Do not lie to me

There was no one in the company on Saturday, Zhou Yuan took off her high heels and stepped on the company carpet, frantically doing reports.The report was in a hurry on Monday, and the documents and files could not be taken home privately, so she only took time to come to the company today to finish it.In fact, if you act quickly, you can finish it in half a day, but seeing Qi Liang come to find Shang Xuechen this morning, in Qi Liang's state, anyone with a little discernment knows that he should not go back early.

Zhou Yuan lay on the chair and let out a long sigh. She suddenly remembered, did Shang Xuechen say that he had an appointment today?Zhou Yuan looked at the form that the computer could barely complete, smiled and took out her mobile phone to make a call.

The time Ji Shuping arrived at the gate of the amusement park was neither too early nor too late, exactly at 8:[-].The amusement park has opened for business, and a large wave of people is pouring into the park at the gate.Holding the ticket in his hand, Ji Shuping stood under the sun and waited for someone. He thought that the playground was so big that one day might not be enough to play each item, so he bought a two-day pass and booked a theme hotel nearby.He didn't think about what would happen at night, he just wanted to have a good time in the playground.

From 8 o'clock to 10 o'clock, the hairspray on Ji Shu's flat hair in the sun was a little bit collapsed, but he still didn't come.He was hesitant to call or not, and he was afraid that the person he was waiting for was rushing this way. If he called him right now, he would be distracted, and it would be bad if there was another traffic accident.While he was hesitating, the mobile phone in his pocket rang first, Ji Shuping anxiously took it out to look, but was disappointed to see that the caller ID was Zhou Yuan.

"Hey, Mr. Ji, I'm in the company. It seems that there is still a piece of verification information missing at the end of the report. I want to ask you."

"Go and look in my office." Ji Shuping really wanted to ask Zhou Yuan insinuatingly, whether Shang Xuechen had gone out, but he didn't know how to say hello after thinking about it for a long time.In the end, I still dawdled and asked, "Are you at the company all day today Saturday, and don't you plan to hang out with your roommates?"

Zhou Yuan in the office twisted her ankles, blew on her freshly painted nails last night, and gave an inexplicable smile, "Why don't you rush back to the company and get busy with the things at hand, and then my roommate will be busy again." Unlike me, who is alone, his partner came to him this morning, and I think the posture seems to be for a long talk. Fortunately, I came to the company today to make room for the two of them."

Ji Shuping hung up the phone, and the two brand new tickets in his hand were pinched and deformed.People kept passing by him, there were couples hugging each other and talking and laughing, and there were a warm family of three pushing a stroller.Sweat dripped down his forehead, Ji Shuping turned and left, going against the flow of people, being pushed and shoved on the shoulder by people rushing to the gate of the playground from time to time.

Sitting on the sofa, Shang Xuechen didn't know how to respond to Qi Liang's words, so he could only ask him first, "How much do you owe Shen Ao?"

"500."

"How can you owe so much?!"

Qi Liang lowered his head, "Alcohol, storefronts, and decorations are all very expensive. At the beginning, I saw that you liked to drink in various bars. I thought that if I opened a bar, you would come to my place often."

Shang Xuechen lowered his head and rubbed his temples, "I will find a way to help you pay back the money you owe, first help you deal with your injuries."

Shang Xuechen found the medicine box, and carefully unbuttoned Qi Liang, afraid of touching his wound, he lifted up his clothes little by little, revealing the scars all over his body, "Does it hurt?"

Qi Liang smiled at him and shook his head, "I always thought you hated me and didn't want to touch me. After all, the scene back then was not very good."

"I don't hate you, I'm just angry."

"Angry? Angry that I designed you?"

Shang Xuechen shook his head, "No, I'm angry that you lied to me, haven't you always lied to me? I chose to be with Jiajia at that time because Jiajia was sincere to me, and she gave me a sincere heart , did not lie to me. Now that you have told me frankly, I am not angry with you anymore. "

"Then you will take me away, right? You will try to accept me?"

The alcohol cotton in his hand brushed the wound on Qi Liang's shoulder, and Qi Liang gasped in pain. When Shang Xuechen looked up and saw Qi Liang's pitiful eyes, he couldn't bear to lean over to help him blow the wound on his shoulder. Breathe out the burning sensation on the pain.

Shang Xuechen helped him blow the wound on his shoulder, and the coolness from the blowing swept across Qi Liang's ears.Qi Liang smiled, he had never been so close to him, and it was worth the injury to untie Shang Xuechen's knot in his heart.

That day in the restaurant, Qi Liang clearly saw the traces left by others on Shang Xuechen's body. For so many years, Shang Xuechen was willing to spend the night with strangers he casually hooked up with, and he was unwilling to have even a little touch with himself.Qi Liang didn't know what Shang Xuechen thought of him, he knew that he deliberately arranged to act like a victim, but Shang Xuechen really broke up with Jiajia because of his arrangement.He seems to be willing to stay by his side, or he seems to have given up on him and himself, wasting his life, not looking for a decent job, and hugging strangers at will.

Qi Liang didn't know if he had any weight in Shang Xuechen's heart, Shang Xuechen saw Shen Ao at his residence that night, and proposed to go away with him the next day.Qi Liang understood that Shang Xuechen really blamed himself, but if he didn't untie his knot in his heart, what's the use of going too far.

That day when Qi Liang came home, the first thing he saw when he entered the door was Shen Ao squatting at the entrance, waiting for him to throw himself to the ground as soon as he entered, hugging him tightly, really like a dog he kept at home.He stroked Shen Ao's head and thought, people are really strange things, they are obviously in love, but they are whipped and tortured all the time, just like Shen Ao's bullying to him before, like the beating he gave to Shang Xuechen's heart .

Qi Liang lay on the ground, remembering the scene when Shang Xuechen stretched out his hand to him when he couldn't get up because he was beaten.He said to Shen Ao who was hugging him, "Let's have something special today, just like what you did to me before." Shen Ao raised his head to explain, why?Said that he was just ignorant before?Qi Liang didn't care about Shen Ao's explanation at all, he sealed Shen Ao's mouth with his index finger, and said with a smile, "People are always cheap, maybe I was used to being beaten by you before, and my body remembered that feeling. I recently I always feel itchy, so you whip me twice to relieve the itching."

When Shen Ao put the blindfold on Qi Liang and the first slap landed on his body, Qi Liang thought of the past again.He used to think more than once, what did he do wrong to be bullied, is it disgusting just because of his sexuality?He later found out that he had done nothing wrong.After he became an adult, he realized that there was no reason for being bullied. When he looked closely, the bullies who bullied others would only smile lightly and say that it was because it was not pleasing to the eye.Because it's not pleasing to the eye, even if you pass by, you have to kick your feet to relieve your anger.Because it's not pleasing to the eye, you don't even have to take a breath.

But these young Qi Liang would not understand. At that time, he still held kindness, wanted to change, and wondered if he had misbehaved.Trying to be friendly, hoping to resolve the conflict with the bully from the root, he took the initiative to go to the leader of the bully, Shen Ao, to ask for peace more than once.However, all efforts are in vain, the normal state of being bullied has formed, and it is difficult to change. Salted fish rarely turn over, and even God cannot change the biological chain.

what else?He thought that the only way to get real relief is to end this hasty life with his own hands.That day, after he was beaten half to death, he did not stand up with the wall as usual. He had been bullied for too long and had no strength to stand up. He lay on the ground and looked at the blue sky with his swollen eyes, and then looked at the blue sky. Look at the surrounding buildings and plan to pick the tallest one and jump from it.Before picking a suitable building, the line of sight was blocked by hands.Qi Liang subconsciously hugged his head, waited for a long time before the slap came down, he slightly raised his hand to look, but did not slap his head.It turned out that the hand was not calling to his head, it turned out that the person wanted to pull himself up.

That day Qi Liang held the hand that was reaching out to him, and when he was pulled up, the wound on his back hurt a little.Before Qi Liang could die, he regained the strength to survive.The only downside was that the man didn't come too early, and Qi Liang still died of something.Qi Liang's kindness was given up by himself when he was planning to die.

After that day, Shang Xuechen became the only reason for him to live on.In fact, Shang Xuechen has never been bothered, he always seems to have a cold expression, and he always smiles nonchalantly in the face of other people's laughing confessions. It turns out that this nonchalant expression has created his nickname.Following Shang Xuechen saved him a lot of punches, and Shang Xuechen became synonymous with security in his heart. He thought there was nothing wrong with just staying silent like this.Until Jiajia appeared, Jiajia was always sunny and sincere. He could see that Shang Xuechen obviously didn't like her, but he was still with her.Shang Xuechen only likes Jiajia's smile. He admits that the sincere smile of a young girl is very contagious.Only when he saw Jiajia's smile, Shang Xuechen would not always have a nonchalant expression on his face, he would learn Jiajia's smile.Every time Qi Liang looked at Jiajia's smile, he was also very envious. In the past, before he was bullied, he was also like this, sunny and cheerful, and sincere to everyone.Why did he suffer this? Who should he blame?

His hatred has no place to rest, thinking that no one would blame him for finding himself in the end.If he hadn't been bullied, he wouldn't have met Shang Xuechen.There seems to be a paradox between him and Shang Xuechen. Shang Xuechen is willing to be close to Mingming's child, but Shang Xuechen did not appear when Qi Liang was bright. When Shang Xuechen appeared, he was already living in the shadows .

He never hated the friend who forced him into what he is now. He didn't hate him before, because he was kind in the past, but he didn't hate him later, because he was already the same kind of person as her.When they met again that day, he took her advice.He came out from the alley and saw Shen Ao, he made an agreement with Shen Ao, and later Shen Ao brought someone with him.Looking at the people he brought, Qi Liang didn't think about whether he could handle it, but only thought about whether he would be able to retreat with his whole body when Shang Xuechen came.For the sake of authenticity, he did not tell Shen Ao and the others not to commit violence against Shang Xuechen who came to the rescue.

Raping a girl is risky, leaving traces and getting pregnant unexpectedly.There is no risk in raping a boy, you will not get pregnant, even if it is torn, how will the hospital determine whether you have been raped or because you have other diseases?Especially a boy who is at the bottom of the campus biological chain with many rumors.Qi Liang finally found a way, he wanted Shang Xuechen to feel guilty, he arranged for him to be raped because of Shang Xuechen, look, because of your frivolous remarks, I was easily violated, so feel guilty, Suffer it, can't get rid of me.

Qi Liang didn't care, and it wasn't like there was a layer of film, so what should he care about.But when Shang Xuechen rushed over, Qi Liang heard him sigh, and it was clear that he blamed himself.Qi Liang attributed Shang Xuechen's sigh of knowing the truth to Shen Ao's not being cruel enough to him. He clearly told Shen Ao that he could pierce, kick and beat, and more than one person could come in.If there are two or more people, one holding his hand on top, and the other breaking his legs below, then he will be really miserable.If he felt more genuinely pitiful in front of Shang Xuechen, maybe he would have believed that it was real, not an arrangement.But Shen Ao was the only one who did it to him that day, not skillful enough, nor rough enough, it was just a boring sex thing happened under the watchful eyes of many people, the scars on Qi Liang's body were still scratched out by himself.

Although Shen Ao didn't achieve the level he wanted, even though Shang Xuechen could see the truth clearly at a glance, fortunately, he still felt guilty.Qi Liang knows that he has always been able to distinguish lies, even if you know the truth, it doesn't matter, you still feel guilty towards me, that's enough.Qi Liang thought that as long as Shang Xuechen didn't push him away, it was enough, and he didn't care about the rest.It's a pity that Qi Liang made a wrong calculation, and he cared about it. When Shang Xuechen helped him pull up his clothes and hugged him, he realized that he was wrong. When he realized it, he regretted it for a moment, but it was too late.He has ruined himself, he has long forgotten how to love, and only knows how to hurt.

After that, he maintained a delicate relationship with Shang Xuechen. He seemed to have tied Shang Xuechen. No matter how many people came and went around Shang Xuechen, only Qi Liang was still there. It was even rumored on the Internet that Shang Xuechen, who kept his bed partner, was hiding Bai Yueguang in his heart, and it was Qi Liang.

Shang Xuechen never refuses or expresses his intentions to the joy that comes to his door. Shang Xuechen never cares about men and women, as long as he leans over, hold his hand, whether it is towards the toilet, alley or in the hotel, Shang Xuechen Ministers are very casual.It's just that he never touches Qi Liang.

At the beginning, Qi Liang thought that he was bothered, that he was touched by others, and Qi Liang himself was very upset about this, and he directed all these dissatisfaction on Shen Ao.This Shen Ao, the Shen Ao who beat and kicked him in the past, and now the Shen Ao who obeyed his words, people often say that there is karma in the world, what Qi Liang didn't expect was that he was Shen Ao's karma.He didn't push Shen Ao away, he let Shen Ao stay by his side, lived in the house he gave him, and asked him to pay for him to open a bar in order to keep Shang Xuechen and let him stay in the house. The nearest place I saw was my single-mindedness towards Shang Xuechen, and told him that it was his fist that made me give up on Shang Xuechen, which was his greatest revenge against Shen Ao.

Thinking of this, Qi Liang frowned, paused the hand that applied the medicine to him, and Shang Xuechen asked him cautiously, "Did I hurt you?"

Qi Liang smiled and shook his head, then lowered his head and saw the scars all over his body. He knew that Shang Xuechen could distinguish lies through body reactions, so he didn't lie this time, he just selectively told the truth.What's more, Shang Xuechen is still soft-hearted towards him, just like the first time he stretched out his hand to his poor self, this time he still feels sorry for his bruised self.

Perhaps, I finally have a chance.

Qi Liang held the hands on his chest that were applying the medicine for himself, leaned forward, and tentatively put his lips on the corner of Shang Xuechen's mouth. Shang Xuechen didn't hide, Qi Liang thought he had finally won a chance for himself, Then, kissed Shang Xuechen's lips deeply, pushed his shoulders and fell down on the sofa.

When he fell on the sofa, Shang Xuechen seemed to wake up suddenly from a dream, pushed Qi Liang's shoulder, and withdrew from his kiss, "You still have injuries."

Shang Xuechen looked at Qi Liang's eyes that looked like frosted glass. He didn't know how to avoid Qi Liang's gaze, so he changed the subject first, "Qian, I will find a way."