Do not lie to me

He said to him, "Ji Shuping, give me a kiss."

Ji Shuping looked at him, there was no wave in his face or eyes, he couldn't see the ups and downs on Ji Shuping's face, and he couldn't guess what was going on in his heart, which made him feel a little bit of regret for his sudden proposal , while looking forward to Ji Shuping's response.During the time of paradoxical waiting, his heart was beating wildly, and he felt that he was really sick, which was a symptom he had never had before.

Ji Shuping leaned back/body, distanced himself from him, "It's just right that you have a fever."

He knew it meant rejection.He grinned dryly, "I'm just kidding you." The smile was so dry that he couldn't stand it, he quickly picked up the water glass, bit the straw to replenish the hypocrisy, and just drank water to cover up the embarrassment.

"Take a rest, you look weak."

"Don't sleep anymore, I feel dizzy after sleeping for a long time."

"Then shall I show you a movie?"

"it is good."

"What do you want to see?"

"Huh?" Shang Xuechen thought for a while, as if he watched the movie in this room last time, "Don't show me a lengthy literary film, give me a commercial comedy, the superficial one."

"it is good."

They seemed to be having a normal conversation, completely unaffected by the episode just now.Ji Shuping finished the movie and left, leaving Shang Xuechen alone in the room.

The movie was noisy and noisy. He went to the movie theater to watch this movie. It was a bit nonsensical. It was interesting to watch it in the theater at that time, and everyone in the theater laughed together.Now, sitting on the bed and watching it again, he always felt that the jokes were deliberately arranged, and he couldn't laugh no matter what.

He bent his legs, put his hands around his calves, and rested his chin on his knees, trying desperately to focus on the movie, and to laugh at the right time when the characters in the movie were shaking their burdens.However, halfway through the movie, I didn't laugh, but sighed a lot.He thought that he should go to Xijiao City to take a sauna and take a bath, and talk about some interesting topics with the little brother who squeezed his feet, instead of hugging his legs alone here and sighing while watching a comedy.Ji Shuping left him alone in the room, which made him feel a little lonely.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that it was feasible, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed, his legs and feet were still a little sore, it was because Ji Shuping folded him too hard at that time, his feet were on the roof of the car at that time.Thinking of Ji Shuping, he hesitated for a moment, then retreated to the bed and got on the bed, covering himself with a quilt.Forget it, I will see Ji Shuping when I go downstairs later, he will ask me where I am going, I have to say hello to him, he just told him to kiss myself, how embarrassing it will be to see him when I go downstairs.

In addition, he was uneasy.Perhaps, he might just watch him go out without even asking. He had a premonition that as long as he left the house today, Ji Shuping might never ask him or look for him again.The phone rang, but the pants were not changed, they were still the ones he was wearing.He reached into his trouser pocket and took out his cell phone. There was a text message from Xu Xueshi. He remembered that he couldn't leave. He had to help Xu Xueshi find the list and prevent Xu Xueshi from making plans on Ji Shuping.

Yes, he can't go.Thinking of this, he shrank back a little to the head of the bed.

The next short line is the reminder message of the bank card, and he received the money again.It was Ji Shuping who called, he thought it was a matter of course, it was very tiring to play with him like that by himself, he deserved it, then his nose was sour, and he scolded himself in his heart, it was not you who asked him for it. What's so sour about the money.The next one is a text message from the chairman, asking him to call back.

Shang Xuechen sighed and called back, "Chairman."

"Why did it take you so long to call back?"

"I'm sick and not feeling well."

"Ill? What's wrong?"

"I..." Although Shang Xuechen was thick-skinned, he wasn't thick enough to talk about such things while hanging out with other people's sons.

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to hear his embarrassment, and stopped asking, "I heard that Ji Shuping suffered from bipolar disorder and hurt you? Is that so?"

is that so?Although he can't remember a little bit, but he knows that Ji Shuping doesn't have bipolar disorder. Will he help him out with this lie?

"Well. He was kind of rude to me."

He thought it wasn't a lie, they did have a fight, and Ji Shuping did treat him rudely.

"Okay, I see." After saying this, the person on the other end of the phone hung up the phone without any hesitation.

Shang Xuechen put the phone away with a sigh, is he the one you plan to use as bait?This sentence appeared in his mind again, it was not Ji Shuping's voice, he comforted himself, it was just a dream, don't take it seriously.Then he curled up on the bed again, hugged his legs tightly, and watched the movie, the movie was still funny, Shang Xuechen tried to make himself laugh, and then the corners of his mouth grinned uglier than crying.

Just downstairs in the same house, Ji Shuping was tidying up the kitchen. The kitchen was too messy. He had been guarding Shang Xuechen all the time, and he didn't have the time to go downstairs to clean up the mess.When he woke up and said he was hungry, he hurried downstairs to prepare some food for him.It’s not that there are no ingredients in the refrigerator, it’s just that the pots, pans, and pans were all swept to the ground by Shang Xuechen, who was ill at the time, and it took a while to clean them up, so he had to cook some porridge first. He remembered that Shang Xuechen said he liked it.

After Shang Xuechen finished eating, he had the time to go downstairs to clean up the mess.Throw away the broken ones, and clean and put away the unbroken ones.

Ji Shuping, please give me a kiss.

Ji Shuping's hands, which were tidying up the cooking table, stopped for a moment, and what Shang Xuechen just said to him jumped out of his mind without warning.

The family who tied you up is Shang.

He didn't know whether he should kiss him or not.

He suffers from PTSD.His emotions could not continue to collapse.

He didn't know if he could kiss him or not.

What others said repeatedly popped up in his mind, Ji Shuping put his hands back and squatted down on the cooking table, "What should I do with you?"

Is he the one you plan to use as bait?

I'm not going to use him as bait anymore, I want him to stand by my side and really be mine.

Is it true that I let you go so far?Or continue to haunt you endlessly?

Ji Shuping lowered his head and clenched his fists tightly, the scratch on the back of his hand has not been treated yet.He was struggling in his heart, but the object of his distress was watching a lively comedy movie upstairs, making demands on him unscrupulously, looking heartless.

Comedies always play very quickly. Shang Xuechen has been watching the blue screen of the projector for a long time, and he is too lazy to get out of bed to adjust this kind of thing.

Leaning on the bed, he was thinking about whether to go downstairs. Although he was a patient, his body was fine and his fever subsided.Let Ji Shuping be busy alone, is it too rude to him? Although he is not good at cooking, he is good at scrambled eggs.But I was a little afraid of being embarrassed when I saw Ji Shuping.

After much deliberation, he still went downstairs slowly, and when he reached the kitchen, he saw Ji Shuping busy at the cooking counter.

"Do you need help?"

Hearing the person coming from behind, Ji Shuping didn't turn his head back, just continued to work on the things in his hand, "No need."

Shang Xuechen felt that something was wrong, not just a little bit, but it was quite obvious.Before he fainted, Ji Shuping was still holding himself tight and questioning him about his relationship with Xu Xueshi, but now, Ji Shuping was indifferent to him.

He remembered the first dream he had in this house. At that time, in the dream, Ji Shuping told him that he was tired of playing for ten years, so that he could go. This dream made him wake up and become anxious.It turns out that in reality, the interest in a person will not last as long as ten years, but suddenly after you wake up from a dream, you will disappear without warning, and you will be caught off guard.

According to his past habits, if someone gets tired of talking to him, he will tilt the corner of his mouth and shrug his shoulders like he did to those friends with sex in the past. people.So he should answer Ji Shuping's sentence of no need, and tell him, "Then I'm leaving."

But it doesn't matter if he can't say it, he can't do it.He just continued, "After watching the movie, I'm a little bored."

"Ah."

With a simple one-word answer, the topic was dead, as if he didn't want to continue the conversation.

"What kind of food are you cooking?" Shang Xuechen continued to ask, with a bit of shamelessness.

"French fried duck breast."

"French food. Will it be difficult?" He actually doesn't like to eat duck meat, he thinks it tastes bad.

"Fortunately."

"You are quite good, you can cook any dish, and it seems that the taste is not bad."

"Well, because the people who kidnapped me, the food they sent was too unpalatable."

"Ji Shuping..." Shang Xuechen hesitated, "How about I go..."

"If you feel bored, go to the living room and sit for a while. This dish takes a long time, and it has to be put into the oven after frying."

"Oh, good." Only the last particle was missing, and he almost said that I should go, but Ji Shu truncated the words. Although there was only one last particle missing, he still closed his mouth and didn't mention it again. up.

When Shang Xuechen walked out of the kitchen, Ji Shuping's hands shaking while holding the tongs to fry the duck breast.Did he just mean to leave?

If he proposes to leave by himself, this seems to be an opportunity to let him go.His illness is partly due to himself.

Shang Xuechen came out of the kitchen, went to the living room and sat down on the sofa.The fish in the fish tank on the coffee table are still swimming alive and well.He looked at the swimming goldfish with his chin propped up, and whispered, "Don't die."

Ji Shuping's dishes have been cooked for a long time.He waited until it was dark outside before he said, "Dinner is ready."

Shang Xuechen shuffled towards the kitchen, sat down at the bar, and remembered that they used to have a heated fight at this bar. At that time, he asked Ji Shuping to change a table, saying that he could not use the bar to eat, but now he is not Are you sitting at the bar?

He looked down and saw the sliced ​​duck breasts on the plate, he counted them out of boredom, there were eight slices in total, and remembered that Ji Shuping's mother said that he was very obsessed with round numbers, which seemed to be a strange compulsion point.

Just as he was thinking with his head down, Ji Shuping on the opposite cooking table brought a pot of steamed taro in milk soup to him.He looked up at Ji Shuping, his eyes seemed to be asking him, what is this sticky pot?

"Steam taro in milk soup, your stomach is not good, this soup nourishes the stomach." After speaking, he sat down opposite him, "There is no meat in the refrigerator, only duck breast and ham are left, and the ham is stewed in the soup."

"Oh, it's very good." Afraid that I was too casual about the dishes he had been busy with all afternoon, I thought about it and then added, "I haven't tasted ham in sweet soup, and it's quite amazing when I think about it."

Ji Shuping looked up at Shang Xuechen who was smiling across the way, lowered his head, and handed him the tableware, "Then you eat more."

"Okay." Shang Xuechen took the fork, stuffed a piece of duck breast into his mouth, and puffed out his cheeks and asked him, "Why are you wearing a suit at home?"

Ji Shuping looked down at his suit, a drop or two of oil was splashed on the duck breast when he was frying it, "I forgot to change it."

Shang Xuechen wondered if it was because he had a fever, he kept guarding himself, and when he woke up, he was busy cooking porridge, helping him connect to the movie, and then went downstairs to prepare troublesome dinner, so this Didn't change into a suit?

He suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, but when he looked up, he saw the injury on the back of Ji Shuping's hand, "Why did your hand hurt?"

"I hurt myself while chopping vegetables."

"Who would cut vegetables and hurt their hands..." Originally, he wanted to tease Ji Shuping in a relaxed tone, but something flashed through his mind when he spoke, and then his relaxed tone became deeper and deeper until it became a breathy tone, "...the back of the hand."

"Well, I didn't pay attention when I took the knife."

"Let me handle it for you."

"No, it's just a small wound."

"Let's deal with it."

Ji Shuping was very firm, he was afraid that Shang Xuechen would think of his gaffe, "No need!"

Shang Xuechen, who was rejected, felt that he was a little too much, so he pursed his lips tightly and just ate with his head down.Next, the two finished the meal in silence.

After finishing the meal, Shang Xuechen wanted to get up to clean up, but was stopped by Ji Shuping, "Go to bed early."

Shang Xuechen put away the plates and walked to the cooking counter, "I've had enough rest, I woke up and slept until noon today." He walked to the cooking counter, as if he was asking Ji Shuping, or talking to himself , "Why are there so many less kitchen utensils?"

"I couldn't handle some of them, so I lost them."

"lost?"

Ji Shuping took the tableware in his hand, "You should go to rest. There is nothing to clean up, just throw it in the dishwasher."

"Well, then I'll wait for you to go upstairs together."

Ji Shuping glanced at him, and Shang Xuechen felt that what he said was like inviting him to continue doing some unspeakable things tonight.Eyes flustered to look elsewhere.Ji Shuping remained calm, threw all the tableware into the dishwasher, and said to him, "Let's go."

Ji Shuping walked in front, and Shang Xuechen followed.After reaching the second floor, Ji Shuping didn't go to the room at the end of the corridor, he opened the doors of other rooms.

"you?"

Ji Shuping twisted the doorknob and pushed open the door, "I'll sleep here tonight."

"Oh, good." Shang Xuechen couldn't say anything other than these two words. Seeing that Ji Shuping had entered and the door was about to be closed, he opened his mouth, "Ji Shu..." He hadn't called out all his names yet. The door was already closed, and he stood outside the door in a daze, calling out the last word, "Ping." He was separated from the door together with the last word.