shurong said calmly while bending over to put on her shoes, "I live upstairs." The house Jing Xiu lived in was bought for Jing Xiu at the beginning, and the house upstairs was bought for them by Jing Xiu.What is the intention, self-evident.

Ji Yuyan was dumbfounded.

Jing Shurong turned around and said with a smile that was not a smile: "Is the world between two people not good? Or do you want me to live with you?"

This is a multiple proposition.

Ji Youyan was already happy in his heart, but he tried his best to restrain his smile on his face, and said very sincerely: "It's rare that you are in China, auntie. If you are willing, auntie, I certainly hope you can live with us." After she finished speaking, she was a little nervous Shu Rong really changed her mind.

Jing Shurong didn't know that what she said was a lie, but it was still useful, so she sneered, but didn't expose her.She put on her shoes and opened the door to go out, "It's good to have dinner together, I won't come down until twelve o'clock, are you okay by yourself?"

"It's okay, Auntie, go ahead." Ji Youyan secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

As soon as Jing Shurong left, Ji Youyan couldn't hide his smile at all, and fell down on the sofa with great joy.

Mother let go!

All the mother-in-laws agree!

There is also an aboveboard two living together!

She felt that the injury was worth it.

The author has something to say: Teacher Jing: Protect my little vest.

Sister Ji: My little vest is only strong when I wear it.

People who eat melons: Yes, yes, after all, you have an unknown number of layers of clothing.

ps: In fact, there are a lot of foreshadowings buried in the front, starting from Chapter 1, it is not a sudden change of mind.