Do not lie to me

Ji Shuping knew that Shang Xuechen was not a person who could easily speak his mind. Like before, no one knew about his illness. He, he just smiled and perfunctory himself.

Perhaps it was out of the good intentions of not wanting him to worry, but Ji Shuping knew that Shang Xuechen was more likely to seek his own worries and troubles, but he was unwilling to speak up.Ji Shuping didn't know what to do, he couldn't understand Shang Xuechen's heart knot, and he couldn't deal with his illness.

Shang Xuechen snuggled into Ji Shuping's arms, which gave him a sense of security.Ji Shuping's chest is strong and broad, and his arms wrap around him, as if to circle a safe zone for him, making him feel at ease.Shang Xuechen smiled and grasped Ji Shuping's hand tightly, "Leaning on you, I always think of leaning on the door in the basement."

Ji Shuping continued to stroke the hair on the back of his head without saying a word, and Shang Xuechen asked him cautiously, "Do you not like me talking about the past?"

Ji Shuping shook his head, "No. I also like the time when I chatted with you across the door. It was one of the few pleasant moments in my past days."

Even when he was cruelly abandoned by both parents, because Shang Xuechen often chatted with him, he could feel that his body was still warm in that cold basement.

Shang Xuechen relaxed a little, shrank into his arms, then stretched/body, with a relaxed expression on his face.Seeing his expression, Ji Shuping smiled comfortingly, and continued to stroke the hair on the back of his head.It's just that he still can't let it go, he doesn't want to be incited by such a brat like Shao Ji with such obvious hostility, the complexity of the relationship between him and Shang Xuechen is beyond anyone's discretion, at least Shao Ji can't.But Ji Shuping still cared about Shao Ji's words after all.

Why can that bastard with uneven hair grow in one sentence?Is he good at observing words and deeds, or is he just understanding Shang Xuechen?Obviously Shang Xuechen is not such an easy-to-understand person.

Ji Shuping couldn't figure it out, the more he couldn't figure it out, the easier it was to get into a corner.Thinking of the end, he only came to the conclusion that Shang Xuechen was too easy to touch his nerves.Because of Shang Xuechen's uneasiness, he actually felt it himself, and unknowingly, he followed Shang Xuechen's anxiety.

"why?"

"Huh?" Shang Xuechen didn't understand why Ji Shuping asked, he turned his head and looked at the person, "Why?"

why are you so upsetSo insecure about our relationship?Is it because I did something wrong, the way of getting along with you is wrong or the way of leaving you is wrong?Maybe it goes back a little earlier, because the way we know is wrong?

Ji Shuping really regretted their scribbled way of acquaintance like a random crumpled toilet paper.He met Shang Xuechen's eyes and looked at him carefully. The words he wanted to ask were twisting and turning in his throat. After hesitating for a while, he finally only asked him, "Why are your emotions fluctuating so easily?"

Shang Xuechen turned his head and continued to look at the fish tank on the coffee table, how should he answer this?For the first time, he didn't know how to muddle through.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Ji Shuping thought that the way he asked the question was wrong, so he changed the direction of the question and asked him, "Is there something wrong with me? Tell me, and I will try to change it. Don't you want us to Long time? After being together, I realized that a long-term relationship is necessary, and no one can be stubborn. I think maybe I have to change it. For example, get rid of my selfishness?"

Shang Xuechen tried to relax the atmosphere, "Okay, change your selfishness. Be generous, let's switch positions next time. Well, and the next time you come in, it would be great if you can learn to be lighter. "His tone sounded very relaxed, as if he said when he needed to eat, "Ji Shuping, I'm hungry."

Ji Shuping tightened his waist and buried his face in the back of his neck, "You know that's not what I'm asking. Have you ever hated my selfishness? You always say that you are a prodigal son who judges the situation in your relationship. Get out in time. In our relationship, you seem to have done it. But I think I should be different from your former friends with sex. After all, a person like you who loves to play sloppy eyes suddenly loses his temper. It should be because Seriously, what should I say on this point? Is it my conceit for our relationship, or should I say that you have given me the confidence to be conceited? Actually, I know that although you like to lose your temper with me, this paragraph The one who is really accommodating in the relationship is you. Compared with me like this, you are really generous and holy. But why? Why did I see that boy Shao Ji, and my self-confidence and confidence in our relationship suddenly became low? ?”

Shang Xuechen frowned, "Did he say anything to you?"

"It doesn't matter what he said, what matters is whether there is a gap between us because of not confessing."

Shang Xuechen sighed softly, "Ji Shuping, do we really want to talk about such a heavy topic? I'd rather you have a casual conversation with me. And I solemnly declare that Shao Ji is not my type."

Hearing his solemn statement, Ji Shuping felt relieved a little, and pinched his waist with a smile, "Don't worry, there will be a lot of people who should come. You know that it's not just a one-off. "

Shang Xuechen was pinched by him, laughed for a while, looked at the fish tank after laughing, and picked up the heavy topic again, he held Ji Shuping's hand tightly, "Shuping, people are actually different .”

"Stop!"

Shang Xuechen rolled his eyes and looked back at him, "Oh, what's the matter? I finally had a serious conversation with you."

Ji Shuping raised his head and looked at him, "Don't call me Shuping when you are talking seriously. That way I will feel like I am being lectured by an elder."

"Okay, okay." Shang Xuechen replied impatiently, "Don't interrupt me again. Ji Shuping, people are actually different. To be precise, the gap between people is really big. It’s too big. In the past, I didn’t want to have any definition of relationship with you. Except that you were playing with me, I felt that there was no possibility between us. Do you still remember the three conclusions of love that I told you? That’s right That's all bullshit, I used it to fool you. How is it possible? One is in a suit and leather shoes, and the other is wandering around. It sounds like a joke, no, it seems more like a masturbation than a joke. In fact, with you After we got together, I finally realized that in love, the difference between people is ultimately what we look at. It is not the difference in status, but in personality. I know that under your politeness is domineering and selfishness, I have experienced it and can accept it. You are made like this, but because you have never experienced love, and you are reluctant to part when you taste it. As for me, I was raised as a child, and I actually wanted to try to be loved so much that I couldn’t let go. So, the two of us are just right The jigsaw pieces that can be put together cannot be inserted by others. I still feel a little happy to have you holding on to me like this. I am like a balloon filled with hydrogen gas. I have nowhere to stay and will float when the wind blows , but you hold on tightly and let me stay on the ground. There is also the origin of our two families, whether it is cooperation or hatred, I have the right to take it as a stepping stone for our love. In fact, thinking about it, we should be a pair made in heaven , nothing else, it should be fate."

Shang Xuechen turned around to face Ji Shuping, buried his face in his arms, and hugged him tightly, "So don't panic, I've always been serious about you, don't worry about other people's gossip, okay? , but there is one thing I did not tell you the truth, in fact, I feel guilty towards you. "

Ji Shuping stroked his hair, "If it's about kidnapping, forget it."

"No." Shang Xuechen looked up at him, "You like watching fireworks, but I can't watch them with you. I'm sorry about that."

Ji Shuping smiled and put his lips against his forehead, "It's okay. I'll be fine if I have you."

"Look. You are also very accommodating to me." Shang Xuechen smiled and hugged him tightly, "I don't think I should lose my temper with you in the future. After all, we should be regarded as the closest people now."

"It's okay, as you like. You can post it if you want." Ji Shuping thought for a while before regretting, "Uh, I think it's better for you not to lose your temper."

Shang Xuechen looked up at him, his eyes full of why.Ji Shuping looked down at him, "If you don't lose your temper, maybe I can do whatever I want."

"Do you think that if you don't lose your temper, you have no bottom line?" Shang Xuechen got up and flicked Ji Shuping's forehead, "You think well."

Ji Shuping hugged the man and lay down, "I don't need to think about it, of course it's how beautiful it is." After finishing speaking, he had to reach into his clothes and sweep Shang Xuechen's waist, "Okay, the topic is over, I should not care about it now It's coming."

Shang Xuechen hid with a smile, "Don't be like this. Someone is watching."

Ji Shuping looked at him incomprehensibly, "Who?"

Shang Xuechen pointed to the fish tank behind him, "Did you see those two pairs of big eyes staring at you from behind?"

Ji Shuping frowned, "I found out that you raised them as your own sons. You always worry about them."

Shang Xuechen ignored Ji Shuping's complaints, and suddenly thought in his mind, "Oh, do you think fish have different personalities? For example, one fish is more selfish, and the other is more generous?"

Ji Shuping raised his eyebrows, "Well, I don't know if there are any personalities, but their commonality is quite obvious, and they have a great forgetfulness." Then he went to untie Shang Xuechen's belt, "So they are not afraid when they see it, anyway, they forget it every 30 seconds .”

Shang Xuechen smiled and pushed him away, "So you mean, you can finish it in 30 seconds?" Shang Xuechen bent his leg and got stuck between Ji Shuping's legs, "Then do you have to go to the reproductive department to see a doctor?"

Ji Shuping put his hands on Shang Xuechen's ears respectively, "It's useless to talk too much, true knowledge comes from practice."

Shang Xuechen pushed him away, "Don't think about it. I won't do it outside of the bed. Anyway, I can't give you a chance to cross the line, or you will ask for more next time."

Ji Shuping lay down on Shang Xuechen's chest in disappointment, "What kind of prodigal son are you, so timid?"

Shang Xuechen raised the corner of his mouth, "I don't win by stimulating the venue. How many times have I said that I am skilled." He looked at the two fish in the fish tank that were wagging their tails leisurely.Shang Xuechen lightly pushed Ji Shuping's shoulder, "Oh, I've been raising them for so long, so I might as well give them names to distinguish them."

Ji Shuping sighed, feeling that Shang Xuechen was more interested in Yu than himself, "Well, little one, little two."

Shang Xuechen slapped Ji Shuping on the back quite dissatisfied, "What, so perfunctory?!"

"Do you really think they are your sons? Two stupid fish?"

Shang Xuechen held Ji Shuping's face in his hands, leaned against Ji Shuping's ear, and whispered to him.After speaking, he lay down and smiled to tease Ji Shuping, Ji Shuping couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, looking at the two fish in the fish tank, "The one with no black spots on its tail is called Xiaoxue, and the one with black spots on its tail is called Xiaochen."

"Why do you take my name?"

Ji Shuping lowered his head and bit Shang Xuechen's ear, "Think it was born by you."

Shang Xuechen wanted to block Ji Shuping with his hands, but Ji Shuping grabbed his wrist first, "Didn't it just be agreed that I would let me do whatever I want after choosing a name?"

Shang Xuechen looked around and began to look for an excuse, just in time to see Ji Shuping's stack of documents on the coffee table, "I didn't say no. But you have to deal with the documents you brought back first."

Ji Shuping saw this poor excuse and didn't make things difficult for him. He got up and took the documents on the desktop, and took out the glasses he hadn't worn for a long time from under the coffee table.

Shang Xuechen didn't bother to get up, he was still lying down, with one foot resting on Ji Shuping's lap.Ji Shuping put on his glasses to look at him, took the document and swept it over his restless legs, and then devoted himself to reading the document.

Shang Xuechen hadn't seen Ji Shuping wearing glasses for a while. He knew that Ji Shuping was always concentrating on documents, but he had seen Ji Shuping wearing glasses for a long time. He was obviously looking for an excuse to avoid him, and now he suddenly became interested again. Rubbing Ji Shuping's thigh with his calf, "What are you looking at?"

Ji Shuping rolled up the document and slapped Shang Xuechen's restless leg, "Don't make trouble. It's the document you asked me to read."

Ji Shuping didn't beat him hard, but Shang Xuechen still pretended to twist his body to hide, and then let out a sound of pain, "Ah oh."

It's not like Ji Shuping couldn't hear the deliberateness in this sound. He raised his hand and pushed his glasses before looking at the lying person, "Are you free?"

Shang Xuechen hooked Ji Shuping's thigh with his toes with a smile, and touched the space between Ji Shuping's legs as if there was nothing, and did not speak but twisted his waist to watch people.

Ji Shuping gave a smirk and looked at him through the lens.Shang Xuechen was caught by his glance, forgot his sense of proportion for a moment, and stepped directly on Ji Shuping's crotch, he really missed Ji Shuping wearing glasses and looking like a dog.Ji Shuping could sit still, pinched Shang Xuechen's calf, looked at him from time to time, and directly softened him.When Shang Xuechen stepped on his thigh to ask him to come quickly, Ji Shuping handed out the documents in his hand without any haste, "If you are free, please help me read the documents together."

Shang Xuechen's face changed, it was clearly retaliation for his pushback just now, he was muttering to himself in his heart, as if someone was rushing to invite you.He stretched out his hand and unceremoniously took away the documents in Ji Shuping's hand, lay down and looked at them, as if he was passing the time, "Ji Shuping, I didn't expect you to have so many tricks. I can see that the glasses you wear for no reason are intentional. Change your appearance in front of me, and come to flirt with me." Shang Xuechen looked up at him, "How can you be so sure? Are you so sure that I will fall for your appearance?"

Ji Shuan sat quietly, not caring about Shang Xuechen's foot stepping on his thigh at random, and didn't even look at Shang Xuechen, just looked down at the document carefully, "When we first met, you were just looking at me. This appearance is to deliberately seduce/lead."

Shang Xuechen was fascinated by looking at Ji Shuping's suit and leather shoes, and the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, making his nose and browbones particularly beautiful, "That's right, I was attracted by your abstinent appearance. If you pretend to be so deep, what will it look like if you are infatuated with it?"

Ji Shuping suppressed his laughter, if he laughed smugly at this moment, all his efforts to seduce Shang Xuechen would come to naught, no matter how Ren Shang Xuechen's feet moved on his legs, he would touch his instep Let him settle down, and said coldly, "Don't make trouble, read the documents first."

It is to make the person who is hooking him at this moment feel less able to taste it, and make his heart more restless. Ji Shuping is too sure about Shang Xuechen.Seeing that he was indifferent, Shang Xuechen pretended to sob and fell down.

After Shang Xuechen was bored and read a page or two, he remembered to ask Ji Shuping, "What are these?"

"Suppliers. The materials for the previous activities were all ordered from these companies."

Hearing what Ji Shuping said, Shang Xuechen became serious now. Ji Shuping was investigating Xu Xueshi's claim that the drugs leaked from their company's activities.

One of them was sitting, and the other was lying down, looking at the documents in their hands.In the living room, there was a momentary silence where the sound of needles dropping could be heard.

"Ah!" Shang Xuechen yelled, breaking the silence in the room.

Ji Shuping turned to look at him, "What's wrong?"

Shang Xuechen pointed to a line of words on the material document, "What does Director Xu look like?"

"Director Xu?" Ji Shuping narrowed his eyes vigilantly, "Are you also interested in bald middle-aged men?"

Shang Xuechen kicked him, "What are you talking about, do I have such bad taste? Wait, you said he is bald?" Shang Xuechen sat up from the sofa, "Very bald?"

Ji Shuping didn't understand why he was obsessed with being bald, "Well, bald ones are very unique."

Shang Xuechen held up the document in his hand, and pointed to Ji Shuping where he saw it, "The flowers purchased by Director Xu are from Xingfu Flower Shop. I went to the flower shop today to inquire, and all the flowers in this shop are for you." The price is high, and the purchaser can get the repurchase from him. When he left, a bald man came into the flower shop to ask for the bill. He seemed to be the director Xu of your company. Could the medicine be brought to the event venue by the happy flower shop? In front of Wen Ting's tomb The flowers are also bought in this flower shop."

Ji Shuping remembered that when he arrived at the company this morning, Director Xu was having a conflict with Zhou Yuan. Could it be Zhou Yuan again?Ji Shuping looked at the document in Shang Xuechen's hand, "The flower shop is responsible for delivering the flowers to the venue. Go find out if their delivery is outsourced, and who is responsible."

"En." Shang Xuechen nodded absently.

Ji Shuping took the document from his hand and squeezed his hand, "Don't think too much. Everything can be solved. The problem with the document has been found out, so I don't think I need to read it anymore. Interested?"

Shang Xuechen looked at him with a smirk, "Ji Shuping, do you think it will hurt you to kiss while wearing glasses?"

The glasses didn't slip to the tip of the nose, but Ji Shuping wanted to push it, "I remember when we first met, I seemed to have kissed you wearing glasses. And you kissed very rudely at that time."

Shang Xuechen grabbed Ji Shuping's tie and forced someone to come in front of him, rubbing the heels of his legs with his feet, "I just realized now that the kiss is so rude because the way you wear glasses makes me more excited. "

Ji Shuping laughed, and raised his arm around the bend of his leg, "If you like, I will cooperate with you tonight like this."

Shang Xuechen grabbed his tie and lay back, "I still like you for being a dog."

Ji Shuping bent down with the corner of his mouth curled up, and brought the leg that lifted Shang Xuechen to his shoulder, "Don't call me a beast afterwards."