Do not lie to me

Shang Xuechen hugged the quilt and lay on the bed, and he said good night to Ji Shuping without courtesy, because he felt that he would not be able to rest at ease tonight no matter what.

The single bed was very small, and Shang Xuechen had to be careful when turning over. He was lying on his side facing the window where he could see the sea.Stack two pillows, rest your head high, and pull up the curtain a little, so you can just lie down and look at the sea.

Haiby was closer now than he had been watching from the hotel, and he could see the water rushing up the sand and back with a swish.The stars in the sky were still the ones he saw just now, and the sea breeze was blowing the glass. He reached out and touched the window glass, as if he was clapping hands with the waves and the wind, imagining that he had touched the edge of happiness. .

Tonight is destined not to have a good night, the sea, the wind, and the stars in the sky are all close to him, giving him the illusion that happiness is also close to him.So his heart is beating so fast that he can't sleep, he just wants to look at the sea for a while, look at the sea for a while.

Ji Shu lay flat on the double bed on the upper floor, and it seemed empty when he was lying alone, he could turn over and roll on this double bed unscrupulously.But he just lay motionless on his side next to the bed with his arms under his head, looking at the people on the lower floor who were facing the window and their backs were facing him.

Shang Xuechen had seen enough of the sea, and heard someone from behind ask him, "Are you asleep?"

"No."

Ji Shuping asked him again, "Can you sleep?"

"Probably won't be able to sleep."

"Me too."

Shang Xuechen withdrew his hand from touching the window, "At that time...at that time, why did you pretend to be sick?" He didn't know whether it was curiosity or concern, he only knew that he really wanted to know the reason.

"Because, I am ready to abandon everything."

He almost blurted out to ask Ji Shuping, does this include me?Fortunately, he didn't ask, and endured laughing at himself in his heart, you have nothing to do with each other, you are not included in his everything.

"From a very young age, I have determined that I want to escape. I want to run away from home. When I was 16 years old, I met a girl who wanted to run away from home. She was well-prepared and well-planned. I thought she might Will take me with me, so I don't care about her intentional approach. I just think that as long as she can take me to escape. It's a pity that I failed. The lesson I learned from it is that I still have to do my own things and not rely on others This made me make up my mind to follow my own plan. The first step of the plan is to pretend to be sick and hide, so as to avoid being arranged to enter the Ji family."

Listening to him, Shang Xuechen simply replied with one word, "En."

Ji Shuping asked him, "Don't you ask me why I ran away from home?"

"Why?" The tone seemed to be dealing with Ji Shuping.

"because….."

Because I want to find someone, the snow fell all winter that year, I was very worried that he was waiting for me, and I was very afraid that he was not waiting for me.Only when I leave everything behind can I find him without hindrance, and I am willing to leave everything behind for him.

Ji Shuping didn't say these reasons, he wasn't sure if Shang Xuechen could understand, he didn't have confidence that he could understand.

Then Shang Xuechen didn't hear what he said later, and he didn't ask any more questions. After a while, Ji Shuping asked him again, "What are you looking at again?" It seemed that he deliberately skipped the topic just now.

Shang Xuechen replied, "Look at the sea and the stars."

"I can't see it here."

Shang Xuechen originally wanted to say, then go to bed early.But he vaguely understood what Ji Shuping meant, so he couldn't say that hypocritical thing, but it was a bit reluctant for two people to sleep in this single bed, so he thought for a long time and decided not to answer, waiting for Ji Shuping to fall asleep.

He didn't speak, but Ji Shuping didn't intend to drop the topic, and continued, "I also want to see the sea and the stars."

What should I say?Come on, let's change beds?Shang Xuechen stretched out his hand to touch the windowpane again, a bit reluctant to part with the scenery outside the window.He sighed softly, "Then you come."

When Ji Shuping got down, Shang Xuechen moved in again, and was about to take out a pillow to share with Ji Shuping, but was pressed down by Ji Shuping, "Let's just fold the pillows like this."

Shang Xuechen originally wanted to ask him, what are you sleeping on?In the end, Ji Shuping clung to him unceremoniously, laying down with him on two folded pillows, and then wrapped his arms around Shang Xuechen's waist.

He was a little displeased. It was originally his own bed, but now he had to squeeze another person. He obviously felt that the space was so narrow that he couldn't breathe. He twisted his waist to avoid Ji Shuping, but he hadn't completely squeezed people away. , I heard Ji Shuping say, "I will fall."

So if you don't sleep on a good double bed, why do you have to come down and squeeze this small single bed?Shang Xuechen slandered him, but didn't say a word, just lay on his side motionless, let the person who was next to him hug him.

"The sunrise tomorrow morning will probably be beautiful. I haven't seen a sunrise over the sea. Maybe I'm lucky enough to see a rainbow."

Ji Shuping buried his face into the back of his neck and called his name, "Shang Xuechen."

"Yes." Shang Xuechen answered him, "Have you ever seen a rainbow?"

"I have seen."

"Is it a real rainbow?" Shang Xuechen himself has never seen a rainbow in the sky. He has seen glass marbles reflecting the sun's light, and mirrors reflecting the sun's rays on the floor, but that can only be called three. Shade, not called a rainbow.

Ji Shuping remembered that he pointed the glass marble at the sun, and felt his eyes hurt, but he had seen a real rainbow when he held the marble and saw a person through the marble, so he replied, "it is true."

"Does it look good?"

"nice."

"How nice is it?"

"It's beautiful. It's amazing to see that no one in the world can compare."

In fact, it is not necessary for Ji Shuping to describe the rainbow as unique, but the simple three words "beautiful" have already made Shang Xuechen very envious.When can I see a real rainbow?He heard Ji Shuping calling his name behind his back.

"Shang Xuechen?"

"Ah."

"Shang Xuechen."

"Well, what's the matter?"

"Shang Xuechen!"

Shang Xuechen got a little impatient with his shouting, turned around to face him, looked into his eyes, "Why are you calling me?"

He stared at Ji Shuping, stunned for a while, then pulled the quilt over the heads of the two of them.Shang Xuechen was stuffed under the quilt and still looked at the person facing him without blinking.They were lying on the same pillow, and the distance between them was very close. Although their noses hadn't touched their noses yet, as long as anyone moved a centimeter forward, they would touch each other, and maybe their lips and teeth would also touch.

"Why do you always call my name?" Shang Xuechen asked him.

"I'm confirming."

"Confirm what?"

"Make sure you're really by my side right now."

Shang Xuechen thought it was because he had no sense of security?How could he be as insecure as me.

He wanted to pull off the quilt covering his head, but was held down by Ji Shuping, he frowned and asked him, "What exactly do you want?"

Ji Shuping touched his pocket, turned on his phone, Shang Xuechen narrowed his eyes in the sudden light stabbing.Ji Shuping held up his mobile phone and asked him, "Does it feel like camping when you were young?"

Shang Xuechen squinted his eyes for a while, and when he got used to the light in the darkness, he looked at Ji Shuping intently again. "Ji Shuping, when you're camping, do you cover your face with a tent?" The quilt covering your face is really hard to breathe, especially when the person opposite is so close, the breath when breathing and speaking sprays on yourself Come over, robbing yourself of the space to breathe.This made him uncomfortable, his breathing became more and more short of breath, and his skin was hot.

Ji Shuping moved his head forward a little bit, his nose touched his nose, and it was even more difficult for Shang Xuechen to breathe. When he spoke, his lips would lift up with the retroflex sound, and then they would touch each other, but it was not to the extent of kissing. Hearing Ji Shuping skip over his previous question, and then start an irrelevant topic, "How did you date other people before?"

Shang Xuechen, who was asking this question, looked away, Ji Shuping was too close, when he said the word "how", his lips brushed against his own.He didn't retreat, so he had to retreat by himself, Shang Xuechen moved back two points, the back of his head was already stuck to the car window, Ji Shuping didn't let him go, and followed closely, maintaining the ambiguous posture between his lips, breathing with difficulty space.

He couldn't, knowing that he wouldn't answer, he wanted to use strange tricks on himself to make himself uncomfortable, such as exhaling into his own people like now, making himself feel uncomfortable.He looked straight at Ji Shuping and told him, "I'll tell him directly, do you want to sleep with me?"

It's really straightforward.

Ji Shuping thought about it for a while, since they met Shang Xuechen, he hadn't said such a thing directly to him, but he had spent some time trying to seduce him, probably he was different from his usual appointments, "Then someone asked you that, you How did you answer?"

Shang Xuechen looked at him for a while, then raised his body, pressed his cheek against his, and whispered in his ear, "I will say, my single bed is too narrow, please go back to your double bed Go." After speaking, he pulled back the quilt, turned over, turned his back to him, arched his back and pushed Ji Shuping away by two points.

Ji Shuping, who was pushed away, looked at his back and smiled, it turned out that he was deliberately teasing himself.He didn't care, and went forward to hug him tightly. For the first time, Shang Xuechen felt that he was so clingy that it was annoying, so he pushed him with his elbow.

"If you push again, I'm really going to fall."

The person who kept pushing stopped his hands, Ji Shuping pressed up again, hugged the person in front of him tightly, and pressed his lips to the back of his neck, "Sleep, I will wake you up tomorrow to watch the sunrise."

Shang Xuechen originally thought that he would not be able to fall asleep, but unexpectedly, he slept soundly.The one who really didn't sleep much was Ji Shuping.

Ji Shuping opened his eyes, he couldn't see the person in his arms clearly, he could only vaguely see his cheek.He went forward and rubbed the skin of the back of the neck of the person whose back was facing him with the tip of his nose. The sleeping person seemed to feel itchy and shrunk his neck.A simple rub didn't seem to work, he just stretched his hand under the hem of his clothes and swept across his waistline, it worked, Shang Xuechen twisted his waist to avoid it, then turned over and slipped into Ji Shuping's arms.In this way, Ji Shuping can see his face clearly, and when he achieves his goal, he will no longer disturb people's sane dreams, but will tightly circle them, and look at the stars and sea outside through the window.

"No wonder he's been staring out of the window, it's really beautiful." You Qi was still holding his own thoughts in his arms, Ji Shuping couldn't bear to sleep, so he just opened his eyes for almost a whole night.

When the night faded and the sun had not yet risen, Ji Shuping got up first.He got out of bed softly, got out of the RV, set up the folding chairs, and waited for the sun to emerge from the other side of the sea.When the first ray of sunlight shot into the clouds from the end of the sea, he turned and knocked on the window of the RV.

Shang Xuechen was sleeping soundly, but was awakened by the sound of "dong dong dong". He opened his eyes and stood up, rubbing his temples. There was no one around him, and there was no one looking at the double bed on the second floor.There was another "dong dong dong" sound, as if someone was knocking on the window.

He pulled up the curtain and saw Ji Shuping knocking on the window and opening his mouth to say something to him.The sun has stretched out half of its face, reflecting on the sea, and he saw that Ji Shuping's face was against the light, and the corners of his jaw were clearly set off by the light.He should seize the time to look up at the sunrise, the lit up sky, and the sea surface illuminated by the sun, but he didn't look at it, he just watched Ji Shuping's beautiful jaw keep moving through this glass window. Zhang He, he mouthed himself outside.

He leaned down a little, got closer to the window, and after hearing Ji Shuping's words clearly, he said, "Come down and play, Shang Xuechen."

Why talk to yourself and play?

He froze, leaning against the window, Ji Shuping was still pointing at him.Ji Shuping was standing outside the RV, he was sitting on the single bed next to the window in the RV, a little higher than Ji Shuping, Ji Shuping waved to him, he could only bend down/body up.

Ji Shuping didn't open his mouth to mouth him again, he opened his hand, and pasted Shang Xuechen's hand which was propped on the glass through the glass, five fingers to five fingers.Shang Xuechen looked sideways at their hands stuck together through the glass, and then turned around to see Ji Shuping standing on tiptoe, kissing the corner of his mouth through the glass.

He didn't close his eyes, because of the glass in the middle, he couldn't feel Ji Shuping's breath sprayed on his body like last night, because of the glass in the middle, he didn't have the real feeling of kissing.He just opened his eyes and looked at Ji Shuping, saw the position where his lips were pressed against the corner of his mouth on the glass, saw that he also opened his eyes, looked at himself, and then recalled the layer of glass that blocked their contact, he saw Ji Shuping in the old days Appearance emerges.

Shang Xuechen straightened up, shook his hairy head, and knocked hard on the glass at the position of Ji Shuping's forehead.It's a pity that through the glass, it's my knuckles that hurt, otherwise it should be Ji Shuping's forehead.He got out of bed, put on some clothes and got out of the RV, and the first thing he said when he saw Ji Shuping was, "You're so stupid."

Ji Shuping didn't care, and put the water glass into his hand, "Drink water first, nourish your stomach."

Shang Xuechen looked down at the water glass in his hand, thinking of the porridge he bought for himself.The folding chairs that had been set up did not serve their purpose. They stood in front of the RV, watching the sun gradually rise, and the salty sea breeze poured into their noses.When the sun had fully risen and hung over the sea, Shang Xuechen lowered his head and took a sip of the water in the glass, then turned his head to secretly look at Ji Shuping standing beside him.He couldn't figure it out, why did he think of Ji Shuping's childhood appearance just now, how could he be sure that it was his childhood appearance?Where have I seen it?

Ji Shuping turned his head and met Shang Xuechen's gaze.Shang Xuechen hurriedly avoided, raised his glass to cover up with drinking water, and saw Ji Shuping leaning towards him from the corner of his eye.Ji Shuping raised his hand to help him press down the hair on the top of his head, ran his hand along the hair behind his ear, put it on his shoulder, and then sighed softly, he still didn't remember it.

He asked Shang Xuechen, "To the newly promoted Asahi, do you have something to say?"

Shang Xuechen glanced at the sun that wakes up the world. He has some, so why not? pain.Obviously reason tells him that he has to live a normal life, but after all he is greedy and actually wants Ji Shuping to give him more sweetness in his normal life.After a moment of silence, he just shook his head and said, "No."

"I have." Ji Shuping looked at him, not looking at the newly rising sun on the sea, "I actually remember."

Regarding what he remembered, Shang Xuechen didn't ask, fearing that he would pester him to pursue what they promised, so he lowered his head and covered it up by drinking water.

"I remember the reason why I wanted to run away."

what is itShang Xuechen really wanted to know, but he couldn't. He knew his bottom line, don't pry into other people's secrets, you can't afford it.

Ji Shuping's hand on his neck gradually moved up and touched his neckline. His fingers were very long, and his index finger could touch Shang Xuechen's earlobe.

I want to run away from home, and then go to you and let you take me to play.