Do not lie to me

When Zhou Yuan got up early and came out of the room, she was startled by the person on the sofa, rubbed her bewildered eyes a few times, flicked off her eye feces, and finally saw that it was Shang Xuechen sitting on the sofa.Zhou Yuan stood on the spot and thought about it carefully, feeling that she hadn't seen Shang Xuechen for a while.

"came back?"

Shang Xuechen responded to Zhou Yuan with a slight nod. Zhou Yuan sat down beside him, seeing that he was sitting there was nothing unusual, so she asked him, "The hemorrhoids healed so quickly?"

Shang Xuechen still didn't speak, just nodded.Zhou Yuan has been very busy recently, so busy that she can't remember the days. Although she feels like she hasn't seen Shang Xuechen for a while, she can't remember exactly how long it has been, "Oh, how long have you been out? I I can’t remember the time, what’s the date today?”

Hearing her non-stop questions, Shang Xuechen slowly opened his mouth, "Are you busy recently?"

"Busy, the previous client of the underwear company hadn't decided on a plan for a long time. A few days ago, the boss suddenly insisted on going his own way and said yes, so he used a conservative plan. Well, it turned out that the client's son just followed his own propaganda without saying hello. plan to go."

Shang Xuechen remembered that Ji Shuping had listened to his own opinion before deciding on the plan, "Then what should we do now?"

Zhou Yuan yawned and was about to get up to wash up, "What can I do? Everyone is so anxious that their heads are going to explode. The team leader in charge of this plan in the planning department asked me to find out what the boss's plan is. I asked the boss, but he dropped two words." Zhou Yuan stretched out two fingers and waved them in front of Shang Xuechen's eyes, "Complaint."

"What do you mean?"

"How would I know." Zhou Yuan pulled the shoulder straps of her pajamas and went to the bathroom, leaving Shang Xuechen alone on the sofa in a daze.

When Zhou Yuan came out again, there was no one on the sofa. It seemed that there was only a few seconds of time difference. The door was ajar and shook slightly, telling others that the person had just left.

Shang Xuechen walked in a bit of a hurry. When he came out of the building and stepped down the steps, he tripped and staggered. Fortunately, he was sensitive and didn't touch the ground. He only thought about what he was doing when he stood still.He just thought about it for a few seconds, and felt that it was his own words that gave Ji Shuping the confidence to go his own way, so he had to take some responsibility.What he forgot was that he escaped back to avoid responsibility.

When Shang Xuechen arrived at the villa, Ji Shuping hadn't left yet, and happened to open the door and come out.He saw Shang Xuechen panting, glanced at the driver Uncle Kang who was waiting at the door, turned sideways, and pulled Shang Xuechen into the door, and then the door was closed vigorously.

Before Ji Shuping closed the door and turned around, Shang Xuechen grabbed his arm, "What about your plan?"

Ji Shuping reached out and covered Shang Xuechen's hand to comfort him, "It's okay, the client's son probably wants to please the Internet celebrity, and he is in a hurry to send money to hug the beauty. Come here in such a hurry, do you want to pour you a glass of water?" ?”

"Are you in no hurry?"

Ji Shuping patted Shang Xuechen's arm, "The company belongs to his family, so why should I worry about his son harming me, it's just that I lost a customer."

"Then what does Zhou Yuan mean by the complaint?"

"His son is eager to catch up with Internet celebrities, and his father may not know. There is a reception on the weekend, and I will explain the situation to the client at the reception, so as not to expose his son's affairs and fall on my company. But I think he also He's not that smart, I heard that he brought that internet celebrity lover with him, this way, it's much easier for me to file a complaint."

Shang Xuechen followed Ji Shuping to the kitchen, "How can I listen to Zhou Yuan's tone, people in your company are very anxious."

Ji Shuping took out a bottle of water from the refrigerator, unscrewed the cap and handed it to Shang Xuechen, "They worked overtime to make a plan, but the client didn't use it, and they couldn't get the bonus. Naturally, they were in a hurry."

Shang Xuechen took the water and drank it, but Ji Shuping didn't stop talking, which made him choke, "It's just that I didn't expect you to be in a hurry."

Shang Xuechen coughed violently, his face turned red, "I just felt that I was talking too much at the time, which caused you to misjudge. I'm sorry."

Ji Shuping came over to pat him on the back, "So..." He originally wanted to say that you are thinking of me, so you are willing to compromise for me, but he still didn't say the rest, he just said two words As soon as I wrote the word, I felt the back of my hand go stiff.

"actually……"

Shang Xuechen froze and waited for his next words, for a while so, for a while In fact, he used two transitional words but he didn't hear what he wanted to say for a long time, so he got impatient and asked him with his eyes, Ji Shuping Seeing the look in his eyes, he just shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

Shang Xuechen still continued to work as a babysitter for Ji Shuping, and watched the house cleaning. He advised himself that he could not find a job with more money than this in the short term, and then regarded it as a one-person, one-step compromise proposed by Ji Shuping. promise.I arrived early today, but it's a pity that I won't get a salary increase if I'm so active.Holding the leftover half bottle of water, he looked at Ji Shuping's back rushing to work and thought, what did he want to say?So what, actually what?After thinking about it, shake your head vigorously, drink up the remaining half bottle of water in one gulp, don't be curious about him, probe into his heart, and you're done.

The phone rang appropriately, and he pulled out a thread from his tangled thoughts. It was Brother Zhou's call.

"Hello, Brother Zhou."

"Shang, everything is going well recently? The young man you introduced is pretty good."

"My place is pretty good. If you think Xiao Yuan is good, teach him well. He has debts on his shoulders. When you have time, you can find out who made the debt. If someone else did it, you can give him a hand." .He will remember your great kindness forever."

"Don't worry, I'm a reliable person. Aren't you short of money recently? I thought you'd come back to help me in the end. Who knew you'd planted a good seed for me."

"Since it's a good seedling, you should cultivate it well. That kid is not a white-eyed wolf. He is so grateful to help him once. His student ID card is here for me. You help him settle his debts. He will follow you wholeheartedly in the future." I’ll return the student ID to him.” Shang Xuechen held up the phone for a moment, and then said, “Brother Zhou, I’m really short of money. I heard that there’s a reception this weekend, so you can get me in. , Rich people give more tips."

The voice of Brother Zhou on the other side rose, "Are you stupid? No one will give tips at the reception. If you want to give it, then you have to take it out to find fun. You are so short of money, and you are being found happy. Do you accept them all?"

"Brother Zhou, anyway, you can stuff it in for me sometime. I'll thank you first." Shang Xuechen didn't explain the reason, but Brother Zhou just thought he was in a hurry to make money, so he asked one more question at the end, "You Think it over."

"I've made up my mind, you just need to let me get into that reception."

Brother Zhou was silent for a while, and finally said, "Understood." He hung up the phone in a hurry.

Shang Xuechen heaved a sigh of relief when he hung up the phone, he always felt that he owed Ji Shuping, and Ji Shuping made things so simple, he was always worried.

Brother Zhou is always nimble in doing things. On Saturday morning, Shang Xuechen received the address from Brother Zhou, and went directly to the hotel where the reception was held that night.When he arrived at the hotel and explained his purpose, he was ushered into a small room. A manager sat behind a small desk, looked up at Shang Xuechen, and gave a look to the man in a black suit next to him. The man nodded, So I started asking, "Do you have a health certificate?"

Shang Xuechen replied carefully, "Yes."

"You know everything you need to know about etiquette."

"I worked in a western restaurant before, so I know everything I need to know."

After the man listened, he glanced at the manager behind the desk. The manager closed his eyes and nodded at him. The man got the instructions and came over, stretched out his hand and pinched Shang Xuechen's waist.Shang Xuechen reflexively wanted to hide.

"Very thin, with a thin waist." This was not said to Shang Xuechen, but to the manager.

The manager nodded, "Give him a uniform." Then he waved his hand to signal that he could go out.

Shang Xuechen couldn't feel anything wrong, but felt that the process of finding a waiter was similar. The waiter who served tea and water must have a health certificate. Western-style etiquette is a little more delicate, and uniform clothing is more inclined to slim figures people.So he didn't feel anything when he received a tight white shirt and girdle, but the white shirt was really boring, with ruffles sewn all the way on both sides of the buttons.

After changing clothes and being led to the venue, I don’t feel so boring in wearing them. There are many kinds of lace collars, some are stand-up collars with ruffles, some are V-neck small lace with ruffle sleeves, but everyone is white. The shirts are tightly tied to the waist, and few of them are ordinary shirts with small vests.The waitresses wear the same red cheongsam, only the length of the cheongsam is different, and the buttons on the chest are different.

The reception started at 8:[-] p.m., and celebrities from all walks of life came to the scene one after another.Shang Xuechen held the plate with his back straight, and stood by the dining table, waiting for the rich people who entered the venue to chat and come over and take the champagne from the plate.He made a good plan to meet Ji Shuping, if asked, he didn't intend to explain, anyway, today is Saturday, it's not working time, Ji Shuping as the employer has no right to ask, he just came to confirm the matter Is it as simple as Ji Shuping told him before.

It's just that he hasn't met Ji Shuping yet, but he has met an unexpected person.Shang Xuechen didn't say a word, just bowed his head and smiled slightly, which was regarded as a courtesy, and then sent the tray forward, which meant to pick out your wine and go away.The visitor glanced at Shang Xuechen from the beginning to the end, then stared at Shang Xuechen and sneered, raised his hand and just turned the watch on his wrist, but did not choose wine from the tray.Shang Xuechen bowed slightly, the smile on his face gradually froze, and he raised his head and stared at the person in front of him.

Before he had time to greet him, his waist suddenly tightened. Looking back, it was Ji Shuping standing behind him expressionlessly, just looking at him expressionlessly. When he saw the person in front of Shang Xuechen, he pointed out his bad manner Shang Xuechen couldn't help but roll his eyes in his heart for the gentle smile he played, it's a fake to death.

The person who was deliberately provocative in front of Shang Xuechen just now took a look at Ji Shuping, smiled and nodded at him as a greeting. When nodding, he glanced at Shang Xuechen's waist from the corner of his head, and then reached out to take it from Shang Xuechen's tray. With a glass of champagne, the meaning of smiling at Shang Xuechen is unknown.

Ji Shuping took a step forward, walked from behind Shang Xuechen to the front of Shang Xuechen, picked up a glass of wine, "Why are you with Xu Xueshi?"

Shang Xuechen didn't answer his question directly, but asked him instead, "What did you stuff around my waist?"

Ji Shuping drank a glass of champagne, put the empty glass on Shang Xuechen's tray, took another glass of wine, "stuffed my pocket square."

Shang Xuechen glanced at his suit pocket, "Why stuff this?"

"Putting this means that you have already been booked for tonight," Ji Shuping stroked the cup noodles of the goblet with his index finger. The buckle is on the right, indicating that this person can be taken away. It is interesting to remove the girdle, and the buckle is on the right to untie it. For those who are fancy, the square scarf stuffed in the pocket of the suit is used as a sign, and it can be stuffed. Put it into the girdle of the male waiter, and stuff it into the buckle of the waitress. The one with the goldfish button can be ejaculated, the one with the butterfly button can be tied up, and the one with the chrysanthemum button can be double-dragon. V-neck ruffles show that people can scream." Ji Shuping glanced at the ruffles of the button on Shang Xuechen's chest, and said with a smile, "You mean that it's not technical, it's just a soft waist."

Shang Xuechen muttered, "My technique is good, and I can reach the limit of human mechanics. The apple is downward by gravity, and I can go upward against gravity."

Ji Shuping heard it and answered, "I know."

Shang Xuechen rolled his eyes at him, what about cross talk at this time, do you want to laugh at this matter?

"You know a lot."

"I said that rich people can only play with more tricks. The Haitian Shengyan that was exposed before is just the tip of the iceberg. What can be exposed is not too much."

Shang Xuechen glanced around, and sure enough, some waiters had pocket squares stuffed into their girdles, "Where are those wearing vests?"

"He has an average face and no figure. He's just a waiter who serves tea and water." Ji Shuping pointed to the waitress at the door to greet guests, "He's flat, with the buckle on the left, and the ordinary one-word button, just leave it at the door. .”

Shang Xuechen let out a snort from his nose, a night banquet of celebrities, a room full of male prostitutes/female prostitutes, is just a gorgeous decoration, not as refreshing as his direct bidding in the night market.Shang Xuechen sneered again, he is really a high society with complete etiquette.

"How's your complaint going?"

Ji Shuping raised his chin and pointed Shang Xuechen in a direction. Shang Xuechen looked in the direction he gave him, and saw a grinning young man with broken teeth hugging a woman with an obvious internet celebrity face, "That's you The client’s son? The aesthetics are quite ordinary.” After finishing speaking, I took a closer look, yo, the woman being hugged has F, the suspender dress is wearing two basketballs, and none of the waitresses on the right side of the field can compare . "If she is going to make a film, she should surpass Teacher Cang."

"Who knows if it's water-injected meat."

Ji Shuping was able to control it, and gave an objective evaluation. Shang Xuechen felt that it made sense, and kept nodding his head.

"Don't keep standing with me, talk about what you should talk about."

Ji Shuping nodded, "Put on my pocket square, and I'll take you away after leaving the venue, otherwise you won't be able to leave."

Shang Xuechen perfunctorily agreed, but after Ji Shuping left, he didn't obediently stay where he was.Originally, he just wanted to come over to see if Ji Shuping's conversation was going well, but now he had a new purpose, turned around and put down the tray to find someone.

During the period, someone passed by him, glanced at the square scarf pinned to his girdle, and walked away automatically. This reminded Shang Xuechen of the cattle and sheep market, where he put labels on the ears and horns for people to choose, and was chosen by the owner. The red badge covers the ass.

He fumbled around the venue, but still couldn't find the person he was looking for.When I turned around and wanted to go to Ji Shuping to let him take me away, I saw that internet celebrity flashing into a door. There was no way, no matter how careful I was with such a big target, it was really too difficult not to let people find out. Xuechen turned his face away and saw the young man with the tooth barred joking in front of a female waitress, which broke Shang Xuechen's guess that they were impatient to quench their thirst for a field battle.

Shang Xuechen was about to go forward, to listen to the small hidden door, but he was stopped by someone, and when he turned around, it was Ji Shuping.

After Ji Shuping talked with others, he couldn't find Shang Xuechen when he turned around. He was worried in his heart. If he was in a bad mood, he drank a few more glasses of wine. Subcutaneous blood vessels travel throughout the body.Going around the venue for a week, he managed to recognize the person from his back. He was actually just entertaining others, and he couldn't see Shang Xuechen when he turned around. Be down-to-earth.Seen from the back, the girdle seals out a small waist, and the round buckle of the girdle just touches the waist at the back, the trousers are lifted, and the buttocks are hung, pulling out the round little hill.Ji Shuping raised his head, lost his eyes, and his eyes stopped at the waist of the back, reviewing the beauty of the past on the undulating curve, extending the imagination of the future.After standing behind him and using his eyes to aggress that body, he realized that he was really intoxicated at this moment.

He went up to pull his wrist without hesitation, his eyes were no longer blurry from the back, and he slowly turned around, and what was reflected in his eyes was a clear and handsome face, but that face was frowning, and the anger was hidden in the brows.

Shang Xuechen thought it was some frivolous young man who was trying to belittle him, turned around and saw Ji Shuping, so he raised his eyebrows.Originally wanted to choke him a few words, but seeing that his eyes were not right, he knew that he was drunk, so he didn't care about it, and held him so that he wouldn't be unstable for a while, and stood firmly on the ground.

Ji Shuping has never been a person who can be coquettish in words. He has never had a coquettish partner since he was a child. His mother is too strict, so whether it is grievance, joy, or pride, he can take these emotions that make people forget their identity. Lifting stones weigh on the bottom of my heart.But today he was drunk, standing next to the person who had promised him, put down all his body, wanting to get close, so he acted like a baby to Shang Xuechen, "Actually, today is my birthday."

It was only when Shang Xuechen heard it that he realized that what he wanted to tell him before was actually this.Shang Xuechen ignored it, thinking in his heart who doesn't have a birthday, it's not a good excuse.

"So, can you stay with me tonight?"

Shang Xuechen didn't agree, someone came out of the small door he was staring at, not the internet celebrity who just went in, but the person who came to confront him at the beginning, "Who is that person and what does he do?"

Ji Shuping squinted his eyes to see clearly the person Shang Xuechen was pointing at, and didn't really want to answer.

"You tell me, I will accompany you tonight."

Ji Shuping looked reluctant, "That person is Xu Xueshi, a returnee from overseas, who was discussing cooperation with my mother recently."

"Cooperation? He's in real estate now?!"

Ji Shuping didn't ask Shang Xuechen why he agreed to his invitation just because of a piece of news. He was too drunk, so drunk that he was too slow to be unhappy.Shang Xuechen was afraid that he would think too much, so he took the initiative to explain, "He just hid behind that door with your client's son's internet celebrity girlfriend, don't you think it's tricky?" Shang Xuechen had just finished speaking, The Internet celebrity with two basketballs came out from behind the door.

"So you agreed to my request for their tricks?"

"You find an excuse to ask me, and of course I also find an excuse to respond to the request. Is it cheap for me to agree directly, or do you want more embarrassment between us?"

Ji Shuping really wanted to expose Shang Xuechen's high-sounding reputation, but you have a better excuse to deal with it, and it should be to negotiate a good price with me. 50 or 60, so that both of us can feel at ease, but we just use another man's news as an excuse, no matter how we cover it up, it's useless.It's just that Ji Shuping doesn't say anything, as long as the goal is achieved, no matter for him or for Shang Xuechen.

People have already taken people out of the venue one after another, and there are not many waiters in lace shirts left.Ji Shuping was probably really drunk, so he took off his suit jacket and put it on Shang Xuechen's head, covered Shang Xuechen tightly, and walked out with his arms around his waist.This action did not attract much onlookers. Everyone knows what kind of character they are playing with and what kind of fun they are playing with. The man who sneaked back into the arena took a sip of his drink and glanced at them.

Shang Xuechen couldn't see the way, and Ji Shuping walked unsteadily and quickly led him to bump into the dessert table before going out the gate.Shang Xuechen hadn't stood still, but his hands were quick, and he reached out to walk along the dessert shelf with something, but no one noticed, neither did Ji Shuping, who was hugging him.

Ji Shuping took Shang Xuechen to the private room upstairs of the venue. On the thirteenth floor of the hotel, in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see the night view of the city covered with colorful lights.It's just that Ji Shuping didn't want to look at it, and when he entered the room, the door closed automatically, and even before the lights were turned on, he rushed at Shang Xuechen, who was pushed away by Ji Shuping with a scream caused by his movement.It stands to reason that a person who understands Shang Xuechen so well shouldn't be as startled as a budding baby.

Ji Shuping walked up to him lightly this time, and pulled off the suit jacket covering his head.The jacket fell to the floor, revealing Shang Xuechen's drooping face, and the squashed cupcake in his hand, which was something that Shang Xuechen walked away with sharp eyes and hands just now.

For the first time, Ji Shuping was annoyed by his impulsiveness. Alcohol gave him a thick skin, and he asked knowingly, "What is this?"

Shang Xuechen sighed and ignored him, for fear that he would kick his nose in the face if he did.Ji Shuping reached out to pick it up, but Shang Xuechen dodged it. Knowing that he was angry, he still cheekily asked, "Isn't it for me?!"

Shang Xuechen turned around and walked into the room, wanting to get the phone by the bed to see if he could ask ROOMSERVICE to deliver a candle.But before he walked into the room, he caught a glimpse of a box of matches next to the porcelain ashtray on the coffee table from the corner of his eye.Just right, save me trouble.Light a match, insert it into the half-flattened cupcake, and hold it in front of Ji Shuping.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and Ji Shuping looked at Shang Xuechen's face in front of the faint light of the matches.All the light and shade are on his face, the unremarkable cake, the matches used as candles, and Shang Xuechen's face, even in the dark, this scene is still dreamy, like a little match girl drew with matches conjecture.

Ji Shuping put his arms around Shang Xuechen's waist, he didn't hide, the touch was so real and touching, thankfully this wasn't a beautiful spring/dream.The words that opened my mouth tried to seek truth, "What does this mean?"

"Blow it."

After Ji Shuping listened, he ate the only light in the room, and Shang Xuechen said, "Let's eat."

"Shouldn't the program make a wish first?"

Shang Xuechen was ruthless, "It's fine to accept a scene, so there's so much hypocrisy. How has the wish ever come true?"

This kind of ruthlessness shattered Ji Shuping's innocent fairytale fantasy. Sure enough, he shouldn't blow out the match. Dream and reality are between the flickering and extinguishing of the match.

Still obediently, Ji Shuping lowered his head and took a bite of the cupcake in Shang Xuechen's hand, his mouth was covered with cream, and when he raised his head, he wanted to spread the cream on Shang Xuechen's lips.Shang Xuechen reacted quickly, threw the cake on the ground, and turned his head away immediately.Ji Shuping didn't kiss, and his movements were not slow, he bent over and carried Shang Xuechen on his shoulders, and fell on the bed after walking two steps.

Shang Xuechen hit his head on the pillow, and recalled that day, before he could calm down, Ji Shuping climbed up, pulled out the shirt from his waistband, with too much force, a few buttons fell off, bounced a few times and landed on the ground with a crisp sound, Shang Xuechen instinctively squeezed his fist and punched Ji Shuping's back.When Ji Shuping pulled his shirt, exposing his shoulder and biting it, Shang Xuechen remembered that this was what they agreed, and stopped resisting.

When he stopped, Ji Shuping also stopped, with his forehead resting on his shoulder, and the breath from his words sprayed on Shang Xuechen's chest. Ji Shuping drank too much, and the heat was too hot, which aroused Shang Xuechen's goose bumps .

"Why?" Ji Shuping was asking.

Actually, Shang Xuechen didn't know whether Ji Shuping knew about his current mental disorder, so he just asked, "Are you drunk?"

Ji Shuping lowered his head and bit Shang Xuechen's left chest, and deliberately crushed and scratched one point with his tongue.Shang Xuechen was very calm, put his hand on Ji Shuping's head, "Stop sucking, no matter how hard you try, I don't even have 36C big breasts." Thinking of the two big F's, he suddenly felt that he was too small .

Ji Shu kept his mouth shut, and pressed his face against Shang Xuechen's chest, following his chest ups and downs.

The two were quiet for a while, Shang Xuechen didn't want to wait any longer, this excruciating feeling was too uncomfortable, so he asked directly, "Are you done?"

"I'm listening to your heartbeat."

Listen to the difference between it and my heartbeat, think about when it can beat my heartbeat, and then finally willing to deliver and be with me.

Ji Shuping was still asking, "Shang Xuechen, why?"

"Then Ji Shuping, why me?"

why me?Obviously our lives have nothing in common, our frequency is not in the same fluctuation, and even the soul does not resonate, there are too many differences, but why must you be me?

Shang Xuechen was lying on his back, with half of his chest exposed. The person on his chest was very heavy, making it difficult for him to inhale and exhale.He felt that Ji Shuping was really drunk, so he started rambling. Drunk people tend to get emotional, vent their anger, and then calm down and start talking nonsense.

"Why don't you come to the playground, why don't you let me kiss you, why don't you come to love me. These are all things you promised. Do you know how long I have been waiting for you in the playground? Dad also asked me to go there that day Playground. I waited at the gate for a car to take me away. Then I spent a lot of time in a basement full of booze. My dad told me not to be scared, just treat it to a friend's house for a few days. I'm not scared, I'm just sad that he didn't keep his promise."

Shang Xuechen stared blankly at the ceiling, listening to Ji Shuping's intermittent complaints, "Your father is lying to you, that is not your friend's house, you were kidnapped."

Ji Shuping didn't seem to have heard Shang Xuechen's words, and insisted on speaking his own words, "The basement is very dark, but it's clean and full of wine jars. When I first moved in, someone outside told me, kid, don't drink alcohol." Ah. The door is not strong, and the lower half has a slanted seam, which seems to be for ventilation. One night, I saw two people quarreling through that seam. Arguing and arguing, one of the men pressed the other When I got down, the two bodies shook together. I hid behind the door and watched with relish, maybe I was discovered, and the door was sealed tightly the next day."

Shang Xuechen listened quietly, he knew that Ji Shuping was drunk and confused, and started a memory tour.

"I'm still not afraid, I'm waiting for my dad to pick me up. Every day someone brings me food, and the person who delivers the food will tell me that it's okay, they won't tear up the ticket. They are afraid that I will be lonely, and they will send in a lot of marbles. , play it for me. I know this is appeasement, so I am not afraid anymore. Hiding in this basement, I also hide from many things. My mother forces me to fear every day, and my father talks about it every day. , my girlfriend’s questioning, it’s easier to be hidden. It’s just that I didn’t go to the playground, and I still feel lost. When I was waiting at the door, I heard the laughter inside. I was very envious. It’s a bit lonely to be locked in the basement. But still The person who delivered the food always said a few words every time he came, in order to let him spend more time with me, I gave him the tie pin on the neckline."

Ji Shuping also said a lot later, about his father never showing up, and his mother gritted her teeth and did not let go.When it came to the sound getting smaller and smaller, Shang Xuechen didn't interrupt his speech, but just listened. He heard the alcohol in Ji Shuping's body make him feel drowsy. Ji Shuping's voice became more and more vague, and then he gradually fell asleep.

Shang Xuechen sat on the window sill with his legs crossed, he didn't look at the bright neon lights outside the window, he didn't look at the night starry sky, he turned his back to the window, blocking out all the bustling beauty and silence.He looked at Ji Shuping lying on the bed with half of his face sunk in the quilt, without any emotion.The shirt was still loose, exposing half of his shoulders and chest. There were obvious bite marks on his shoulders. The cold wind from the air conditioner above his head hit his shoulders, making his heart tremble with cold.

He jumped off the window sill, squatted beside the bed, and got a better look at the half of Ji Shuping's face.The mouth that was chattering just now is already closed, and the steady breathing indicates that this person is sleeping peacefully.

Shang Xuechen opened his mouth at night, his voice was not loud but filled the room, but no one knew these words except him.

"Ji Shuping, I finally understand why I can't kiss you anymore. Why can't I love you."

"Can you not blame me in the future?"