Secret crush hides my cub [entertainment circle]

Xia Chu looked at Le Wei silently.

His sight was blocked by the front cover of the car. On the other side, Le Wei seemed to check for a long time before finally knowing what went wrong.

"The antifreeze has leaked out." Le Wei walked back to him, breathing out a cloud of white gas as soon as he spoke, "The engine can't start either."

Xia Chu responded, watching Le Weila zip up the down jacket: "Where are you going?"

"Go ahead and have a look." Le Wei said, "Maybe someone can save us by passing through."

No one will pass by, Xia Chu wanted to say this, but in the end he just grabbed Le Wei's arm.

"Don't go," he said, "stay with me."

Le Wei was very puzzled, the car broke down halfway in the ice and snow, and the mobile phone had no signal. Waiting for rescue in place is almost equivalent to waiting for death. At this time, he should actively ask for help. He didn't understand why Xia Chu refused.

Xia Chu didn't explain either, but just looked at him.

After a long time, Le Wei seemed to understand, and smiled: "Okay."

He walked around the front of the car, returned to the driver's seat, opened the door, and sat back.

It was snowing again outside, and there was still a little warmth in the car, but the cold wind seeped in from every crack, and soon the warmth would disappear.Le Wei glanced at the phone, but there was still no signal. He raised his head and glanced at Xia Chu, who had pale lips.

He took off his down jacket and handed it to Xia Chu.

Xia Chu refused to take it, but Le Wei insisted on giving it. After pushing for a long time, Xia Chu couldn't resist, so he had to accept it.

Inside the down jacket, Le Wei only wore a white cashmere sweater.Xia Chu had never seen this dress before, presumably he bought it after he moved away.Le Wei is not the kind of artist who relies on assistants for everything. He has a strong ability to take care of himself and is good at planning for himself.When he was in love with Xia Chu, he planned together with Xia Chu.In the past, Xia Chu didn't know how to take care of himself, and it was common for him to eat a full meal when he was hungry, and he relied on part-time workers to come twice a week. After having Lewei, his life has improved.

Xia Chu couldn't explain why he didn't want to part with him, but when he thought about the decades of long life in the future, he would no longer have this person by his side, so he felt that life was meaningless.

During this period of time, his thinking has been very chaotic, and there are always countless voices talking in his mind at the same time.A long time ago, he felt that his life was like a boat sailing on the boundless sea, capsizing was inevitable, sooner or later.A while ago, the boat capsized, and he realized it belatedly. When he found out, he was already floating in the waves.Probably because there was always a flame of hope burning in his heart, which gave him the strength to struggle on.But now, with the flames out and the sea blowing wildly, he knew it was time to sink.

Le Wei soon froze, his teeth chattered up and down, and he made an uncontrollable "clacking" sound.Xia Chu hugged him sideways, he was a little surprised, but he also hugged Xia Chu back.Maybe they both know that this is the last hug, with a sense of death and farewell, they no longer deliberately distance themselves from each other.

"The lawyer called me last night." Le Wei said, "He said that the divorce agreement is ready and we can sign it when we go back. After signing, we can divorce."

Xia Chu knew.

Because of the same call, he also received it last night.

At that time, Le Wei was wearing earphones to watch American dramas, Xia Chu's phone was set to mute, Le Wei didn't notice when the call came, Xia Chu immediately took the phone from the table to under the table.

The call was from Xia Chu's lawyer, and after counting the time, it was time for the divorce agreement to come out.Xia Chu knew what he was looking for, but he didn't want to answer it, so he let the phone vibrate until he hung up.

Annie is right. If you want to be with someone, you have to say it out loud. How can the other person know if you hide it in your heart?

Xia Chu is not a person who can put all his thoughts into words, and he has never bowed his head to others, but in order to keep Le Wei, he is willing to take this step.

For these two simple sentences, he accumulated all his strength for a day. Even earlier, in order to save Le Wei, he planned this trip to Iceland.

He thought he would succeed.

It failed.

It's not surprising, Xia Chu thought mockingly, after all, he said long ago that I don't want you anymore.

I don't want you anymore.

Thinking of these five words, Xia Chu's heart felt like being stabbed by a thousand needles.

It was getting dark, and it was completely cold in the car.The temperature of the body can no longer protect each other from the cold, and Le Wei also fell asleep.

Xia Chu looked up at Le Wei.

He had never seen Levi's cheeks pale like this.Le Wei is young and at the best time of his life, his daily recipes are formulated by a nutritionist, and he also invites a well-known personal fitness trainer in the circle to take him to exercise.He is very healthy, and even in Beijing in the winter, he only wears a pair of shorts when he goes out. No matter how cold it is outside, his hands are always warm.

At this moment, the low temperature made his lips bruise, his face pale, and he couldn't even wake up at the most basic level.

Xia Chu raised her head and stroked his cheek lightly.There was still a little warmth in his palm, and he stuck it on Le Wei's face, trying to make Le Wei warm up.

Le Wei seemed to have really warmed up a bit, he woke up leisurely, felt the temperature of his cheeks, and held Xia Chu's hand.

"The lawyer is still waiting for us to go back and sign." Le Wei coughed twice and smiled softly, "Can we go back?"

"I don't know." Xia Chu paused, and suddenly asked, "Why did you stay?"

Le Wei half-joked: "I can't leave you here alone, what if you are caught by a wolf?"

Xia Chu also laughed, and slapped him lightly: "Be serious."

However, Le Wei laughed louder and louder, and the sound spread in the carriage. There was no joy, only sadness.

After a long time, Le Wei stopped smiling.

"I refuse to agree to you because I'm afraid. If I continue to be with you, I'm afraid I'll repeat the same mistakes." Le Wei said, "But what I'm afraid of is the future, not the present. If we die here together, we don't have to worry Later."

"Le Wei, you know, in fact, you don't have to die..." Xia Chu confessed eagerly, but Le Wei gently covered his mouth.

The church bell seemed to be ringing in the distance, and it seemed to be just an illusion of the two of them.For a long time, Xia Chu held Le Wei's palm.

"sorry."

I have always owed you a formal apology.

"No need to apologize." Le Wei smiled, "I am willing."

He misunderstood, thinking that Xia Chu was apologizing to himself for insisting on coming.

"I'm too cold, I'm sorry, I may not be able to wait with you any longer." Le Wei smiled, and Xia Chu realized that he was no longer trembling, and he didn't even have the strength to tremble, "If today you If you survived, just continue to live, don’t feel guilty, let alone think about the past.”

"I made an oath to stay by your side forever. Later, I broke my oath with my own hands. This is retribution, and I am willing to accept it." Le Wei smiled, "The encounter between you and me started from an accident. Now it ends in another accident, which is fair."

Le Wei lowered his head and looked into Xia Chu's eyes.

There was no alienation, no resentment, he was smiling.

The arms surrounding Xia Chu slid down from his back and fell to his waist, as if exhausting his last strength, Le Wei leaned back.

"Xia Chu," he uttered his last words clearly, "I love you."

Snow stopped.

The sound of the wind also subsided.

It was quiet again in the carriage.

Xia Chu is still leaning on Le Wei's arms.

The man's heart was still beating, but it was beating weaker and weaker, and it might soon stop forever.

It seemed that he also felt that this was the end of the story.

Xia Chu closed his eyes, and after a long time, he seemed to forget that Le Wei was in a coma, and said softly: "I don't love Han Song anymore."

"You're not a backup, and I didn't marry you because I felt uncomfortable about losing my child." Xia Chu said, "I always thought I was a freak, and if others knew my secret, they would be afraid that I would laugh at me. You don't dislike me, and you are so kind to me, I am very grateful to you."

"I haven't used you, let alone our marriage, but I still made mistakes. I should have told you earlier that I love you."

"I shouldn't hesitate, and I shouldn't escape. I should have explained to you earlier, I'm sorry."

Xia Chu grabbed Le Wei's arm, and Le Wei's eyelashes trembled, which gave Xia Chu the illusion that Le Wei would wake up, but looking carefully, Le Wei's face was ashen, and he was still deeply in a coma.

"I'm sorry," Xia Chu grabbed his arm, and desperately moved in front of him, "Today was not an accident."

"It's all my fault, I'm sorry for you."

"If someone must die here today..." Xia Chu said tremblingly, "That person should be me, not you."

"Le Wei," he kissed lightly, "I love you."

Xia Chu took off his coat and wrapped it all around Le Wei.

The coats accumulated the last body temperature of each other, hoping to protect Le Wei.

Then he opened the car door and jumped out.

He was frozen stiff, and the moment his feet hit the ground, his muscles stiffened and he fell in embarrassment.Gritting his teeth while holding the car door, he stood up, closed the door forcefully, and ran forward.

If the church bells were no hallucination, the front was inhabited.

Although there is no mark on the map, he is willing to take a gamble.

His legs seemed to be filled with lead. He ran desperately for a long time, but only a few hundred meters away.The snow field was pitch black, with no lights, no stars, and the moon was also hidden in the stratus clouds without a trace.The wind picked up again, and large flakes of snow fell, cutting Xia Chu's face like a knife.Xia Chu's whole body was frozen unconscious, his feet slipped on the ice, he kept falling, getting up, running, and falling again.

At the beginning, he still encouraged himself to persevere in his heart, but later, he only had the strength to run mechanically.

I don't know how long it took, but he didn't even have the strength to run.

Knees on the ground, unable to get up again.Looking at the road ahead, it was pitch black, and looking back, the car in Levi had long since disappeared.

Maybe there is no church at all.

Xia Chu thought desperately.

Maybe they are destined to die here.

"Le Wei..." He said the name and fell heavily on the ground.

Suddenly, a light flashed in front of him.

Immediately afterwards, the sound of the engine pierced the night sky, and the heavy snow tires moved slowly against the snow.

Xia Chu waved his arm desperately, but his consciousness was too dazed, he couldn't be sure whether he really waved his arm.

Fortunately, the car stopped in front of him.

There were two people getting out of the car, a man and a woman. The man helped Xia Chu up, and the woman asked in English, "How are you? Can you hear me?"

"Le Wei, Le Wei..." Xia Chu pointed behind him and shouted with all his remaining strength, "Le Wei is still in the car, save him!"

Three days later, in the evening.

Le Wei wakes up in a hospital bed.

It seemed like a long sleep and woke up refreshed.Surprisingly, he realized that various monitoring instruments were still inserted into his nose and fingers, so he pulled them all out.

All the instruments buzzed together, and the nurse was successfully called.

The nurse was very upset and told Le Wei to lie back.Le Wei had one leg hanging by the bed, as if he was going to rush out at any moment, and asked the nurse, "Where's Xia Chu?"

The nurse was very unfamiliar with the Chinese name, so he didn't know who he was asking. Le Wei thought about it and changed the way of asking: "Is anyone sent here with me?"

"Yes." The nurse said, "It's a man."

Le Wei let go of one heart, and the other immediately hung up: "How is he? Is he still alive?"

"He's still alive," said the nurse. "Why did you go so far in the snow? Do you know it's dangerous!"

It turned out that it snowed heavily that night, and the brother at the front desk saw that the two hadn't come back, and was afraid that something would happen to them, so he called the police.The police did not find them on the route they should have passed, and then expanded the search area and mobilized nearby residents to pay attention.A couple happened to be nearby. They came out to search with the mentality of trying, but they did not expect to find them.

"Fortunately, you were rescued in time, otherwise the police should have notified your family members to come and identify the body." The nurse reprimanded with a cold face.

Le Wei bowed his head and obediently listened to the training, and was anxious about another matter: "Where is my companion? I'll go and see him."

As he spoke, he wanted to get out of bed.

The nurse hurriedly stopped him: "Don't look for him, he has already left."

Le Wei was stunned: "Where did he go?"

"I don't know. He didn't tell me, and it's not convenient for me to ask." The nurse said, "His condition is worse than yours, but he woke up earlier than you. The doctor didn't allow him to leave the hospital. He insisted on leaving, and he already left this morning. gone."

"He didn't say where he went?" Levi couldn't believe it. "Who did he go with? Did someone pick him up? Did he ask me? Did he... he didn't wait for me?"

The nurse didn't know all the things between them, and didn't even realize what the word "gone" meant in the days to come, but just told the truth what she knew: "He didn't say where he was going, and no one Take him out of the hospital. But he asked me to give you this thing when you wake up. "

The nurse took out a document from the back of the folder in her hand: "It's all in Chinese, I can't read it, maybe he left an address on it?"

The nurse is too optimistic.

It was a divorce settlement.

Lawyers check and have legal benefits.

Le Wei held the agreement for a long time, and laughed silently.

They didn't see the aurora.

But Xia Chu still signed the agreement.

Then simply leave.

It was not until six years later that Le Wei ran into Xia Chu again.