[Comprehensive] I am not Green Valley
Chapter 18 ACT 17 Running away is shameful but useful
I don't know why, but when I should be panicking the most, I am extraordinarily calm most of the time.Probably because he knew that if he panicked, he would only be caught by Murphy's law.
When I heard what Bao Hao said, I handed him the phone: "My Twitter friend sent me a funny video, did you watch it?"
Bakugo was about to snatch the phone, but put it away instead, and then refused with disgust.
"Stop messing around with your plastic friends, it'll only make you stupider."
Bakugo calls everyone I know in the [-]D dimension a plastic netizen.
For Baohao, the so-called "plastic factor" of netizens is that both parties in the interaction have nothing to do with their own lives, and their existence is just an adjustment of each other's lives.When you have a problem, it's easy to put your emotions too heavily on the other person, good or bad.
American psychologist Richardson once issued a conclusion that we are more likely to be aggressive towards those who are closest to us than those who are strangers.
But the Internet is so easy to overthrow this conclusion.It provides a platform for countless strangers to blatantly criticize others without any basis.People on that platform are not worthy of deep friendship at all in terms of society's uncontrollable dark side.
I didn't respond, and Bakugo jumped off the topic himself.
We have lived and grown up together for more than ten years, and the two rarely quarrel because of differences of opinion on a topic, even if the tone of Bao Hao sounds a little more aggressive many times.
I remember when we were about five years old and we had the first fight in our lives. I was very angry at the time, but I apologized to Bakugou first, because I shouldn’t have such a bad tone, and it’s fine if he doesn’t want to pay attention to me.What I thought at the time was that I did what I should do, and I also seriously stated my desire to just calm down and chat.As for after listening to what I said, if he still treats me coldly, that is his business, and I will not pay attention to it.
"That," the booming voice sounded, "so when can we start?"
Bakugo: "..."
I:"……"
Mr. Hong, I have grown up and met the most thoughtless classmate.
I couldn't help but said to Mr. Hong: "Mr. Hong, do you have someone you like?"
Hong didn't seem to understand what I meant by saying this, so he shook his head and said, "No."
I expressed my deep understanding: "If you have it, I am willing to help you for free."
"Oh fine."
I don't know if what I said hit the point of Baohao's smile, or the frozen expression, anyway, Baohao suddenly burst into amazing laughter, covering his face and laughing for a long time, which shocked me a lot .
There are two words completely written on my face - dumbfounded.
I didn't take off my clothes in the end, because the words were so slick, but when I really pulled up the clothes, I couldn't pull up the strength, as if someone had been dragging my clothes, the more I struggled, the more I lost my fighting spirit .
"Forget it, you." Baohao rescued me.
Then I dictate.
My story is simple.
People of the same age should know very little, but people of the older generation have heard about the horrific human Colony incident 15 years ago. The culprit was the attending doctor of the hospital, and the victims protected their privacy with anonymity.This case is a famous case solved by the current No.2 hero Andeva.
Colony means colony in English.
The attending doctor is characterized by cell proliferation.
The motive for committing the crime is very simple. He wants to test whether his own personality can realize the creation of a human being. If so, whether this person can truly be defined as a human being, and whether this person will have his own personality characteristics, or the original characteristics of the mother.
As a doctor in a large hospital, his experimental subjects amounted to more than 50 pregnant women, of which only seven cases achieved successful multiplication, and they were all uniquely identified with biological signals before they were born.The incident was exposed because Lugu Yinzi, the mother of Lugu, had gone to other small clinics for treatment, and was found to be pregnant with twins, but was informed that there was only one child after giving birth.It was because of Lvgu Yinzi's perseverance that this notorious incident was exposed to the world.
Lugu Yinzi was the first to give birth to a child, but I heard that the other child had been disposed of by the attending doctor when he fled.And the rest of the mothers also chose to remove the "excess meat" like a cancerous tumor because of the reason that the child was not born.
I think I've made it very clear here.
"I'm the extra one."
I have a very obvious red birthmark on my body. It is not so much a shapeless plaque as it is a printed scarlet letter - COLONY047.When I was young, I could only see a red spot, which became more and more clear when I grew up.
I still haven't been able to tell my mom about it, but I think my mom found out about the sad truth when I was growing up at five.It's just that she didn't say it.
It was also at that time that I discovered that my mother was not as caring about me as before, and would often use busy work as an excuse not to talk to me more.I also know that my mother secretly still believes that my brother is still alive, and will update the missing person notice on the Internet every year and every month.
But I also believe that my mother is a good person.She treats me well, but she doesn't know how to treat me properly.
I think my mom might have accidentally told this to Bakugo when she was drunk, so he's been acting weird lately.After I explained the ins and outs clearly, I waited for Baohao to have an expression that I knew a long time ago.However, after hearing this, Bakugo propped his chin up and even yawned.
"It's too boring."
I instantly understood - I was blowing myself up!
So after I finished speaking, I was shocked by myself.
At this moment, Hong slowly opened his mouth and said: "In this case, the person I met in the Shenye District might be your elder brother, Mr. Lugu. You both look alike, but his hair color is dark green almost black. ,wearing glasses."
“…………………………”
ha? !
Hong took out his mobile phone and showed me a small corner of a photo - a dark green teenager wearing black-rimmed glasses, picking up books in a bookstore, wearing a white shirt and a thin tie, refreshing, elegant and bookish.
This feeling is very strange, like looking in a mirror and feeling that I am not myself, the feeling of confusion.
"That's why I kept thinking, is it the same person I met?" Mr. Hong said.
So is this the real reason why Hong has been following me and wanting to ask me questions?
I feel like I have to say something at this time.Because I have to investigate this matter clearly, and after confirming it, I have to inform my mother of this shocking happy event.
But I just wanted to speak, and I found that I lost my voice.
All along, I have considered myself the only one my mother can rely on.Even though I know that I am fake and shoddy, I still try my best to play the role of Izuku Midoriya.But now this feeling that the Lord can come back makes me not only unable to be sincerely happy for my mother, but I have a premonition that I will be deprived of my existence in this world for the same reason. I am afraid of helplessness, unable to maintain my mood and stability Feeling.
I seem to be able to understand the feeling of those grassroots in the bloody drama who are found in the rich and powerful, but they are actually fakes who have been exchanged.Even if I won't be truly abandoned, I can already predict my future.
I felt unwilling, scared, and also felt the despair and coldness of being powerless to fight against fate.
I opened my mouth with difficulty.
"It's great, I just finished talking about it, and I got such good news. I must meet him..."
You see how courageous I am to say such calm and unflappable words.
My bearing is like a rainbow, invincible.
My mom will definitely be the happiest one.
However, I feel that my blinking seems to be slowed down by N times speed, and the transitional darkness between opening and closing eyes is as long as a century.During this time, I didn't even dare to breathe, and I couldn't help filtering out other people's voices.Otherwise, if I don't, I think it will shake my firm will to find the person in the photo.
After opening my eyes again, I found that a person was already sitting in the seat of the protagonist's academy.
I subconsciously hid elsewhere...
And I also found that my hands were shaking like sifting chaff.My head is full of my mother chanting the name "Lvgu Deku" from time to time, looking at me with sad eyes from time to time, and her figure always turning her back to me, not daring to hold my hand, and the road on her back. The red birthmark became more and more clear in the mirror, and the back of my hand was full of tears.
Facts speak louder than words.
I did escape shamefully.
But I just want to ask.
God, did I do something wrong?
Why do you do this to me?
I have never been selfish, I have never been self-willed, and I am strong enough to face every day.I can also guarantee with my whole life that I will earnestly do good deeds and be a good person all my life.
Is it okay to let me be selfish, willful and vulnerable at this time?
can i say
Can I say that I don't want to see 【Lvgu Izuku】at all?
I'm terrified that I'm the extra person in a family of four.
The author has something to say:
Thanks for the good stop mine.
Let me give you a spoiler, the little brother wearing glasses is a good guy in a sense.
There is one more comment today than yesterday, 23333, are you counting well?
The next chapter is estimated to go to JOJO Erqiao, I want to save Xisa.
Thank you for coming.
When I heard what Bao Hao said, I handed him the phone: "My Twitter friend sent me a funny video, did you watch it?"
Bakugo was about to snatch the phone, but put it away instead, and then refused with disgust.
"Stop messing around with your plastic friends, it'll only make you stupider."
Bakugo calls everyone I know in the [-]D dimension a plastic netizen.
For Baohao, the so-called "plastic factor" of netizens is that both parties in the interaction have nothing to do with their own lives, and their existence is just an adjustment of each other's lives.When you have a problem, it's easy to put your emotions too heavily on the other person, good or bad.
American psychologist Richardson once issued a conclusion that we are more likely to be aggressive towards those who are closest to us than those who are strangers.
But the Internet is so easy to overthrow this conclusion.It provides a platform for countless strangers to blatantly criticize others without any basis.People on that platform are not worthy of deep friendship at all in terms of society's uncontrollable dark side.
I didn't respond, and Bakugo jumped off the topic himself.
We have lived and grown up together for more than ten years, and the two rarely quarrel because of differences of opinion on a topic, even if the tone of Bao Hao sounds a little more aggressive many times.
I remember when we were about five years old and we had the first fight in our lives. I was very angry at the time, but I apologized to Bakugou first, because I shouldn’t have such a bad tone, and it’s fine if he doesn’t want to pay attention to me.What I thought at the time was that I did what I should do, and I also seriously stated my desire to just calm down and chat.As for after listening to what I said, if he still treats me coldly, that is his business, and I will not pay attention to it.
"That," the booming voice sounded, "so when can we start?"
Bakugo: "..."
I:"……"
Mr. Hong, I have grown up and met the most thoughtless classmate.
I couldn't help but said to Mr. Hong: "Mr. Hong, do you have someone you like?"
Hong didn't seem to understand what I meant by saying this, so he shook his head and said, "No."
I expressed my deep understanding: "If you have it, I am willing to help you for free."
"Oh fine."
I don't know if what I said hit the point of Baohao's smile, or the frozen expression, anyway, Baohao suddenly burst into amazing laughter, covering his face and laughing for a long time, which shocked me a lot .
There are two words completely written on my face - dumbfounded.
I didn't take off my clothes in the end, because the words were so slick, but when I really pulled up the clothes, I couldn't pull up the strength, as if someone had been dragging my clothes, the more I struggled, the more I lost my fighting spirit .
"Forget it, you." Baohao rescued me.
Then I dictate.
My story is simple.
People of the same age should know very little, but people of the older generation have heard about the horrific human Colony incident 15 years ago. The culprit was the attending doctor of the hospital, and the victims protected their privacy with anonymity.This case is a famous case solved by the current No.2 hero Andeva.
Colony means colony in English.
The attending doctor is characterized by cell proliferation.
The motive for committing the crime is very simple. He wants to test whether his own personality can realize the creation of a human being. If so, whether this person can truly be defined as a human being, and whether this person will have his own personality characteristics, or the original characteristics of the mother.
As a doctor in a large hospital, his experimental subjects amounted to more than 50 pregnant women, of which only seven cases achieved successful multiplication, and they were all uniquely identified with biological signals before they were born.The incident was exposed because Lugu Yinzi, the mother of Lugu, had gone to other small clinics for treatment, and was found to be pregnant with twins, but was informed that there was only one child after giving birth.It was because of Lvgu Yinzi's perseverance that this notorious incident was exposed to the world.
Lugu Yinzi was the first to give birth to a child, but I heard that the other child had been disposed of by the attending doctor when he fled.And the rest of the mothers also chose to remove the "excess meat" like a cancerous tumor because of the reason that the child was not born.
I think I've made it very clear here.
"I'm the extra one."
I have a very obvious red birthmark on my body. It is not so much a shapeless plaque as it is a printed scarlet letter - COLONY047.When I was young, I could only see a red spot, which became more and more clear when I grew up.
I still haven't been able to tell my mom about it, but I think my mom found out about the sad truth when I was growing up at five.It's just that she didn't say it.
It was also at that time that I discovered that my mother was not as caring about me as before, and would often use busy work as an excuse not to talk to me more.I also know that my mother secretly still believes that my brother is still alive, and will update the missing person notice on the Internet every year and every month.
But I also believe that my mother is a good person.She treats me well, but she doesn't know how to treat me properly.
I think my mom might have accidentally told this to Bakugo when she was drunk, so he's been acting weird lately.After I explained the ins and outs clearly, I waited for Baohao to have an expression that I knew a long time ago.However, after hearing this, Bakugo propped his chin up and even yawned.
"It's too boring."
I instantly understood - I was blowing myself up!
So after I finished speaking, I was shocked by myself.
At this moment, Hong slowly opened his mouth and said: "In this case, the person I met in the Shenye District might be your elder brother, Mr. Lugu. You both look alike, but his hair color is dark green almost black. ,wearing glasses."
“…………………………”
ha? !
Hong took out his mobile phone and showed me a small corner of a photo - a dark green teenager wearing black-rimmed glasses, picking up books in a bookstore, wearing a white shirt and a thin tie, refreshing, elegant and bookish.
This feeling is very strange, like looking in a mirror and feeling that I am not myself, the feeling of confusion.
"That's why I kept thinking, is it the same person I met?" Mr. Hong said.
So is this the real reason why Hong has been following me and wanting to ask me questions?
I feel like I have to say something at this time.Because I have to investigate this matter clearly, and after confirming it, I have to inform my mother of this shocking happy event.
But I just wanted to speak, and I found that I lost my voice.
All along, I have considered myself the only one my mother can rely on.Even though I know that I am fake and shoddy, I still try my best to play the role of Izuku Midoriya.But now this feeling that the Lord can come back makes me not only unable to be sincerely happy for my mother, but I have a premonition that I will be deprived of my existence in this world for the same reason. I am afraid of helplessness, unable to maintain my mood and stability Feeling.
I seem to be able to understand the feeling of those grassroots in the bloody drama who are found in the rich and powerful, but they are actually fakes who have been exchanged.Even if I won't be truly abandoned, I can already predict my future.
I felt unwilling, scared, and also felt the despair and coldness of being powerless to fight against fate.
I opened my mouth with difficulty.
"It's great, I just finished talking about it, and I got such good news. I must meet him..."
You see how courageous I am to say such calm and unflappable words.
My bearing is like a rainbow, invincible.
My mom will definitely be the happiest one.
However, I feel that my blinking seems to be slowed down by N times speed, and the transitional darkness between opening and closing eyes is as long as a century.During this time, I didn't even dare to breathe, and I couldn't help filtering out other people's voices.Otherwise, if I don't, I think it will shake my firm will to find the person in the photo.
After opening my eyes again, I found that a person was already sitting in the seat of the protagonist's academy.
I subconsciously hid elsewhere...
And I also found that my hands were shaking like sifting chaff.My head is full of my mother chanting the name "Lvgu Deku" from time to time, looking at me with sad eyes from time to time, and her figure always turning her back to me, not daring to hold my hand, and the road on her back. The red birthmark became more and more clear in the mirror, and the back of my hand was full of tears.
Facts speak louder than words.
I did escape shamefully.
But I just want to ask.
God, did I do something wrong?
Why do you do this to me?
I have never been selfish, I have never been self-willed, and I am strong enough to face every day.I can also guarantee with my whole life that I will earnestly do good deeds and be a good person all my life.
Is it okay to let me be selfish, willful and vulnerable at this time?
can i say
Can I say that I don't want to see 【Lvgu Izuku】at all?
I'm terrified that I'm the extra person in a family of four.
The author has something to say:
Thanks for the good stop mine.
Let me give you a spoiler, the little brother wearing glasses is a good guy in a sense.
There is one more comment today than yesterday, 23333, are you counting well?
The next chapter is estimated to go to JOJO Erqiao, I want to save Xisa.
Thank you for coming.
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