Do not lie to me

At first, Shang Xuechen thought that Ji Shuping was going to help him take off his shirt, but when he looked up, Ji Shuping stuck the neckline of his clothes on the bridge of his nose, his hands were restrained, his clothes covered his eyes, and he could see everything No, especially not seeing Ji Shuping's face, which made him a little flustered.

He opened his mouth and shouted two or three times, but he didn't hear Ji Shuping's answer. His body was still being shaken, but he felt very insecure.Through the clothes, he seemed to see a flash of light. What was shining?He seemed to put his mobile phone on the bedside table, but he was still not sure what was lighting up, his eyes were covered, and fear gradually grew in his heart, especially when he saw something shining.

When he was afraid, his body was hit hard by someone, and he could only plead, "Be gentle." He still couldn't see Ji Shuping's face, his body began to tremble, and his voice began to change, from the original soft and rising voice, Turned low and hoarse, "Don't do this! I can't see it, let me go!"

Ji Shuping was frightened by Shang Xuechen's sudden roar, Shang Xuechen's body didn't struggle, or he forgot to struggle because he was trembling so badly, he just kept shouting.Ji Shuping was about to let go of him, but then remembered his conversation with Yang Lian.

How can he be cured?

Cognitive-behavioral therapy that allows the patient to recreate the trauma/event to some degree.

Ji Shuping grabbed Shang Xuechen's wrist, lowered his head and kissed the corner of his mouth, "I'm here, do you have a stomachache?"

Hearing Ji Shuping's voice, Shang Xuechen confirmed that he was still by his side, shook his head, "It doesn't hurt my stomach."

That was the stage when the body was still able to bear it. Ji Shuping became ruthless, pulled out the belt hanging around his waist, and tied Shang Xuechen's hands. Shang Xuechen didn't understand his intention, he just kept asking him, " What are you doing?"

"Do not be afraid."

After Shang Xuechen heard this sentence, he could no longer feel the person on his body, his eyes still couldn't see anything, his hands were tied, so that he had no possibility of breaking free, he just yelled, " Ji Shuping, don't!"

No one answered him, as if he was the only one left in the room.

"Ji Shuping! Ji Shuping! Ji Shuping! Come out, don't leave me alone!"

Ji Shuping was sitting by the bed, watching him kicking his legs and screaming, he thought this might be an opportunity, an opportunity for them to hug each other without any scruples in the future, so he resisted the urge to go forward to comfort Shang Xuechen. Calculating the time in his mind, he carefully observed whether Shang Xuechen showed signs of illness.

Shang Xuechen gradually began to feel cold, his body lost strength, his covered eyes could not see the surroundings, memories began to flash in his mind, and some pictures that he hadn't seen for a long time appeared in front of his eyes.His body was trembling uncontrollably, and the remaining rationality told him to calm down, no matter how calm he was, he couldn't let all his bottom lines be broken by the past, and he couldn't let his emotions collapse.

Think something happy, yes, think something happy.

what makes him happyHe twisted / body, the pendant in the neck is still between the collarbone.By the way, Ji Shuping showed him the rainbow today, the sunrise this morning, and the stars last night.His body calmed down a bit, and he continued to think about happy things. Ji Shuping asked if it would be okay to accompany him like this in the future, and he really wanted to answer.Ji Shuping helped him pick out the thorns on the soles of his feet, went to the supermarket with him to buy vegetables, and ate hot pot together.He likes Ji Shuping's appearance in the kitchen, it reminds him of home.

"Ji Shuping, where are you? Don't do this, I'm scared."

And that time at the bar, he remembered the rocking car when he was a child, and said that he would give Ji Shuping a coin to ride on the rocking car.

"Ji Shuping, I haven't taken you on the rocking car yet. I really want to play on the seesaw."

Ji Shuping stepped forward and hugged his leg, "Did you remember anything? Did you remember everything?"

"Are you here, Ji Shuping?"

"I'm here." Ji Shuping touched his lower abdomen, then moved up to his chest, "Shang Xuechen, I'm here."

"Don't cover my eyes so I can't see you, don't tie me up so I can't hold you. I'll be scared."

"I'll untie it for you." Ji Shuping stretched out his hand and pulled off the clothes covering his eyes, seeing his eyes full of water, which made him feel a little regretful, so he helped him untie the belt that bound his hands. Xuechen put his legs around his waist, rolled over and brought him down on the bed.

He was riding Ji Shuping, and raised his fist to smash him in the face, "Are you kidding me!" The fist was about to land on the bridge of Ji Shuping's nose, but Ji Shuping had no intention of hiding, the fist was still on the bridge of his nose Hover on.

"Do you remember?"

Shang Xuechen only thought that he was asking about Xu Yue's matter, feeling guilty for a moment, he shook his fist, "So what if I remember?"

"you remember?"

"Yes, I do. I remembered it the day after we saw the movie and just didn't want to admit it."

"It turned out to be like this." Ji Shuping only now understands, he doesn't remember what happened when he was a child, but he remembers their first time, "So you remember." He straightened up and looked at Shang Xuechen who was riding on him , "Since you remember, that is not to be honored."

"Just because I don't remember, you deliberately forced me like this?" The water in Shang Xuechen's eyes has not disappeared.

"Yes." Ji Shuping hugged him, turned him over, protected the back of his head, and let him lie down on the bed, "Because I like to be complete, the promise I made must be complete, and I need you to fulfill it. "

"Ji Shuping, you..."

Ji Shuping spread his legs and continued with the unfinished business, "I want you to only have me, and from now on you will only have me."

Shang Xuechen was angry because Ji Shuping left the stage on purpose just now, when he helped him untie the belt that bound his hands, he held back his anger and wanted to beat him up.When the fist was about to touch his nose, he still softened his heart, and his whole body lost all strength after this soft heart, and he was at Ji Shuping's mercy.

His legs and feet were weakened by the emotional false alarm just now, and they were only lifted by Ji Shuping and hung on his thighs. They swayed with his movements, and looked lighter than duckweed. He was really gone. strength.He felt that Ji Shuping seemed to be pinching his waist, pinching and pulling down, every time he hit his hip bone, asking him to cooperate with the unfinished business, but the passion/desire elements in his body died down, as if After a defeat, he was defeated, not Fei Ji Shuping.His body trembled, and Ji Shuping wanted to fiddle with his switch again. He didn't know, his senses were dull, and his vision was still clear. Seeing Ji Shuping's sweaty chin, he wanted to reach out to wipe it off for him, but he couldn't lift his hand. It wasn't that Ji Shuping tied him up and then untied him, it was because he had never untied his heart knot.

He felt a little tired, and he couldn't tell where or why he was tired, but Ji Shuping, who was shaking in his eyes, made him dazzled.Ji Shuping looked down at him, met his misty and dark eyes, he seemed to be paralyzed there without bones, his body swayed like a residual leaf in the wind, but he could just float wherever the wind made him go.

Those eyes that looked at him without a soul hurt people more than any meanness he had ever seen. Ji Shuping didn't want to look at his eyes like this. What he wanted was the eyes that lit up when he looked at himself. his eyes.Then I heard a hoarse voice, "What do you want from me?"

After saying this, Shang Xuechen regretted it, as if he had turned himself into a resentful woman for no reason, but he didn't have the confidence to complain.Forget it, it's all robbery, it's all life.

Shang Xuechen touched Ji Shuping's wrist, removed the hand that covered his eyes, looked at Ji Shuping carefully, changed his tone, and asked him, "What's not satisfied with you, tell me. I've served you well, sir. "

Ji Shuping doesn't like his deliberate alienation.Ji Shuping wants to coax him, wraps his tongue with his own two lips, he always has no way to kiss himself, just like in school, on the top of the mountain, no matter how reluctant at first, he will devote himself to the kiss in the end in his kisses.But he lowered his head, and just as the tip of his nose touched the tip of his nose, he heard Shang Xuechen say, "Tips are required for special services, sir."

Special service?Their kiss was finally not counted as the right path by him, and it became a commodity for sale with a price increase in pornographic transactions.

Ji Shuping held up his waist angrily, and with all his strength, he had to push up his pelvis.Shang Xuechen arched his waist without making a sound.Is this not strong enough for him to make a sound?Ji Shuping stretched out his hand to touch the lonely and pitiful thing in front of him, felt the port and turned it around, raised his index finger to bring out the stickiness, Shang Xuechen didn't respond, so he put more force on his hand, scraped to the bottom, and then made a firm grip with his hand , tightly circled.

Shang Xuechen was finally tortured by Ji Shuping so that he lost his yin and yang aura, and said harshly, "Let me go!"

Ji Shuping tightened his grip on him, "Aren't you trying to satisfy me?"

Shang Xuechen just repeated, "Let me go!"

"Shouldn't you beg me politely, please let me go, sir?"

Shang Xuechen tightened his grip on the bed sheet, and there was no sound.The sound of the bed frame in the room is noisier than the wind outside the window.Ji Shuping refused to let him dodge so lightly, and asked him to admit his mistake.He didn't like to become Mr. He didn't have a name in his mouth. Such an indifferent pronoun seemed to be suitable for anyone.Even if he gritted his teeth and called him "Ji Shuping!" he would not want to torture him like this.

Shang Xuechen's face turned from white to red, and gradually turned purple. He was like a mutated chameleon whose tail was tightly held by Ji Shuping. He was the unreasonable master who knew his body well and controlled the discoloration factors in his body.His fingers gripped the bed sheet too hard, his knuckles turned white and trembled, his toes involuntarily began to tense, his back rubbed against the bed sheet, itching all over his body, making him suspect that the bed sheet was not clean.Facts have proved that you can't grit your teeth hard/stiff the soft place, which will only bring you an unbearable impact.It made him straighten up, and he shouted hoarsely, "Ji Shuping!"

"What are you calling me for?!"

There was mist in his eyes, "Quick... let go." His voice softened a lot.

"what would you like?"

The waist straightened up again, and the voice was shattered by the strong fitting action, "I want..."

"What do you want? Huh? Tell me." Ji Shuping was an unrelenting torturer, his hands never loosened, forcing him to plead for freedom and liberation in pain.

"I want...you...let..." His body convulsed uncontrollably, his vocal cords also convulsed, Shang Xuechen felt as if he was in a daze.

In order for him to pronounce words smoothly, Ji Shuping showed mercy and slowed down his movements. He no longer had to stick to his hipbone deeply every time, and only said shallowly, "Say it clearly, and I will let go when I make it clear."

The veins on Shang Xuechen's neck were bulging, and he couldn't control it too much. He needed to vent, his stomach was raised high, his mouth surrendered to instinct, and he said angrily, "I want you to let me cum!"

Ji Shuping let him go temporarily, let him take a breath, released the cage, and let go.The moment he let go, Shang Xuechen's waist straightened up a little more, and then all the swollen places were revealed, allowing him to be free, released, soaring with joy, his consciousness scattered, his body relaxed and collapsed from exhaustion Down.

When his curled toes stretched out again, he heard the sound of springs in the bunk under him again.

His voice was tired, and he was a little envious of his master's energy, "You really are tireless."

Ji Shuping's hand touched his lower abdomen, stained with a bit of the viscous liquid he spewed out, slid and moved to paint on his chest, and swirled, "It's not that I haven't ejaculated yet."

Shang Xuechen couldn't find the words to say that this time he was really exhausted because of his physical "full moon loss".Ji Shuping saw it, and regretted that he was too tight on him so that now he lost the fun, making him completely a marionette in his hands.Ji Shuping doesn't like to sing a one-man show by himself, he likes Shang Xuechen to respond to him with his eyes open.

The only thing is to turn Shang Xuechen who collapsed into the bed, let him lie on the bed, wrap his arms around his waist, touch his lower abdomen, lift it up hard, let him arch his buttocks.Ji Shuping actually doesn't like this posture, because he can't see the face of the person below him, just thinking of a different pattern, maybe he suddenly became interested again.

Shang Xuechen was very tired and couldn't support his arms, so he just lay on his upper body. Anyway, his waist was being held by Ji Shuping. As long as he didn't turn his head, he wouldn't be able to see how flattering and pouting his ass was, so he didn't care what he was doing right now. What a state of shame.The sea breeze outside the window was knocking on the window. After listening carefully for a while, he realized that he had heard it wrong. It wasn't the wind hitting the window, but Ji Shuping was hitting his voice.He closed his eyes, thought about it for a while, and regretted not remembering the sound of the wind on the coast, which now filled his ears with the sound of Ji Shuping bumping into him, too close to the sound, he could feel the rhythm of Ji Shuping bumping himself, this He cannot be distracted from the status quo.

He heard the sound of Ji Shuping slapping his body faster and faster, his face rubbed against the sheets, and the movement stopped when his skin was about to be worn out, and then he felt full in his stomach.He lay still on his stomach and asked, "Is it over?"

Ji Shuping didn't let go of his hand holding Shang Xuechen's waist, "Not yet, one time is not enough."

Shang Xuechen sank half of his face into the bedsheets, looking at the scenery outside the window in a daze, wondering if the sea tonight was covered with stars like last night, he only knew that he didn't see stars in Ji Shuping's eyes tonight.Shang Xuechen asked directly, "How long will it take?" This meant to let Ji Shuping make a quick decision.Just when he felt the heat from Ji Shuping's lower abdomen against his skin again, he heard the answer, "It's not dawn yet, isn't it?"

Just such an answer made him sigh, saying that a sigh is more like a choked sob without tears.Only this sound, and I can't hear it again.In fact, Ji Shuping didn't even hear that slight sigh, because the sound of the bed was too loud to cover that sigh.

He could hear the sound of springs in the mattress more when he was lying on his stomach than when he was lying down. It was not as crisp as before, and it sounded shriveled like excessive shaking and fatigue. He touched the mattress and whispered, "Thank you for your hard work." , bed." Then he laughed out loud as if he felt that he was too ridiculous.No one will say "Thank you for your hard work" to yourself.

Ji Shuping was stung by his sneer and stopped moving, who is he mocking?Before he heard the groans tonight, he heard the jeers.The movement didn't stop for a moment, but there was always a way to make him make the sound he liked. Didn't his hand still grab the waist of the laughing person, and he touched the bulging belly and pressed it down hard, as if tightening it to make a sound. clockwork.

Press it lightly, it is a soft moan, and press it hard, it is a crying sound.Although it was a bit mechanical, it was better than that laugh.Then lean down/body up, sticking to his back, sometimes listening to his groans getting smaller, biting hard on his butterfly bone unexpectedly, so that he will be startled by the sudden attack.

Shang Xuechen's face sunk in the bed sheet was as pale as the bed sheet. He stared out the window in a daze. It turned out that the real numbness was this feeling. He used to think that nothing could shake him, nothing could make him fall again Yes, he was wrong.He watched the night outside the window gradually fade, from black to blue, and then a little white.Then his swollen belly no longer had room to accommodate him, so Ji Shuping finally let him go and returned the control over his body.When Ji Shuping pulled out, and the chest that was attached to his back also retreated, he only felt that because of sweating, it was sticking too tightly, as if a layer of flesh had been torn off. He only felt an unprecedented emptiness, even more emptiness than drinking alone in the feasting.His waist was loosened, and his full stomach finally landed on the bed. The moment his stomach landed, he heard the sound of the springs in the bed again, which sounded like an unpleasant hoarse sound from lack of oil and rust, which was different from his current state. No difference.The swollen and pressed stomach made him feel uncomfortable, and he felt like vomiting after lying down for a long time, but he really didn't want to use any extra effort to turn over. It seemed that only his fingers could barely move his whole body, and he felt uncomfortable lying on his stomach as if he was self-harming.

Ji Shuping was lying flat beside him and breathing gently. It was supposed to be a good development. They saw the stars, the sea, the sea breeze, and the customs of the town.Returning your love, I would like to take two kisses lingeringly. I held hands on the way back. It should be counted as a successful date. Ji Shuping lay flat and looked at the top of the bed. Let Shang Xuechen escape.By the way, and now, it's already dawn outside, yesterday has passed, it's a pity that this date didn't come to a perfect end, and there was another quarrel on the bed.Ji Shuping turned his face to look at the person lying beside him, and only saw the back of his head.He hesitated and reached out, wanting to touch his sweaty back.Before touching the skin, he heard him say, "Ji Shuping, the service is over, you can go."