Do not lie to me

Shang Xuechen got into the taxi and didn't want to go back directly.He asked the driver master to go around the city, wanting to see the city where he has lived since he was a child.Sitting in the car and looking at the street scene, he thought, there are two days left, he will say goodbye to Brother Zhou and Xiao Yuan tomorrow, and he will pack his luggage at home the day after tomorrow.As for luggage, what should I take with me?clothing?In fact, I don’t really need it, and I don’t know which country I will go to and what the weather will be like when I get there. Xu Xueshi will pay for his living expenses, and I can buy it somewhere.

Then you don’t need to pack your luggage, but you can spare one more day, and what should you do with the spare day?

Shang Xuechen sat in the taxi and kept planning what to do on the extra day, thinking about getting out of the taxi.He was walking down the road in the neighborhood with the medicine in his hand, and he still hadn't figured out what to do with his spare day.One of the roadside lights in the community was broken, and the road was a little dark. Looking at the flickering shadows on the ground, he suddenly remembered the two goldfish.By the way, when Ji Shuping is not at home, go in and say goodbye to Jinyu, so that we can get to know each other somehow.Perhaps, you can also look up and down in that house, just like when you first entered.

He was thinking about when would be a good time to sneak into that house, but when he got under the broken streetlight, he was grabbed by someone, and the medicine in his hand fell to the ground, and he was dragged directly to the dark corner of the wall before he could react.

Shang Xuechen was startled but didn't make a sound, because he was familiar with holding his hand.When he was pulled to the corner and pushed against the wall, even though there was no light to illuminate him, he could still see the silhouette of that person in the dark, he could tell who it was just from a silhouette, after all he But familiar.

Ji Shuping took two steps forward, came out from the darkness, and completely saw the person he pulled over.He was still leaning against the wall in his usual lazy and casual manner, and he didn't show the slightest surprise because of this suddenness. I don't know if he expected it or looked down.Ji Shuping stretched out his hand, intending to draw the corner of his jaw, but before he touched it, he withdrew his hand at a loss, and took a step forward to kiss him, but stopped before bowing his head.

He really didn't know what to do.

Shang Xuechen looked at Ji Shuping motionlessly, and wanted to wait for him to greet him first, because he really didn't know how to react, so he wanted to see his attitude first, if he was polite to him, he said politely, "What a coincidence!" ", then he would politely reply "Yes"; if he wanted to be rude to himself, kissing him like before, then he would accept the response.In short, he had to speak first, otherwise Shang Xuechen was afraid that he would not be able to hold back his emotions if he spoke first.

Ji Shuping watched him for a long time, then lowered his hand, why was he so helpless.He took another step forward, completely stuck to Shang Xuechen, then put his arms around his waist, and buried his head in the hollow of his neck.He waited here for a whole day, at first he wanted to tell him not to leave, and later he wanted to ask where he and Qi Liang had gone, he waited here, thinking wildly for a whole day, and finally waited for someone to come and pull him away. When he was with him, he still thought about venting his anger at him, venting his anger at lying to himself, venting his anger at going out with Qi Liang, and venting his anger at not coming back for a whole day.

However, pulling the man over, looking into his eyes and face in the dark, Ji Shuping suddenly lost his temper, and kept asking himself in his heart, is this man really going to leave, and then he was at a loss, not knowing what to touch. Where is he, I don't know how to treat him.When he heard that his heart answered with certainty, yes, he is really going to leave, Ji Shuping became sad, and just wanted to cling to him and hug him tightly.Clamp him in the dead corner of these two walls, and block him in front of him, so that he has no chance of escape.

Shang Xuechen never thought that Ji Shuping would hug him directly without saying a word. Ji Shuping's arms around him were not heavy, but he blocked himself in a corner. He couldn't tell for a moment that he was being polite to him, Still being rude to myself, so unclear, I don't know how to react.

After hugging for a while, Shang Xuechen couldn't stand this silent and ambiguous situation, he even said goodbye, he didn't want to be as unclear as before, such a muddled situation would have to wait until he left the country. Suffering from so many unresolved emotions.

Shang Xuechen raised his hand to push Ji Shuping away, but as soon as he touched Ji Shuping's arm, he heard Ji Shuping's sudden inhalation. He remembered that Ji Shuping's arm was scratched, so he had no choice but to withdraw his hand, just like the one in Ji Shuping's kitchen. Imported bone china tableware is as careful and cautious.

Ji Shuping inhaled loudly on purpose, Shang Xuechen didn't move after hearing this, and when he calmed down, Ji Shuping tightened his grip on the person in his arms.

Shang Xuechen was hugged tightly by Ji Shuping, he didn't dare to push Ji Shuping away, and he didn't dare to respond to the hug.He was afraid that he would accidentally bump into Ji Shuping's wound again, so he could only stiffen his back, half-raised his upper arm, and his forearm was drooping and tightly hugged by Ji Shuping.

"Your injury? Did you not take care of it?" In the end, Shang Xuechen spoke first because he was worried.

"Hmm. No deal."

"Not dealt with?" Shang Xuechen frowned, "Why not dealt with?"

Ji Shuping said bluntly, "Because I want to look pitiful, I want you to look distressed, I want you to feel guilty. I want you not to leave."

Shang Xuechen had nothing to say, Ji Shuping's suit and leather shoes actually didn't look pitiful at all, but he felt distressed and guilty, and really didn't want to leave very much.

Ji Shuping hugged his hand even harder, "Just now I pretended to be in pain on purpose, but now I regret it, I want you to hold me tight."

Shang Xuechen lowered his hand, crossed his arm and climbed up his back, hugged him loosely, he was still conflicted, he also wanted to hug Ji Shuping tightly, but he didn't dare to use too much force, for fear of meeting Ji Shuping's Wound.

Ji Shuping rubbed against his neckline, and took a deep breath, "You," he hesitated, because he was afraid that asking would be an answer he didn't want to hear, for example, Shang Xuechen planned to take Qi Liang away.Curiosity and possessiveness overcame his hesitation, and he finally asked, "Where did you go today?"

"Go to the hospital."

"Why are you with Qi Liang?" Ji Shuping regretted after asking, and aggrieved if he didn't ask. He wanted to hear Shang Xuechen tell the truth, but also wanted Shang Xuechen to lie to him. Such a contradiction, he could only use more force. He hugged Shang Xuechen tightly and pushed him back in the corner.

"Qi Liang happened to be here. See if I'm not feeling well and send me to the hospital."

"A whole day in the hospital?"

Shang Xuechen suddenly wanted to make a joke with Ji Shuping, it was because he wanted to play a prank while waiting in line for the results, "It's not a whole day. I have cancer, and I asked Qi Liang to accompany me to see the cemetery after I came out of the hospital."

Ji Shuping let go of him in surprise, grabbed his shoulder and asked, "Really?"

Shang Xuechen looked at his wide-eyed eyes, raised eyebrows, and forehead lines of surprise and fear on his forehead. Looking at the novelty, he had never seen Ji Shuping with such an open and closed expression before, and he felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart, " False, one person cheats once, it's even."

Ji Shuping breathed a sigh of relief, and hugged him tightly, and Shang Xuechen heard him buried his head and said like a mantra, "It's not fair, it's not fair at all."

Shang Xuechen fell under Ji Shuping's chattering spell, and for a moment missed the truth, "I actually really wish that cancer was real, so I can still stay in this city."

"You don't want to leave either, do you? As long as you say, as long as you want to stay, I can hide you so that Xu Xueshi can't find you. Originally, I didn't want to do this. I wanted to leave everything and go with you, but you If you don’t give me a chance, then I only have the choice to kidnap you now.”

Ji Shuping's question made Shang Xuechen, who accidentally leaked his sincerity, regain his vigilance, and continued to pretend against his will, "No, I didn't want to stay, I was just whimsical. I want to see Xu Xueshi feel sorry for me. And The joke you made is not funny at all, it is common for people like us to burn, kill and loot, how can you do such a low-level thing with a high-class background."

Since you don't admit what you really want, let's continue to deceive each other.Ji Shuping raised his head, pressed against Shang Xuechen's ear, and spoke weakly, "Shang Xuechen, I'm so cold."

"Are you cold? How could it be?" This is clearly summer.

"I really didn't bandage the wound, and you really pressed my wound."

Shang Xuechen let go of him, Ji Shuping lowered his hands, and stood in front of him with slumped shoulders, Shang Xuechen saw that he was really sick and weak, and said anxiously, "Shall I take you to the hospital or shall I call Uncle Kang? "

Ji Shuping shook his head, "I don't have any strength, and it rained that day, so I seem to have a fever. Take me back."

"Send you back?" Ji Shuping's house is some distance away, if he calls Uncle Kang to come over, it will take more than half of the time for Uncle Kang to come. "Okay, I'll call a car to take you back."

"No need to call a car." Ji Shuping lowered his head, showing no trace of pride in the success of his plan, using the darkness to prevent Shang Xuechen from seeing his face clearly, "The house on the opposite side hasn't had time to retreat yet, if you think I'm troublesome, just help me Just follow me to the door. If you are kind, just help me bandage it."

Shang Xuechen was usually not very kind, but now he was very anxious, especially when Ji Shuping was talking and looking at him cautiously, suddenly he lost his bottom line.He couldn't see clearly in the dark, he just felt that Ji Shuping looked bitter, which made him even more anxious.Shang Xuechen didn't think much about it, he directly supported Ji Shuping and walked to the opposite building, "Which floor?"

Ji Shuping let go of his strength, and An Xin collapsed on Shang Xuechen, "You know it. It's just across from the floor you live in."

Shang Xuechen didn't have the leisure to worry about these things with Ji Shuping now, so he wrapped his arms around Ji Shuping's waist, bearing most of his weight on his body, half helping and half dragging him into the elevator, and then to the door.

When he reached the door, Ji Shuping didn't intend to get up, he still stayed next to him, afraid that he would just send him to the door, "You don't want to show kindness to me?"

Shang Xuechen was looking through his pocket in a hurry, "What are you talking about?! Am I looking for the key?" Shang Xuechen fumbled for the key, but he couldn't find it for a long time. He only stretched his arms to reach the pocket on the other side. .But Ji Shuping didn't have any discernment, he said he was weak but Shang Xuechen was under heavy pressure, and he said he was weak but couldn't stand up straight.Shang Xuechen stretched out his arm to touch the pocket on the other side. It was within his reach, but Ji Shuping pressed him, and he freed up another hand to touch the pocket. He was so unsteady under the pressure of Ji Shuping People can't stand up straight, they are stumbling around with their outstretched hands, and they are always in the wrong direction. From time to time, they don't touch the right place, and Ji Shuping doesn't itch, and he doesn't hear him pointing out the wrong place, so Shang Xuechen thought he touched the place I reached out and went in there for a long time to dig, the corridor was dim, Ji Shuping was wearing a black suit, Shang Xuechen couldn't see clearly and just thought there was a pocket, so he went in to dig.I didn't pay attention to it at first, I just thought the trousers were cut a little strangely, because they were so deep and so close to that place.It took him a long time to feel something was wrong, the thing rubbing against his hand was getting harder and harder, when Shang Xuechen realized it, he almost wanted to scold his mother, but seeing that Ji Shuping was suffering, he resisted the urge to scold again, and held back He choked out a sentence, "Why didn't you zip up!"

"I don't know when I forgot."

It sounds like obvious perfunctory, playing hooligans aboveboard.When Shang Xuechen touched him, Ji Shuping held back.When Shang Xuechen didn't touch his pocket and touched the wrong place, he immediately resisted the instinct to take a deep breath. He was afraid that Shang Xuechen, who had a keen insight, would hear his deep inhalation. Turn around and leave.He was only one step away from tricking people into the door, and he should have quickly taken out the key, but he liked Shang Xuechen's chaotic probing around him, so he didn't reveal the whereabouts of the key for a long time.

Shang Xuechen didn't make much fuss about it, he just helped Ji Shuping zip up with his heavy hand, and his movements were neat, straight to the top, without any hesitation like an executioner dropping his knife and beheading his head.Ji Shuping didn't hear him swearing, but felt his gnashing of teeth. He held back when Shang Xuechen touched the place, but now he couldn't help teasing him, asking him, "Oh, are you actually Don't you know?"

"What do I know about me?"

"You don't know why you still spent a long time at my place."

"You!" Shang Xuechen never thought that Ji Shuping would play hooligans on him at this time, but he has no countermeasures against Ji Shuping after a long time in the night scene, so he can only let go like an innocent little girl who is only shy people.Aside from Ji Shuping, he still questioned Ji Shuping like a molested woman from a good family would question a rascal, "I think you're actually fine!"

Seeing that he was about to leave in shame, Ji Shuping stood up straight and immediately reached out to hug him, not letting him have a chance to leave, "I have something to do. Didn't you see how much blood I bleed at that time. You don't know, I later When I came back from the rain, the wound was bleeding like a river."

"Then why don't you tell me where the key is? Take the key out so that I can enter the house and bandage you. It's only worrying to spend it at the door."

"Are you in a hurry? Are you worried?" Ji Shuping put his arms around Shang Xuechen's waist and swam up, hugging his back to make him stick closer to himself, "I love you for real, because I love you so I am selfish, selfish So much that I like to see you worry about me, feel guilty for me, and then feel reluctant."

If Shang Xuechen listened to him in the past, he would only think of it as a common problem of rich young masters. If things are easy to get, freshness will only last for two or three days. other people.But now he just wants to take Ji Shuping's words as an argument for the first three words of "I love you", which sounds very reasoned and convinced himself.

Shang Xuechen patted Ji Shuping on the shoulder and asked him, "Where's the key?"

Seeing that he had no intention of leaving, Ji Shuping felt relieved, but did not let go of him, "Under the doormat."

Shang Xuechen twisted his shoulders, but he couldn't turn away Ji Shuping's hand holding him, "Let go of me. How can I get the key if you don't let me go?"

"I'm afraid of you leaving."

"I'm not leaving. Don't you have to bandage your wound?"

"you promise!"

Shang Xuechen smiled, and felt that Ji Shuping was like a brazen and unassuming child, "Well, I promise."

Ji Shuping got Shang Xuechen's guarantee, so he let go of his hand.Shang Xuechen supported him, "Stand up by yourself." Then he squatted down by himself, and went to find the key under the doormat.

Opened the door and entered the house.Ji Shuping didn't do anything out of line, so he was still worried. Last time he learned his lesson, Shang Xuechen was too close to the door and ran too fast. He endured it until Shang Xuechen helped him to the sofa and let him sit down. When I turned around to find the medicine box.Ji Shuping held him back, directly brought Shang Xuechen down on the sofa, turned over and pressed him, grabbed him and began to kiss carelessly.

"Ji Shu...Ping." Shang Xuechen turned his head and hid everywhere. He didn't dare to stretch out his hand to push Ji Shuping away, and he didn't dare to kick him, because he was afraid that his careless movements would affect Ji Shuping's wound again. I can hide with my neck twisted and my face sideways.

Ji Shuping stopped, propped himself up, and looked down at him, "You don't want to?"

The way Shang Xuechen looked at Ji Shuping last time, he was not a fool, when Ji Shuping pulled himself to the corner, he obviously had a lot of strength, how could he say that he was hurt and weak in the blink of an eye.Although Shang Xuechen felt ashamed at the door, apart from being ashamed of Ji Shuping's undisguised hooliganism, he also understood the hints in it, so how could he not know the purpose of Ji Shuping's deceitful deception.He actually understood that he didn't have to be a reserved person, but he was worried too much, worried that there would be another lingering time before he left, and it would be even more difficult to be alone abroad.Shang Xuechen sighed, "I'm not unwilling, I just want to help you bandage the wound. Otherwise, you wait until I finish bandaging it for you?"

This is the first time Ji Shuping has compromised with Shang Xuechen in this regard. The two sat up from the sofa. After Shang Xuechen asked about the medicine box, he went directly to the master bedroom to find the medicine box. A look at the door of the second bedroom.

Sitting down by the sofa with the medicine box in hand, he said to Ji Shuping lightly, "Take off your clothes."

Ji Shuping took off his upper body suit jacket and shirt, and Shang Xuechen was flipping through the medicine box to glance at his arm casually. That glance caught Shang Xuechen's attention, and he turned his head to look at his arm carefully. , The scraped wound did not scab, and the wound was not deep, but the surrounding skin was a little white because of the rain.

Shang Xuechen squinted his eyes, "You told me that the wound flowed like a river?" But the wound didn't look like it would turn into a river.

"This is a small wound." Ji Shuping took his hand and placed it on his left chest, "This is where the blood flows like a river."

Shang Xuechen wanted to pull his hand away, but Ji Shuping held it tightly, "You hold me like this, how can I bandage you?"

"Help me baffle my heart first."

Shang Xuechen lowered his head, tightened and loosened his grip on the medicine bottle, and finally put down the medicine bottle in his hand as if he had made up his mind, turned around and pushed Ji Shuping down on the sofa.Shang Xuechen leaned over and kissed Ji Shuping's chest, all the way from the chest to the collarbone, then from the collarbone to the neck, and finally stopped on Ji Shuping's chin.

Ji Shuping looked down at him, Shang Xuechen avoided his gaze, "How can I keep on looking at me like this?" After speaking, he straightened up and was about to back away.Ji Shuping raised his hand to hold his arm and dragged the person in front of him, the hand that passed under his arm pressed down on his back, he raised himself up a little more, and directly grabbed Shang Xuechen's lips.

Shang Xuechen was caught off guard by his movements, and was dragged by him. He only had time to put his hands on the sofa, and when he landed, Ji Shuping covered his lips. He didn't give himself a second to think about what was going on now. Situation, when Ji Shuping had his lips in his mouth, he followed the trend and closed his eyes.Ji Shuping went to kiss Shang Xuechen with his head held high. He didn't kiss unreasonably like before because of his restricted movements. He kissed Shang Xuechen so deeply that he didn't even think about changing the direction of his head. He only knew how to look up. head, the bridge of the nose poked Shang Xuechen's cheek, because he really wanted to get closer to him, just a little closer.Shang Xuechen didn't hide back either, he was worried that Ji Shuping's head would be raised awkwardly, propping up on the sofa, and if he leaned down/body more, the posture would be more convenient and the kiss would be deeper.

After Ji Shuping finished kissing, Shang Xuechen stood up and looked at him, then leaned his face against his chest, he could hear Ji Shuping's heartbeat.He didn't really believe that Ji Shuping would like him in the past, because he was not as vacillating as he seemed, and he thought that Ji Shuping would not be beaten by him occasionally like himself.But at this moment, he heard Ji Shuping's heartbeat, and the beating sound beat his eardrums, and he believed Ji Shuping's words that he loved him, but it was a bit late.

Ji Shuping lowered his head and could see the determination of Shang Xuechen who was lying on his chest, and reached out to ruffle his hair, "You can tell me clearly, even if it's not even."

Shang Xuechen lay on his chest and closed his eyes. In fact, he knew that feelings are like candied sweet potatoes. After eating, they will pull out countless clues. How can they tell them apart and draw them evenly? Just kidding yourself.

"Do you remember? You owe me an amusement park."

"Remember," Shang Xuechen opened his eyes and rubbed his cheek against the skin of Ji Shuping's chest, as if to help him calm his restless heart, "It seems that I really don't know, because I'm leaving soon."

"It's not that I haven't left yet. Let's go tomorrow."

Shang Xuechen originally planned to say goodbye to Zhou Ge and Xiao Yuan tomorrow, but Ji Shuping said that he owed him, so he could only postpone Zhou Ge and Xiao Yuan, "Okay, go tomorrow."