Secret crush hides my cub [entertainment circle]

When not working, Levi's life is rich and colorful.

He is not like Xia Chu, although he has many friends, but there is only one person who really cares about him, and it is because of love.Le Wei really has a lot of friends, literally a lot, and the same group of people get together every day. When they meet, they are like brothers, and they can drink until the early hours of the morning.

Sometimes Levi will go home after drinking too much, sometimes not.If I didn't go home, it must be because I had a drink, and I woke up the next day either at a friend's house or in a hotel.However, Le Wei has a good capacity for alcohol, and when he seldom drank the fragments, he would go back eight times out of ten.

When I go back, I will find Xia Chu Wencun.

Xia Chu is very obedient, no matter how much she rubs her, she doesn't resist.Levi likes to enter him in various places, in front of the mirror, on the sofa, and occasionally even pulls the curtains, risking being seen from the opposite side, pressing him against the French windows and fucking hard.Ravaging the flowers of Gaoling is really joyful, especially when Xia Chu feels guilty, no matter how he is treated, he bites his lip and bears it, and he can't help it until he yells twice.

They were really torturing each other, and Levi did what he said.

In the past, Le Wei was not a person who liked to drink. When he came out to parties, he always tasted it.Now he's letting loose, opening his mouth to drink, and no one can stop him.Drinking from a wine glass is not enough, he is holding a wine bottle, and this bottle of wine belongs to himself only.Drinking uncomfortably, he was still laughing one second, and rushed directly to the bathroom the next second, throwing up in the dark.The main purpose of friends coming out to parties is to play, and this play does not include risking one's life.Seeing that Le Wei drank too much, everyone dared not ask him to continue, took the bottle from his hand, and sent him home directly.

On the road, Le Wei calmed down a little, and slumped on the seat to watch the trees recede by the roadside.When I got to a place with dim lights, I couldn't see the outside scenery, only a face reflected in the glass window.It was only a few months before I got the Berlin Best Actor, and the high-spirited young man at that time has now turned into a red-eyed alcoholic. Le Wei looked at himself on the glass window, and suddenly remembered the sentence Qin Mengying said, "I didn't let him go." A way out, I am giving myself a way out."

When I entered the house, the living room light was on, and there was no one on the first floor.

Xia Chu coughed from the second floor.

Xia Chu's cough has never been better, and it seems to have become more serious.Moreover, his complexion is very bad, and he is getting thinner day by day. Le Wei suspects that he has not had a serious meal.Before Xia Chu took a bite, Le Wei was terribly worried, but now he doesn't bother to ask.It doesn't matter if you eat one more bite or less, it's fine if you can't die, if you can't die, the two of you will be exhausted slowly.

Le Wei went upstairs holding on to the handrail.

The door of that room was open, and Xia Chu was standing inside.There was a big cardboard box by his feet, it was almost full, and it hadn't been sealed yet.Xia Chu put another box on the table, and was picking up photo frames one by one and putting them into the box.

The posters on the wall behind him were all put away, and most of the other decorations in the room were also put away.Le Wei didn't know when he started to accept it. In fact, Xia Chu had accepted it several times before, but Le Wei stopped him.

You have to collect early, what's the matter with cleaning up after being discovered?

But today, Le Wei did not stop him, but walked over.

The photo frames on the table are not matched, so it is conceivable that they were not bought at one time, nor were they put on at one time.Le Wei picked up one at random, Xia Chu glanced at him and remained silent.Le Wei looked at Han Song and Xia Chu in the photo. Both of them were dressed in rustic clothes, with the breath of the times.

"When was this photo taken?" Levi asked.

"The year I graduated." Xia Chu's voice was hoarse.

Le Wei handed the photo frame to Xia Chu, and picked up another one: "Where is this one?"

The background of the photo was a waterfall. The two stood on a protruding boulder. Han Song put his arms around Xia Chu's arm, his fingers turned white from the force, and seemed worried that Xia Chu would fall.

Xia Chudao: "This is Huangguoshu Waterfall. One year we went to Guizhou to take pictures."

Le Wei handed the photo frame to Xia Chu again, and took it again: "This one?"

"Han Song is going to be the presenter of the Golden Horse Awards, and I will accompany him."

"this?"

"Han Song bought a house in Beijing, and we went to his house for a party."

"what about this?"

"One year, we happened to be in Times Square in the United States and counted down together."

Every time Le Wei picked up a photo, Xia Chu could clearly tell the time, place and background of the photo just by glancing at it.So familiar, it can be seen how many times he has reviewed these photos.The backgrounds of the photos are spread all over the country, and even the world, and the series of photos together is the entire life of the two people.They have experienced almost all the important moments in each other's lives. In comparison, the two years that Le Wei and Xia Chu spent together are thin and ridiculous.

"What about this one?" Le Wei picked up a photo frame in the corner, "Why is there only you on it?"

Xia Chu looked at the photo, and answered in a soft voice after a long time: "This photo was taken by Han Song."

"At the beginning of last year, we talked about scripts all night in the company. When we came out of the company in the morning, it was snowing outside, with a thick layer. It rarely snows in Beijing. I was very excited. I went to step on the snow without a footprint, waiting for me Looking back, Han Song snapped this picture."

In the photo, Xia Chu was wearing a light gray coat, which was very harmonious with the snowy background.He smiled brightly and cheerfully, which was the expression Le Wei hadn't seen on Xia Chu's face for a long time.

Do you know that Han Song loves you.

Levi said in his heart.

Not only do you treasure everything about him, but the moment he finds out what he wants, he risks losing his money, reputation, and family by calling off the engagement.If I hadn't proposed to you earlier, maybe he has confessed his love to you now, and you are already together.If you come together, today, it's not all about me standing here watching you like an outsider.

This house full of memories will become the best testimony of your love, instead of being placed in front of me ironically, as if mocking me for being a fool.

Xia Chu coughed twice, reached out to Le Wei, and waited for him to hand the photo frame to him just like before.Le Wei pinched the photo frame tightly, and after a while, he threw the photo frame away.

He brushed away the cardboard box on the table, and the photo frame inside flew out together with the cardboard box.Xia Chu was surprised and wanted to pick it up, he pressed Xia Chu on the table.

There was a bang on the table, and in the next second, Xia Chu's throat was tight and he couldn't even scream.

The smell of blood filled the air, Xia Chu couldn't stand still, trembling, and wanted to slip, but was forced to stand still.

The behavior originally used to express love has turned into one-sided abuse and venting, and it is here, in the room that has given Xia Chu a sense of security countless times, in the most secret and most cherished place in Xia Chu's heart.Xia Chu's head was firmly pressed on the table. His resistance was more intense than the previous few times, but it was useless. No matter how he struggled, Le Wei insisted that he maintain this posture and look at his favorite people.

Yes, Han Song is watching them in the photo.

Han Song looked at Xia Chu in the photo.

In the photo, Han Song watched Xia Chu being treated as a low-class prostitute and being manipulated wantonly.

Le Wei knew that Xia Chu would not be able to bear it.

But what about me? Do I deserve everything?

The table was shaking and the photos were upside down.Xia Chu whimpered hoarsely, and stretched out his hands to help, but there were too many. He lifted one, and the other fell down. Finally, he could only open his hands and desperately press the person in the photo.

"Le Wei, Le Wei..." Xia Chu called out, "Please..."

Le Wei didn't know what he was begging for, begging himself to stop, or at least not to be here.But he would not be satisfied with any of them. Xia Chu's showing weakness came too late, and it was useless.

After everything was over, Le Wei let go of Xia Chu's restraint.The man slipped along the table and fell to the ground as if he lost his strength.

Le Wei tidied himself up, looked down at Xia Chu coldly, and suddenly, his heart was pulled hard.

Xia Chu was crying.

He lowered his head, as if he didn't want Le Wei to see his tears, and even pursed his lips hard, trying to stop his crying.But the tears couldn't stop, they kept overflowing my eyes and dripping on the ground.

Le Wei knelt down in front of him, Xia Chu's tears caught him off guard, and he was in a mess.He stretched out his hand and touched Xia Chu's tears with his fingertips.The tears were hot, instantly burning his fingers.

"Xia Chu..."

Le Wei tried to wipe Xia Chu's tears, but Xia Chu turned his head away to avoid him, if he wanted to touch, Xia Chu moved further away from him.Le Wei wanted to tell him not to be afraid, and he just wanted to wipe his tears away, but there was a voice in his heart that kept reminding him why he should feel sorry for him, he asked for it.

Le Wei hates Xia Chu, this hatred is very real.

But when he saw Xia Chu crying, his heart ached unspeakably, and the pain was very real.

Le Wei withdrew his hand and got up.

He left the house.

Le Wei went directly to Fang Xiaomao's house.

At the critical moment, the brother is reliable, Fang Xiaomao vacated a bedroom and asked him to live in it.

Anyway, Fang Xiaomao's girlfriend has returned to his hometown in France. Fang Xiaomao is lonely and cold, and it is just right for someone to accompany him to chat, drink and play games.

Le Wei didn't explain why he came over suddenly, and Fang Xiaomao didn't ask either.They went to the wine shop downstairs to bring three cases of wine, ordered Zhou Hei Ya to take out, connected the controller to the TV, and played from the ancient "God of War" to Japanese games that have not yet been Sinicized.Fang Xiaomao answered the phone in the middle, and his agent called him to go to work. He went out for a while, and it was dark when he came back. playing games.

He didn't eat, and there were still a few takeaway boxes on the table when Fang Xiaomao left, and the beer box at the door was empty.

When Fang Xiaomao left, the box of wine hadn't been opened yet, but now it's empty! Empty!

Fang Xiaomao began to panic.

He took the game controller from Levi's hand and drove Levi to sleep.Le Wei was obedient, he didn't make any noise, and just slept when he was told to sleep.This sleep lasted all night and one day, and I didn't wake up until the next evening.Le Wei wandered into the living room like a big ghost, Fang Xiaomao was answering the phone.

Look at the way he is sitting upright, as if the other party is some important person.

Levi couldn't stop laughing.

Hanging up the phone, Fang Xiaomao was also very helpless: "It's Xia Chu calling."

Levi stopped laughing immediately.

He sat down on the sofa, and there was a takeaway box on the table, which contained a roasted duck rice. He didn't think it was cold, so he opened it and ate it.

Fang Xiaomao said: "Xia Chu asked if you were with me."

Le Wei didn't say anything, but raised his eyebrows to show that he was listening.

Fang Xiaomao went on to say: "I said you were here, but he didn't say anything. He told me to take good care of you and told you to go back early."

Fang Xiaomao asked, "When are you going back?"

Le Wei raised his head and deliberately found fault: "What's the matter? Do you hate me? Drive me away?"

Fang Xiaomao didn't answer him, and said in a very serious tone: "What's wrong with you?"

Le Wei lowered his head and took a mouthful of rice, his cheeks puffed up, and he muttered: "It's okay, it's fine."

Fang Xiaomao sighed.

There must be something wrong between Le Wei and Xia Chu.

Big problem.

Not only is something wrong with Le Wei, but Xia Chu's condition is also not good.A few days ago, Le Wei drank with them all night and got drunk. Fang Xiaomao was worried, so he called Xia Chu to pick him up.At that time, he and another friend were waiting downstairs with Le Wei. After waiting for a while, Xia Chu came. When he got out of the car, Fang Xiaomao was startled.

Xia Chu was too thin, and the clothes on her body could barely support her.

He was still indifferent and said very little. He nodded his head when he saw Fang Xiaomao as a greeting, and then took Le Wei from Fang Xiaomao's hand.Fang Xiaomao didn't dare to be picky, after all, the other party was Xia Chu, and his status in the Jianghu was at the same level as his boss, so it was already a face-saving nod.He handed Le Wei to Xia Chu, Le Wei was tall and burly, Xia Chu was thin and thin, Le Wei pressed Xia Chu with his whole body, Xia Chu staggered and almost stopped.

Fang Xiaomao quickly reached out to help, but Xia Chu took a step back and stood firm.

It was only at this time that Le Wei regained some consciousness. He turned his head and saw clearly that the person holding him was Xia Chu, and when he hugged his face, he just said "baji".

Fang Xiaomao subconsciously felt that with Xia Chu's personality, he should be very repulsed by this kind of intimacy in public, but he held back and didn't say anything, just asked: "How much did you drink?"

Naturally, Le Wei couldn't answer, and Fang Xiaomao didn't dare to tell the truth, he just made a "three" with trembling fingers.

Three bottles or thirty bottles, Xia Chu thinks about it at will.

Xia Chu nodded, helped Le Wei into the car, and said "thank you" to Xiaomao before leaving.

When the car drove away, the friend who was with me took a long breath.

"Le Wei and Xia Chu..." The friend trembled and couldn't believe it, "The two of them..."

Fang Xiaomao glared at him: "Don't ask anything! Don't talk nonsense!"

Of course, my friend didn't dare to talk nonsense, and he was still shocked when he got into the elevator.

"This boy Le Wei is really lucky," the friend rubbed his hands and sighed, "Life is so good!"

The relationship between Le Wei and Xia Chu has never been made public. Among the few people who know about it, everyone generally thinks that Le Wei has a good life.

The daughter-in-law is just beautiful, she has money, status and resources, and belongs to the upper echelon of the food chain. If she were Le Wei, she would probably be able to wake up with a smile in her dreams.

Fang Xiaomao didn't think so.

Is falling in love with Xia Chu such a wonderful thing?

Anyway, if Xia Chu was given to Fang Xiaomao, Fang Xiaomao would never want it.

Although Xia Chu is kind in every way, he is too cold.And it's not cold on the outside and hot on the inside, but cold-hearted and cold-hearted in his bones.With such a person, how much heat does it take to warm him up?

Fang Xiaomao gets tired just thinking about it.

From the very beginning, he felt that the two of them would never grow up, but the brothers finally fell in love, and he couldn't bear to puncture this silly happiness.Later, Xia Chu responded, even willing to marry Le Wei, and the two of them were in love with each other. Fang Xiaomao once thought that maybe he made a mistake in his judgment. In fact, Xia Chu's piece of ice might still be melted.But take a look, take a look, what's going on here now?

After Le Wei finished eating, he habitually went to the box next to the sofa to find wine.How can there be wine? He drank it all.Le Wei wanted to buy it, but Fang Xiaomao refused and told him to drink less.Le Wei scratched his head and sat back on the sofa.

"Okay." He grabbed the game controller, "Kill a game."

In the game, cut vegetables and cut melons, kill monsters along the way, Lewei is a tiger and a tiger, and the gods and demons will not stop.Fang Xiaomao was worried about him at first, and didn't put enough effort into the game, but later he became jealous and couldn't care less about him.Most people would like to play games with Le Wei. He has good skills and takes care of his teammates. Playing with him, you will have fun all the way to the end, and you will definitely win.After playing a game for half an hour, all the minions were chopped off. They fought the boss, and the boss was not easy to fight. The two teamed up and fought until the blue bar of the boss was almost gone. When there was still a breath of death, there was no movement from Le Wei's side up.

Fang Xiaomao turned his head: "What are you doing in a daze? Come on!"

Levi's expression was panicked, and the handle was thrown away: "Did you see my ring?"

Fang Xiaomao glanced at Le Wei's neck, and sure enough, the necklace with Le Wei's wedding ring was gone.

The big boss on the screen had only one breath left, and it died after sending out a big move, but the two of them dropped the handle at the same time and started looking for the ring.

Le Wei fumbled around the sofa, but couldn't find it, and ran to the bedroom again.Fang Xiaomao followed, only to see that Le Wei looked like a maniac, roughly groped around the bed but couldn't find it, directly lifted the quilt and pillow, threw all the sheets and quilts on the ground, and searched frantically.There was no bed, he stood in the middle of the room with his hips crossed and thought for a while, then ran to the bathroom with red eyes.Fang Xiaomao stood at the door of the bathroom, a bit blocking the way, Le Wei pushed him away and stepped in.

"Where is my ring... Where is my ring..."

Le Wei seemed to be crazy, there was no one in the bathroom, so he went back to the sofa.The beer box was kicked away by him, and all the sofa cushions were lifted up. Fang Xiaomao had never seen him like this before. His eyes were red and his hair was messy.This is no longer the laughing, indifferent, and a little silly Le Wei he knew.

In order to find the small silver ring, Le Wei lay on his stomach and knees, no matter how hard to reach the corner, as long as he thought it was possible, he stretched his arms to reach it.Fang Xiaomao helped him move the sofa and push the table away. When he rummaged on the bed for the fourth time, Fang Xiaomao walked into the bathroom for the third time.After searching for a long time, I finally saw the silver ring shining in the corner behind the toilet.

"Found it!" Fang Xiaomao said holding up the ring.

Le Wei rushed over, staggered, and almost tripped himself.He snatched the ring from Fang Xiaomao's hand. Under the sun, the diamonds were shining brightly, and the names of Le Wei and Xia Chu were engraved on the inside of the ring.

Le Wei's shoulders, back, and all the muscles in his body relaxed inch by inch.

Holding the ring in his palm, he shuffled his steps, moved to the sofa and sat down.

Fang Xiaomao sat beside him.

After a long time, Fang Xiaomao sighed.

"Le Wei, why don't you forget it."

Pushing open the door, changing shoes, and walking out of the porch, Le Wei saw Xia Chu in the living room.

The living room is still covered with white plush carpet, and Levi's favorite warm yellow pillows are placed on the sofa.There was a floor heater under the carpet, which was very warm. Xia Chu curled up and slept on it.

Le Wei doesn't know why he didn't go to work today, it doesn't matter, Xia Chu doesn't talk to him much about work anyway.He walked over lightly, Xia Chu was in a deep sleep, his chest heaved and heaved as he breathed, as if he was extremely tired.

In his hand he held a little seahorse, pink, a child's toy.Install three batteries, the hippocampus will sing, play music, and emit soft light to accompany the baby to sleep.

This was bought by Le Wei. If the child had been born, the seahorse would be his toy now.

He also specially bought the pink one because Xia Chu wanted a daughter.

"If it is a son, he will have the ability to conceive and have children like me. It is too painful. I hope she is a girl." Xia Chuzeng said.

Le Wei silently sat beside Xia Chu.

There are many children's clothes in front of Xia Chu.At that time, they were looking forward to the birth of their child, and they didn't worry about where they went, but went straight to the children's clothing area.Sometimes we go to the supermarket together, and we also linger on the children's product shelves, bringing back some things that we don't need.

At that time, they were holding hands when they went shopping in the supermarket. Occasionally, when the aunt looked sideways at them, Le Wei wanted to let go, but Xia Chu held them even tighter.

Le Wei forced Xia Chu to listen to the training class for expectant mothers at Aida Hospital at first, but later he took it upon himself to open the software on time every week and take notes.It was also at that time that Le Wei realized how good-looking Xia Chu's handwriting was, and the stinky characters drawn out by his two chicken feet were simply incomparable.

The clothes in front of me are big and small, including Le Wei's favorite warm yellow, and Xia Chu's favorite white. There are a few lake blue pieces sent by Le Wei's mother from her hometown.After the child was gone, these clothes also disappeared miraculously.Le Wei knew that Xia Chu put them all away, and he didn't ask where they were received.

The child is a taboo topic between the two, because it hurts too much, so I dare not mention it.

Why did Xia Chu take them out again?

Le Wei looked at Xia Chu, Xia Chu's nose was slightly red, and there were obvious tears on his face.

He had wept, perhaps terribly.

Yeah, how can you not be sad, their child has been gone for almost a year.

Le Wei, a father, is in such pain. The child is pregnant in Xia Chu's stomach, and he has been with him for so long, and suddenly leaves. Xia Chu must be in more pain than Le Wei.

Xia Chu may not have loved himself, but he truly loved their children.

Xia Chu's cold is still not good, and she can't sleep well, and she will cough unconsciously.He seemed a little cold, curled up tighter while coughing.There was a blanket on the sofa, Le Wei took it and covered him, Xia Chu woke up as soon as the blanket touched Xia Chu's shoulder.

At first, his eyes were a little confused, but when he saw that it was Le Wei in front of him, Xia Chu flinched obviously.

He is afraid.

It's just that this kind of emotion is fleeting, and the next second, Xia Chu has already concealed the panic in his eyes, forcing a smile: "Are you back?"

He sat up, the blanket slipping from his shoulders to his legs.Le Wei recalled that he was also on this carpet before. Xia Chu stretched out his legs and pillowed himself between his legs, pretending to listen to the child's voice, but in fact he just wanted to lie on his lap for a while.

Xia Chu should have discovered it a long time ago, but he never exposed it.With Le Wei pillowed on his lap, he gently stroked Le Wei's cheek, as if he enjoyed such tenderness.

Le Wei took a child's small clothes, folded them carefully on the carpet, and asked Xia Chu: "At first you... really didn't want this child, did you?"

Xia Chu was silent for a while: "Yes."

"But then you also really love him and look forward to his coming, don't you?"

"Ah."

"If it weren't for this child, wouldn't you allow me to intervene in your life at all?"

"Ah."

"But you later agreed to marry me..." Le Wei smiled dryly, "It was also sincere."

"If I don't want to marry you, I will reject you." Xia Chu's voice was soft, but her attitude was firm, "I won't joke about such things."

"Yes, yes, I believe..." Le Wei smiled bitterly.

You did have a heart for me, even if only for a short moment.

Even if my love, my dedication, and all my hard work are only in exchange for this moment...

Enough, Levi thought, I am no longer attached.

Qin Mengying is right, even if you don't love me, I love you.

No matter how much I want to torture you and see you cry, I just want to hold everything in front of you and make you happy.

As long as you are not happy, I am not happy either.

Le Wei hugged Xia Chu.

Xia Chu moved, and Le Wei thought he wanted to break free, so he hugged him tightly.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I won't do anything to you, I just want to hug you." Le Wei said, "Xia Chu, let me hug you."

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