Secret crush hides my cub [entertainment circle]

When returning home, Xia Chu stopped checking to see if Le Wei's car was there.

He knew that Levi would not come back.

He also stopped contacting Le Wei.

Contact is also useless.

The box office of "The Last Farewell" exceeded [-] million in ten days. Compared with investment, this box office is enough for all parties to make a lot of money.The production team held a public celebration party, and all the main creators of the production team arrived, except for Le Wei who was absent.

The external explanation was that Le Wei was busy with work and had no schedule. Internally, Tian Xiaomeng said that she could not contact Le Wei either.

Levi lost contact.

He is a bit willful and immature, but when it comes to work, he never loses the chain.

This is the first time that he has completely isolated himself from the world, even Tian Xiaomeng, who has known him for many years, cannot find him.

The person who was with you every day suddenly disappeared. This feeling is about the same as digging a piece of meat from you.This piece of meat doesn’t need to be too big, even if it’s only the size of a fingernail, digging every day, digging every day, and accumulating for a long time will cause pain and unbearable pain.

Le Wei was the piece of meat that Xia Chu suddenly lost. Every day he left, Xia Chu's pain became deeper.

The room upstairs is a hidden danger, Xia Chu has always known it.

He thought about putting those things away, and he did.But every item carries memories, which one should I put away? Xia Chu often puts it away and then stops, feeling so confused that he can't put it away any more, so he can only run away.

I also thought about whether to confess to Le Wei first, even if I only confess part of it, after all, there are plenty of excuses, Le Wei loves himself, he will believe it.

But something has already been concealed, so do you need to cover it up with more lies? What's more, Xia Chu doesn't know how to confess at all.

Frankly, he once loved Han Song, but now he doesn't love him anymore, and Le Wei is the only one in his heart?

Xia Chu couldn't speak.

He has Le Wei in his heart, and he probably loves him too, but he has hidden Han Song in his heart like a treasure for 15 years, how could he just let it go?

In the end, Xia Chu himself didn't figure this out.

The relationship is getting closer too quickly, it seems that the whole process of acquaintance, passionate love and holding hands for a lifetime is completed in an instant.Le Wei's enthusiasm and initiative made the relationship between the two people warm up quickly, but at the same time, Xia Chu had no time to straighten out his mood.

Therefore, a matter that can be easily explained clearly misses a good opportunity after repeated hesitation, and once the deception starts, it can only be a vicious circle.Xia Chu's concealment, hesitation and confusion are the main culprits. The previous quarrels were gunpowder and bombs. Le Wei accidentally discovered that it was just the ignited fuse.

It's my fault, Xia Chu told himself.

He shouldn't hide it from Le Wei, and even if he is pushed into a hurry, he shouldn't hurt Le Wei's heart with serious words.

But he already said it, so what?

Should he humbly apologize to Le Wei?

Even if he apologized, would Levi accept it?

If Le Wei doesn't accept it, wouldn't he be humiliating himself?

No one knew what happened between Xia Chu and Le Wei. Xia Chu worked and lived as usual every day.In order to prevent being too lonely facing the empty big house at night, he often worked overtime until early in the morning before returning home, and it would be better if he was so tired that he fell headlong on the bed.Day after day, every day, Xia Chu almost forgot how long Le Wei had been away.

But even on nights like this, when he woke up from a nightmare, he subconsciously leaned on the person around him, and that person's place was vacant, and there would no longer be a pair of strong arms subconsciously coming up to hold him in his arms.

In the dark, Xia Chu hugged Le Wei's pillow tightly.

He knew he was vulnerable.In the past, when the nightmare came, I just turned over and continued to sleep, but now without that person by my side, even the nightmare became terrifying and unbearable.

If I knew this earlier, it would be better if I didn't know what it was like to be accompanied at the beginning.

If this is a love story, Xia Chu knows, it will probably end here.

But he didn't want to take the initiative to stop.

He wanted to wait for Levi to bring this story to an end.

In the third week after Le Wei disappeared, Xia Chu returned home, and the moment he opened the door, the smell of food wafted from the kitchen.

Xia Chu doesn't know how to cook, and after Le Wei left, no one touched the kitchen again.He paused at the door with some doubts, turned his head, and saw Le Wei's shoes near the shoe rack in the entrance.

Walking further in, Le Wei's black backpack was thrown on the sofa, his mobile phone was placed upside down on the coffee table, the aroma of the food in the kitchen became stronger and stronger, Xia Chu pushed open the kitchen door, and Le Wei stood there.

He stirred the porridge simmering in the clay pot with a long spoon, and when he heard the door knock, he turned his head and smiled.

"Are you back?" Levi asked, "Did you eat?"

It was as if nothing had happened. If it wasn't for the broken glass upstairs, Xia Chu would almost have thought that day was just a dream.

He looked at Le Wei, and it took him a long time to answer: "No."

"Hurry up and wash your hands." Le Wei said, "I cooked porridge, and I can eat it right away."

Xia Chu went to the bathroom to wash his hands in a dull manner.The water rushed for a long time, but Xia Chu was still not sure, did Le Wei really come back?

He turned off the faucet, walked quickly to the kitchen with messy steps, fearing that if he walked slowly, Levi would disappear.

It's okay, it's okay, Levi is still there.The figure in the apron was exactly the same as before, and he was still smiling at Xia Chu, as if he wasn't angry with Xia Chu anymore.

Xia Chu was very happy in his heart, only felt that with Le Wei, this empty big house felt like a home, without him, even the familiar place would be cold.

On the dining table, Levi's porridge has been served.There are also two stir-fried dishes on the table, as well as a plate of pickles that look delicious.

Le Wei pointed to the pickles and said, "My mother just sent them from my hometown, and they are newly brewed this year."

When he said this, he always had a smile on his face, just like when the two of them had a strong relationship before.

Xia Chu sat at the dining table, and Le Wei handed him a pair of chopsticks and a spoon, and told him to have a sip of porridge with pickles and try it.

Xia Chu did this.

Le Wei stared into his eyes: "Is it delicious?"

In fact, I couldn't taste it in one bite, but Xia Chu said flatteringly, "It's delicious."

"My mother said it was a bit salty." Le Wei also took a sip and smacked his lips, "It's salty, right?"

Xia Chu nodded quickly.

Le Wei took another sip: "It seems that the taste is a little noodle, not crisp enough, is it?"

Xia Chu still nodded.

Le Wei touched the taste and came to a conclusion: "Next time, put less salt, and the brewing time will be shorter, and it will probably be better."

Xia Chu didn't understand if this was a question, Ke Lewei looked over, but he still nodded.

Le Wei just came back, he didn't want to have a conflict with Le Wei, and he didn't want to make Le Wei go away with his unscrupulous words like that day.

He never wanted Le Wei to leave again.

Levi put down his chopsticks.

"If I say that the earth is square at this time, you will agree?" Le Wei raised the corners of his lips and looked into Xia Chu's eyes with a slight sarcasm.

Xia Chu looked at Le Wei helplessly.

Levi's... tone...

Before Xia Chu could react, Le Wei smiled in a more sarcastic tone: "Don't worry, I know the earth is round, and the primary school teacher taught it."

Le Wei looked directly into Xia Chu's eyes, staring at each other for more than ten seconds, Xia Chu gradually understood.

"Are you still leaving?" Xia Chu asked.

Le Wei scooped up a spoonful of porridge, and answered casually: "Not going."

Then he raised his head and smiled frivolously: "I'm not leaving, are you happy?"

"Happy."

Le Wei narrowed his eyes and smiled: "I'm happy too."

In a flash, the screening of "The Last Farewell" also came to an end.

It was the last time the crew held a celebration party. In addition to the main creators, all investors and representatives were also invited to the scene.After the celebration meeting, Song Xishan, one of the investors, personally congratulated Xia Chu. He glanced at Le Wei next to him and called Le Wei over.

Song Xishan has a high status and his words carry weight.He praised Le Wei's acting skills and praised him for his unlimited future.Le Wei was ashamed and said that he still needs to work hard.The relationship between Song Xishan and Xia Chu is extraordinary, and he even considers Le Wei as his own.Last time he asked two people to have dinner at home, but they had a big fight and failed to go, Song Xishan made another appointment today, and the two had no reason to refuse, so they decided on a date.

On the day of the visit, Le Wei brought a bottle of Italian red wine, and bluntly said that it was produced by the Italian winery he recently purchased. If Song Xishan likes it, he will buy Song Xishan's red wine in the future.Song Xishan really didn't lack for this kind of wine, but he admired Le Wei's boldness very much, and liked him even more.

Song Xishan's wife was originally a senior executive of Poly. She was in poor health a few years ago, so she took a part-time job and recuperated at home.Hearing that Xia Chu and Le Wei were coming, my sister-in-law cooked the dishes herself and prepared a table of delicious dishes.Le Wei had a sweet mouth, and praised his sister-in-law to the heavens for a table of delicious dishes. She had never heard any kind of compliments in these years, but it was a pity that Le Wei spoke sincerely, without any adulteration, and she still benefited her sister-in-law.

Song Xishan also accepted Le Wei's mouth, and lamented that he must have been with Xia Chu for a long time, and he had learned all the goodness of Xia Chu's mouth.Seeing Xia Chumo's silence by mistake, he couldn't help asking: "You don't look very well recently, are you too tired?"

Xia Chu smiled reluctantly, saying that he was not tired would be too false, he simply followed Song Xishan's words and admitted: "A little bit, it's okay."

Song Xishan is his master as well as his big brother, and he couldn't help reminding: "I know you are busy recently, but no matter how busy you are, you must pay attention to the balance between work and rest. When you are young, you can trade your body for money, but when you are old, you can only trade money for your body." The money we earn is enough to spend several lifetimes, and it’s time to stop and enjoy life. You don’t know it when you’re young, but at my age, you know that money and status are all external things. In the final analysis, the people around you are the most important. "

As he spoke, he gently hugged his wife beside him.

The sister-in-law also said to Le Wei: "Le Wei also needs to persuade Xia Chu more. Your family is good everywhere, but the teeth are too hard, and if you can't hold it, you have to hold on. It turned out that we couldn't persuade, but now we can count on it." You, you persuade him more, take a step back, and the sea and the sky are brighter, why should you have the upper hand in everything."

Le Wei smiled and shook Xia Chu's hand: "Don't worry, sister-in-law, I will persuade him."

Going home in the evening, there was another traffic jam on the third ring road.Le Wei played some music, and Xia Chu looked out the window.Being bored in the traffic jam, Le Wei held the steering wheel with one hand and played with a small object that he got from Fang Xiaomao two days ago with the other, asking as if chatting: "Does Song Xishan know that you like Han Song?"

Xia Chu's eyes resisted for a moment, but soon returned to normal: "I don't know."

"Does anyone know?"

"Nobody knows."

"When did you start hanging around with Song Xishan?" Le Wei frowned, not remembering clearly.

Xia Chu replied: "19 years old."

"Did you like Han Song then?"

Xia Chu closed his eyes, he really resisted this topic too much, but the next moment, he still said lightly: "Probably."

"Tell me." Levi said lightly.

Xia Chu didn't understand what he meant.

Le Wei showed an expression of "what's not clear?": "Tell me how you fell in love with Han Song. I always have the right to know."

Xia Chu gritted his teeth, and half a minute later, he said, "Han Song and I are classmates in the same dormitory at the university."

"That year, my father passed away, and I started to live alone. On the first day of college, I went to the dormitory alone. Han Song arrived before me, and the bed was opposite to me. Their family is a big family. Besides his parents, the relatives who sent Han Song came There were four other people, a huge group of people, which filled the dormitory. They were so noisy that I found it annoying, and wanted to stay away from Han Song, but he gave me a pack of snacks, saying it was a special feature of my hometown, for my roommates Let's have a try."

"Han Song is straight-hearted and very enthusiastic. I don't have many friends and I walk alone. He is afraid that I will be alone, so he calls me for everything. At first I ignored him at all. Later, I was too embarrassed to always refuse. Slowly, we became friends with him."

"When did you fall in love with him?" Levi asked.

"I don't know." Xia Chu took a deep breath and let it out slowly, "At the end of my freshman year, I ran in the snow for a day to make a film and fell ill. Han Song stayed with me for three days to take care of me Three nights, I finally passed, and he failed the class. I was very guilty and went to the teacher to intercede. The teacher was an old colleague of my father. He believed me and gave Han Song another chance. Han Song got a high score, He also won a scholarship, and the two of us took his scholarship to have a meal at the best western restaurant in Beijing at that time..."

After a lapse of 15 years, the past is still vivid in his mind, but Xia Chu's voice is getting smaller and smaller, as if it is difficult to recall the past.

In fact, what is difficult is not to remember, but to tell.

Because the person listening was Levi.

Xia Chu pressed hard on the center of his eyebrows, his nails sank into his skin, and there was a sharp pain. Le Wei glanced at him in the rearview mirror, turned his eyes away, and continued to look at the stagnant traffic ahead.

"And then?" he asked.

"Then..." Xia Chu paused, "Han Song got a girlfriend in the first semester of his freshman year."

Xia Chu was very hostile to Han Song's girlfriend, and he would quarrel with Han Song over trivial matters as long as it was related to Han Song's girlfriend.One side is his girlfriend, the other side is a good buddy, Han Song couldn't bear the trouble, and asked Xia Chu when he was drunk, what do you think is wrong with her, Xia Chu understood at that time, that girl is good in everything, the only thing he was dissatisfied with was that It's not me who stands in the position.

"Han Song has a girlfriend?" Le Wei smiled and patted the steering wheel, "Aren't you going to die of anger?"

"I'm not angry." Xia Chu said coldly, "They broke up within a few months."

"Break up in a few months?" Le Wei was amazed, "Why?"

"That girl is from the acting department, and she met a famous director. In order to get on the show, she took the initiative to sleep with that director." Xia Chu said.

"I see." Le Wei answered the next sentence naturally, "Do you recognize that director?"

Xia Chu turned his eyes away, but did not answer the question.

Xia Chu has never been a kind person.

Le Wei has always known this, but in the past, he was unwilling to think about many things in depth.

"Your father—I mean Director Xia—is right," Le Wei smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, "You really don't look like him. You don't look like him, and you don't have the same personality. "

"You look like Gu Hongwen."

"Even if you don't recognize him, you are indeed his son."

Le Wei laughed cruelly: "No wonder Director Xia treats you hot and cold. If I find that the son I depend on for life is becoming more and more like the person who hurt me, I'm afraid I will also..."

"Stop talking!" Xia Chu interrupted him roughly, and the next second, his pain couldn't be concealed, and overflowed.

"Le Wei," he said, "don't say any more."