Do not lie to me

Ji Shuping went to the idle villa for the first time, and the driver began to look at him with searching eyes again.Not long after, Yang Lian called to ask him if he was in good spirits, and Ji Shuping said gently to the phone that he was fine.Then he turned his head and looked at the neon lights of various small shops on the street.Faint light shines into the black pupils, but the eyes are like smooth mirrors, only reflecting the light and showing the street scene, no one can see what is behind the mirror.

Ji Shuping didn't ask the driver to drive the car into the villa, and the driver was obedient and didn't ask why.He also knew that this villa was bought as a place for Manager Ji to stay when he was ill. He knew that he was ill. After all, the chairman sent him to monitor the manager.But the driver also wondered when the manager would get sick, and he had never seen his mood swings outside.It's just that occasionally I change my route without warning, which makes people confused, and it's natural to be on guard against those who watch me.

Ji Shuping didn't turn on the lights when he entered the villa, he was afraid that someone would wake up.Walking into the living room, there was no one on the black sofa.He was afraid that the light was too dim, the sofa was too dark, and the man was so thin, lying in the shadows, that he might misread it, so he felt that there was no one on the sofa.

Ji Shuping walked into the sofa, and when his calf touched the edge of the sofa, he bent his knees and touched the sofa inch by inch with his hands.Carefully touched the sofa from top to bottom, it turned out that there was really no one on the sofa.

impossible.When he was watching the surveillance in the office, he clearly saw him sleeping on the sofa, did he just leave when he was on the road?Ji Shuping didn't believe it, and with luck in his heart, he vaguely hoped that he would still keep it, maybe by the pool.

Ji Shu sat up from the sofa and hurriedly opened the door of the bathroom. When he entered the bathroom and touched another door, he walked towards the high bathtub in a mysterious way.

Stepping up a step, I saw a person curled up in the bathtub, sleeping peacefully.Ji Shuping breathed a sigh of relief, but felt that the relief was inexplicable.Just looking at the person curled up in the bathtub, he had no time to explore where his inexplicable breath came from.

Continue to step up the steps and sit by the bathtub. At this time, the eyes are no longer as smooth as the mirror, and the soft light in the eyes is the same as the sparkling water that Shang Xuechen draws by the pool in the afternoon.

Shang Xuechen had a dream that night, dreaming of 16-year-old Jiajia.With her puffy face raised, she said to herself, Shang Xuechen, I like you.The innocent girl blushed and said frank words, showing her sincere heart to her youthful crush.The newly developed roundness shows through in the white shirt, making the sweaty summer wonderful.The scenes up to here all compose jerky and moving youth stories.

Back in the dream, there was a figure huddled in the depths of the alley, looking down at the 16-year-old Qi Liang with a bruised nose and swollen face, with tears streaming down his eyes. Those eyes were more watery and pitiful than the wild dogs abandoned by the trash can.Shang Xuechen stretched out his hand to him, but it wasn't a pair of youth's hands that took his.Shang Xuechen followed the protruding veins on the back of his hand and looked up. He became shorter again, reaching his height when he was 7 years old, and the man holding his hand happened to be hidden under the scorching sun.

Being short, I couldn't see the man's face clearly, but I could easily catch his smile.He led himself forward, pointing to the flowers on the side of the road and telling him, this is panic, that is disgust.The little one asked him when he would be happy.The man stopped suddenly, pointed straight at the opposite side and told him that the fish is coming.Shang Xuechen looked towards the opposite side along his finger, and the two fish-headed people waved at him.Shang Xuechen let go of his hand, and happily ran to the opposite side, calling "Dad, Mom."

After shouting, I want to thank the person who sent me home.Stopping in the middle of the road and turning around, the man's face was finally out of the backlight, but Shang Xuechen didn't pay attention to his appearance, he just looked at the lighter in his hand, saw him showing a cold smile, and asked, "Xue Minister, do you want to watch the fireworks?"

It was already morning when Shang Xuechen was awakened.Sitting up with the edge of the bathtub, this unintelligible dream is because I haven't had alcohol to dream for a long time, or because I met an old friend.

Looking at the time, there is no time for deep thinking, and I have to rush to the suburbs to get a customized bouquet.Jumped out of the bathtub, ran to the kitchen refrigerator to get two slices of bread, and hurried out the door.

When people are in a hurry, their observation ability drops sharply.Shang Xuechen, who ran out, didn't notice the footprints by the bathtub, didn't notice the shadow by the window sill on the second floor, and didn't notice a car parked not far from the villa.

Ji Shuping's driver was sitting in the car reporting his work, watching someone running out of the villa in a hurry, "Chairman, someone just came out of the villa. It's a man. Judging by his appearance, he should not be the general manager."

"Okay, I will continue to observe."

It took a while for Shang Xuechen to get the bouquet and rush to Jinyuan Hotel.The banquet is arranged around 5 pm, it seems that there is no good time slot, so I make do with this time for a walk.Shang Xuechen didn't go back to his residence last night. Even the jacuzzi of the rich family is better than the bed he rented, so he slept in the bathtub all night without any burden.

When he entered the hotel lobby wearing crumpled clothes that had not been changed after a night of sleep, he was really scrutinized by the manager with a hammer in his eyes.Fortunately, Shang Xuechen was thick-skinned, holding a bouquet of flowers to cover his face, and went to the bridal lounge according to the point he stepped on the day before yesterday.All the banquets in the hall seemed to be fully seated, and the small dishes of cold dishes on the banquet were almost eaten, and the master of ceremonies continued to read the opening speech.

Shang Xuechen took advantage of the host of ceremonies struggling to shake the burden on the stage, and walked into the bridal lounge.The lounge is a little different from the day before yesterday, the sofa is still the European-style luxurious combination sofa, but there is a large photo of the bride hanging on the back, and the people in the photo are smiling.Shang Xuechen couldn't help but want to get closer.In the photo is Jia Jia at this age, but her smile is still the same as when she was a teenager, exuding a vigor, this vigor always attracts Shang Xuechen's pale and depressed face all the year round.

The door behind him was opened, Shang Xuechen turned his head, and the visitor saw him and closed the door in a panic.Shang Xuechen frowned, he rarely showed such disgust, "I thought you would wear a straight wedding dress."

Jiajia, who was wearing a tutu skirt wedding dress, glanced at the bouquet in Shang Xuechen's hand, then looked up at him and asked with a smile, "Are those for me?"

Shang Xuechen looked down at the bouquet in his hand and walked towards Jiajia, "I remember you used to like white roses very much."

Jiajia's smile froze on his face. Shang Xuechen passed the bouquet and passed Jiajia. When he was about to leave, Jiajia grabbed his cuff, "What does this mean?"

Shang Xuechen looked back at her, Jiajia lowered her head, unable to see the expression on her face clearly, "It's nothing, you're married, and I have no position to be a part of. Send you a bouquet. Anyway, the bouquet is thrown out, thrown out. You don’t have to worry about your ex-boyfriend.”

Jia Jia turned her head to face him, her face full of unbearable grief and anger, "Are you here to mock me?"

Shang Xuechen shook his head, "Jiajia, believe it or not, I'm here to bless you."

This sentence turned the grief and indignation on Jiajia's face into sadness, "I'd rather you come here to be sarcastic, and it can also show that you still miss me unfairly. But you said you came to bless me, don't we Was it a peaceful breakup? I cheated first! You should point at my face angrily and scold a shameless woman, but you just told me to let go. Did we fall in love back then? Did you right? Did I ever feel possessive?"

Shang Xuechen and Ren Jiajia yelled loudly, the music in the hall outside could completely overwhelm Jiajia's roar, no one would care about the reckoning of the past in the lounge, "Jiajia, today is a good day for your wedding, just don't want……"

"Shang Xuechen, if you feel guilty about me, don't say blessings to me so hypocritically and unrealistically, just admit that you mocked me with this flower, mocking me with this white rose in this relationship disloyalty."

Shang Xuechen clenched his fists, as she wished, took a deep breath and said, "Wang Jiajia, you shameless woman."

After hearing this, Jiajia let go of her hand contentedly, and the unresolved relationship finally came to an end.That relationship was difficult, and in the end, she even hoped that the two of them could point their noses and curse while blushing and hopping, rather than Shang Xuechen saying "let's forget it".

Just this sentence, "Let's forget it." It turned her from the midsummer heat back to the ninety-nine cold days, and made her childish behavior of trying to prove her love with jealousy worthless.Just this sentence "Let's forget it." Let her see clearly that Shang Xuechen really never loved her.

Facing Shang Xuechen's back as he was about to leave, she asked him, "That day, the day you sat on the ground with your arms around Qi Liang, did you see the sneer on his face?"

Shang Xuechen's figure stopped, but Jiajia's words didn't stop, "If I was like Qi Liang in the beginning, would you still never leave me?"

Shang Xuechen originally wanted to send the bouquet and leave, but now he can't let Jiajia misunderstand, she should still show the same hearty smile as before.Shang Xuechen walked over, took out a tissue, and carefully wiped away the tears from the corners of Jiajia's eyes, "Don't cry, you will lose your makeup if you cry."

Such tenderness did not stop Jiajia's tears, but opened the gate instead.If it wasn't for her wearing this wedding dress, Shang Xuechen would have liked to comfort her with a hug, but wearing this wedding dress has already reminded them that they can only be regarded as old friends, and there should be no more ambiguous actions.

Shang Xuechen patted Jiajia's shoulder meaningfully, "Jiajia, when I was with you, it was the happiest time I have ever had. Because you are innocent, go forward bravely, and bring me sunshine and hope. Jiajia , your smile is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in this world. I sincerely wish you happiness."

Jiajia bowed her head and stood in front of Shang Xuechen, tightly pulling Shang Xuechen's sleeves to shed tears, and the tears fell straight on the front of Shang Xuechen's clothes.Although Shang Xuechen was thin, he just overshadowed Jiajia who had her head down.Jiajia sobbed and said, "I don't want it. I don't want the sunshine and innocence you said. No matter how cheerful and lively I was at that time, you never loved me. It was I who cheated first, and I betrayed this A relationship."

"No, Jiajia. At that time, it was me..." It was me who was greedy, dreamed extravagantly, and didn't let you go earlier.

Jiajia looked up at him, her crying red eyes were a bit frightening, "Don't explain. Xuechen, say you hate me." Maybe you really have to be like Qi Liang for your heart to tremble for a moment because of me.

Shang Xuechen couldn't help shivering, as if he had returned to the frightening dream of last night.The dream turned out to be the opposite, Jia Jia who was still smiling in the dream, now begged him for lies.

Shang Xuechen was pinched by Jiajia's nails, his body wanted to tremble, but he froze in the cold, not even daring to tremble.He thought of Qi Liang in his dream last night, the man in the dream.

Qi Liang once asked him in reality, Shang Xuechen, only good love is love, and bad love is not love?But my heart is bad, and the love that grows in my heart is also bad. Does this kind of love deserve to be discarded?For better or for worse, isn't it possible to get a chance because it's just love?

Recalling when he was a child, he asked that man, uncle, why I was telling the truth, but everyone would rather choose lies?

Xiao Xuechen, because the icing of lies is too sweet.The sincerity is always wrapped in thorns, touching the sincerity will be bloody, whether it is the sincerity wrapped in the thorns, or someone who is trying to touch it outside.Don't pay too much attention to the lies that people tell, but they can't remember it themselves.

However, I can tell a lie.Because I can distinguish it, I care more about it.

Xiao Xuechen, if he wants to live like a goldfish, his memory is almost abysmal.

Shang Xuechen thought of Ji Shuping's expressionless face, but the longest lifespan of a goldfish was 10 years.

Shang Xuechen came back to his senses and looked at Jiajia whose face was full of tears. He was the one who turned Jiajia's heart into a bloody mess and was in a mess.There is no way of redemption, only sugar coating of lies, right and wrong.

Shang Xuechen's eyes were empty, and his voice was mechanically cold. He really looked like someone who was emotionally abandoned, "Wang Jiajia, I hate you."

Hearing this sentence, Jiajia smiled with a teary face.The tear-smeared eye makeup, the blood-red mouth, and the terrifying smile on his face made Shang Xuechen stand still and dare not move.

Jiajia wiped away her tears and put on her makeup.Someone knocked on the door and said it was time for the bride to enter the venue.Jiajia went out with the bouquet.Leaving Shang Xuechen in place.

Jiajia was on the carpet side, waiting for the master of ceremonies to lay the groundwork, and looked down at the bouquet in her hand.The white rose, symbolizing innocence, is ironic.Even the white roses are artificially cultivated, where is the natural innocence.

The master of ceremonies finally finished a series of introductory speeches, the wedding march sounded, and the lights turned on Jiajia.Jiajia stepped on every drumbeat and walked towards the groom step by step along the carpet.But the vision gradually blurred, the voice in the ears dissipated, and only Shang Xuechen's voice rang out.

Jiajia, when I'm with you, it's the happiest time I've ever had

'Cause you're naive, go ahead, bring me sunshine and hope

Jiajia, your smile is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in this world

Jiajia, I sincerely wish you happiness.

In this case, why can't you still fall in love with me?

The spotlight was too bright, as bright as the pale light in a hospital, Qi Liang's face was sunk in the light, and he said to her, "You know, Shang Xuechen never knew how to love someone, because he was too clear about the sincerity and love." Lies. He may want to get closer to the truth, but he is humble and afraid of the truth. Even if you are light to him, he does not have the lonely courage of a moth. Instead, he is darker than the light and makes him feel at ease. After all, there are many lies See, sincerity is scarce, and the sincerity you send to him is dazzling. After all, he is just a selfish and cowardly person."

The spotlight shining on her hurt her eyes, and tears dripped down the bouquet from the tip of her chin.

Ji Shuping booked a box at Jinyuan Hotel.After waiting for a quarter of an hour, no one came, so he didn't wait any longer.A wedding is being held in the ballroom downstairs.He heard all the conversations in the lounge next to him.There's been a lot of gossip these days, and it's the first time I've heard that my ex-boyfriend begged me to hate me.

When Ji Shuping went down to the banquet hall, he saw Shang Xuechen's figure at a glance, standing quietly on the side, looking towards the stage.Ji Shuping followed his gaze to see that the bride was crying heartbreakingly, and the master of ceremonies bit the bullet to save the scene.I was crying when I said "I do", as if the marriage was arranged. The master of ceremonies smiled and said that it was the tears of a lover who finally got married; facing the parents, crying when they received the red envelope, the master of ceremonies said it was right Parents are not easy to shed tears of emotion; I was crying when I threw the bouquet, and the master of ceremonies couldn't make it up anymore, holding the microphone on his face as if he was thinking of transforming into a funeral master of ceremonies.

Ji Shuping couldn't stand it anymore, and when he looked back, he found that Shang Xuechen was no longer there.He hurried downstairs and rushed to the lobby of the hotel, just in time to see Shang Xuechen going out through the revolving door.

Ji Shuping took three steps and took two steps to keep up.When I came out of the hotel, I happened to catch up with a nice sunset, and the red clouds that I hadn't seen in many years dyed the sky.Ji Shuping stood at the entrance of the hotel and looked around twice before finding Shang Xuechen's figure, and then followed behind him not too far away.

The figure of the person walking in front was against the light, and his back was still hunched, even the figure from his back exuded a sense of depression.He suddenly stretched out his hand to hail a taxi on the side of the street, and when he waved his hand, his face turned a little sideways, and he could see the thin and obvious jawline.The moment Ji Shuping tilted his head, Ji Shuping finally admitted Shang Xuechen's good looks in his heart, even the light and shadow matched his good looks just right, like in a dark red room, under the safe light, soaked in the developing solution and gradually revealed The black-and-white portraits of people imprinted distinct throbbing on the white hazy heart.There is no full face, only this angle, revealing a quarter of the face, but it makes people fascinated and fallen in the heart.

When the taxi left, there was no sign of Shang Xuechen, and Ji Shuping was still standing there.He really went mad quietly under this blood-red sunset.