Do not lie to me

Shang Xuechen sat on the edge of the bed with his head bowed, and reached out to touch his skirt.It was rare for him to wear such a good suit. His fingers slid over the collar of the silk suit, and it felt as slippery as water, and flowed uneasy like his heart.He looked up at the mirror on the closet, tilted his head slightly, and the silk suit collar reflected in the mirror.

"Are you ready?" Ji Shuping came into the room and asked him while buttoning the cuff buttons on his shirt.After the cuff buttons were buttoned, he looked up and saw Shang Xuechen looking at himself in the mirror.

Ji Shuping leaned against the door, folded his arms on his chest, looked at the person sitting by the bed for a while, and then raised the corners of his mouth and sincerely praised, "You look good in your clothes."

Shang Xuechen didn't laugh, but Ji Shuping heard that he exhaled harder than usual through the nasal tube, which showed that he liked his compliment.Ji Shuping said generously, "You should also accept your compliments frankly, otherwise my telling the truth will turn into bragging."

Only then did Shang Xuechen laugh, and then he glanced at Ji Shuping from the beginning to the end and praised him politely, "You are as good-looking as ever."

Ji Shuping raised his eyebrows, still leaning against the door, nodded to Shang Xuechen, "Thank you for the compliment."

Shang Xuechen lowered the corners of his mouth, pulled his collar in front of the mirror, and made a deliberately arrogant gesture, "Don't think too much. That's not a compliment to you, I'm just euphemistically expressing your invariance." Shang Xuechen With his chin raised, Xuechen stretched out his index finger and pointed at Ji Shuping from head to toe, "Black suit, black suit or black suit, black suit all day long, thankfully I haven't gotten tired of you yet."

Ji Shuping accepted Shang Xuechen's complaint with a smile.After he finished speaking, Ji Shuping stopped leaning against the door, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down beside him, put his arms around his waist and asked again, "Are you ready?"

As soon as Shang Xuechen was hugged by him, he immediately let go of all his strength, leaned on Ji Shuping's shoulder and looked at the two people in the mirror, "I suddenly lost the courage to meet them."

Ji Shuping's arm around his waist touched his arm along the waistline, and squeezed it lightly as if to give him strength, "I'm here with you, aren't you?"

Shang Xuechen sighed heavily, "I misunderstood him for so many years, I really don't know what to do..."

"He will forgive you."

Shang Xuechen smiled weakly, "I know he will, because he has always been upright and kind. It's a pity that falling in love with Dad will never get the recognition he deserves."

"I think," Ji Shuping patted him on the back lightly, "he shouldn't mind the vanity rewards. Maybe it's best for them to be together safely now."

"I hope so." Shang Xuechen took another look at the person in the mirror, raised his head and said to Ji Shuping, "However, isn't the suit you gave me a bit too much?"

Ji Shuben propped his chin and took a closer look, and asked pretendingly, "Is there any?"

"Why not?" Shang Xuechen frowned helplessly, pointed to the high-grade silk suit collar and showed the hidden embroidery on the cuffs, "Isn't it too much to wear to visit a tomb?"

Without making a sound, Ji Shuping raised his chin and squinted at him.Shang Xuechen reached out and tapped his forehead hard, Ji Shuping didn't fall back, but reached out and grabbed Shang Xuechen's hand, put it to his mouth, and rubbed the back of his hand with his lips.Shang Xuechen followed Ji Shuping's movement of grinding his hands and smiled.Ji Shuping asked him, "Are you laughing at me now?"

"Sometimes I look at you and think you are amazing."

"Where is the power?"

Shang Xuechen reached out and stroked his strong jaw, "I've rarely seen someone so blatant like you..." Shang Xuechen tilted his head to find a suitable wording, "How should I say it? I rarely see you Seeing someone else's face look like yours, showing a formal and polite obscenity."

Ji Shuping smiled and bit Shang Xuechen's hand. The bite was not serious with a playful meaning, and after the bite, he kissed again, "I will take it as your compliment to me. However, I rarely see someone like you so……"

"What? What do you say about me?"

Ji Shuping intentionally stopped at the critical point. He stretched out his arms to embrace Shang Xuechen Qiqi and fell back on the bed. Before Shang Xuechen could react, he kissed his forehead. Chin, threatening, "Tell me, what's wrong with me?"

Ji Shuping propped himself up and leaned close to Shang Xuechen's ear and said, "It's rare for me to see a serious and seductive person like you." After speaking, he hugged him tightly and rolled on the bed.

Shang Xuechen hurriedly pushed him away, "The new clothes are all wrinkled by you."

Ji Shuping didn't care, and still made trouble with him, "Stretch it twice and it will be flat."

"No, no, I have to change to another one, or my dad will say me after seeing it." Shang Xuechen was anxious to get up and change clothes, but Ji Shuping reached out to stop him, raised his legs to clamp him, and pinched his earlobe non-stop Twisted, "This dress was originally intended to be taken out for you to wear when you were taken abroad to settle down."

"Who will know us after we settle down in a foreign country, and where can we wear this kind of clothes..." Shang Xuechen originally thought Ji Shuping's plan was unnecessary, but it was only later that he suddenly understood Ji Shuping's intention, and the more he spoke, the more he spoke. smaller.

Ji Shuping leaned closer to him, leaning into the crest of his neck, "Although it's a grave visit, I also want to be more formal. I want you to wear our 'future' and show them, so that they can feel at ease. Let them see See the suit I made for you, and let them know where I belong to you."

Shang Xuechen stared blankly at the ceiling and didn't know what to say for a moment. He had never thought of the word "destination" before, and it was because he felt too far away from him because he didn't dare to think about it. When he thought of it, he felt sad.Now that it was suddenly mentioned, he was at a loss and flattered, so could he have a good home?

Ji Shuping didn't hear anything, so he raised his head to look at him, only to see a dazed person.Ji Shuping lightly shook his shoulders, fearing that this was the sequelae of his delirious mind two days ago, so he asked him cautiously, "Are you okay?"

Shang Xuechen's eyes gradually focused on Ji Shuping's face from the ceiling, he reached out and touched Ji Shuping's cheek, and finally embodied the word "destination" on Ji Shuping's face.Shang Xuechen's hand touched Ji Shuping's face wherever his eyes went, and every time he touched the skin, he recited in his heart, so this is my destination.

Ji Shuping held his hand and asked again, "Are you okay?"

Facing his concern, Shang Xuechen finally laughed, nodded and said, "I'm fine." Ji Shuping helped him up from the bed, Shang Xuechen pulled his suit in front of the mirror, and then Looking at the clothes on his body, he didn't have the burden that he showed because he was too gorgeous when he first put it on.

Shang Xuechen stood up and looked at the mirror, turning left and right to take a picture, then turned around, walked around in front of Ji Shuping and asked him, "Is it suitable for me?"

Ji Shuping looked at him and nodded, "Well, suitable."

Shang Xuechen asked again, "Do you match me?"

Ji Shuping got up from the bed and walked in front of Shang Xuechen, and told him seriously, "I match you very well."

Shang Xuechen reached out and pulled La Ji Shuping's tie, "Wrong, it should be because we are very compatible."

Ji Shuping pressed his hand on his heart and asked him, "No matter how bad your English is, you should be able to say that sentence at that time."

Shang Xuechen smiled, "I will memorize it in advance and keep it in my heart."

"Let's listen to what you said. I'll check it out for you first. Don't make people laugh with your accent."

Shang Xuechen looked up at Ji Shuping, the ghost rolled his eyes and came up to his ear and said, "Nicetomeetyou." After speaking, he took out the hand that Ji Shuping was holding and ran away immediately.

Ji Shuping stood there and smiled, and opened his mouth to say two sounds, "Ido."

"Hurry up, we're going to be late!" Shang Xuechen, who had already run to the gate to change his shoes, urged Ji Shuping loudly.

Ji Shuben raised his feet and walked out, "Don't tell me you still have an appointment with them. People underground can still talk to people on the ground?" He joked with the people outside leisurely, but his footsteps were not as fast as he said. Leisurely, he stepped out of the room in two steps and closed the door behind him.

When the car drove to the cemetery, Shang Xuechen took off his seat belt, lowered his head and picked the petals of the bouquet in his arms with his fingers.Ji Shuping turned his face to look at him, and without making a sound, he got out of the car and walked around to the door on the other side.

The door of the passenger seat was opened, Shang Xuechen finished touching the flowers, took a deep breath and turned to see Ji Shuping outside the car.Ji Shuping smiled at him and held out his hand.

Shang Xuechen looked at the hand stretched out in front of him, smiled lightly, and stretched out his hand.As soon as the outstretched hand touched the open palm, Ji Shuping tightened his hand and held him.Shang Xuechen pursed his lips and looked up at Ji Shuping who was standing outside the car.Ji Shuping pulled his hand, and then he said, "Let's go, let's meet them together."

"En." Shang Xuechen nodded, and was led out of the car by Ji Shuping.While waiting for Ji Shuping to close the car door, he did not forget to tell him, "Don't forget there is still a bouquet of flowers."

Ji Shuping took out the bouquet of flowers from the back seat of the car, turned to Shang Xuechen and said, "Don't worry, I won't forget." He walked up to Shang Xuechen and took another hand to hold him.

Shang Xuechen glanced at the flowers in Ji Shuping's arms, and nervously grasped Ji Shuping's hand, "At first I thought you didn't want to come. After all, the people lying here are connected with the unpleasant memories of the past."

Ji Shuping took him by the hand and walked up the steps of the cemetery, "Why, I used to think that those unpleasant experiences in the past were accidents, but this experience made me meet you again, so it became destiny. When he said this, Ji Shuping stopped on a step, turned his head and looked at Shang Xuechen who was behind him and was led by him, he looked at Shang Xuechen and asked, "What do you think?"

Shang Xuechen and Ji Shuping are separated by two steps, because Ji Shuping always likes to cross two sections at a time, he looked up and saw Ji Shuping looking at him with determination in his eyes, Shang Xuechen first smiled, bowed his head and blew at the flowers in his arms, The water droplets specially sprayed on the petals of the blowing roll can make the bouquet look more lively in the dead cemetery.

Ji Shuping was still waiting for his answer but didn't rush to urge him. Shang Xuechen smiled, didn't he already know his answer?Sometimes he feels that Ji Shuping's childishness is reflected in this, and the confirmation to himself over and over again is not for his own peace of mind, but with a bit of showing off, not to show off to outsiders, but to let people who say it personally experience it He is proud of being loved.

Shang Xuechen thought in his heart, he was not afraid to ask such a question, as it would make him feel bored if he said it over and over again.After thinking about it, he laughed again, because Shang Xuechen knew in his heart that he would never get bored, the person he loved was always bold enough to be confident, Ji Shuping was like this with me, but why didn't he have such a privilege in Ji Shuping .Shang Xuechen finished blowing the flowers, and after confirming that the flowers had become more colorful than before, he leisurely raised his head to meet Ji Shuping's eyes, and told him, "Because of my past experience, I was always pessimistic and thought that I would have a good death, but this" 'It's over here, when I met you. Now, I'm already looking forward to a happy ending for us in the future."

Hearing his answer, Ji Shuping turned around with a smile and continued to lead him up, "Although it's in the cemetery, it feels good. We're still hugging a bouquet of flowers, just as a preview of the way to walk the red carpet in the future."

Shang Xuechen, who was following behind, rolled his eyes. If it wasn't for the flowers in his hands, he really wanted to slap Ji Shuping, "Who walks the road to the cemetery as a red carpet like you?"

"Anyway, everyone has to go through life, old age, sickness and death. During the ceremony, the priest will also ask if the other person is sick and poor, whether you will never leave. So I think it's okay to preview like this, especially when I go through these life, old age, sickness and death with you, even I think it's very good. "

Shang Xuechen suppressed his smile, not out of taboo, he sighed, "It would be great if father and uncle could reconcile like us before they died. I don't know if uncle forgave father a little at the end."

Ji Shuping squeezed his palms, "Their endings are not bad either. I can imagine that the consummation of life until the last moment is to be buried with your lover. They have already reached the happy ending I thought of. I'm quite envious." Speaking of which, Ji Shuping turned He turned around and touched Shang Xuechen's head, "You gave them such a happy ending, you are a good son to your father."

Shang Xuechen smiled in relief, and Ji Shuping walked up to him and hugged his shoulders as if to encourage him.Shang Xuechen took two deep breaths, then turned around, they had reached the last step.This time, Shang Xuechen went ahead, and Ji Shuping followed behind. After all, the introduction had to be done by his son.

Shang Xuechen walked to a double tombstone in the middle and stopped.Ji Shuping watched him squat down and put down the flowers in his arms.Shang Xuechen put down the flowers, straightened his suit, looked up at the tombstone and said, "Dad, uncle. I'm here to see you."

Ji Shuping quietly stood behind Shang Xuechen, waiting for him to finish speaking.After Shang Xuechen finished greeting the two people on the photo of the tombstone, he was silent for a while, then he smiled twice, pointed to his suit and said, "Does my new dress look good?"

Naturally, no one answered, only the flowers in front of the tomb swayed by the wind.Shang Xuechen crouched in front of the tombstone, not because there were people standing behind him that made it impossible for him to talk to the person on the tombstone naturally, but it was not so easy to say the words that had been brewing for a long time.Ji Shuping bent down and patted Shang Xuechen's shoulder.

Shang Xuechen put the hand on his shoulder, and after a long time, he let go and faced the two people on the tombstone again, "Dad, I'm sorry, I didn't come to see you often because I was afraid to come and see Uncle Uncle, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you for so many years and dare not come to see you. Because I'm afraid that coming to see you will remind me of the word 'hate' you always say. I should have known that you would not hate us, Because you are kinder than anyone else. When I was young, you would help me with my homework and correct my posture when holding a pen. Even if my mind became a little unconscious later, you still always talked about telling me to go on the right path in the future. I know that you think about me very much. I also know now that you love my father very much. It was my fault for misunderstood you for so many years. I hope you forgive me. "

Ji Shuping smiled gratifiedly, then clenched his fists to his mouth and coughed deliberately.

Shang Xuechen smiled a little embarrassed when he heard it, "Dad, I'll bring someone to see you. You should know the child you tied back with a sack." Shang Xuechen pulled his clothes, " Both of us are like this, it's a done deal, so don't be too fierce to him."

Shang Xuechen got up and glanced at Ji Shuping, "Talk to my dad well." After taking note of Ji Shuping, he took the flower from Ji Shuping's hand so that Ji Shuping could squat down and talk to the person on the tombstone more conveniently.

After squatting down, Ji Shuping looked at the photo on the tombstone and said awkwardly, "Hello."

Shang Xuechen couldn't help laughing out loud when he heard this, Ji Shuping turned his head to look at him, and Shang Xuechen shut his mouth tightly.But even if he shut up, Ji Shuping still looked at him with dissatisfaction, Shang Xuechen had no choice but to back up a few steps to signal that he would not eavesdrop again.

Ji Shuping glanced at the distance between Shang Xuechen's retreat and himself, and then turned his head to look at the person on the tombstone in peace of mind, "I'm sorry. If you want to ask me why I'm sorry, it's because I blamed him on the cause of your death." Lie. I don’t regret hiding this matter, because only in this way can he have no burden. You should know that he has longed for and valued family affection since he was a child. But I will do what I have to do. Don’t avenge you because he didn’t And if you scold him in your dream, I will avenge you."

Ji Shuping stood up after speaking these words neatly, Shang Xuechen and him looked at each other, Ji Shuping nodded at him, the two turned around and continued walking, stopping in front of another tombstone.Shang Xuechen handed the flowers in his arms to Ji Shuping, and Ji Shuping placed the flowers in front of Wen Ting's grave.

"Don't you want to say something to her?" Shang Xuechen asked Ji Shuping who was squatting in front of Wen Ting's tomb.

Looking at the familiar face on the tombstone, Ji Shuping opened his mouth and said, "Long time no see."

Shang Xuechen wanted him to say a few more words, but after he opened his mouth, he felt that nothing he said was appropriate.He just quietly stayed behind Ji Shuping.

Ji Shuping looked at the person on the tombstone silently, looked at it for a while, and finally said, "You have worked hard in this life." Then he got up and pulled Shang Xuechen to leave.

Shang Xuechen was dragged by Ji Shuping for two steps, then stopped and looked back at Wen Ting's tombstone.Ji Shuping looked at him and asked, "Is there anything you want to say to her?"

Shang Xuechen shook his head, "I always feel like I forgot something, it seems to be related to her, I can't remember it anyway."

"Don't think about it if you can't remember it, so as not to think too much and have nightmares at night."

"Yeah." Shang Xuechen promised to turn his head and continue to be led back by Ji Shuping. He asked Ji Shuping, "What did you whisper to my dad just now?"

"It's nothing."

"Say it!"

"I told him that although I didn't drink the wine piled up in the basement back then, I used it to relieve myself."

"You! My dad must be furious when he knows it, because it's brewed for uncle."

"Who told your dad to lock me in a small room with only one bed. If I don't use the wine tank to solve the problem, I can solve it on the bed."

"That's right, hahahahahahahaha, my dad definitely didn't expect to meet such a prickly person like you, if he was still alive, he would definitely be pissed off by you, hahahahahahaha——"

The voices of the two people talking gradually faded away, only the two bouquets of flowers in front of the tombstone were still hanging with water droplets, which looked bright, and the water droplets on the petals would be blown off by the wind.