Do not lie to me

Shang Xuechen was sitting in the carriage, and the Ferris wheel started to rotate. He turned sideways to look out the window, watching the ground gradually get farther away.A hand went around his belly from behind, and it was Ji Shuping who hugged him from behind.

Ji Shuping rested his chin on Shang Xuechen's shoulder, and rubbed his nose against his neckline. They rose higher and higher, and swayed in midair. Shang Xuechen patted Ji Shuping on his stomach Hand, "Sit down. Both of you are sitting on one side, it's unbalanced, the carriage is starting to shake."

Ji Shuping sat down. In fact, his sitting posture still remained the same, but he didn't rub against Shang Xuechen, hugged him tightly, and looked up at the half-dark sky. There were only one or two stars hanging on the street. The street lights have not yet been fully lit, and the neon lights of the shops have not yet been lit to attract customers. Sitting on the Ferris wheel, I just feel that the scenery is monotonous.

However, it was enough.Shang Xuechen watched, thankful that he and Ji Shuping came to ride the Ferris wheel.Before leaving, I can still have a panoramic view of the city street view, and I have no regrets.Ji Shuping hugged the person and asked, "What are you thinking?"

"I remembered that time at the top of the mountain."

"What I said on the top of the mountain that time counts. In the future..." Ji Shuping and Shang Xuechen said things like the future many times, and things like that, don't go, stay.It's just that he failed once, and he lost some confidence.

After Shang Xuechen didn't hear what Ji Shuping would say, he actually wanted to hear it. According to the scene and the atmosphere, he should listen to some good things, but when he heard Ji Shuping's pause, he also knew that he said it well. Really, it was all just a mirage to them.

He touched Ji Shuping's tiger's mouth, looked at the sky, "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it, I know you are also afraid of futility."

"Actually, I don't have to work in vain, it depends on you."

Shang Xuechen wanted to tell him that this is not up to him to decide, the current situation does not allow them to be together, he is protecting him, he is...

He just opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound. He lowered his head and remembered that at that platform, when the bus came, he was instantly overwhelmed by regret.

Seeing his frown, Ji Shuping stroked the back of his hand with his thumb, "Forget it, I won't mention it, don't think about it anymore."

Shang Xuechen relaxed his body and leaned into Ji Shuping's arms. Although it was dark, there were still people everywhere in the playground, and they all came in groups. It looked very lively, "When I was young, my house was also very lively. They are all human. It’s just strange. No matter how lively it is, I feel deserted. I feel that the excitement has nothing to do with me. It’s also very strange now. Sitting on it, looking at the excitement below, it’s actually far away, but now I feel that I’m It's in this bustle."

Hearing what he said, Ji Shuping tightened his arms and hugged him tightly.

Shang Xuechen turned his head and just happened to meet the tips of their noses. He asked Ji Shuping, "What about you? Tell me about your childhood." He remembered that Ji Shuping told himself that his home was deserted when he was a child.

"When I was young?" Ji Shuping tapped the tip of Shang Xuechen's nose with the tip of his nose, and with a little force, he pulled Shang Xuechen closer to his arms so that he could stick to Shang Xuechen's cheek, "My little one At that time, the family was also very deserted, maybe it was because of the dual-career parents?" Ji Shuping laughed at himself, and Shang Xuechen wrapped Ji Shuping's hand with his own, "If you don't want to say it, forget it."

Ji Shuping smiled coldly, and looked at the neon lights on the office building in the distance, "I have watched the excitement. It seems to be Chinese New Year. There is a window at the end of the corridor where I am often forced to stand. It happens to be twelve o'clock in the middle of the night. I can hear the unforgettable tonight, other people's children After watching the old year, I took the red envelopes and went out to pick up the unfinished firecrackers. I stood at the window and saw the fireworks. In fact, I thought it was pretty good at the time, maybe because the fireworks were beautiful, I also envied the excitement of other people’s houses.”

"Then you are better than me." Shang Xuechen smiled and stuck a finger into Ji Shuping's tiger's mouth to scratch his palm, distracting him, otherwise he might be immersed in the loneliness of his childhood again, "I can't do it once in the Spring Festival Gala." I haven’t seen it, I go to bed early during Chinese New Year.”

Ji Shuping smiled close to his face, watching the scenery outside the window with him.He knew that Shang Xuechen was lying, how could he go to bed early during the Chinese New Year, every house was very noisy, and the sound of firecrackers from the countryside could be heard into the city.

When I got off the Ferris wheel, it was already dark, and there were no fewer people in the playground.Shang Xuechen was about to ask Ji Shuping what else he wanted to play, but he was dragged away by Ji Shuping. He felt that Ji Shuping left in a hurry.

"What's the matter?" Shang Xuechen was puzzled, it wasn't that there was still a lot of time, and even though the people in the playground hadn't left yet, everyone happily gathered in one direction, and the two of them wanted to go out against the flow of people.

"It's nothing." Ji Shuping didn't slow down at all, "It's because I can't wait to go back soon."

Shang Xuechen held Ji Shuping's hand tightly, and he was a little nervous again.He was nervous and followed Ji Shuping.Passing by the small dessert shop in the amusement park, Shang Xuechen glanced at the window and wanted to stop, but Ji Shuping had no intention of stopping at all, one wanted to leave, the other wanted to stop, Ji Shuping didn't pay attention and dragged Shang Xuechen arm.

"Ah!" Shang Xuechen cried out in pain, Ji Shuping turned around and walked in front of him, hugging him, "I didn't notice."

"Ji Shuping, I want to buy something."

Ji Shuping didn't let Shang Xuechen stay, but said, "Whatever you want, I'll buy it for you on the way back." After speaking, he put his arm around Shang Xuechen's shoulder and took him to the playground.

Shang Xuechen didn't know, so he had to follow Ji Shuping, and when he left, he looked back at the window.

The two walked quickly to the parking lot. It was getting dark and it took a while to find a car.Shang Xuechen got into the car, looking a little unsatisfied.The cars in the parking lot were their cars ready to start and leave.

Shang Xuechen turned his head to look back at the playground, but was stopped by Ji Shuping. He looked back at Ji Shuping, really puzzled why he was in such a hurry to go back.Ji Shuping grabbed his hand, "Let's go back."

As soon as the car started, Shang Xuechen heard the sound of fireworks exploding, and he subconsciously wanted to look back, but Ji Shuping grabbed his hand and gave him a hand, so he didn't look back.

It turns out that there will be a fireworks show at night. Is it because I am worried that I won't be able to watch the fireworks so I am in a hurry to leave?Shang Xuechen lowered his head and said nothing.

Ji Shuping asked him cautiously, "Are you all right?"

Shang Xuechen still lowered his head, he was thinking that Ji Shuping should actually like watching fireworks, he had seen it when he was a child and envied the excitement, but he couldn't watch it with him.He raised his head, looked at Ji Shuping who was not looking at the side, bit his lower lip before saying, "Ji Shuping."

Hearing Shang Xuechen calling him, Ji Shuping didn't turn his head to look at him. He just clenched his hand and stared at the person in the passenger seat. He had a premonition that Shang Xuechen wouldn't say something to his liking.

"In the future...in the future, you will meet someone who will accompany you to watch the fireworks."

Shang Xuechen hoped that someone could accompany Ji Shuping to watch the fireworks, and he turned his head casually after speaking, wanting to smile back at Ji Shuping to show that he was fine.

Just as soon as he turned his head, Ji Shuping, who was rushing over, hit the co-pilot's window.Ji Shuping attacked Shang Xuechen, and when he said that someone would accompany him in the future, he ran into him passionately, pushed Shang Xuechen's shoulder and bumped Shang Xuechen's forehead, and only knew that he would touch Shang Xuechen. Open your mouth and bite when you reach your lips.

Shang Xuechen was unprepared, and when Ji Shuping bumped into him, the window glass of the car slammed.The impact was so heavy, but his head was fine. Ji Shuping covered the back of his head with his hands, blocking the impact of the impact.The back of his head was fine, but his forehead was hit hard by Ji Shuping's forehead, and his lips, Ji Shuping bit too hard, and his tongue, the base of his tongue hurt because of Ji Shuping.Obviously angry with himself.

Shang Xuechen didn't resist, thinking that it was reasonable for Ji Shuping to be angry.He accepted whatever pain Ji Shuping wanted to make him suffer, and he didn't fight back or make a sound. He accepted it quietly, and let Ji Shuping do whatever he liked, even if he was squeezed hard against the car door and couldn't breathe at all. Not a single complaint.

Ji Shuping bit him hard for a long time, and when Shang Xuechen let go, he could only hear him panting.After biting, Ji Shuping rested his forehead against Shang Xuechen's for a while, and he let go of his anger and calmed down, but he didn't speak.Shang Xuechen gasped for breath and did not speak. When Ji Shuping calmed down and returned to the driver's seat, he himself sat up straight, looked at the front window, swallowed, and felt some pain in his lips.He reached out his hand to touch his lips, but he didn't touch the wound, thinking that Ji Shuping might have bitten the part where his teeth were attached to his lips.

Ji Shuping lowered his head, held the steering wheel tightly without saying a word, then raised his head and drove the car away from the playground.

The two were speechless all the way, Shang Xuechen only felt his lips hurt, sighed and looked out the window, saw a dessert shop in front of him, so he spoke first, "Stop!"

Ji Shuping didn't intend to stop, he didn't know that Shang Xuechen had just realized that he was angry that he attacked him by surprise, or that he felt that the day was over after spending time with him and he wanted to get out of the car and leave.Ji Shuping stepped on the gas pedal, "Being a man must have a beginning and an end! This day is not over, it is not over!"

Shang Xuechen felt that Ji Shuping was too nervous about the fact that he was going to leave, "Stop the car! I just want to get out of the car and buy a cake, and you can just drive away! I just wanted to stop and buy a cake at the amusement park!" Shang Xuechen's tone was anxious, seeing that Ji Shuping was about to leave.

Fortunately, Ji Shuping stopped in time and pulled over.Shang Xuechen unbuckled his seat belt, "Wait for me in the car, I'll be back soon."

When he was about to open the door, Ji Shuping held him back. Shang Xuechen turned his head to look at him, and squeezed Ji Shuping's hand tightly, "I'm serious, I'll be back after buying the cakes, trust me."

Ji Shuping wanted to prove that he believed in him, so he let go.Shang Xuechen got out of the car and ran straight to the store, Ji Shuping clasped his hands tightly and locked his tiger's mouth tightly. After Shang Xuechen entered the store, he couldn't see anyone in the car.Ji Shuping choked his own tiger's mouth, and then thought of that platform, and went back to look for him, but he didn't see anyone. His regret at that time was greater than the rain that day.

The sudden regret made Ji Shuping unbuckle his seat belt and was about to get out of the car. The time they could be together was running out. He originally planned to let Shang Xuechen stay by his side all the time.Just as he was about to open the door, he saw Shang Xuechen standing by the floor-to-ceiling windows of the dessert shop and waving to himself, as if to reassure him.Ji Shuping took a deep breath and took away the hand that was about to open the door, he had to trust Shang Xuechen.

Shang Xuechen came back with the cake, fastened his seat belt, and carefully placed the cake on his lap. When he was seated, he heard Ji Shuping ask him, "Why is it taking so long?"

He turned his head to look at Ji Shuping and was about to explain. From the corner of his eyes, he saw Ji Shuping's pinched tiger's jaw, and took his hand and gently brushed his thumb on his tiger's jaw, "Because the pastry chef took some time to make the cake, and the packaging of the cake is also difficult." It took some time."

Ji Shuping watched Shang Xuechen touch his tiger's mouth, calmed down, and held his hand behind his back, "Why do you want to buy a cake?"

"I just want to eat suddenly." Shang Xuechen put Ji Shuping's hand back on the handbrake in the middle, "Let's go, we can go back now."

Only then did Ji Shuping put down the handbrake in peace of mind, and drove back.

Back in Ji Shuping's villa, Shang Xuechen held the cake and saw the goldfish in the living room. Fortunately, it was alive and well. Shang Xuechen put the cake on the coffee table, bent down to look at the fish tank, "Long time no see." Afraid of being caught by Ji Shuping Hearing that, he lowered his voice, "This time, I'm here to say goodbye."

Ji Shuping pretended not to hear what he said, and sat down on the sofa. Shang Xuechen carried the cake box and put it on his lap, "Open it."

Ji Shuping looked at him suspiciously, "You have to buy it back, as long as you can't take it apart."

Shang Xuechen looked down at the packing box on Ji Shuping's lap, "When I was young, I hated celebrating birthdays because no one remembered to celebrate my birthday. It would be too sad to hope that no one would celebrate my birthday. So I just hate celebrating your birthday, so that when people talk about how your birthday is, they can confidently say that I hate birthdays, so I don’t have birthdays. Actually, I still thought about it, but I didn’t want to express it on my birthday. Then I thought, Birthday cakes don’t really know when your birthday is. They’re made and don’t even see you when they come in the box, let alone know your birthday. Only when you unpack it, it When I saw you at first sight, I might think you are a birthday star. When you make a wish on it, it will be 100% sure that today is your birthday. Therefore, I buy myself a birthday cake every year when it is not my birthday. When others asked, they only said that it was because they wanted to eat it. In this way, they pretended to be a casual person who doesn’t like birthdays, but just eats cakes whenever they want. But who doesn’t want their birthdays to be cherished by others? .The birthday celebration for you last time was too sloppy, so I will make it up today."

Shang Xuechen looked up at Ji Shuping and smiled at him, "As long as the birthday cake is for your birthday today, then making a wish to him will have the same effect as making a wish on your real birthday. It's not like you didn't make a wish on your birthday." He He raised his eyebrows proudly at Ji Shuping, "So take it apart, the first person it sees is you, and it will make up for you."

Ji Shuping looked at Shang Xuechen, and after listening to his innocent words, he seemed to be making up for his own birthday, he smiled and lowered his head to remove the bow on the box, unfolded the box, revealing the cake, and then Shang Xuechen Said to him next to him, "Happy birthday."

Ji Shuping looked back at him, Shang Xuechen made a "shh" gesture to him, and said in a breathy voice, "This way it will believe." After speaking, he took out a candle, inserted it into the center of the cake, and was about to light the candle. Ji Shuping reached out and pressed his hand.

Shang Xuechen gave him a reassuring look, "I can still do it with this level of fire."

He lit the candle, held the cake in front of Ji Shuping, "Make a wish."

"Will the wish come true?" Ji Shuping was asking Shang Xuechen.Because he has already made a lot of wishes today, in fact, he doesn't know whether those legends about the Ferris wheel are true or not, and if they come true, who helped to realize the wishes, gods, who knows.But he knew clearly that only Shang Xuechen could realize his wish, so he didn't say it to the cake, he didn't let the cake convey to the gods who looked down on everyone, begging for mercy to make his wish come true, he was really asking For Shang Xuechen, because his wish can only be fulfilled by Shang Xuechen.

Shang Xuechen knew what Ji Shuping wanted, and he couldn't do it, so he could only perfunctory him, "You have to ask about the cake. Maybe there are too many people celebrating birthdays at the same time in the world, and the cake can't hear so many wishes."

Ji Shuping didn't make things difficult for him, nor crossed his hands as if he was about to make a wish in front of the cake, but just blew out the candles.Shang Xuechen looked a little disappointed, Ji Shuping took the cake in his hand, put it on the coffee table, turned around and saw the black thread around his neck, picked it out with his index finger, it was the cheap necklace he gave him, " What about presents?"

Shang Xuechen had been prepared for a long time, took out his wallet from his pocket, and took out the music box movement he had ordered before. He had always kept this movement in his wallet.

The movement was handed over to Ji Shuping, and Ji Shuping took it over and asked, "What is this?"

"It's the movement. The unfinished wooden box was actually intended to be a music box, but you took it away before the movement arrived. Now you can put it in."

He used to hesitate whether to give his heart, but now he decided to give it, but he couldn't keep it. He gave Ji Shuping his heart, but he didn't know how to say it, so he could only give him the movement.

Ji Shuping twisted the clockwork, listening to the music flowing out of the movement, which was the one he played for Shang Xuechen.He accepted it with a smile, "What else?"

"Anything else? Didn't I give you a gift?"

"This is at best a gift in return for the necklace I gave you, not this year's birthday present. And you are leaving soon, so you should make up for all future gifts."

Shang Xuechen never thought that Ji Shuping would ask him for a gift like this, so he could only ask him, "What do you want?"

"What do I want?" Ji Shuping looked at him, looked at Shang Xuechen so guilty that he lowered his head.

Ji Shuping moved to Shang Xuechen's side, leaned closer to Shang Xuechen, and kissed him on the forehead, "This is my 28th birthday present next year."

Then kissed his eyes, "This is my 29th birthday present the year after next."

Kissed on the bridge of the nose, "This is my 30th birthday present."

Ji Shuping pushed Shang Xuechen down on the sofa, "You know in your heart that all I want is you."

Shang Xuechen lay down and looked at him, "When did you know? Know that my dad is the one who kidnapped you?"

"Earlier than you think." He lowered his head as he said, preparing to continue to ask for his birthday gifts year after year.